#thats fake though why pick going to jb for a tv around a public holiday instead of.....twn years

[artemisbarnowl]

Somethings weird about me now. I havent cried since thursday but i feel like this

Hormones? Did a switch flip and im just....on the next stage of getting over it?

#i still want to talk to him every day #also its important to know thursday was PATHETIQUE i was laying my head on a letter crying because i missed him and wanted to be close #oh maybe its because i changed my apartment round and the tv broke and a valuer is coming on thursday and im sewing so my brain is just too #static to focus on grief? #thats fake though why pick going to jb for a tv around a public holiday instead of.....twn years #of love and companionship #oh its because i can just buy a new tv and problem solved probably