#the answer is to delete the sims since reading and helping others is morally and personally fulfilling

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havent been on tumblr for a bit because of school but then i started playing the sims a lot and like. in between thinking about grad school and reading and Posts and games i realize that so many joys are synonymous and there isnt enough time for all of them and the despair i imagined everywhere is actually entirely illusory which is a bad thing because im so fucign autistic i cannot sustain ... a variety of interests and its not even about time its just that my brain tends towards fixation in a way i seem to constantly struggle with but. you know. we move

#the answer is to delete the sims since reading and helping others is morally and personally fulfilling #but then #also i will say i forgot how funny tumblr was #like ive died laughing reading the posts #but the sims is actually really fun #the game itself is shit though fuck ea lol u have to do so much to make it playable #mayb thats a sign #but its just like #idk #having these gay little losers live long enough to like have kids and for them to have kids and for them to have kids is so like..? idk #well anyway i only have so much time #so