#tbh watching his movies might categorize as self harm at this point lmao

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my life has fully been put on pause as i wallow in the feelings dancer in the dark awakened in me

#melancholia had the same effect on me a decade ago #like fuck lars von trier but he does have a unique ability to envelope me for days on end in sublime misery #maybe it's just that we share the same affliction (depression) but his films speak to me in a way nothing else does #tbh watching his movies might categorize as self harm at this point lmao