taehyung’s masterlist 🤎
SERIES
maybe I do by @chateautae
genre: arranged marriage!au, ceo!tae, s2l!au, eventual smut, fluff, angst.
summary: maybe you love each other, maybe you don’t. when a deal between your fathers leaves you forcefully wedding Kim Taehyung, arguably Seoul’s most powerful CEO, you’re prepared for a loveless marriage o eternal regret and unhappiness. but maybe, it doesn’t turn out that way after all.
no kisses by @icedmatchatae
genre: fwb au-ish, enemies to frienemies? with benefits to lovers, smut, fluff, angst.
summary: it’s championship week! the most anticipated week of the school year; however, reading up to the events, you and your council must collaborate with the football team to promote school spirit and pride. unfortunately, you’re forced to work with your number one enemy, football team captain and fuck boy, Kim Taehyung, known for having a mysterious “no kisses2 rule.
ONE SHOTS
heatwave by @curly-bangtan
genre: roommate au, friends to lovers au (f2l), smut, angst if you squint, attempt at sparse crack.
summary: when is hit with a heatwave, and the air conditioning at your shared place coincidentally malfunctions, you star to go a little crazy at your shit luck because there’s nothing you hate more than clammy pits, while Taehyung goes a little crazy thinking you’re trying to seduce him with your tiny shorts and popsicle-sucking skills.
work out for me by @chateautae
genre: established relationship au, boyfriend!tae, workout!tae, pwp, filthy smut, maybe fluff if you squint real hard.
summary: interrupting your boyfriend’s workout session was either the best mistake you made, or the worst... especially for your legs.
if it’s not you by @mercurygguk
genre: exes to lovers au, smut, angst, a bit of fluff.
summary: Kim Taehyung grew up watching his parents fall more in love for each day that passed and he always longed for that great, passionate love himself. but if it’s not you? then he doesn’t want it.
crazy for you by @oddinary4bts
genre: best friend’s older brother to lovers, a little bit of fake dating trope, idol!au, angst, smut, fluff, snippets of life.
summary: you’ve known Kim Taehyung your whole life. when you meet again at a party hosted by your best friend, alcohol looses your lips and you spill your secrets to your childhood crush. will Taehyung give in to to your desire, or will you be struck by remorse?
DRABBLES
heatwave drabbles by @curly-bangtan
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Feeling Like I'm Loosing You || kth x fem reader
✧ Pairing: kim Taehyung x fem reader
✧ Word count: 2.4k
✧ Genre: angst with happy ending
✧ summary: after a tough night, you and Taehyung are not doing well, his family is what is breaking you down but at the same time you can not let Taehyung choose you over them because the guilt of pulling a family apart is too much for you to handle.
“Bae, why didn’t you pick up my calls for the past four hours. I was so worried!” your boyfriend said clearly upset, you were on a video call so you could see the worried expression on his face. You felt a little guilty for ignoring his attempts to communicate with you, but in part was because you urgently needed space after the situation that happened hours prior, and frankly you still felt not fully ready to talk to him about it, nevertheless, it was important to him, so you put your feelings aside to at least let him know that you needed more time.
“Because I needed time, Taehyung, so please leav…”
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry” he interrupted you to apologize, his nervous movements and his shaking hand indicated you that he was stressed and anxious, he also spoke fast as he was running out of time.
“Look, you don’t have to apologize” you told him putting a string of hair behind your ear. He shook his head a few times
“I have to, I will apologize to you again, I’m really sorry for today, it was unacceptable” he said adamantly.
“I don’t want to talk about it right now, but it was not your actions or your words so you have nothing to apologize for” you assured him serious.
“It was my family’s words and actions, though, it is my fault for not making the limits clear” he clarified, he’s been crying, you knew. His eyes were still a little bit red and his nose was runny.
“I appreciate you reaching out, but I’m still hurt and I don’t want to be a bitch to you and say stuff that I don’t really mean because I’m mad right now” you didn’t even look at him when you said it, the frustration arriving at your system when you recalled the events.
“Please, scream at me, curse at me, I deserve it!” his voice soft and his eyes trying to fight the tears “but please let’s talk, I want to see you so bad, when you come back home? I kicked out everybody I’m here alone” he said pleading, almost begging.
“Taehyung, I really think that I should stay the night in another place, I cannot comeback there, not today” you said with honesty, you needed space and solitude to process everything.
“No baby, please come home” he started crying, you would cry too but your tears had dried an hour ago and you were tired with a headache “We need to see each other, I need to see you” he confessed grabbing his strands of his raven hair with frustration.
“Well, it’s not about how you feel today, I need space” you closed your eyes feeling the palpitations in your head trying to not lash out on him for something his family did.
“Space, what?” he repeated, still upset. “This is what they want! They want to break us, don’t let them!” you shook your head.
“It was a matter of time, they never liked me nor had further interest into putting some effort to at least tolerate me” you were sad about it, it was hard, this is the people who raised the person you love so much, the people that he admires and respect. Taehyung loves his parents and siblings so much that he constantly tells you about them and how their approval is so important to him, he has nieces and nephews that he adores with all his heart and spoils constantly, his father is like his best friend, he is close to them, so he wanted you to be close to them too, and you did really want it, they on the other hand…
“It’s over, what they say to you was my last straw too, they can’t respect the woman that I love, alright, well then is you and me only from now on” he was now mad, you could notice from his tone “You don’t have to believe their words for a second, that was total bs”
“They said that if we didn’t start dating you would have sign with the producing company, and i…believe them” you confessed, he shook his head in disgust and disagreement.
“yn…”
“That is fact, you were so close to reach your dream, but I said yes to going out with you so after our date you arrived too late and they retired the offer, you would have literally closed the deal if we haven’t dated”
“I would not change that day for anything in the word, I didn’t have to renounce to making music my parents are obsessed over that signing while I let it go that very same day because I have you instead which is a million times better, I made a very conscious choice, I choose you and I will forever choose you” he said hurt pouring love to you, his word though reassuring still didn’t take away the guilt you still experience.
“Still Tae, you wouldn’t even know the difference because you would be now on tour singing your songs to your fans, and you would have never really known what could have been with us”
“Do you really think that I would be better if I had never met you?” he scoffed
“I’m just saying…”
“I’d be forever empty, like I wouldn’t know a fraction of what is really is love without you, it would not even compare, don’t underestimate the importance you have in my life, never” he was dead serious.
“But you had so many other options that would have suited you so well and they would not have to put you in these situations with your family like me!” you were frustrated too, you hated to be the reason why they fought and drifted apart, because it was painful for him, he didn’t have to say, it was obvious.
“There is no one for me but you, if my family don’t get it that’s fine, doesn’t mean I would ever tolerate again their ways to bring us down, I was so stupid to believe that they could change, that they would respect my decisions and whom I love the most, but in my hope to do so, I let go things they did and say to you that I should have never let pass, but my neglect did affect our relationship and it’s my fault, it’s my fucking fault” he severed, it was true, it dig a hole between you two that you weren’t sure how deep it was.
“But, you know, even though they have done me wrong sometimes, your family only wants the best for you. You may not believe it, but I can empathize with your mother, she’s your mom and wants what she thinks it’s best for you, in a fuck up kind of way, I arrived at the conclusion that if I was truly the best option for you, she would accept me, but she hates me so…” you could not believe that one day you’ll be desperately craving the approval of someone else this badly, but you did.
“You are talking like them now, stop! Can’t you see there was no other options, once I laid my eyes on you?! what they want for me would not make me happy, it’s so hard to recognized my agency? Whatever they had planned for me it was never going to work out anyways”
“How can you be so certain, huh? What they wanted for you actually sounded pretty reasonable: educated, refined, classy. Can’t blame them when they received a piano teacher whose biggest achievement is to play in a jazz club on the weekends! she has the right to not accept me, same goes for your dad and your sister”
Taehyung apart from upset he now displayed some anger; you could see his fists on his lap.
“If they can’t accept that I’m with you, and I’m not changing my mind about it, never, then they can fuck off”
You let out a surprised gasp.
“Tae, it’s your family!”
“I don’t care” he says done with everything “they are the ones making me takes sides”
“I don’t want you to break your family, that’s the last thing I want…” you replied concerned, a tear wanting to run freely, you could never forgive yourself for breaking a family apart, he may be saying that they can fuck off but you knew Taehyung well, he really loves his family and if you made him cut ties with them it would made him resentful and bitter towards you in the long run, your heart simply could not handle it, the fact that you are the reason why they relationship was damaged takes a toll on you, nobody wins in this game, you love Taehyung like no one else, he was your life, your fiancé, but you were ready to sacrifice whatever you had to sacrifice if that meant it was the best for him “…And I will not let you do it” you said to him determined, he crook his head not getting your words.
“Babe, what do you mean?” he asked with a nervous tone.
“It means that for your own sake, we might be better apart for a while” you responded with a serious look, his face went pale suddenly.
“I don’t understand, yn” his voice was different, you did not recognize that reaction, he almost didn’t blink like he was holding his breath.
“That means we need to take some time alone” you said, you heard a scoff from his part.
“What the fuck, yn?! No, that is a fucking awful suggestion” he said now angrier “You are fucking tripping right now”
“It was not a suggestion, it’s what we need” you replied standing your ground.
“Oh my god, shut up why are you doing this? Why are you trying to abandon me? I don’t understand…” he said more to himself panicking again almost covering his ears like a child.
“Taehyung this is not abandonment, literally thousands of coupl-”
“YES IT IS!”
“Taking some time will cool things down”
“There’s nothing to cool down, we were good earlier, now I’m sitting here in our home alone and you are fucking telling me that you are not going to come back?! i…I’m confused, my love, I’m lost”
“It’s for your own sake! I’m trying to do the best for you!” you said to him, clearly on the edge.
“Yn, I’m just so tired that I can’t bring myself to figure out what you mean by that”
You sighted, emotionally exhausted.
“Ok look we both are so overwhelmed, my hands are shaking actually, I told you to leave me alone tonight, we can discuss this in person later…”
“In person, yes, tomorrow early as possible, it’s not like I would sleep anyway” he ran his hands through his face tired, he looks like a mess, you probably do too.
“Tae, don’t take it on your family, ok?”you said to him while he scoffed.
“They brought this mess into our relationship”
“ok?”
“fine”
“ok so good night, love you” you said tired
“I love you more” you ended the call, your head hurts so much, you felt even more awful and crying some more seemed like a good idea.
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The next day arrived; you did not sleep much in the solitude of your cheap hotel room so you tried to do your best to be presentable covering the dark circles of your eyes with makeup. The taxi that you called was waiting for you, so got in watching the city through the window, the ride to your home felt too short, you did not feel ready to confront this situation, you were doing this for Tae.
He opened the door of your home the moment the taxi parked in the entrance, like he was waiting by the window, he came out of the house as soon as you opened your door and he paid the taxi leading you inside, then he hugged you…hard, the arms of Taehyung never failed you to comfort you, but today he was the one in the need of comfort, so you opened your arms caressing softly his back, he was so warm.
“I missed you, babe” he said with a soft voice
“I missed you too, Tae” you responded running your fingers through his hair.
“You came back home to me”
“It was just for a night” you said to him almost whispering
“it felt like forever, I was going crazy you know?” he said to you almost whispering too “Let’s talk on the couch” he guide you putting his hands in your waist.
“Let’s make things clear, I’m upset at them right now, so upset that I’m planning going to dinner with them at their house to stand my ground, they can take it or leave it” Taehyung said convinced “first off, no more disrespect to you, I would not accept that, second if they love me they would respect my choices, they are going to stop making decisions for me, I love them a lot, but if they want a relationship with me they also have to do their part” he sighted “They already caused enough damage, they will not cause more, I promise, this is our relationship, ok?” he looked at you in the eyes, and you nodded agreeing, he then leaned down and kissed you quick and sweet.
“I did said things during the call that I did no meant, I don’t want a separation” you said while the face of Taehyung made a hurt gesture “I was desperate you know? The thought of me being the cause of you and your family’s break up, I just could not handle it, you love them Taehyung, I felt like I was pulling your family apart”
“I love you, I’m better when I’m with you, my family is my family, sometimes is easier, sometimes is harder, you got nothing to do with it, for what is worth, you are my home” he kissed you again.
“I will not pressure myself to like them, I promise you”
“And you also have to promise me you will never bring that separation stuff again” he said serious.
“I promise that too” you lifted your pinky and he smiled and interwind his with yours. “Ok let not rush things then, they have plenty of time to get used to me”
Taehyung yawned.
“Right, you are not going nowhere, now let’s cuddle I’m so sleepy”
“ 'kay”
“I love you”
“I love you too”
You put yourself on top of him and hugged him, his arms embracing you, a warm blanket over your bodies, soon enough the calm breathing of Taehyung sleeping figure, guided you to your own sleeping state.
The end.
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