#sorry for death note posting idk why im feeling so passionate rn

[androidemotions]

that art of L deathnote got me thinking about death note and like......... im not even against l/light as a ship conceptually its just like i cant stand the way fandom does it.

like. theyre a lierally judas and jesus paralells theyre toxic. you have to be an L understander to get why he is obsessed with light and its not because he has this cute gay crush on him. and i REALLY dont get the people who like woobify light and make it so ‘kira’ is like a possession like???? thats not the point of any of this why are you even using these characters for this? it confuses me

but anyway i can support L/light ONLY if its done in a very specific way, thats very toxic and almost one-sided (or maybe unbalanced is a better word) not because Lights not interested (hes so like misogynist gay we all know this) in L but because he can NEVER understand L the way L understands him and thats all L wants is to be seen and to be on that level with someone. and thats the tragedy of their friendship is that L sees this person he can contend with and he can meet on his level but the same cannot be said for light. 

but anyway ive never seen anyone who ships l/light do it that way specifically so ill continue to be a hater.

#like first of all the point of deathnote is to be edgy so jot that down. no but actually for real is it not like significant to everyone #light is this popular straight a student with a cop dad like is that not enough information about every aspect of his character??? #it is about lights arrogance but also his philosophy about who is worthy of life being a reflection of what ''good/nice'' people value abou #human life. and what they consider disposable. #at least thats what it starts as but through the series obv we see light dig his heels in and do more and more kill more and more kill #''innocent'' (innocent in quotes bc it started with light using the law as his reason for killing) people #just to keep doing what he is doing #and the reason for that is he very clearly had the whole god complex he had power over peoples lives and he never stopped using that power #and we could see that additude reflected in all his other relationships too (the taskforce and his girlfriends) #so. like............ light is not kira bc he got the deathnote. kira is light because he got the death note. #when given the chance this perfectly lovely student would destroy so many lives and that is the point #so like............. #idk #sorry for death note posting idk why im feeling so passionate rn #and the reason L is obsessed with him is because he was supposed to be this perfect student but instead he is a liar and a killer and #as smart as he is hes equally as careless. hes a child. a teenager. #and L is someone who never got to be a child or a teenager. #so L someone who is so good at what he does and so out of place with everyone else no one even knows his name he starts playing this game #with light of course he is obsessed. #do you understand theyre literally judas and jesus #death note #tagging this for myself