#the dog and the man sit with eachother. and when violence is replaced with love; the tail still wags. the man still smiles.

[quillheel]

I'll designate you __ to lovers ━ allies.

what starts off as a partnership by obligation turns into one by choice. maybe you don't think of them that way at first, but after you realize that you two work incredibly well together, the feelings just... fall into place. of course it's only natural that they should remain by your side. of course you would take risks to keep them safe, and they would do the same for you. you can't imagine facing something without them now. it's like they were always there. what's more, the bond you've forged over the years is doubly strong for having made the sharing of mental and emotional states necessary. you've stuck with each other through the stress, the breakdowns, but also the victories, the laughs, the brief moments of frivolity. now those things come naturally. you know nobody more intimately. you are able to take care of each other. you can probably make it through anything. you have so far, at least, even if there were some losses along the way.

#obsessed with how even I was expecting the quiz to give me enemies to lovers. but it didn't. #regardless of the hardships Jean faces with Harry; regardless of how much pain they bring eachother; Jean will always be there for him. #the pain of being burned makes him bitter; makes him venomous but he has never become his enemy. #something something the dog that expects to be kicked down will bite the hand that tries to feed it. #the man can change. the dog can learn. time a vital resource. but blood may always cling to the heel. the dog may always flinch. #Jean does not try to be cruel. the lopsided lens we see of him might portray him as such. the light; the circumstance making him #he does not try to be cruel. that does not mean he was kind. that does not mean he was good. #the dog is the survival; the anger; inside of him. never all of him. jean can learn & become & understand. he can improve. he can change. #it is jeans responsibility to be better than the cruelty he does not intend. it is not to forgive him. but he wants to. he wants to. #time a vital resource. blood may always cling. he may always flinch. #the part that wants to love him. the part that wants to live. taught by a past that is no longer remembered; but is never null. #the dog and the man sit with eachother. and when violence is replaced with love; the tail still wags. the man still smiles. #the part of the animal that loves you; the part of the animal that hates you #but he loves him. he loves him. he loves him. #lets give it another try. lets give it another day. chances that part of him begs not to give. chances because he wants to be proven wrong. #please. please. prove him wrong. #the dog who loves you. the man who loves you. both who want to be loved #god........................ #MUSING / Jean Vicquemare #STUDY / Jean Vicquemare #GAMES / Jean Vicquemare #━ ♔ the world grows green again when you smile : games. #toxic relationship // #ask to tag // #disco elysium //