u can ignore I’m not breaking down as bad rn and not gonna kms but
//I can’t take care of myself! I need help! I m miserable and I can’t stop crying and I’m thinking about suicide and it’s scary! I want help! No one wants to help me! I D O N T WA NY STPACE THATS THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT I NEED WHEN I GET LIKE THIS I NEED PULL WHEN I PUSH IM PUSHING YOU AWAY BECAUSE MY BRAIN IS SHUTTING DOWN AND TELLING ME IM WORTHLESS AND DONT DESERVE HELP PLEASE HELP ME