#sorry these r all tags bc my thoughts r not coherent enough to actually post this. so im whispering.

[usermoreid]

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#the doctor and jack actually make me so insane #like. i am going to live for a very long time and i have nobody that truly understands what its like to die and be reborn #and i latch onto people who will die and leave me and i will never get to experience genuinely spending my life with somebody #and you are immortal and you love me and you waited so long for me but i cannot bear even being in the same room as you #the very sight of you hurts. #i met you when you were chasing your past and i was running from mine #and now you chase me as i run from you. #you're too permanent. i don't know what permanent feels like anymore. #like my fucking god i have so much more to say but i am so tired and in so much pain😭 i just love them so much #this is specifically ab ten and jack btw if u couldnt tell #i just think theyre tragic and wonderful and i love them and despise them. u get it. #sorry these r all tags bc my thoughts r not coherent enough to actually post this. so im whispering. #tenjack