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#that i failed to identify because my instinct is to relax when not immediately presented with a Situation
july-19th-club · 1 year
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seriously have been thinking about this all night long. call me autistic but the fact that 90% of workplaces the point is not to get your work done and then be done doing it but to instead perform an elaborate social dance in which you find something to do even when you're done doing everything you need to do in order to show your fellow workers that you, too, are Working . because you are at Work . disgusting why cant we all agree that if there is no work immediately to be done. we just dont do anything
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fallenrepublick · 4 years
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Thank you so much!🥺❤ I didn't think of any scene in specific...I'd just like some Maul fluff where the reader gives him the love he deserves and reassures him that he's not just a weapon designed to be perfect that can be thrown to the trash at any moment 😔
Honestly... I needed this too
Silence. It presents itself in many forms, the absence of sound often a comfort to those who need it after a day of grueling socialization and work only continuing to pile at an empty desk.
But this silence, the one that filled the halls you tread and the rooms you passed, suffocating the air around you as you walked, was pained and tense, the lingering feeling only intensifying the longer it remained. And you scoured the castle, identifying every place he would most likely be in, trying to find some justification for the sinking ache that pressed on your chest by the second.
And after passing through the throne room, offices, countless conference rooms, and even the kitchen, you finally found him. In the corner of your room, sitting in a chair you highly doubted was comfortable, Maul was staring out the window, expression almost blank, his mind not seeming to process any of what his eyes saw. It was a state you had never found him in before, and you hesitated to even speak, uncertainty about his well-being gluing your feet in place to the cool floor.
He hadn’t acknowledged your presence, unaware you stood mere inches away, and you could feel your heart tighten as you finally admitted to yourself that something was horribly, awfully wrong.
“Maul?” you called him, gently, as if trying to wake a child from their sleep, and slid forward a touch so that you might see his eyes fully. He didn’t respond immediately, and you were about to call him again, hoping you’d be able to pull him from the strange trance he had found himself in.
But his head moved, almost in a pair of predetermined clicks, and he faced you. Beneath the smile he performed lay something far more concerning, and you might’ve compared the feeling to a stab in the chest, knowing that he intended to hide from you.
“Starlight…” he said slowly, quietly, almost to convince himself you were there. “You’re back early.”
“I’ve been looking for you for hours.” You stepped forward, lowering yourself to meet him at eye level. He watched as you moved, and the longer his gaze lingered, the more his internal struggle seemed to fight against his facade. But you couldn’t say that. Not yet. “Didn’t you hear me calling?”
Pulling in a small, shaky breath, he turned away from you, searching the room for something else to look at, your concern translating in his mind as scrutiny.
“No, I… I’m sorry, princess, I was… busy.”
Frowning, you placed your hand over his, practically forcing him to stop avoiding you. Your eyes were determined and hard, boring holes into his mind while they tried to pull the truth from his lips.
“You know I don’t like it when you lie to me,” you said, the sternness of the statement laced with sadness and concern. “You always seem to think that you have to handle things on your own. I don’t care if it’s about work or about your life, or even if it’s about me. I don’t want to be left in the dark like this. You don’t deserve that.”
And perhaps on any other day, he would’ve sighed, nodded, and relinquished any hidden grievances to you so that you could tread the path together. But today, he lifted his head to the window once more, remaining silent for another few moments before asking a question that was seemingly unrelated.
“As a child… you had friends, yes?”
You were taken aback, unable to answer for a while, though it didn’t seem to bother him.
“Does it matter?” Truthfully, it wasn’t the greatest way to answer, but you weren’t quite sure what the point was. It had nothing to do with him.
The response made him laugh, but it was low and cold, far too different from the usual warmth you felt from him. And he shook his head and looked back down at his lap, where your hand had not yet moved from his.
“I suppose it doesn’t. I just… wasn’t allowed friends for most of my life, let alone-” He had naturally found his eyes back on you, and upon seeing your face filled with worry, his courage to speak suddenly depleted, and he was left once more trying not to look at you.
Not standing for his dodging, your hand slid up his neck and to his face, where it rested covering the mostly black tattoos covering his jawline. Almost at once, he seemed to relax into your touch, his head leaning down against your palm and eyes closing as the comfort of familiarity calmed his nerves.
Bringing yourself up onto your knees, you managed to come face-to-face with him, your other hand wandering up to the base of his horns, where they traced and stroked at the sensitive areas. Instinctively, soft purrs hummed from Maul’s chest, and you pridefully took it as a sign that he was feeling better.
And when he opened his eyes to you once more, he said nothing for a short while, simply watching you, studying your responses to him. So you smiled, kindness you knew he needed taking over your calm expression.
“I admit,” he whispered, as if fearing that anyone else would hear. “When we met, I expected you to leave. I was fully aware of the perfection I had discovered in you, and knowing me… it was almost a certainty that I would drive it away. Yet… you’re still here.”
His fingers traced from your cheekbones to your jaw, the sort of touch one would attribute to handling a piece of porcelain or a thin sheet of glass. And he looked at you with an air of both adoration and fear, the duality between knowing every detail of something so fragile, while being in constant paranoia that it may shatter in your hands at any moment.
And still you replied, “Because I love you,” for he deserved nothing but the truth.
“But my past, my imperfections… my failures. All of it falls on you as long as you remain here. How could any of it be worth it? Those who claim to trust in my abilities find themselves most often disappointed, be it through the methods or the results. Have I done that with you as well? Have you hidden from me another way I’ve failed?”
Heavy as the questions were, you took no time in answering, almost cutting him off before he finished.
“No, no of course not. You’ve done nothing wrong, why would you-”
“It’s what I’ve always done. There’s always been ways that my best has never been good enough.” He wasn’t avoiding you anymore, instead making a point to track every move you made. And as you looked into his eyes, you wondered if you were simply imagining the golden colors beginning to overpower the red that had once formed such a prominent halo around his irises. “For you, I… I want to be good enough.”
His words filling every part of your mind, you leaned forward to press a soft kiss on his lips, trying to hide yourself being close to tears. The admissions made your heart beat harshly against your chest, and you began fearing that you had implied to him that he was inadequate.
Pulling from him, you moved up, planting slow and delicate kisses all over his face, his head tilting slightly as you did, allowing you easier access to him.
“You are good enough. You always have been. I’m… so sorry I made you feel differently.”
Reaching up, he brushed aside a lone tear that you hadn’t been able to stop from falling. And his smile was warmer, happier this time as he spoke.
“You never made me feel differently. When I’m with you… are the only times I feel like I haven’t failed. I could ruin everything else in the galaxy, but if I know you’re happy… I’d live knowing that I did something right.”
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barajasbryan92 · 4 years
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