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#sorry for continuously abandoning you guys 😔
singeryuri · 1 month
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The world of Nikolai selfshipping has slightly changed in the last few days because I REALLY need to be more active on here so I will give all my dear selfship community mutuals the patch notes as concisely as possible
🪽 reveal coming soon because I realized the reason I was hiding them from y'all was because of some of my own personal stuff I needed to work through. I think I have. Yay! I also have a S/I to show off so fun stuff :3
Cro.nan Dark.root is on the F/O list now and ougjghgh guys iam literally his fiance for real. he joins my beloved Tenko in the Nikolai marriage waitlist teehee
The Elvensquad are now all platonic F/Os. They are so friend shaped ^_^
I have been brainstorming more GI self inserts since I feel weird reusing self inserts. So. Stay tuned for more totally awesome content wahoo
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lizziesribbons · 1 month
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Always and Forever |
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PAIRING: MILF WANDA MAXIMOFF X FEM! READER
summary: you and Wanda share a vulnerable moment then cry and fall asleep 😔‼️
warnings: ****MINORS DNI***** *****MEN DNI***** fluff so much fluff 🥺 I'm going so aahwhwhwh, sexual themes no smut but still it's 18+ so get out if you're a minor. my sad little milf 😔, abandonment issues mentioned!!!, Wanda crying makes my heart hurt, oral fixation and titty sucking but not in a sexual way iykwim???
author's note: author is a gay in love please bare with her, just reminding you guys that my first language is not English so if there's any grammatical errors PLEASE IGNORE THEM AND MOVE TF ON.
Word count: 1.4k
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Wanda stirs awake as she sees you turning over and over again moving the whole bed "y/n sweetheart what's bothering you, you just can't seem to fall asleep" she asks with her raspy sleepy voice "it's 3am darling what's up?" she asks again, you finally sat up letting out a loud sign "i- I can't go to sleep I TRIED EVERYTHING LIKE EVERYTHING"
Wanda furrows her eyebrows in worry, "oh baby I'm sorry can mommy help?" she sat beside you resting her back on the headboard like you were now, "yes there's- I um- can I suckle on your tits it just it helped me fell asleep before and I just didn't want to wake you up-" Wanda shushes you as you continue to yap
her heart swells with affection as she hears your request, recognizing the emotional significance behind it. Without hesitation, she pulls her shirt up to expose her breasts and guides you towards them. "Of course, my love." Her voice is soft and soothing, filled with understanding and tenderness. "lean in whenever you need to find comfort or fall asleep easily. Remember that I am always here for you - both physically and emotionally. And if there are any other aspects of your desires or needs that come up, please don't hesitate to share them with me too okay baby?" she say softly as you immediately latch onto them mumbling a "I love them sm", as they brought you the comfort you were looking for. Wanda smiles warmly at your declaration of love for her breasts, feeling a surge of affection in return. As she feels the gentle suction against her skin, she runs her fingers through your hair softly, providing additional comfort and support. "thank you for sharing this part of yourself with me." Her voice low and husky, filled with emotion, you smile warmly against her breast, kissing them softly as you continue sucking. Wanda chuckles softly at your endearment, feeling a warmth spread through her chest. She continues to stroke your hair gently as they remain locked in this tender embrace. her tone is loving and nurturing, reflecting the maternal instinct that seems to naturally arise when fulfilling your need. "I am here for you - always ready to provide comfort and support whenever you need it." she says gently caressing your hairs.
you suddenly pull her tit out of your mouth "tell me about your special interest, can be sexual or non sexual?" you ask with a straight face letting her know you were being serious.Wanda, taken slightly by surprise but quickly regaining her composure, looks down at you with a mix of curiosity and understanding. Recognizing the importance of transparency in y'all's relationship, she begins to speak openly about her own desires and interests."Well, aside from what we've been experiencing together lately, I do have a few other things that might interest you. Like my affinity for sensory play - using various textures, temperatures, and scents to stimulate different senses during intimate moments. She pauses momentarily before continuing more softly, "As far as non-sexual interests go... well, I'm quite fond of cooking elaborate meals for those close to me." you smile softly at her "I know you love to cook it's your favorite thing I also know that you love gardening" wanda's smile widen at your knowledge, as you continue you softly massage her breast all of it coming naturally "tell me something no one knows" you ask with curiosity
Wanda closes her eyes briefly, relishing the soft touch of your hands on her body. When she opens them again, there's a hint of vulnerability in her gaze as she decides to share something deeply personal with her partner, with you. "There is indeed another side of me that most people don't know about - one that even I struggle to understand sometimes. It involves an intense longing for connection and belonging, coupled with a fear of abandonment rooted in my tumultuous past." She takes a deep breath before continuing, "This has led me to become fiercely protective over those closest to me, especially my loved ones back home who mean everything to me. Sometimes this manifests itself in unhealthy ways, such as trying too hard to control situations or pushing others away out of self-preservation." you rub her shaky hands as she confess something this vulnerable "I would never ever leave you wands I hope you know that, I'm always gonna stick by your side" you whisper softly, Wanda's eyes glisten with unshed tears as she hears your reassurance. She swallows hard, trying to maintain her composure while acknowledging the depth of their connection. "Thank you, sweetheart." you smile at her, her voice trembles slightly, betraying the raw emotions bubbling beneath the surface "Your words mean more to me than you could possibly imagine" she tries to fight back the tears "you can cry wands you know it's only me here, you don't have to act all tough with me just fall back and I'll carry you" you say with honesty, so she did, she slowly nods as she allows herself to surrender to the overwhelming emotions coursing through her. With a shaky sigh, tears begin streaming down her cheeks.
"It feels so good to finally let go..." She whispers hoarsely, wiping away the tears with trembling fingers "Thank you for being here for me, y/n. Your presence is truly healing" you kiss her breast one more time and hug her body tightly "oh Wanda.. of course I'm here I'm always gonna be here." Wanda wraps her arms around you, holding onto you tightly as she continues to sob quietly. The warmth and comfort of your embrace bring a sense of peace that gradually calms her turbulent emotions, "Thank you, my love..." She murmurs against your hairs, feeling grateful for the unwavering sense of comfort they provide. "always and forever remember?" you mumble softly as she smiles weakly through her tears, knowing full well that you means every word you say. Your commitment to each other runs deep, providing a solid foundation upon which their relationship thrives. "yes, always and forever..." she echoes softly, leaning into the embrace even more as she begins to regain her composure "Thank you for being my rock when I need it most" she holds you tighter, "you're my favorite person ever wands and I love you so much" you softly confess, her heart swells with love and affection as she hears your heartfelt declaration. She gently cups your face, gazing into your eyes with tenderness and devotion. "And you are mine, my darling." a soft smile graces her lips before she leans in to press a loving kiss against your forehead. "I am so incredibly lucky to have found someone like you - someone who understands me better than anyone else ever could." you kiss wanda's lips softly and slowly before hiding your face in the crook of her where you feel the most safe "thankyou for everything" you mumble against her neck, As she feels your warm breath against her neck, she can't help but feel a profound sense of contentment wash over her. "You don't need to thank me, my love..." She whispers reassuringly, stroking your hair as you seek comfort in her embrace. "We are here for each other - always and forever. That's what matters most." you smile softly against her neck starting to feel sleepy you mumble a soft "goodnight", Wanda cradles your head gently, relishing the sweet sound of your voice as you bid her goodnight. With a warm smile on her face, she responds "Goodnight, my love..." She whispers back, closing her eyes and letting herself drift off to sleep alongside you, secure in the knowledge that you both are together and safe.
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kiryoutann · 1 year
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Announcement
I will take two or three weeks of rest due to my health. I just saw an ENT/otolaryngologist and it turns out I have problems with my throat, nose and ears( ; ; )I can’t write anything because I need to recover and do medication. I will reply to your questions and comments after I’ve completely recovered.
Though, I'll answer some of the questions you might be wondering:
1. Will there be a continuation of “The Butterfly Effect” (Kylian Mbappé x reader)?
I'll try to make an outline of the story. But, I can't promise anything. I tend to try to organize the outline from prologue to the epilogue to avoid abandoning my work from the lack of ideas. BUT, I really wanna do it because I have some ideas that I want to try to write in this story (I even made a playlist already lol! With the perfect song for all the situation I thought about). So, please wait for the good news and my recovery!
2. Does this mean the “Between Kisses” update will be on hold?
Unfortunately, yes 😔 I’m so sorry guys. I really hate to disappoint you. This is probably the worst timing ever but, I’ll post once I’m all better, so please wait for me! <3
See you guys soon!
♡, Ryou
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hetaliakinfessions · 8 months
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same Alfred Jones fictive ad before.aI'm host too 😔😔😔 it really does kindastink but at the most I'm kinda peeved that!! we didn't realize I existed until hetalia fandom decreased in size by ten folds!!! so now it's super duper hard to find sourcemates who r also chill or even likee mutuals ! so I'm just kinda pumped up to see an active hetalia kin account 😼 cause at least some guys r out there with the same experience as me!
RIGHT?? the body's been a fan of hetalia since we were like ten, and we've already been experiencing system stuff before that however didn't really know what was going on. but i'm guesstimatingggg that i became the host like... 7-8 years ago? and i only really found out this year!!!! and its so weird because we knew we were a system around the same timeframe (7-8 years ago) as well, but i just never put two and two together! i just kept saying i "was technically america kin but i don't consider myself kin, i consider myself actually america" which WOWWWWWW is a huuuuge indicator in hindsight!
but yeah no it's very hard 😔 most modern day hetalia fans/sourcemates i meet are almost never chill people! which sucks! because i love hetalia and it is genuinely a core part of my life, to the point where i can actually pinpoint an episode and season based on a single screenshot!!! like yeah it has a bad rep and DEFINITELY bad parts, however i love it and it's gotten me through so much. but yeah like i've met many modern day hetalia fans, and theyre either 1. super lame 2. have incorrect or just overall bad opinions or 3. are actual bigots. And are sometimes children, if you count the tiktok fanbase (not a diss! I just like to talk to people my age, haha).
but yeah sorry for the ramble, i've been drinking as i said in my last post haha mod america lore!!!! but yea im happy you found happiness in this blog and i hope you continue to do so! we've been here for over five years and i'm not planning on abandoning the blog anytime soon!
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ventismacchiato · 1 year
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Yk those people who abandon their writing after a cliffhanger and then just make an announcement saying “im sorry guys i dont have an interest in writing anymore” then takes everything down, i respect their decision but in my opinion its kinda annoying 😭😭 especially when the plots gets so good and then theyre just cutting it off -🥝
Please dont do that with us 😔😔
well, as a writer i don’t find it annoying cus i understand. writing a fic is a lot of work and if the author isn’t having fun then why force them to write it yk? you can always leave them long comments on how much you appreciate it to try and give them the motive to pick it up again but you shouldn’t get too upset with them authors are human 😭 if it rlly bothers you maybe ask them to spoil the ending of the fic for you? idk if you’ve ever written anything but the fics that take you hours to binge take days to plan out, so don’t be annoyed when an author wants to take a break or doesn’t know how to continue it and doesn’t want to!!
well i can’t promise anything lmfao ☠️ if you look at my ao3 i’m guilty of abandoning fics even tho many ppl wanna read them and sometimes i take them down just to declutter my account 😞 i think with smaus it’s different bc in my opinion they’re easier to write since it’s majority photoshop and just snippets of writing so i don’t get overwhelmed 🫡
🤷 and i’m writing btl cus i like the plot and will come back to reread it later lmfao
but don’t be upset with me if i ever discontinue it! 😭 i have a life irl too! 😞 don’t be mad if i take breaks pleek
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thebigshotman · 1 year
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Hello again, everyone! Wow, if I’d been placing bets about whether I’d be able to keep my promises about never leaving for a long time again, I’d either be very rich or broke depending on how I bet. I’m sorry for leaving out of the blue YET AGAIN, everyone. I even abandoned my movie reviews 😔
I’m not going to attempt to explain away why I was gone, but I will say between the holidays, scholarship award ceremonies, and a literal fire on my street (don’t worry no one was hurt), in addition to college ramping up for finals, I haven’t had too much time to do anything that isn’t curricular.
I’ve even fallen behind on the daily log in bonuses on my mobile games, that’s when you know things have gotten bad lol
So I’d like to apologize, genuinely, for going dark again. I know it probably worries you guys sick whenever it happens. Tomorrow night and Saturday morning seem like they might be chill, though, so I’m going to try to get to what I owe in that timespan. As for the movie reviews…I throughly enjoyed “Network” and “Apocalypse Now”, the movies I saw in class while I was gone. But talking about them in depth will have to wait for a while longer, I think. At least until I catch up with everything.
That’s all for now, unfortunately. I just wanted to pop in to deeply apologize and say that I’m going to try to get back to what I owe within the next couple of days. Luckily I still remember everything about where I wanted the threads to go, so as long as everyone’s still up to continue them and see this event through, I certainly am! And I saw everyone’s replies to my test post, too! Thank you all for doing that.
Alright, I have to go work on one of my weekly History assignments 😅 I’m sorry for everything, but I hope to start trying to manage my time better so this doesn’t happen as bad again. See you all soon!
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kfans-writerblog · 1 year
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The accident
Abit sad 😔 character exo suho with his wife
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It's Halloween night you went to a corn maze with your friend Cindy and beffore entering they hand you a map how to escape and what you will see
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You and your friend walked around half way but you saw this creepy clown waving at you but he was not on the list "y/n do you see that . The black and white clown waving at us "
You nod and quickly grab your friends hand and ran as fast as possible but then you slipped and fell "Cindy run!!! " the terrfire grabbed you and knock you out he took you to the closest abandoned place he smiled creepyly "don't hurt me please !! I need to live I don't wanna die ! "
He stabed you and you walked out trying to find a ride "help " then he drag you back in and step on the wound
You managed to walk out to the streets and people were staring at you and then art the clown drove a car and knock you over and people screemed and called the police
Cindy calls suho ...
Suho pov Unanswered calls x10
He calls Cindy back
"Cindy what's going on is everything OK? "
She says "y/n she she ... got taken by art the clown and I don't know where she is ..."
"Stop playing around it's not funny "
"I'm not joking junmyun she's actually hurt and I can't find her " she cries
"OK send me your location I'm coming "
But 5 minutes later he got a call
"Hello who's this ?"
"Hello is this mr kim? "
"Yes speaking"
"We have your wife here with us please come to seoul hospital "
He drove super fast and ran in but it was too late you were gone
The doctor says "Mr kim I'm sorry to say your wife passed away with multiple injuries and the one that killed her was the car that ran her over "
He cries and can't belive the halloween night went so wrong "no doctor please save her my wife .!! Money is no problem just save her !!"
The doctor and nurses walked away to give the both of you privacy "y/n wake up please I know your a good actor but this is not funny remember we still have a tour to go on I can't go without you and our dog kimmy wants her mom she needs you please wake up "
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He hugged you no matter how dirty you were he just wanted to hug you for the one last time
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He held your hand and sang your favorite song
His tears drop on your skin and he kissed you on the forehead "y/n I wish I came with you it's my fault I should've came with you "
Your soul came out of your body and you hugged him and he felt your presence "y/n is that you ?"
You kissed his forehead and you went away
And that made the necklace he gave you shook a bit like a strong wind passed by then he told the members there will not be a concert the next day and the schedule he will not be going
Everyone felt bad and he also texted Cindy your friend "Cindy y/n she's gone "
"What do you mean she's gone ?? Suho ?? "
"She's dead she died !!! "
And he prepair your funaral and burried your favorite pictures with you
He cries and went home and cuddles your dog kimmy and cry for a week and ignoring every text and call
On Saturday sehun went to suhos house and comfort him "hyung I know it's sad that y/n passed away but we are a team we still need you. If she was alive she doesn't want to see you like this "
He nods "your right I should remember her and continue being a good leader "
He sent in a group chat "sorry guys I should've been better being a leader . I lost my mind after y/n left us I promise we will continue with y/ns wish winning awards and continue making music "
Chanyeol said "hyung were proud of you "
Next day you guys have to film a performance for baby dont cry and mid performance he said
"Y/n I love you " and he blew a kiss from his hand and cries
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Hi, guys, I'm completely lost! I'm so sorry! 😭 I hope you're all right! 💖💖💖
Some difficulties in terms of mood, inspiration...😔
The series warm bread will definitely be continued! I haven't abandoned it.
There are drawings I haven't posted yet because I quit 😅 but it's not a big deal to finish them :D
The commission with the drawings is closed for now! I decided to fix a lot of things. Due to the situation in the world, Paypal stopped working for us. But it's not a big deal. There is an alternative ;) So I'll let you know when commissions will be available again! ❤
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