#sorry if this is hard to read/incoherrant

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i cannot put into words well all my thoughts about how soft the monkees are I have SO MANY THOUGHTS it’s just so hard to type them out. my drafts are crazy right now.

it all just comes out like “when they’re all at home and it’s bedtime everybody just cuddling and chilling out to the guitar and singing with each other and talking oh my god you know they just like you know when like the blankets and it’s warm and mike is so gentle to davy and they sing and then read stories and peter likes the lights low” like that’s not what i meant to say at all i have whole narratives going i’m just kind of sick and i’m thinking about the monkees being so soft and sweet and davy curled up in a blanket in mikes lap while he plays the guitar complaining about bedtime and petting at mikes beard and mike picking at some chords as he tries to reason with the (NOT sleepy!!) little one—this is turning into davybaby !!

#sorry if this is hard to read/incoherrant #this is so self indulgent #i just need soft monkees right now #talk to me about the monkees friends i’m a bit lonely #everything i type out sounds wrong so this is the most we’re gonna get right now #the monkees #i had like eight things about mike being very gentle at home and as he gets older getting more and more gentle #it’s just in his nature and he’s very caring and nurturing #he’d try to be tough and he’d always get stressed but he mellows and he cares and idk i just think about this a lot #and maybe i’m projecting my shit onto these characters #specifically mike and davy right now for some reason #it definitely switches around because i was all over micky last week #but like they’re my soft little guys!!!!! #i’ll shush now folk’s apologies #this is like my little notebook but actual people get to actually here these things and idk if that’s good or not #but here it is anyway #i want to fall asleep in mikes lap i guess #in a cozy little place with friends all around #maybe that’s just what this is #maybe the monkees just feel very safe