#such as being impulsive and obsessive

[eric-the-bmo]

Realizing that none of my characters are truly good people has been such a revelation. They're all secretly awful I love it here

#Its freeing!!! Its helping me embrace all the flaws that theyve got! #eric finally speaks #Leo has. Ough. He's a Chronic Liar among many things #such as being impulsive and obsessive #Arielle is well. Egotistical and defensive. We all know thag about them #Annabelle is a bit stuck up and Also impulsive and Causes Problems On Purpose #And john is. Well. He might be leading on Clara and has lowkey admitted that he Wants to be Violent #Actually i think Annabelle is the only relatively decent person in this roster lmao #ocs

[atorionsbelt]

phil dunster is single-handedly running the brett goldstein fanclub

#ted lasso cast being obsessed with each other > #i just love that he interrupts himself like- wait this is too important #impulsively funny timing #total fire sign / aries behavior #emmy is waiting for him #phil dunster #brett goldstein #everyone say thank u to the presidents of royjamie #ted lasso #ted lasso cast #royjamie #roy x jamie #jamie x roy #jamieroy #op #video

[andthebeanstalk]

Betty is so relatable I would do the same shit for my wife

#simon petrikov #original #at #the moment where she declares that she's jumping into the future to save him. just pure save-husband impulse #and maybe she made the wrong choice but I felt the emotion in my gut and that's good tragedy baby #I would do the same thing and then be in the future and realize I probably fucked up but also what else could I do but #devote my entire life and sanity to saving her after I have destroyed every other option?? #it's not healthy necessarily but a fucking apocalypse happened and her wife is in eternal torment. what else could she possibly do?? #I'm just obsessed with the attitude she has towards saving him and how it turns from joyful heroism to unhealthy obsession #I have a much healthier relationship with my wife. but also she's never been driven mad by a magical crowd for a thousand years! #and Betty did it!! y'all can argue about whether Ice King was better than Simon and I think he must make peace with every part of himself #but it is extremely consistent in the original series that being Ice King is basically this existentially horrifying Eternal torture #so the fact that someone who loved him decided they would save him from that at all costs is very sad and very beautiful #beautiful because no one deserves to suffer forever. tragic because she was far to willing to take his place if she had to. #betty grof #fionna and cake #golbetty #golb #*driven mad by a magical crown #you forgot your floaties #edit: upon rewatching every episode with betty in it i will say i don't think i would be so hellbent on murdering the person she had become #betty does act selfishly and it makes her character more compelling #but i like to think if my wife went banana-pants ice-king-level bonkers i would be able to love that version of her too #but who's to say whether this story would be the reason I responded differently? #it's a good story

[unicornsaures]

my amrev mooties watching me mass reblog the outsiders stuff and probably being extremely confused or something

#im hoping you guys read the outsiders in school #ive actually read the outsiders twice in school ? #urgg my outsiders phase in like 7th grade comin back around #two very conflicting fandoms might i add #but also im not very invested in the fandom #i just think dallas is cool #shameless dally apologist #i KNOW he was a shitty person throughout the book and whatnot #and he was probably a horrible influence #but he hit. kinda close to home #that mutually obsessive relationship w/ johnny ohmmygod #its just :( #ME TOO!! #trying to kys over your fp is extremely real and unfortunately i completely get it #and his IMPULSIVENESS #AND HIS PUSHING AWAY OF EVERY EMOTION AND BASICALLY BEING A TICKING TIME BOMB AUGH #i will SHAMELESSLY say that dally is my favorite #i like johnny and pony and two bit and soda and whatnot #but dally just hits WAY too hard #imcrying over his entire dynamic with johnny actually #because i GET IT #i udnerstand it way too hard:( #mutual obsession and then fucking destroying each other in the process is VERY REAL #AND I HATE IT #BECAUSE I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND IT!!! #ive said id kms if my fp died way too many times and i 100% meant it #COUGH because girly tried COUGH #okay im just lore dumping in yhe tags #moral og the story is doli is insane and relates way too hard to dally to be normal #dolirants

[evocatiio]

Jodie does one (1) unscripted celeb thing and everyone goes You Are Odd In A Clinically Diagnosable Way 😭😭 but also. I am everyone. ND detector went ding.

Exactlyyyyyy! It's the 13 is so nd to jodie saying she played the doctor completely as herself therefore jodie adhd pipeline

#her talking about how much impulse control she has to have for the rest of her roles vs how she is being 13 #like babe #BABE U GOTTA SEE IT AT THIS POINT SURELY??????!!! #king chibs was like yes so the doctor is on the spectrum jodie...mmm. uhhmmmm just like be yourself y'know #and she just went hell yh fucking brilliant 😄 #obsessed with her brain #ramblings of an insomniac #you ask and i answer #jodie whittaker

[spider-man-2o99]

kasey is CRIMINALLY underappreciated as a character in sm2099 but i really love her... she has no powers, or money, or Super Special Secret Skills, but she Still refuses to compromise on her morals or hesitate to run head-first into dangerous situations as an Ordinary Person, anyways. it's really funny 2 me that the most technically-similar character to peter parker in this book is also the woman who radicalized miguel's little brother, lol

#talking tag #spider-man 2099 #spiderman 2099 #miguel o'hara #kasey nash #marvel #comics #comic panels #kasey my Friend kasey :} #she is directly the reason for So Much of the conflict that drags miguel into really BEING spider-man instead of just some guy in a mask #he thinks she is ANNOYING and IDEALISTIC and IMPULSIVE and HEADSTRONG meanwhile she thinks hehe spiderman has a cute butt. #frankly im a little obsessed w/ her #kasey u were done so dirty but i would treat u right. lets commit arson

[thisloveforyourmom]

the pearlrose tag is sure full of takes

#people seeing rose as someone who has real flaws and struggles to see past her own self interest is not people seeing rose as horrible evil #(yes including self hatred! doing things without considering others is still doing things without considering others #if its bc u assume u know whats best for them) #like she is a more interesting character if she goes against the 'kind selfless amazing wonderful departed mother leader' trope #by just being actually selfish! #not secretly selfless! actually kinda selfish and self centered and accidentally cruel in a nonmalicious but still painful way! #and it's interesting that all of this coexists alongside the good in her #like how amethyst's easygoing attitude and commitment to growth coexist alongside her destructive temper and insecurity #like how garnet's affection and sense of responsibility exist alongside her isolationism and impulsivity when pressured #like how pearl's strong caretaking nature and capability exists alongside her obsessive tendencies and snobbiness #rose is more interesting if she is both caring and selfish! both healing and cruel! she is flawed she is deeply flawed #ITS A FEATURE NOT A BUG!!

[axe-cution]

what’s the equivalent to declawing someone but like in a special interest way

#my obsession with clint moss is too weird even for internet standards /lh #you alll don’t GET ME. #I’m too anxious to showcase any of my headcannons for him though #I am not confident I am just kinda really excited and I do impulsive things when excited #and it’s kinda to a point where I hate it and I hate myself for being so obsessed with him #like I’m so fucking annoying to the average joe #I am a blight on any fandom I dare interact in #sometimes I really just hate being neurodivergent and disabled . I hate that I’m like this and I hate that I’ll always be like this #but also ‘OMG HAI CLINT MOSS HIIII :3’ #rant over

[caffeinatedopossum]

I think many people who refer to intrusive thoughts incorrectly as being like "oo I dyed my hair! My intrusive thoughts won today teehee" are actually thinking of *impulsive thoughts* which, while not always normal, are still distinct from intrusive thoughts

#i think of impulsive thoughts as being much more action leaning #like when you have an impulsive thought youre more likely to act quickly and think on it less #perhaps even regretting it later #and obviously this can be dangerous and harmful too just in a different way #and the only reason i make this distinction is because people with intrusive thoughts dont want to act on them #often they will think about it for hours because of how distressing the mere concept of them maybe wanting to act on it is to them #intrusive thoughts dont 'win'. you either obsess over them or forget about about them. theres no winning it just is #anyway maybe this is pedantic and seems unimportant #but as someone with often very distressing and obsessive intrusive thoughts #i can say that nothing scares me more than the idea that those thoughts will 'win' #impulsive thoughts also come from a place of desire/actually wanting to act on the thing at least a little bit #even if you havent stopped to consider that it might be a bad idea or you might regret it #its like if you think 'i want to eat a second piece of cake' and then you do even though you know this will give you a stomach ache #versus thinking 'what if i ate thumbtacks' and then being very worried that theres something wrong with you #you probably didnt *want* to eat thumbtacks. it was just a passing thought that couldn't be dismissed #i hope this makes sense at least a little bit and im not invalidating of confusing anyone

[eric-the-bmo]

every once in a while i take a step back and realize how fucked up Lovers Reversed is

#and I come back with a renewed hatred for Jeremiah #eric finally speaks #i still maintain the fact that i wish i had more time to develop leo's core character traits before i played him but oh well #i work with what i have and rn that's an impulsive and obsessive man who refuses to let go of his abusive ex #and he also just wont tell people shit about J huh whats up with that? #do you want all the knowledge about him to be yours? like some kinda special secret that is yours to keep? whats wrong with you #smthn smthn he's so used to j being there he has no idea what it would be like without him and thats rlly tragic actually considering...yk #oops i made a super fucked up man #oc rambling

[vasito-de-leche]

I really really love your idea about the self aware AU of this fandom. I been waiting for someone to make an a self aware AU in reverse 1999 and I'm glad you did!

Im sucker for self aware Aus, I hope there's more of this AU, especially other characters could interact with the player instead of vertin. :D

OH! GLAD YOU LIKE IT!

It was just an idea I had marinating in my brain for awhile, so I don't have any big plans for the AU other than a few stay ideas that still need some work to fully connect with the word vomit I posted lolol - so it's just there for everyone to play with!

I always love discussing stuff or hearing ppl's takes, suggestions, additions, theories and so on <3

#not a prompt #there was that one impulsive thought to write the whole game but through the lenses of this self aware au #and then the other impulse to write pavia and FMN being desperately obsessed with the player #i mightve written this already in the og post? memory's fuzzy #BUT YEAH FEEL FREE TO DISCUSS AND GO WILD #ITS JUST SOME AU. PLAY WITH IT! MAKE UP YOUR OWN! TAG ME IN IT PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD #I LOVE SELF AWARENESS

[sunkern-plus]

controversial psych critical opinion because few psych critical people agree with me on this but I DO believe BPD describes a real...not necessarily disorder but cluster of symptoms that occur from (usually) attachment trauma that very well deserves to be in the dsm because people with that cluster of symptoms need treatment, but I think generalized anxiety and other disorders where it's basically "youre anxious/depressed/reacting this way for no reason and it's because you have a problem and you're crazy and it's your fault" shouldn't materially exist.

like yes, if you fall under the label of generalized anxiety disorder your suffering is real and valid, but realize that your diagnostic label as it exists is BASICALLY "we think you blow your anxieties over things that might be very real to you out of proportion and also you're hysterical and possibly have munchausen's syndrome"

#basically: if a disorder has an explanation that isnt just 'youre blowing shit out of proportion' its fine #if it has an explanation of 'theres no cause only treatment is meds and youre making problems where there arent any' #i think stuff like that should be thrown out #psych critical #antipsych #disability studies tag #mad studies tag #and yeah this is basically based on my experience of being diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder #going over the symptoms and stuff of it and then realizing 'but my 'generalized anxiety' is me reacting to adhd/possible bpd/ocd stuff' #and then realizing 'hey this is a diagnosis people use to basically tell you you're hysterical and you're making up your very real worries #come to think of it i believe i was diagnosed with generalized anxiety as a child over #1.) actual legitimate realistic fears i blew out of proportion from emotional dysregulation from adhd #(like 'nobody here likes me' literally that was true i had no friends!! the problem wasn't me it was THEM!!) #or 2.) manifestations of my low insight/no insight obsessions #(i.e. the constant fears of the apocalypse was LITERALLY ocd. that was an ocd obsession and i felt i had to 'be good' to prevent it) #(either that or die but people treated me and my suicidal impulses at the time as 'faking it for attention') #(even though my brain and the voices in my head from weird ocd related stuff were telling me 'literally you HAVE to die')

[taxi-boi]

still thinking about how in etho and joels last moments of double life, all they knew was that the portal they entered was with bdubs and etho

and the portal they left was covered in lava.

ofcourse we see that they are different portals in the video. after theyve died. in spectator mode.

but they didnt know that

not when they were dying

burning alive.

impulse and bdubs were willing to fight with them till the end. till they were the last four left. all of them would have. but theyll never know that.

etho and joels last thought are that they have been betrayed

and impulse and bdubs are none the wiser. they think they died in the nether and now theyre all alone.

theres something to be said about the lava.

between the escape route impulse and bdubs used after their deaths

between the ship burns everything burns.

between the contrast of their last life base. the snowy castle walls

between bdubs and impulses mid-century modern home, built out of the same white snow.

one of the few builds with wood that etho and joel had never burnt

the tragedy of it all.

4 people willing to die by eachothers sides.

die sepperately. none the wiser to eachothers cause of deaths.

none the wiser to the others feelings of betrayal. of abandonment

of snowy homes and burnt relationships

#double life smp #ethoslab #bdouble0 #dlsmp bdubs #smallishbeans #impulsesv #dlsmp impulse #pearls tower is the other build with wood that didnt burn. which only adds to the burning freezing symbolism #going to the nether session one for her soulmate #and that being the reason she loses her soulmate #and her powdered snow. freezing the soulmate she didnt have. #AND NOBODY WAS TALKING ABT THIS BTW #NOBODY TALKED ABT THEIR DEATH AND HOW THEY THOUGHT THEY WERE BETRAYED #IM OBSESSED IM FROTHING AT THE MOUTH #they would have died for eachother but they died to eachother #thinking about how etho kept swimming instead of staying in the portal. #like he didnt beleive it #like he thought he could make it to the other side and this would all be a misunderstanding #and he was right #he just never made it #thinking about how joel went through first and made his own conclusions #its a trap. theyve been betrayed. #they could have survived but they didnt. #they could have loved and been loved but the world was cruel #something something the portals were too close. they were too close. they needed to be sepperated. #heartbreak #im ace aro btw thats how much this god damn series has effected me #fire and snow #something something impulse and bdubs trying (and failing) to figuritively burn relationships #im out of tags but yeah head go spinny

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

OH WHAT EXCELLENT TIMIJG. KILLS MYSELF

#reblogs two posts in a row that vaguely have to do with my current mental state . immediately gets a notif on insta #that ×××××× liked my post from 3 days ago about my new haircut and feeling good about myself lmao #“why dont you just block her” well you see last time i did that she wouldnt stop calling my phone until i unblocked her. #and what if i started eating fiberglass. what of it. she hasnt touched my ig in like 6 months WHY NOW #hey girl are u reading my tumblr posts still. i hate ur ass so mucj leave me alone leave me alone leave me alone leave me alone #<< im just being paranoid ive remade my blog like 3 times since she was kn here last #and also ive got all 3 of her urls that i know of blocked lollll #im going to fucking scream im going to bite my pinkie finger off at the knuckle #head jn hands #instant impulse is to delete that post and also my entire insta and also my entire online presence. #but i know that is not a good idea. im stronger than that #girl why are you so fucking obsessed with me still its weird. get a goddmn life godddddddd . jm going to kms #does a gay little dance. oh BOY i cant eait to have nightmares about this later

[stoopakoopa]

SCROLDIE FANS

I got to drawing those saucy saucy birds so have a couple naked old people

because I don’t want tumblr to flag it but like. I want to show the 3 scroldie fans that still somehow follow me

#feels bad to even post unsafe for work esp without a dedicated blog now #but likeeee I'm pretty jazzed for this one #and my impulse control is not at its best soooo #scroldie #scrooge mcduck #goldie o'gilt #duckverse #koops art #seeing all the naked platonic duck art and it felt relevant enough :P #obsessed with the ways duck bodies differ despite being drawn the same #I am suchhhh a big fan of chubby goldie and bonebag scrooge #and trying to differentiate their feathers like goldie actually takes care of them whereas scrooge gives no fucks #nasty old man #tried to give goldie cellulite thru the feathers I hope that detail didn't get too lost

[an1malcannibal]

I actually DO like sunbeam joining thunderclan! I love her being a cringe fail female characters we need more of those. Frostpaw is objectively the best, nightheart sucks on every level unfortunately, and sunbeam is a cringefail loser. And I think that’s beautiful.

#ik everyone thinks her mom put her up to it #which could very well be the case #but idk! she’s a cringefail loser woman #maybe she rlly did just wanna be w nightheart who is to say #maybe her experience in thunderclan can help her kick her moms ass #in any other circumstance I’d hate for the female protag to just follow the man around #but!!! she’s been established as a total loser obsessed w romance #she can make some impulsive awful decisions as a treat #plus her mom being obsessed w shadowclan and sunbeam ditching asap because she doesn’t rlly care at all is sooooo funny #sunbeam #nightheart #a starless clan #shadow spoilers #warrior cats