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Cupcakes

Hi! long time no fic from me, like in a year eek! lol  So this was inspired a little bit by a really good fic i read by @finn-nelson-for-the-win , also check out her fic she’s writing its very good. I was shooting for a nice cutie little fluffy Rinn fic to slowly get back into writing but instead it became a full on smutty Rinn fic I blame it on the horny dickheads and not the fact that my mind is just permanently in the gutter lol so anyway enjoy. :) tagging for smut. wc is 2,833

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“It was the sweetness of your skin, it was the hope of all we might have been, that fills me with the hope to wish impossible things” Rae sings along with Robert Smiths haunting voice dancing around the kitchen bare footed in a white vest top and one of Finn’s boxers. Needing a break from working on her article about the latest indie bands of the London scene for her music blog she decided to bake over doing the laundry, not exactly one of her favorite chores to do. She preheats the oven to the temperature needed than starts to gather all the ingredients and baking pans for making chocolate strawberry cupcakes.

“That was To Wish Impossible Things by the Cure and before that it was She Bangs the Drums by the Smiths. Up next I’ve got Elastica, Arctic Monkeys, Paramore and more indie songs form the 70’s, 80’s,90’s and now on No Crap FM Radio,” A smile played across Rae’s lips at Finn’s voice coming over the radio as she mixed her wet ingredients into her dry. After portioning out the batter in the pans and popping those in the oven Rae went to work making her chocolate icing. Once it was done she took a moment to check on the cupcakes before starting in on the cleaning and swaying her hips to the music playing in the background.“Well folks that will do it for us. This is Finn Nelson saying to be continued till next time.”

Rae dries her hands after washing the last dish than goes over to the radio turning it off not really caring for the next DJ coming on after Finn and headed for the record player to put on a Bowie album. She starts to smell the cupcakes wafting into the lounge from the kitchen. Rae checks on them pulling the pan out after checking for doneness, satisfied they were she headed back to her laptop. Some time went by when she heard keys rattling in the door and Finn walking in humming a tune whilst putting his things on the hall table of their modest London flat.

“Hey love! I’m home,” Finn sucks in his bottom lip as he watches Rae get up from the desk where her laptop rests. He can’t help but let his eyes glide up and down her curvy figure moving languidly over to him. “Have ya been baking?” Rae kissed his cheek in welcome before heading into the kitchen with Finn following after.

“Yeah I needed a break from the article I’m working on and decide on making my famous chocolate strawberry cupcakes.” Rae glanced at Finn as she started in on icing the now cooled baked goods.

“Mhmm, my favorite kind.” Finn walked behind Rae putting his arms around her waist pulling her closer to him and resting his chin on her shoulder giving her a kiss on her neck. Rae giggled putting down the iced cupcake and intertwined her arms and hands with Finn’s over her stomach leaning into him. He gave her a squeeze proud of how far she had come in her self acceptance remembering a time when Rae would tense up at just the slightest brush of her stomach; now she craves to be touched all over by him.      

“I know that’s why I made them. You had a good show tonight by the way; ya definitely played some of my favorites.”

“I know I was thinking about ya when I played ‘em.” Finn smirked before kissing the crook of her neck making Rae take a breathy sigh. Finn turns Rae around putting her arms around his neck, Rae naturally resting her head on his shoulder, than wraps his arms around her and starts dancing with her as Bowie gently sings in the background.

“Ya know as much as I love this Finnly, its not getting these cupcakes iced.” Rae kissed Finn on the cheek before she removed his arms from around her giving his hands a genital squeeze than turning back to what she had been doing.

“Oi! I was having fun, now!” Finn put on a mock look of hurt than huffed out a laugh giving Rae a peck on the cheek, Rae playfully nudged him on the hip. “I’ll go put on tea. Any requests?”  

“I’ve been having a craving for spaghetti and your homemade garlic bread.”

“As you wish girl.” Finn turned on the electric kettle for tea and started in on making their meal. Forty minutes latter they were sitting at the small well warn table by the small window of their kitchen, the cupcakes all iced and enjoying their meal. They talked about their day, argued over a few songs and made plans for the weekend. After they were finished, dishes were gathered up and put in the sink.

“That was one of your best meals, Finn,” Rae gave an appreciative look to him as she washed one of the plates, Finn gave her a crooked smile whilst rinsing and drying one of the cooking pots and putting it in the dish rack to dry. “Although I bet you’re ready for dessert. You have been eyeing them all evening” Rae nodded her head over to the plate of cupcakes  

“Why thank you m’dear. And actually I wasn’t eyeing them all evening,” Rae raised her right eyebrow scrunching her lips to the side not believing him. “’cause you see I’m in the mood for a different kind of dessert.” Finn purposefully let his eyes wander over Rae’s body with a lust filled grin on his face; Rae felt heat on her cheeks and a shiver run down her back.

“Oh really? And what would that be?” Rae bit her bottom lip knowing how much it turned Finn on; he stepped closer into her personal space leaning his head ever closer till his mouth was close to Rae’s ear. His hot breath made breathing suddenly very difficult.

“You should know already,” Finn teasingly nibbled on her earlobe making Rae squirm in a delicious way and flutter her eyes closed. “You. Girl,” With that Rae starts to unbuckle Finn’s belt and working her way to undo his jeans as a pleasured sigh left her lips from his kisses on her neck. Finn raised his arms in the air to let Rae pull his t-shirt off him leaving him half naked and the shirt on the ground. He instantly cupped her face and captures her bottom lip between his own, Rae moans letting her lips open in invitation for Finn to deepen their kiss. Rae pushes his loosened jeans down around his hips and arse till they fall down around his ankles, Finn without breaking their kiss steps out of them. Soon Rae finds herself pushed up against the counter with Finn tilting his hips into her, she feels his want for her as she runs her hands up his muscular back with Finn letting out an appreciative groan. Soon Rae finds her vest top on the floor and Finn’s boxers she wore being pulled off her by him. “Have I ever told you how fucking sexy you look in me boxers.” Finn asks in-between kissing down her neck, collarbone, and finally to the top of her left breast.

“Um once or …Mmmmm yesss…uh twice.” Rae found it hard to answer as Finn kissed and sucked on her nipple whilst his thumb brushed across her hardened nipple of her other breast. Rae slides her hands down his back and under the elastic of his boxers digging in her fingers into his arsecheeks pulling him closer to her, something that drives Finn wild, before pulling them down leaving them both naked. Suddenly in one fell swoop Finn slid his hands down the sides of Rae’s waist, hips ,and finally around to the back of her arsecheeks and lifted her up on the counter, his strength as ever always surprising her, Rae couldn’t help rub her hands over his very strong muscular arms. She felt herself getting wetter with the anticipation of thing to come. Finn was back to kissing her plump lips his hands lazily roaming over her curvaceous body, one hand along the way bumped the bowl that the rest of the chocolate icing lay in. Finn broke the kiss with Rae looking at him in confusion at why he stopped hoping that she didn’t do something wrong. He grabbed the glass bowl and dipped his finger in the icing with a smirk on his face as he starts smearing it on Rae spelling out a word.      

“FINNN! What are ya doin’?” Rae giggled as Finn continued to spell BEAUTIFUL with the icing across Rae’s ample chest causing her to gasp when Finn brushed her nipple along the way. He looked into Rae’s eyes with a mix of mischief and lust in them whilst licking some of the chocolate off his finger making Rae lick her bottom lip.

“What does it look like, I’m icing me dessert of course,” Finn winked before stealing a kiss. “My little Cupcake.” Rae scrunched up nose shaking her head in disapproval.

“Oh that was so bad. Please don’t ever call me that again.” Finn nodded in agreement as he rubbed at the back of his neck a grimaced look on his face.  

“Yeah it felt wrong the moment it left my lips.” Finn huffed out a laugh shaking his head at himself. Rae smiled and leaned forward close to his lips as her finger slowly ran down his well muscled and defined chest to his fine hairs on his lower stomach.

“I didn’t tell ya to stop. I want to see where this goes,” Rae leaned close to his ear making Finn hitch his breath as her lips grazed the lobe of his ear. “Although I have a pretty good idea.” She whispered making the tiny hairs on the back of his neck stand up, Finn could never get enough of how his girl did his head in, in the most amazing ways. The corner of his mouth curled up and his bushy eyebrows rose as he dipped his finger into the leftover icing and continued to write SEXY on her stomach causing her to giggle when he touched a particularly ticklish spot. He wrote STRONG on one of her thighs and BRILLIANT on the other than slid the bowl to the side before pushing some of her hair behind her ear, cupping her face and heatedly kissed her. He moved down her neck as Rae let out breathy moans and raked her fingers through his hair, Finn kissed along her collarbone till he reached the icing on her chest and with opened mouth kisses started to lick it off her skin. Rae groaned as one hand slid down to his bicep digging her fingers into his flesh as he continued to kiss his way along her chest. He took a few moments to lavish kisses on her breasts before moving his way to kissing her stomach making a little smile appear on Rae’s lips as she watched Finn worship every inch of her. Rae leaned back on her hands as Finn worked on kissing and licking her thighs taking his sweet time, she squirmed in frustration of him so close to where she wanted him to be.

Finn finally kneels in front of Rae as she moves her thighs apart wider for him. Finn looks at her lustily before moving closer and licked up from her entrance to her clit making Rae moan and hitch her breath at the feel of his tongue swirling around her harden nub. “Mmmm yesss Finn right there. Yess…OH GOD YES,” She screams out as Finn starts to suck on her clit and slips two fingers in her very wet entrance. He curls his fingers hitting that spot inside her that made her scream out louder, both of them very thankful for the thick wall of their flat. Finn speeds up than slows his pace wanting to prolong her pleasure and savor her taste that had a mix of her essence and chocolate. “Oh Finn…Finn…I’m sooo close.” Rae couldn’t hold back any longer as she grabbed at the back of Finn’s head pulling him closer to her core and squeezed her thighs together around his head, Finn loving the feeling of her engulfing him. Heat radiated from her core and washed over her as she came undone; Finn kept licking up her juices till Rae pushes him away not being able to take anymore.  He gets up and cups the back of her head with his hand as his free arm embraces Rae pulling her closer to him. Rae surprises him when she closes the gap between them and hungrily kisses him, enjoying her taste on his lips, and wraps her legs around his waist feeling his hardness rub against her very sensitive clit making her groan into their kiss.

Finn lifts her off the counter and carries her to the settee in the lounge and lowers her down on top than rest between her thighs. Finn lifts his head to look at Rae lovingly while playing with her hair as Rae lazily runs her fingers up and down his back.

“Have I told you I love ya today?” Finn said before kissing her neck making Rae lean her back as far as she could to let Finn have more of her neck to kiss.

“No not yet.” Rae moaned out as she moved her hips rubbing herself against Finn’s arousal trying to relive the throbbing want of her core.

“Well I better remedy that,” Finn gave her a soft kiss than looked into her eyes. “I love you Rae.”

“I Love you too Finn. Now shut up and fuck me.” Rae bit her lower lip in a lustful way as Finn reached under her right thigh and pulled it up so her leg was resting on his shoulder.

“As you wish, girl.” Finn than pushed himself deeply into Rae’s warm and very wet entrance making them both gasp at being connected so completely. He starts thrusting slowly as Rae kisses Finn’s neck and digging her finger into his back making him groan out in pleasure. Rae tells him to move faster as she moves her hips to meet every thrust, Finn speeds up feeling himself getting closer. Sweat forms on their bodies as they move faster, Rae starts clenching around Finn feeling herself also getting closer. Soon they find their rhythm that will bring them both to their orgasms.

“Oh Finn I’m coming, I’m coming” Rae screamed as Finn sped up faster.

“Me too Rae” Finn grunted out. Soon they were both screaming out as they both came spectacularly together. After catching their breath Finn gently and slowly guided Rae’s leg off his shoulder and back to his waist.

“That were amazing Finn,” Rae ran her fingers through his hair with a smile on her face enjoying the feel of him on top of her not wanting this moment to end. “Well if this is what’s going to happen every time I make my cupcakes I need to make them more often.” Finn huffed out a laugh as Rae giggled along with him.

“Oh you can count on that,” Finn smirked as he tenderly stroked her cheek. “Now I’m in the mood for cupcakes”

“Well you know where to find them.” Rae replied cheekily before giving Finn a warm smile. He kissed her again quickly before slowing getting up a bit shakily and helped Rae up off the settee. They walked in the kitchen and Finn grabbed a cupcake licking at the icing giving Rae a wink causing her to feel a little heat on her cheeks remembering his use of the icing earlier.

“I’m surprised ya not tired of the icing after getting your fill of it” Rae moved closer to Finn and wrapped her arms around him in a lovingly embrace.

“Nope I love your icing its so fucking good…and fun to play with.” Finn gave her a goofy grin as he finished off his cupcake.

“Oi! Cheeky,” Rae shook her head whilst trying not to laugh but didn’t quite succeed. “I need to go take a shower I’m a bit sticky, I wonder why.” Rae rolled her eyes playfully before starting to make her way to the shower.

“Ya want company?” Finn raised one of his bushy eyebrows in question as Rae looked over her shoulder giving him a once over with a flirty smile on her face.

“What do you think?” Rae nodded in the direction of the bathroom. “Come on.” with that they both made their way to the shower where they made love again slowly before heading to bed and talking into the night about their weekend plans. It was about three in the morning when they drifted off into a contented sleep. It would be six weeks later they would find out that their love created something even more special than cupcakes.              

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# 42

“I’m only here to establish an alibi”

The knocks on her door were so hard and quick that she couldn’t help but stumble to the door with a start. She was getting ready for bed, her shirt off and jeans pooled around her feet, when the knocks came. She tripped trying to tug them off her feet; skinny jeans were her enemy most days. She grabbed her dressing gown fastening it around her quickly made her way to the door.

Not bothering to check the peephole she unlocked the door and opened it only to be completely shocked by who she found. Several questions were arising, but the number one was,

“How do you know where I live?”

She hated that he rolled his eyes and pushed passed her into her flat.

“Finn,” she called, after shutting the door and following him.

He’s annoyed her in one way or another every day since the day they met two years prior. It wasn’t like she hated him exactly, he was just a bit too arrogant for her liking, and could be a real know-it-all when it came to certain topics. She liked to banter like the rest of their friend group but she felt it was more personal when she attempted with him. As soon as she figured that out the pathetic crush she first had on him vanished. Replaced with utter annoyance. But to be fair, she knew he could be nice, sweet even, when he wanted to be. Just never really to her.

She finds him lounging on her sofa, his shoes off, feet kicked up on the low table, flipping through a magazine.

“Comfortable are we?” she asks, sarcastically.

“Almost, could go really go for a cuppa, if you wanna be a good hostess.” He responds, flipping a page.

She scoffs and walks over moving his feet off her table, “I’m not playing this game with you, what are you even doing here? How do you even know where I live?”

He sighs, and folds the magazine away, “I’m only here to establish an alibi.”

“What? Why? What did you do?” she asks, in mild shock.

“I didn’t do anything,” he rushes a bit defensively.

“Well,” she looks at him pointedly.

He sighs, “Look, I swear, I didn’t do anything. Just didn’t want to be caught up in a wrong place, wrong time scandal if something went down.”

“You need to explain better than that.”

“Fine. I was at the chip shop, right, and was talkin’ to Kendo for a minute and he was talking about someone, I don’t know who, who had owed him money and was gonna pay him a visit…” he trailed off, looking at her expectantly.

“A…visit,” she replies slowly.

“A visit, Rae. A. Visit.”

It clicks suddenly and she rolls her eyes, because why couldn’t he just say they were going to beat someone up.

“Right, got it. And?”

“Didn’t want to be involved did I? So I left, but after a bit I figure I can’t be alone, on the off chance of ‘what if’ y’know? Cos like, who’d corroborate my story, right?”

“Right right, Well first. ‘Corroborate’ really…” she said unimpressed, like she was actually surprised he even knew what that word meant, and used it correctly.

He gives her a sarcastic smile, “I’m not fucking dumb, Rae.”

She smiles tightly, “Right. So, you didn’t want to be identified if something were to happen. So you came here. And why was that again?”

He rolls his eyes, “You weren’t my first choice, trust me, no one else was around.”

“Uh huh, still doesn’t explain how you knew where I lived.”

He looks at her like she’s daft. “Um, I’ve known you for two years. You’ve lived here the entire time.”

“Yeah but like you’ve never been here before.”

“So, doesn’t mean I don’t know things.”

She’s done and she just really wants to lay down. “Okay, fine whatever. I’m going to bed.”

She’s almost to the hall when he calls out, “Nice dressing gown by the way!”

Instead of groaning like she desperately wants, she replies, “Thank you!” in the happiest tone she can muster for eleven at night.

--

Her phone says it’s almost one AM and she wonders if Finn left or if he’s asleep, or worse, nosing about her stuff. She’s had the urge for the past hour to get up and check on him but doesn’t want to give him the satisfaction. She knows he’d tease her about it later and it wasn’t worth it. But then again it’s her flat and she’s doing him a favor.

Almost ready to flip the duvet off of her and go check on him, her bedroom door swings open.

It’s dark in her room and even though she knows it’s, Finn, her heart still pounds a little more than normal. A moment passes and he doesn’t say anything and it makes her wonder if he’s just being a creep and staring at her. But then he walks closer to the bed.

“Rae. Rae, are you awake?” he asks, in a not very hushed tone.

“What, Finn?”

“Your couch sucks.”

“Then go home.”

“Rae,”

“What do you want me to do?”

“Let me sleep with you.” He says as if it’s obvious.

“Try the floor.”

“Come on!” he pleads a little, “You know I have a messed up knee.”

It’s a bit of a low blow, but that’s what it was supposed to do, make her feel sorry for him. She hates what she’s going to say next.

“Fine.”

“Thank you.”

She can hear the smugness in his voice and it makes her want to kick him out completely. But before she can finish imagining kicking him out she hears what sounds like clothes being removed and her breath gets caught in her throat and before she can say anything he’s sliding under the blankets.

“Finn. If you are naked right now, no one will ever find your body.”

“Why don’t you have a bit of a feel and find out.” He says cheekily.

“You are insufferable!” she groans.

He laughs and she wants to punch him.

“I have my pants on, Rae. Don’t worry.”

She huffs removing one of her pillows to shove between them before turning back to face away from him, “Goodnight, Finn.”

“Night, Rae.” He replies airily.

After a moment she’s comfortable enough to succumb to sleep but a quiet and meaningful, “Thanks.” Keeps her awake a little longer.

--

She’s wakes up slowly but is desperate to go back to sleep. The throb between her thighs is a good indication of what kind of dream she was having and she wants to escape back into the world of where she’s actually getting some.

Feeling squirmy with arousal, she moans a little, while squeezing her thighs together. Then unable to control herself she pushes her bum back, almost like a cat in heat. She comes in contact with solid warmness and can’t help but rub against it a little, it only happens for a few moments, before a loud groan, a warm hand landing on her hip, and something very very hard is prodding at her bum; startles her and she freezes.

“Why’d you stop?” The voice grumbles, slowly grinding against her.

“Finn.”

“Rae.” He mutters, but doesn’t stop moving.

She desperately wants to move against him, to tell him to press into her a little harder. He squeezes her hip, a pleased hum escaping him as he rubs against her. She can’t help the small breathy moan that escapes her, nor can she control shifting back into him.

“I’ve wanted to visit you before. That’s how I know where you live.” He says, his voice gruff from sleep and tight, from his arousal.

That statement makes her small movements come to a halt. “Can you stop humping me for a second.” She says.

He stops and says, “You started it.”

Even though he’s stopped, his dick is still pressed up against her, trying its best to slip between her bum cheeks, she can feel it twitching a bit and she doesn’t know exactly where to go from here. It’s not that she’s totally against the idea of sleeping with him, but like would it be worth whatever comes after, is the issue. And she also is not sure what he meant by wanting to visit her before, and now is not exactly the time for confessions or whatever he was trying to say.

��You’re thinking awfully hard,” he murmurs, his fingers drumming on her hip.

She doesn’t answer him because she’s doesn’t know exactly how to respond, but even before she can say anything he shuffles closer to her, his chin hooking over her shoulder.

“Just say stop,” he begins to move the hand resting on her hip up, gliding it under her sleep shirt.

“Fuck it.” she whispers, she squeezes her eyes shut and he palms at her breast. Thumbing over her nipple, before gently twisting and tugging it.

“Rae,” he sing-songs in a whisper, his mouth pressed against her shoulder.

“Yeah. Yes” Is all she can say, as definite as she can muster. Hate sex, or dislike sex is better than none she guesses.

The curve of his lips against her shoulder relaxes her nerve, but the small kiss he proceeds to drop there makes her heart speed up.

He palms her once more before moving his hand back down her body, squeezing gently at her belly before slipping under the elastic band of her panties. God its like she dresses ready for this to happen. She never sleeps without some sort of pajama shorts or long pants, and now she’s dressed in a flimsy shirt and only her panties.

She can feel his smile as he hums happily, pleased to find her wet, because of course she’s wet. Two fingers rub her clit, small tight circles that make her push back into him. His fingers glide down close to her entrance, but glide back up to rub back over her clit, to rub a little more. She lets out a little whine and shifts in the hopes he’d get that she needs more. He seems to understand and teases around her clit for a few more seconds before slipping the tips of his fingers just inside of her. He rubs and twists around and she desperately wants to thrust down, but is also enjoying the tease.

When he finally does push all the way in her body freezes for a second before relaxing, and she lets out a loud moan. She starts to thrust on his fingers, while he’s grinding against her. She can feel how wet he is, his pre-come having transferred onto her now, and she’s about to force herself to turn over so he can get on top of her but he moves them first.

It’s such a swift and smooth movement that he didn’t even remove his fingers from inside of her and that was impressive. He flipped the duvet off of them at some point as well, and now her legs are parted, and he’s between them two knuckles deep in her.

“Off. Take them off.” She says breathily.

He removes his fingers to peel her panties off and then proceeds to take his own boxers off and she can’t help but stare at his cock a little, because first, she never thought she’d see it, especially up this close, and second as far as dicks go it’s really nice.

She looks up at him and his pupils are blown wide and dark, and he looks starved.

“Right.” She says and reaches for her nightstand drawer.

Handing him the condom he rips the packet open and rolls it on quickly.

“Sure?” he asks, softly.

A bit caught off guard she says, “Yeah. Yes.”

“Okay.” He nods.

And then he positions himself over her. One hand by her head holding himself up and the other on his dick ready to guide it into her.

She thinks for second if they are going to kiss at some point or if that would to intimate of an act for what’s happening, but she thinks that maybe she’ll just feel it out and if it feels right then maybe they will kiss.

“Okay,” he says. And she nods.

He pushes the just the tip in and it feels fucking amazing so far and she wants to tell him to get on with it but it’s also nice that he’s going slow.

He pushes in a little more and just as she lets out a moan, there is a loud knock at her front door.

He pauses and looks at her.

“Oh fuck ignore it,” she says.

But he doesn’t move because another knock comes, and then another, followed by another.

He pulls out of her before she can protest, she curses under her breath as she gets out of bed and wraps her dressing gown around her.

She flings the door open, with a stern, “What!”

Only to find Chop, “Did Finn stay here, last night?”

She feels her cheeks go red, and then mumbles, “Yeah, he was-is here.”

“He said as much, he was supposed to meet me a bit ago so I thought I’d check you two didn’t kill each other.”

“It’s fine, Chop, sorry lost track of time.” Finn says from behind Rae.

Confused she turns to look at Finn who is fully dressed.  

“See you later, Rae. Thanks for letting me stay.” He says as he passes through the door.

“Later, Raemundo,” Chop says before the pair set off.

Rae closes her door, slightly confused by everything that happened in the past ten hours.

After a few minutes of just standing by her door, still aroused and almost dripping wet, she figures now is as good a time as any to take a shower but before she moves there is a soft knock at her door.

she opens the door without much thought to find a timid looking Finn.

“I thought you left with Chop?” she asks.

“I-I did. Well, he’s waiting told him I forgot something.”

“Right.” She drawls.

“I just—wanted to see if I could come back later, maybe we can talk?”

“Uh, sure.”

“Okay, like three hours or so.”

“Alright.”

He nods and makes to leave but steps back and says, “I did mean what I said about knowing where you live.”

After that he walks away.

Leaving Rae just as confused as she was before.

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It’s been quiet for a few minutes, both just sitting having set the cup of tea, Rae, made them down.

“This is all weird. I thought you didn’t really like me much.” Rae says finally.

When he had come over, exactly three hours later it was a shy awkward greeting, no words really being exchanged. So she made them some tea to break up the silence but it didn’t do much. Finn looked a little fidgety, and like now he was the one thinking too hard.

“I never not liked you, Rae.” He says, softly.

“Right.” She says not believing him.

He huffs a small laugh, “I mean we’re a bit prickly with each other but I never hated you or anything like that.”

“Oh. But like it seems like you single me out sometimes.”

“I do. But not because I hate you or anything. It’s because you can actually hold a decent conversation and like, I don’t want to say argue but at least you have opinions and stand by them.”

“Oh. I thought you were messing with me.”

“I wasn’t. Do you—do you hate me cos you thought I was coming off that way?” he asks, a little worried.

“No,” she laughs lightly, “I mean if I hated you none of what happened would have happened.”

Nodding he says, “good to know.”

“But like, I mean you annoyed me a lot.”

“Yeah I could tell.” He smiles.

She can’t help but smile back.

“So, that’s good to know then, that there wasn’t any harm intended.”

“Right, there wasn’t, ever.” He says assuredly.

“So, um..about this morning..” he begins, “I didn’t—I hope you didn’t feel like pressured or anything.”

“No, no.” she shakes her head, “It was..it was nice for the most part.”

“The most part?”

“Well, I mean, it’s not like we got to finish.” She shrugs.

“Oh, right. Yeah.”

He clears his throat, “Um, is that..would that be like something you’d want to finish?”

“Like in general or with you?”

“Um..with me?”

She looks at him for a long moment, before saying, “Maybe we can work back up to it?”

He huffs a small laugh, “We did kind of went out of order with all this didn’t we.”

“Yeah, I’d say so.”

“Okay, so yeah, friends?”

“We’re already friends technically.”

“Right,” he laughs, “So better friends?” he offers.

“Yeah better friends.” She agrees.

“Good.”

“Okay, better friend, tell me about wanting to visit me.”

“Right, well, I wanted to be better friends with you sooner.”

She’s a little stunned, and says, “Really?”

“Yeah, I mean you’re great, and I was kind over the bickering.”

“That’s…just. Um very honest.”

“Thanks?” he says unsurely.

She can’t help her small laugh, “You’re welcome?”

Then they both laugh.

“Okay, so we’re friends. Besides we have to be now since I aided and abetted you.” She jokes.

“That’s true, we’re in this together now.” he laughs.

“Friends,” she says putting her hand out to so they can shake on it.

He looks at her hand and then back to her, “Friends with the possibility of working up to being more?” he offers.

“Friends with the possibility of working up to being more,” she recites with a stupidly big smile.

He slides her hand into hers with an equally ridiculous smile and they shake on it.

--

It only took two weeks before they became more than friends.

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The end! 

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hi guys! Here is a little backstory to the “Its three in the morning” fic, I hope you enjoy! 

Thanks again for the prompt @laughterafter

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Its just a few paragraphs long of me rambling about what happened from Finns perspective and if you need more details feel free to send a message and I’ll answer it the best I can. 

(There also could be a small Finn pov fic at the end but you’ll have to scroll to find out xD ) 

Backstory!

Okay, so basically everything that happened in season one and then up until the Rinn breakup in S2 happened. In this fic, however, Rinn didn’t break up. Rae tries to break up with him that night she goes to return his jacket but she doesn’t get the chance to break up with him. Finn calms her down and tells her that he’s going to Leeds with his Dad for the weekend and for her to take this time to think things over because he really doesn’t want to break up.

So while he is gone, Rae is involved in a car accident.

He comes back to find she’s been coma induced, and when she does wake up she’s lost the past six months from her memory.

So, Finn stays and does what he can but she’s struggling to recover from the accident, (she doesn’t go back into the hospital but when she is able resumes her appointments with Kester) and she gets too overwhelmed, with everyone crowding her, that she gets a panic attacks, so not wanting to upset her anymore, Finn goes to Leeds because it’s too hard for him to stay. He does keep in contact with her mum getting weekly updates on Rae’s status.

Finn talks to some of the gang too and they speak about how they are worried about Rae and how she is struggling through her recovery still, physically and mentally. And how she hasn’t remembered any of them other than Chloe yet.

A year and a half goes by and he finally decides to go back to see her and hope that he won’t upset or confuse her. But during his weekly phone call Linda tells him, Rae, left town and no one knows where she is.

So he goes back to talk to Linda and try to form a plan to find Rae but then reads the note she left and decides to let her go.

Basically the note said, that she was tired of everyone treating her so delicately. That she could feel that they were not acting themselves around her and that she needed to get away to be herself and to find herself.

So, Finn having to move on with his life goes to school and then gets a job in Manchester and moves. Getting out of work late one night he heads to this all night diner and as fate would have it, he sees Rae is working there. So, he goes every night to have a cup of tea and stealthily observe her.

He hadn’t planned on making any sort of direct contact with her, but one night they happened to catch each other’s eye and he felt like he saw a flicker of familiarity. So, he started to leave small notes on his napkins after that. Not really say much or look at her too much in case it alarmed her. He wanted to just subtly remind her of the past.  

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Okay so that was basically what happened up until the point of where the fic starts.

If any of you have any other questions please feel free to message me and I will try to give more details,

So for now enjoy this small part 2! xD

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Four weeks later

“Talk about Déjà vu.”

Finn huffs a small laugh, “Fitting innit?” He smiles, shifting in his seat, “Being here? Like we’ve come full circle.”

“Yeah, and it is,” she ducks her head hiding her small smile.

He wants to reach out to her, to place his hand on top of hers to reassure her that everything is going to be okay. But he doesn’t want to startle her, they’ve only spoken a little in the past few weeks, a little about her recovery and finding a life in Manchester and such. She didn’t seem to want to talk too much about it, yet, so he figured it would come in time. He wouldn’t want to jeopardize anything by asking too many questions.

So, he moves his hands off of the table top in favor of letting them settle onto his lap.

“Listen, Rae…” he starts, she hasn’t looked up at him yet and she hasn’t been keeping eye contact with him much and he doesn’t want her to feel awkward. He needs to remind her that they are still just, Finn and Rae. Best mates.

“Thank you for meeting me.”

She looks up at him now, “I…of course, after-after I remembered..I just-it was a lot, but I’m doing better now, I-uh talked to my mum and to Kester if you can believe it,” she chuckles with a slight shake of her head.

“I’m doing good, even after everything,”

He lets out a small breath because he was worried she would have a small set back after remembering.

“I’m happy, that you’re settled then-with like everything happening.”

“Yeah, I-I am…just I do have questions for you,” she says shyly before looking away quickly.

“I’m sure you have several and I will answer all of them, but—can I just say a few things first, please?”

She nods giving him the go-ahead, and with a deep breath he starts, “I just—I shouldn’t have left, that night you tried to break up with me or even two months after your accident. Rae, I never felt about anyone the way I feel about you, I just thought some space would help you think more clearly. I was set on not going but then when you came over I thought two days away might change your mind.”

He pauses, focused on her face, she’s not giving anything away and he just so desperately wants to look at her forever because he’s missed out on seeing her for too many years already.

“And then your accident,” he begins once more, “I was in shock and just everything happened so fast, and I tried, we all tried, to stir your memory a little at a time, but I couldn’t put you through that, you looked so uncomfortable, and just were upset all the time. I couldn’t be part of that, I didn’t want to hurt your anymore than you already were. So…I left.” He wipes away at his eyes because tears are forming. The hurt was excruciating back then and it’s no better reliving it now even with Rae sitting in front of him.

“Finn,” she says quietly.

He looks at her and she gives him a small sad smile and then he sees her hand is extended and so he carefully he slides his hand into hers and he wants to cry and tell her he loves her so much and how he never thought this day would ever come, but he doesn’t, he doesn’t because he just found her again and doesn’t want to scare her off.  

So he squeezes her hand softly and she squeezes back, reassuring him it’s all okay.

He lets out a sigh and carries on, “I talked to your mum every week to get updates, and every week I hoped-god-I prayed, you’d get better, even if you didn’t remember that you would at least not get panic attacks,

“And then one day I call and she said you left. That--fuck-that killed me I went back as soon as I could ready to look for you, but your note, I just-I had to stop, had to let you go. So I went back to Leeds went to school, hoping you were well wherever you were and then, well, now I’m here.” he smiles small, “still can hardly believe you are too.”

“And the notes,” she says with a little smirk.

He huffs a small laugh, “Yeah, um, you probably don’t remember this but one night I came in and we happened to look at each other and I felt a glimmer of hope, it looked like you recognized me maybe, so I thought what would be the harm, y’know?”

“I remember,” she smiles, “But it wasn’t because I remembered you then. It was that you were a mystery before, only coming in to order tea and sit for hours.  You’re cute and intrigued me.”

“Had a bit of a crush on me did you?” he teases and then realizes he probably shouldn’t have said that but before he can back track she says, “I always did,” a faint blush filling her cheeks.

He squeezes her hand and she smiles bashfully.

A moment passes and she is thinking, he could always tell, it looks like she’s not sure how to phrase what she wants to say.

“Finn—I just…I want to say that, I’m happy for you. That you went to school and moved and found an amazing job. I would have never ever wanted you to wait around—and that’s, I don’t mean to sound presumptuous, I just want you to know, I’m happy for you.”

He nodded understanding, “The note you left helped with that you know,” he wouldn’t admit it yet, but it killed him to try and let her go. But he did his best moving forward.

“Yeah, I just…I couldn’t be here anymore, I felt suffocated. Everywhere I went people would give me sympathizing looks, hell even Big G asked if was okay once,” she chuckled.

“I just needed to be somewhere that I could move on,”

“I understand that, Rae, and as long as you’re happy that’s all that matters.”

“I am happy.”

“Good.” He says with a soft squeeze to her hand, “You had questions you said”

“You answered most of them, I’ll let you know if anything else comes up.”

“Okay, then.” He smiled with a short nod.

“Ready to go?” she asked.

“Yeah.”

They stand up and like they are magnets immediately connect. They hug so tightly Finn is positive neither of them are breathing but it doesn’t matter. Because he’s hugging her for the first time in 4 years.

“I missed you,” he mumbles into her neck.

“I missed you, too.” She replies sounding a little choked up.

After another moment they pull apart and head out of the familiar green doors of the pub and into the night.

“So, I’m staying a little longer with my mum. When are you heading back?” she asks.

“Day after tomorrow,” he replies because he has work on Monday.

“What are you up to tomorrow?”

“Not much, probably just packing my stuff for the train ride home,” he shrugs.

She nods with a small smile, “Do you think it’s funny how we ran into each other here?”

He can’t help but smile, it was definitely a surprise that they both ended up back home and then ran into each other, almost literally.

“No, I don’t think so. I think—I think we’ll always find each other.” It sounds cliché and he knows that but, it’s the truest thing he’s said in a long time, and it’s something he’s always quietly believed.  

“Yeah, you’re probably right.” She smiles wide.

“Goodnight, Rae,” he says, in lieu of saying something far too soon to be saying.

She takes a step forward, and says, “Hey, do you still like to bowl?”

He tries his best to not show so many teeth as he smiles.

--

On the train ride home he can’t help but smile the entire way because she hadn’t said it was a date, but it totally was.

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The End!

(unless I come up with another glimpse into this universe.)

Like i could do one of these for Rae if anyone is interested? like her leaving and what her note said,  But Finn seemed the consensus so...yeah. anyway hope all is well!

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As much as I ship RINN, Siren had me rooting for a new OTP. CHINN!! Love the relationship between Finn and Chop in this! Every interaction was funny any sweet lol I was waiting for Chop to be like "wheres my tuna sandwich??"

Anon,CHINN is BROtp (that’s a term right?) for sure! As much as Ilove Finchie, Chop is just a favourite to write. He’s so vulgar andcheeky and such a boy, even this grown up version. Thank youfor loving them!

Andyes, I can totally hear him demanding that sandwich. In fact, yourlovely comment has inspired me! So readers, I give you TunaSandwich, a Siren ficlet. Word count: 893.

Istill plan to write the smuffy (smut + fluffy) epilogue, so this isjust a spur of the moment drabble that I wrote during my work break.It’s necessary to read the four other parts to fully understand this,so if you haven’t yet you can find it here. Hope you enjoy! xx

It’snoon when the phone rings. A day since the scene at the cafe. 24hours of Finn being twisted up with her in his sheets.

Rae.

Heturns his head to find her at the other end of the bed, lying on herstomach facing away from him. He frowns at the distance between them,but a smirk creeps it’s way onto his face when he thinks about howthey’d utilized that same space; only ever leaving his bed to grabwater and snacks to replenish. Afterwards they had fallen asleep toThe Smiths, only to wake at dawn for another go, and doze off againcradled in each other.

Finnwants to scoot closer, rest his entire weight on her so she’llgrumble and shift and get that crease in between her brows that he’sgrown obsessed with. Maybe she’d even reach up to push him off andthen, at least, she’d be touching him. The thought alone makes himfeel like someone is sitting on his chest. It’s anoverwhelmingly positive pressure and he’s so happy it’s actuallyastounding. He needs to take a second to pause, freeze this momentand be thankful that he gets to have days and spaces filled with her.

Finnreaches over to smooth a hand over the creamy expanse of her back,and watches the gooseflesh rise on both their skins. Starts to edgehis way over to press his mouth over each bump…if only the bloodyphone would stop. Fucking. Ringing. With a sigh, he ghosts hislips on the curve of her shoulder, ultimately glad that he won’t haveto disturb her to answer whoever the hell is incessantly ringing.

Hepads his way to the phone in the hallway, not bothering to cover uphis complete nudity. There’s only one person who could see and, well,he wants her to look. Even tightens his stomach muscles andclenches his arse a bit in case she has one eye peeked open trying tosteal a cheeky glance, but a check over his shoulder proves she’sstill deep in slumber (and is, in fact, sporting his favourite tinyforehead furrow) and he lets his body relax. Save it for whenshe’s awake, lad.

Thephone goes silent and he exhales, happily pivoting to return to hiscrumpled duvet and her body heat but then it starts again, somehowseeming louder.

“Bloodyhell…‘Lo?” Finn greets gruffer than intended, but he’s thoroughlyannoyed at this intrusion.

“Youalways answer the phone starkers?” Chop’s voice bounces in thequiet air and Finn instinctively cups his cock and whips his headaround the room as if he expects to find Chop sitting in his lounge.

“Howthe fuck…You peeping through the window or summat?!” Finn grousesin an elevated whisper, reaching to pull the bedroom door until it’salmost closed. He wouldn’t put it past Chop to be across the roadwith binoculars and, while Chop has seen him plenty naked, there’s anew body in the house that is for Finn’s eyes only.

“No,but thank you for confirming my suspicions!” Chop laughs heartilyand Finn can just imagine him throwing his head back while pushinghis tongue through the gap in his teeth and he suddenly hates him.

“Thehell are you ringing for anyway, knob'ead?” Finn carps, peekingthrough the crack in the door to make sure their voices hadn’t rousedRae.

“Well,excuse me for being worried about my depressed mate whoskipped out for food and never fucking came back!! What are you, somecliché father figure from a movie? Get a pack of cigarettes too?”Chop’s voice has grown in dramatics and volume and Finn winces.

“Shit,mate. I’m sorry! I fucked up, should’ve called. But I found her, Rae,she was-”

“Atthe cafe, yeah,” Chop supplies, his usual jovial tone back. “Heardallllllll about your littlerunning-into-each-others-open-arms-dramatic-as situation. And you sayI’m the one who attracts attention!” Chop is guffawing and Finnlooks around again because he’s so blimmin’ loud he must be in theroom. “Talk o’ the town, yous twos! Figured you’d be laid up withthe Mrs.”

“Right.So why are you ringing?”

“Justwonderin’ when I’m gonna meet the lass, is all!” Chop sing-songs.“Think we have a lot to chat ‘bout. Like how you whined andpined and talked about her every bloody day.”

Finncan practically see his mischievous grin and he drags a hand down hisface with a groan, as if to smear away the image. “I’m hanging up,Chopper.”

“'Eynow, is that any way to treat your best mate? I’m the one who sentyou out in the first place!”

Finnbarely lets him finish before he’s saying, “M'putting the phonedown now…” already moving the  receiver towards it’s cradle.

Arushed “YOUOWEMEATUNASANDWICHYATWAT!” are the last words Finnhears before he slams the phone down and bends to unplug it from thewall to deter any further disruptions.

“Finn?”Rae’s voice is groggy even through the door, and he grimaces athaving woken her.

“Sorry!Be right there,” Finn replies, side stepping in front of the hallmirror to check his reflection. He gives his hair a quick tousle andflexes every part of him that Rae had eagerly grabbed the previousnight, before waltzing back into his room.

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[kneekeyta]

Hi guys! So, its been over a year and, well, yeah. but I hope some of you are still into this fic? I’ve gotten a couple asks about it that I’ve avoided answering cos I didn’t want to make any false promises, BUT here is a short part and I hope you enjoy! thanks for being patient and for the messages and for just being amazing really. <3

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Unlocking Secrets Part 10

He jolted awake, his mouth dry, and his body tired and achy. After clearing his throat and swallowing several times, he willed himself to go back to sleep. He lay in the position he awoke in for several moments, not yet willing to give up the warm comfortable position he was in. But that’s just the kind of luck he had, being comfortable and at peace in bed for once but other parts of his body screaming for attention. He would have to abandon his comfort and seek out a glass of water.  

He stood in the kitchen stretching out his fingers and shaking out his hand, trying to wake it from its feeling of sleepiness and soreness. When he finally decided to get up he found that he was still clutching on to Rae’s diary and as a result his hand had suffered a bit of a consequence.

He spent part of the morning thinking over his plans for the day and nursing a small hangover headache. His father wasn’t home and it was probably too early to bother Chop, and he figured that Chop would get a hold of him if anything were to happen.

So, to keep himself a busy he started work on his music case once more. Measuring and cutting wood, but his hand soon grew tired from its slept on position, which caused him to take several breaks in between boards.

He wiped the sweat off his brow with the back of his hand and decided to just pull off his shirt. The air was humid, and the material of his shirt was sticking to him like a second skin. Dropping his shirt on a chair near him he made his way into the house to get some water. He had stocked the fridge with some bottles for such occasions and when he opened the door the cool air was welcomed against his warmed skin. His nipples even slightly perking up against the soft breeze.

Downing half of the bottle he sighed in contentment before placing it back in the fridge. He made his way back out to the garden and before he could get close to his project his name was called. Looking over he found, Chop, grinning madly, then appeared Archie, Chloe, Izzy and last but certainly not least Rae.

He’s not sure why but he immediately crossed his arms over his chest as a he felt a faint blush creep into his cheeks.

“You workin’ hard or hardly workin’?” Chop teased, with a gapped tooth grin.

“Erm…well,” Finn trailed off and looked behind him at the work he’d done so far.

“It’s coming along then?” Archie commented.

“Yeah,” Finn, looked to him, trying not to shift his focus to Rae. “It’s getting there.” He shrugged.

“Listen, we were gonna head out to the park, do you wanna go?” Chop asked, as he motioned to the gang around him.

He wanted to say, yes, to give him fifteen minutes to shower and get ready, but something stopped him. A lump formed in his throat preventing him from saying the words. It was accompanied by an odd sensation in his stomach, so, not quite sure to make of what his body was telling him his simply shook his head.

“Oh, come on, Finn.” Chloe pleaded, with a small pout.

“Nah, I should really get as much of this done as I can. Can’t ever trust the weather.”

“Alright, see you around then.” Chop said, ending the discussion.

They all started to file out with murmured goodbyes, Finn nodded at them, but then there was a faint, “Bye Finn,” from Rae, accompanied by a small wave, and he murmured goodbye back instantly.

--

Three hours later he was sitting in his room, freshly showered and bored. Not exactly bored but he was thinking. Thinking about moving here, about his issues with his mom. He hated when he’d catch himself thinking about her, and about the events that led him and his dad to move. Hated that he couldn’t just forget; he knew it would take time. He just wished time would speed up some.

But mostly, he was thinking about, Rae.

She had overcome so much it seems; he knows from what he read in her diary and from what little he heard being around her, that he hadn’t even scratched the surface into the world of, Rae. He desperately was torn between wanting to know and not wanting to know more.

It didn’t matter anyway, because it wasn’t like he planned on telling her he knew, at least not at this point in time. It made him feel horrible sometimes, like the biggest creep in the world, to know these intimate details about someone while they are none the wiser.

Maybe, maybe, he could share something small about himself with her so he wouldn’t feel this way. It’s not like he knew he was ever going to meet her, but maybe he should have never read her diary in the first place. Maybe, he shouldn’t have read a small portion after he met her. There were so many maybes, but the one that seemed most important, the one he discovered was most prominent was, ‘maybe, I don’t wanna be just her friend’.

After the gang had left to go to the park, Finn couldn’t exactly continue on working. His mind was preoccupied and his skin was still prickly with goosebumps from seeing Rae, and from her speaking to him.

He had tried to talk himself out of it, tried to tell himself, that there was no way he fancied her, he barely knows her. But his heart tugged in his chest, and his brain made a ‘pfft’ and he knew he might be a little screwed. The fact is, that even if he did fancy her, which he still wasn’t sure yet, it just couldn’t happen. She’d hate him if she found out about the diary. But more than anything he wants to be her friend.

Speaking to her at Chops over cd’s, and when she asked to borrow some records, was easy and felt so natural, that he momentarily forgot everything else. In those short moments it was just them and the music, the one thing he knew they shared an exuberant passion for. It seemed so much and at one-time, that he needed to push the thought down, needed to not be so obvious at times.

He’d be her friend.  

--

The sun was just in the stages of setting when he made his way back out to the garden. He had neatly stacked and piled the wood and covered it so it wouldn’t be damaged, but in his hurry to go and scrub away his feelings he left all the tools he was using out.

He picked up a bag of drill bits, and nearly dropped them, when a familiar voice asked, “Did you get a lot done today?”

He squeezed the bag in his hand to prevent from dropping them and made his way closer to the fence. His feet felt heavy, and his heart pounded harder with each step, and he prayed he wouldn’t say something dumb.

“Erm, yeah, more than I thought I would.” He shrugged, it was all he could think to say.

“I imagine it’s a tough work, cutting and drilling or whatever,” she replied, with a bit of an embarrassed smile, he thinks.  

“Um, yeah, just tedious I guess, but..”

“It’ll be worth it, no more crates, eh?” she said with a glint in her eye.

He couldn’t help the sharp short laugh that escaped him, “Definitely, no more crates. I take it you know the struggle?”

She huffed a small laugh, “I do.” She paused thinking, “Well, I did.” Her smile faltering some.

“So, how was the park?” he asked swiftly, and the small smile that appeared on her face makes him think it was a welcomed change in topic.

She rolled her eyes, and scoffed small with a hint of a smile, “Chop was on and on about sneezes and org—“ she stopped suddenly her eyes widening and her cheeks pinking up.

He couldn’t help but smile, she looked beautiful, with the sky a pinky orange behind her and her eyes shining, her cheeks colored a nice red now; he decided to save her a bit of embarrassment she might be feeling.

“Say no more. It’s not true by the way. He was saying the same thing last night, turns out it only causes bloody noses.” He grinned.

“Are you saying he…” she trailed off.

“He definitely did.” Finn nodded almost haughtily.

She chuckled and said, “I’m not even surprised if I’m honest. Was it bad then?”

“It wasn’t too bad but he was pretty cut up about not being right.”

“Do you think he’d try it again?” Rae asked.

A beat passed where they thought about and then suddenly both said, “Wouldn’t doubt.”

Causing them to erupt in a fit of laughter.

“Poor Chop,” Rae said trailing off her laughter, “I’m sure it was amazing to see, I’m sad to have missed it.”

“You..” were missed, is what he wanted to say, but instead, “You…would have gotten a good laugh out of it.” is what he settled on. It caused a small fluttering wrench in his stomach but he’d deal with that later.

“Yeah, well maybe he’ll try again one day,” she replied almost hopefully.

“I’m sure he will,”

“Rae! I didn’t know you were still here.”

Finn looked over Rae’s shoulder, as she turned slightly to see Chop, “Oh, yeah, I was chatting with, Finn,” she looked to him and softly smiled and he smiled back immediately.

“Oooooh I see,” Chop said, gleaming mischievously, almost.

“Um, well, I better get going then, see yous.” Rae said quickly.

Finn felt his heart drop a little, and he rushed out a quick, “Later, Rae!” but she continued on walking not acknowledging him.

He thought that was strange but would have to think on it later because Chop was still standing there smiling at him, “What?” Finn asked, almost sharply.  

Chop put his hands up in defense, “Nothin’ mate.” He started to slowly back away towards his house then added, “Was wondering why she chose to leave out the garden, but I guess I know now.”

Then before Finn could answer Chop was in his house leaving Finn wondering aloud, “What does that mean?”

--

TBC xD

A/n: I know some of this was vague but things will continue to unravel, Finn learns a few things from a few different people eventually, so yeah. Man, I’m so cryptic ahahaha.

Also, I know there might not seem like much is happening but there is its all just surface stuff now, but we get deeper. Cos feelings at their age are fickle y’know so *shrugs* and like you gotta figure out exact reason for liking someone and all that jazz....anyway hope you all are well! 

xx

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[kneekeyta]

Hi guys! Well, here is a new little fic, I’m hoping to have it finished in a timely manner. but don’t quote me on it, lol. I hope you enjoy! 

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It’s a Match! Part 1

“Chloe…”

“Ya, babes?”

“What do you think the odds are that if I ask my mum really, really nicely, if we can pack up and move to Tunisia that she’d agree?”

There was a long pause before Chloe snorted a laugh then asked, “Why?”

Rae could tell that she took a moment either thinking about what she was asking or was just too entranced texting her boyfriend to comprehend what she had said. Which really didn’t work in Rae’s favor, she needed to be calmed down and assured quicker than that. Maybe she should do something dramatic to show how dire the situation is? If only her limbs would unfreeze from the spot she’s standing in.

“I need to leave town. Immediately.”

“I got that, but why?”

With all her might Rae turned around to face Chloe, who is now sitting cross-legged in the center of the bed.

“Are you okay? You look a bit pale, babe.”

Rae takes a dramatic and desperate step forward, her hands pressed together, begging, “Can I just come live with you? I’ll skype home and have things delivered and get a job working online from home. That’s a thing right? Just until I can save enough to move to Switzerland.”

“Rae, we still have like three months of school left. What’s wrong?”

Taking a deep breath Rae walks the last few steps to Chloe, she fiddles with her phone a moment before passing it to, Chloe, who takes the phone with a confused expression, her gaze lingering on a Rae for a few seconds before looking at the phone.

Chloe’s sudden intake of breath was not what Rae needed in this moment.

“Fuck.”

“I know!” Rae groaned and face planted onto the bed, her feet dangling off and kicking childishly.

The bed shifted and she felt Chloe settling next to her, “Rae, this is not bad.”

“Yes it is.” She mumbled into the mattress.

“It’s really not.” Chloe retorted, petting Rae’s hair gently.

“He’s my neighbor, Chloe. How can I ever go home?”

“You’re really, really fit neighbor, though.”

“I can never go home again.”

Chloe sighed and scooted closer, “Rae, you’re forgetting one very, very important detail.”

“What?”

“He liked you first.”

oh.

---

She wasn’t even thinking when she swiped right. It was just out of a habit really, see a cute guy and swipe right. it seemed like the thing to do, nine times out of ten she never matched with them anyway. She wasn’t even that interested in the dumb app, especially after she received several sexually graphic messages. She was only 18 for goodness sake, and yes her imagination was active and healthy, but somethings that were mentioned were things she’d happily never think about again.

After the first few messages she gave up. But she didn’t delete the app, Chloe insisting that she’d find a boy that way, after-all that’s how Chloe found her boyfriend. So, on occasion Rae found herself swiping through the potential matches, thinking maybe not all of them were sexual deviants.

She was just so zoned out that she hadn’t processed that she swiped on her neighbors profile until it said, “It’s a Match!” and clinked their two pictures together. And what’s worse is that now, now, that she’s made it home without seeing him and is in the privacy of her own room, she has a small notification lingering on her phone, and she’s dreading checking it. She’s not sure if it’s from him but it could be, and what if he says, that was an accident, or worse! Like he wants to lick her toes, while she sings the Alphabet song! To each their own but that is just not her thing!

Rolling over she stuffs her face in her pillow, she’ll deal with it tomorrow.

--

Rae barely has time to pull on her red plaid flannel as she’s scrambles down the stairs. Chloe already honked once and she doesn’t need her to do it again. She smiles at her mum who is glaring at her, probably because the honking woke up her little sister, but she’ll face that scolding later. Getting outside she slings her backpack over one shoulder and makes quick steps to Chloe, who she can see is looking in her rearview mirror while applying lip gloss.

There’s a sarcastic remark on the tip of her tongue about not being in that big of a hurry if she’s applying makeup, but the roar of an engine coming to life has her throat closing up. Involuntarily she looks to her left and sees, Finn. He’s on his bike or motorcycle more like it, and she can’t help but let her eyes linger. From his black boots to his shaggy hair, he’s the epitome of beautiful. She’s never seen him up close, he’s always a few feet away from her, and they’ve only exchanged a few pleasantries since he and his dad moved in a few months ago, she’s not even sure what she’d say to him.

“Rae!” Chloe says breaking Rae from her Finn induced trance.

Just as she looks to Chloe, out of her peripheral she sees Finn is looking to her. And her cheeks heat up immediately, as she scurries to get in Chloe’s car.

“Oh my god,” Rae mumbles as she smacks a hand to her forehead.

“What?” Chloe asks as she smacks her glossed lips together.

But before Rae can answer she hears him, she doesn’t want to look but apparently her brain has lost all control of what her body wants and her head is lifting up to look, it’s like time slowed, and she’s pretty sure she hears Chloe’s mouth drop right alongside hers, he’s giving them a half smirk and is then revving his bike before he jets off down the street.

“Fuck.” They say in unison.

“Rae, you need to get on that!” Chloe laughs excitedly slapping at Rae’s arm, “And by that I mean ride them both!”

“Chloe!” Rae admonishes, her cheeks are flushed and her heart is pounding.

“Rae, seriously! He likes you! You guys matched!”

“I can’t think about this right now.” Rae mumbles.

“Fine,” Chloe huffs as she puts the car in drive, “But seriously you guys would be hot together, and that’s all I’m gonna say.”

--

That wasn’t all Chloe had to say on the matter, not when Rae had Izzy coming up to her after school asking her questions, and then Chop who was there asking what kind of bike Finn had, and when Rae mumbled something about a Phantom Shadow something Chop was more than excited and started rambling about it, like she and Izzy knew exactly what he was on about. The only reason Rae knew what it was because of her stepdad Karim; who helped, Gary, Finn’s dad, unload it from the delivery guys when they first moved in. Other than that she knows next to nothing, though, he does also drive a car as well, so yeah, she wouldn’t know really what that was either if it was something special.

She was texting Chloe about telling Izzy, not that she minded that much, but she didn’t want a big deal made out of nothing. So, as she was compiling her worded text she walked up her driveway and she’d like to say that she tripped and stumbled because of a rock or boat being in the way, but no that wasn’t why. It was a slow drawn out, deeper than she would have anticipated, “Hi,”

Gaining her balance quickly she looked to where the voice came from to see, Finn. He was sitting on his bike, like maybe he was going somewhere or had just gotten home. He had one hand on a handle bar and the other propped on his thigh.

“Hiya,” she said, softly.

He smiled and it pulled more to the right, which she found herself really liking, “You alright?”

“Uh, yeah, good thanks.”

There was a long pause where she was focused on the movement of his mouth and then when it turned up more she felt tingly all over, and almost breathless.

“Me as well, thanks for asking,” he smirks.

Her cheeks felt like they were on fire, and she wishes she could see his eyes, but they were hidden behind his sunglasses. But she knows he’s teasing her.

“Erm, okay,” she said as evenly as she could.

He huffed a laugh, then un-straddled his bike. Her heart sped up seeing the sliver of tan skin that peeked out, she barely had time to draw her eyes back up to him when he turned to face her. He had his phone in his hand typing away and then shoved it into the pocket of his jeans. He took a couple of steps towards her, and her legs suddenly felt wobbly. He pulled off his sunglasses then tucking them into his Hennley, he said, “You should check your phone.” And suddenly her phone chimed.

She looked down at her phone then back up to his retreating figure.

It was another notification on Tinder.

She felt like she might pass out.

--

After prolonging it as long as she could she finally settled in her room. She just had on her desk lamp and her fairy lights that hung along the wall over her record player. She sat on her beanbag, gripping her phone as Oasis played low on the turntable.

Several minutes went by and only when her phone lit up notifying her of a text from Chloe did she unlock her phone. Quickly reading Chloe’s text she reminded her what pages were assigned to read and then exited the message and with a held breath tapped the Tinder icon.

Before she read the messages that were looming she tapped on Finn’s icon. His profile loaded and her breath caught. Now she remembers why she swiped right. He was in profile, his sunglasses perched on his nose, his strong jawline shadowed with a few day old scruff, as the sun set behind him. He’s beautiful. She swiped to the next picture and it was of his shoed feet propped up on his desk, the window open, and his own turntable, the record blurred some as it must have been spinning when he took it. The lighting in the picture would suggest that the sun was coming up. The last picture was of him and his mates at a concert, she wasn’t sure which one but he looked to be having a good time. Going back to his main profile where it showed he was 19 and less than a mile away, there was just a simple sentence, “If you’re cool with just listening to records on a Friday night, swipe right.”

She couldn’t help but smile. After a moment of pumping herself up she went to her messages. She had only one other one, but ignored it in favor of clicking on Finn’s.

When it loaded the first message said, “Hi, neighbor.”

“Cheeky,” she huffed a soft laugh.

The second one said, “Would it be easier to text?” followed by a series of numbers.

She felt her throat closing up, text about what? She had no idea why he’d rather text! Did he think it’d be gentler to break the news that it was an accident to her? She didn’t know! She wanted to text Chloe and ask her what to do, but she knew she needed to do this on her own. So, after several minutes and strategically timed breaths to calm her down, she copy and pasted his number into her contacts. Pulling up a new message she typed out a simple, “Hi,”

But she wasn’t ready to press send yet. There were too many emotions she was experiencing, the ones that felt like embarrassment were most prominent. After all she tripped in front of him and then made awkward conversation, also the small fact that this all could be a complete misunderstanding of them being matched. And that might be worse. But then there was the niggling feeling of what if he actually does like her! Or at the very least he wants to know her! She’s not that interesting she doesn’t think. Or what if he wants to date her! She’s only ever been on two dates and she’d rather not count one of them. She feels like this is too much, that this is way out of her area of expertise. She just wants to know what he wants but to do that she knows she needs to hit send. She wasn’t sure if she could do whatever it is that may or may not be happening but she was at least going to find out why it is he’s talking to her. After that she hits send.

It took seconds to realize she didn’t say who she was, so she quickly added, “This is, Rae. Your neighbor.”

After that she immediately locked her phone and dropped it so she could groan into her hands. She felt ridiculous. She had no idea what she was doing.

When her phone vibrated against the carpet she wanted to fling herself out the window. She wasn’t prepared for this, she needed at least a weeks’ notice to prepare emotionally.

Not wanting to delay the inevitable she picked up her phone and swiped to unlock it which pulled up the messages immediately.

Finn: Hi! What are you listening to?

She furrowed her brows. Interesting.

Rae: How do you know I’m listening to anything?

Finn: Are you not?

Her eyes flicked over to her turntable,

Rae: Oasis.

Finn: Knew it. Which one?

Rae: definitely maybe.

Finn: Favorite track?

Rae: Tough, but Slide Away. You?”

Finn: It’s a tune. Supersonic.

Rae couldn’t help the smile tugging but before she could reply another text came in.

Finn: You okay from your little stumble earlier? ;)

She couldn’t help but laugh, even though her cheeks heated up.  

Rae: I survived.

Finn: I’m happy then. So tell me what other music are you into, any books?

Rae let out a puff of air, he was certainly straight to the point, none of the awkwardness that could have easily happened and funnily enough she likes that he didn’t stumble around and was direct with her. She then scanned her collection of books and music.

She started out revealing just little things and then he would share back immediately. They had loads in common which surprised her but also really didn’t, when she’d think about it, it’d make sense that he liked some of the things she did. She mentioned a few things they had in common but didn’t always say because it just felt odd. Odd to be so connected to someone who was just feet away from her.

When she moved to her bed to get more comfortable she realized they had been texting for upwards of an hour. He was funny and they had loads in common, and she wondered if she should just ask about the Tinder elephant in the room.

So after his last text she sent,

Rae: So, Tinder, huh?

Finn: Ya...

Rae: How’s that going for you?

Finn: It worked out very well.

She almost felt her heart drop, she didn’t think that he would be talking to other girls but it’s a definite possibility, it made her stomach feel uneasy, then made her feel embarrassed.

Finn: I deleted the app.

Rae: Why?

Finn: cos I got the number I wanted. ;)

Finn: that’s yours by the way.

Finn: I think it was fate or something. Your attention is very hard to get. Did you know that? I thought you might have just been ignoring me but now I see that wasn’t the case.

The texts came in so fast she felt a little over whelmed and then the last one left her curious so she texted,

Rae: What do you mean?

Finn: When you concentrate, you concentrate hard.

Finn: It might sound creepy and I understand if you think it is, but I learned a lot about you from you ignoring me. Like, the music you listen to, and the things you like to do. How practical you think but are also a bit of a free spirit.

Finn: Our rooms face each other. Did you know that? I hope that doesn’t sound pervy, but I can hear your music sometimes. In fact I heard it the first night I was here, you were listening to Longpigs and I thought I was hearing things at first but then I opened my window and I could hear it clear as day.

Finn: There’s more but….

Rae took a moment processing all of this information, it was exhilarating and nerve inducing and she wanted to know what else he has to say.

Rae: but what?

The little dots came up and she was holding her breath.

Finn: Are you free tomorrow? To talk in person?

She wasn’t sure what she was doing and she didn’t even know if she could come back from it but she had to do something.

Rae: Why me?

Finn: ‘Maybe you’re the same as me, we see things they’ll never see.’

That left her confirming a time to be at his house the next day.

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The End (for now) xD

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Tag list spring cleaning

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