#tangentially related missing my girlfriend makes me want to reboog johnkat and nepkat

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#very silly but feeling content today #very silly but for a period of life i resented a Homestuck character that reminded me of a dear friend and loved one because i #thought that friend ditched me and sort of projected it elsewhere #but then we became close again and we started dating now i love said character even more for reminding me of him #very silly hunter projection moments #thinly veiled kinnie behaviors etc etc #missing my boyfriend makes me want to reblot solkat #tangentially related missing my girlfriend makes me want to reboog johnkat and nepkat #so funny #junekat? maybe even? #but i feel like people dont really ship june with karkat just john. well they are the same person but bitches are just obsessed with yaoiz #junerezi ftw btw #junevrisrezi as well btw #just on the subject of june Egbert ships #anyway #just thinking so much about homestuck today #and the impact its had on me as a person #and on the ways ive perceived my close relations lol #and on the way i perceive myself #hunter sure will be a karkat kinnie until the end of their life #im sad i left my sign sweatshirt in storage when i moved i want to wear it today #cosplaying at fan expo was such catharsis it was so nice letting that corner of my fragmented ptsd brain be front and center for a whole day #i want jack to come home and cuddle and have sx with me nowwwww #im just a period princess i exist to have feelings and nothing more today #anyway back to the original point solkat makes me so happy because for me it carries the weight and memories of my decade long friendship #and year long so far romantic relationship #with this really wonderful sweet intelligent caring nerd boy that ive always held complex indiscernible emotions for #i love to engage in butch for butch lesbian yaoi gay yuri