#stick to PC 😤

[jennibeultimate]

Personal recap Skate Canada 2022 - Women SP

I think this SP was much better than that at Skate America, more clean skates! This is quite an open GP on who will win because many skater have good chances. It's still anyone's win here somehow...

I kept the starting order...

Yuhana Yokoi ❤️ is quite a special personality - full of energy and iconically funny (I had seen her react closeup to her fellow skaters a few years ago and she was just as much fun off ice than on ice) I really have no clue what makes her struggle on her jumps so much. It wasn't a particularly bad program for her, but still she used to lack in PCS not TES when she turned senior and now? I really want her to shine!

I missed Rika Kihira's skating so much. Like Brian Orser said after her program: "It's a start" She jumped 3-3 which is already a success on its own considering her injury and how she is still not fully recovered. I love the program and am glad to see it again. ❤️ Let's stick to the positive here! (I hope she can fully recover and return to her old arsenal of jumps without pain!🙏🙏🙏) (why were there 4 coaches listed? One of them still Mie Hamada? So is she still coached also by Hamada? 🤔)

Gabby Daleman - the most pleasant surprise of the day (night for me) So happy for her! Clean program and I have hardly ever seen her so joyous after a program! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

Rinka Watanabe did really well! 👏👏👏 I think she lacks a bit of fire for that program (I mean I compare it to Yuna Kim's from 2007 what probably isn't really fair bc she slayed back then) Poor Rinka waited an eternity for her score 😭 Though I think she has some work to do on her components, the score seemed quite low. I mean Rika with two mistakes and easy jump layout got only 3 points less than her, the TES being only 4 points apart. (I haven't seen the protocol but this seems iffy)

Ava Marie Ziegler - clean program, lovely but generic the program but suits her. I liked her hairpiece to the costume.

Eliska Brezinova - quite the opposite of generic program for Eliska and a cartwheel that looked implemented into the program done effortlessly, that's how I like a cartwheel! Love the program for her. Mistakes on the jumps but still I think it's not too bad for her. Good job! 👏

Starr Andrews - love love love that costume on her ❤️🔥 Superb skate for her! 👏👏👏

Lindsay Van Zundert - I like how she skates and performs her programs, but this program is a bit boring. Good SP for her! Yes there was an UR on the combo but she only started doing 3-3 in competition a while ago. It's amazing how far she has come! 👏

Niina Petronkina - it's a program I like, but the custume I don't. I like the concept, the music and the idea of the arm movements. It's standing out. If she now can show a bit more expression that would turn into one of my fav SPs of the season. And finally a clean skate at her 3rd competition of the season. They have been really harsh on her in the scores. I dunno why her TES dropped that much, the jumps looked rotated. She deserved better. 😤

Madeline Schizas - Swan lake is overused but I love the music so I don't mind it that much. Expression on point for the program and cleanly executed too! 👏👏👏

Linsay Thorngren - the pop was very costly especially in a field were most delivered optical clean programs. She is a lovely skater but I kind of have the same problem with the program as with Isabeau Levito's last week, she can't sell such a difficult music yet. The movements fit but the expression doesn't. I mean in her case it's also the mistakes that made her performance fall flat, but I dunno if this is a good choice for such a young girl. She seemed really sad already during the program.

I would have considered Young You the heavy favorite but with a SP like that she couldn't lead like she could have. I like the attitude in her program and the step sequence was really 🔥 🔥 🔥 I would still consider her the one to beat because she has the highest difficulty with Rinka for the free skate, but she can't afford more mistakes like here.

I am really interested in the protocol, I don't understand how some scores were so low with the same jump layout as some who had higher scores. The close standings make it all the more exciting but it doesn't seem that equally fair to everyone tbh.

#figure skating #skate canada 2022 #rika kihira #madeline schizas #gabrielle Daleman #personal recap

[hypaalicious]

Ok two things on this one:

1) I see you are also into see what it takes to push a man to the brink of their restraint. We all probably should have figured this out when your faves are Ignis, Jumin, and Tseng. 😏 Can’t blame you tho, it’s fun to test their patience, and the results are well worth it. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

2) I have downloaded the demo for Akash and the intro to the menu alone is beautiful oh my lord. I already love the MC’s father btw, he’s so sweet! Also, this is probably gonna be my first mature otome. I’ve always played the more tame stuff from the app store like Voltage and Ikemen. I stopped after a while when the games became more money hungry and shunted free-to-play aside. —💕

I’m so excited for your Akash journey! I love Aurora’s father too, he’s the kindest soul who just wants the best for his little girl 😭

The mobile otome corporate machine is… totally something else, ngl. I worked for one as a writer VERY briefly and the experience was terrible, never again! But you’re right, they do get very exploitative with their models, making you pay for “premium choices” or extra chapters and shit and ion like that. I like to pay for a WHOLE game, don’t nickel and dime me! 😤 So I very much stick to titles released on Switch or from reputable publishers like otomate or aksys, along with indie VNs usually made by folks I know in the game industry (but I am terrible at finishing indies because they don’t come with guides and I don’t game on my PC).

I usually get bored with non-mature Japanese otome because… I’m a thot and grown. LOL The MCs usually are all some sort of “demure waif acting virginal around men who obviously want her” and I spend a lot of time rolling my eyes at any timidness from her. Like… JUMP ON THE DICK, MA’AM!! Hints around sex but not actually getting there also is blue balling me; it don’t need to be graphic but ya gotta make all the work I did romancing a LI worth it! Hand holding and a kiss at the end ain’t it for me!

Having said all that… I recognize I need to be less rigid in what I indulge in, maybe. LOL There’s not a whole lot of otome out there (that’s localized anyway) that fits my criteria. But I am so scared of wasting my time on something that will disappoint me so I always go with murder and mature themes 😔

Now, will I go as hard as Piofiore in my own game? Absolutely not, I’m not that good 😂 Also, the leeway the public gives mainstream Japanese otome is NOT the grace I will get as an indie dev, sadly. So I have to keep it cute. Well, as cute as someone like me can keep things, that is.

And yes, it is my kink to see a chronically responsible, stoic man throw all caution to the wind and unleash the beast on my cewchie. It’s just incredibly satisfying 😂 Even if I may die in the process!

#some things are worth unaliving for #hot ass stoic men is one of them #crazy villains are another #good times all around! #anon ask

[synchronmurmurs]

6,30,91

HELLO REV. ✨When I initially typed that, I missed the ‘o’, and so it was just a super imposing HELL REV

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

In the winter, I absolutely do, but in the summer, I stick to my pantaloons and a shirt and call it a day. 🤣

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

My mouse? My keyboard…? Honestly, in that direction, it’s mostly PC things. But to my left, it’s the six pack of hot cross buns I just bought from Woolies 🤣🤣 I’m havin’ a snack before dinner ok… I AM AN ADULT I CAN SPOIL MY DINNER IF I WANT TO 😤

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

Oh my god don’t do this to me, don’t make me pick something ksjdhjkdfhs. UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhh. Probably the ol’ stop time, I think. Working fulltime + the commute to and from work leaves me with Definitely Not Enough hours in the day. Sometimes ya gurl just wants to nap, or squeeze some actual writing in, you know? Or maybe I just want to mess with people too. 👀

#answer: tehrevving #💖💖 #ask meme

[lorieanneconde]

Tumblr is like a twitter but here, you can express your thoughts without limits. Kahit gaano pa kahaba ilagay mo. Heehe. Loving this app.

What's my thoughts for today?

I think people really don't care if you're kind. What should I do? Maging mean na lang ba sa lahat? Low-key wanna do it. Sometimes I want to build a wall around myself. Gusto ko nalang tumigas puso ko and not considering anyone's feelings and become selfish nalang. Does that sound mean? NO. Especially if priority mo lang talaga yung sarili mo. But in my case, the more that I think of it, the more na naiisip kong di naman ako ganun. But there's some people talaga. They have their reasons why ganun sila. And it's not bad.. As long as walang natatapakan na tao???? Ummmm. Well, we're not responsible naman of someone's reaction eh haaaaaay I'm making things complicated nanaman hahahaha basta bottom line, it's not bad!!

Though, my comfort zone is being alone talaga. I love to do things alone. What I love about being alone is when you made a mistake, ikaw lang makakakita hahahaha. Dito kasi daming mata and judgemental e. But if someone approaches me, I always approach back. When they gained my trust, I stick with them na.

🚩🚩🚩 Isa akong uto uto 🚩🚩🚩🚩

That's the reason why my kindness gets taken for granted all the time. From my parents who thinks na lahat nalang is competition. From that time that I made friends from my highschool and hayaan nalang lahat ng chismis nila about me mula nung lumipat ako. From my heartbreaks na takang taka sila bat bumibitaw ako bigla. Kasi mabait naman ako e. Papalampasin nalang. Without knowing what I felt. They only knew na nasaktan ako. It's different when they try to feel it. Being kind is my strength and also my weakness 😔

The truth is, being kind and strong is getting through my nerves and I'm having a breakdown anytime when I feel less of a person. I want someone to rely on. Don't you want someone to rely on? When the world is being cruel, who and where do you run to? Who's with you when you felt happy the most? When you achieve something and do something you think you deserve, who's gonna celebrate it with you?

People REALLY need to appreciate everyone around them.

Lumalayo tayo, balik tayo sa question. What should I do? Well, the best thing you can do and stay kind. Give your purest intention for the people you met. After all, people come and go. Matuto tayong mag iwan ng good memories for the person.

Lol. I still can't get over with that line "people come and go" and it's so frustrating when people try to shake your world and then mawawala na. Waaaaaaah 😤😤😤 triggered nanaman ako. Lord, please I NEED someone who will stay. Tired na po yung puso ko. I will literally do anything just to make everything work. As long as willing mag stay diba. Yon na yung pinaka challenge ko hahahaha hirap ko kasing mahalin. Hirap ihandle thoughts ko. Really need to work on myself.

But you know, there's only one thing that I'm proud of and that is being ✨ PATIENT ✨ with myself.

Commitment is rare nowadays. That's the only thing that I want, ang hirap pa makuha. Pansin ko sa mga younger generation mas loyal pa sila and talagang committed sa mga partners nila. Sana talaga sila na sa isat isa. But they're still young and dami pa pwedeng madiscover.

Ganito ba talaga pag tita phase na? I remember my pamangkin doing poems about love and about his girl best friend hahahaha. Naalala ko lang. Tita na ako. 22 years old. Still no purpose sa buhay. Tapos puro love pa inaatupag. Highschool yern???? HAHAHAHAHA de I'm working on myself. Antayin niyo lang. Milyonaryo na q bukas. Anyways. Antok na uli ako. Kahit 11:57am palang. Hirap talaga pag night shift, walang maayos na tulog. Sana next job ko, day shift na 🥺

PS: still gonna fix everything later if matripan ko mag open ng PC heehe