#that type of curtain is my bestest friend istg. after my cat. and maybe two human friends

[always-a-slut-4-ghouls]

One of the half burnt out lightbulbs in my bedroom (it has been flickering like a strobe light for months whenever it tries to work again. Not great for my epilepsy but I’m pretty sure my building forgot I mentioned it) flickered a few times (as usual) and then just worked normally (for now at least) and it’s like adjusting a camera’s aperture after it was stuck on the wrong setting for months. I forgot that the lighting could actually be decent in here without my lamp on. Fucking wild.

#emma posts #i have realized that I should send another request for a change in #they don’t seem to want me doing it myself #I can do a lot of other things myself. but this isn’t one I guess #they are usually pretty good about things but I think they forgot after they came in to check #it’s a big building after all #this is like the glasses thing all over again though #the first time I got glasses with the right prescription and I went outside #it was like seeing in 4k #leaves you didn’t even realize were less clear were suddenly crisp af #I go around with only one good eye and just don’t realize what depth perception feels like #it was like if your display had a bunch of blurry pixels but you could still see enough to do what you needed to #and then you got the screen repaired or you updated and are like woagh #except this time it was lightning in a room I have blackout curtains in #the lighting isn’t great in the other room this is a problem in. but I at least have the curtains open normally #‘why don’t you have the curtains and blinds open then?’ well that’s only gonna help part of the day #and second. the things are never adjusted right the first time and there are lights right outside the window at night #this wasn’t a problem at the farm! although I had a south facing window there and that posed its own problems in summer because the sun #doesn’t let me sleep in there without blackout curtains #that type of curtain is my bestest friend istg. after my cat. and maybe two human friends