#so. tldr denial turned anger and self destructive + self sacrificial behavior ^_^

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how do you think chip would react to gill dying

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#i mean. first would be ardent denial (like above) mixed w joking about it #bc he doesn’t know how to deal with grief (or most negative emotions) so he simply Avoids it #(see whatever the fuck was up with felix lionsgold) #he’d play the blame game a lot and shift it around. likely honestly blame the rest of the crew and blow up at them #or at gill himself. or maybe the scenario as a whole #but most of all he’d put the blame on himself and it would destroy him #he’d only be half conscious he’s doing it but him yelling at everyone else isn’t just blame shifting #he’s pushing them away so that they might be safe from *him* #his life’s been marked by tragedy at every turn. his worst nightmare was a graveyard w all the people he’s known or loved dead #but maybe if they’re gone they might be safe. that’s rlly what he wants is to keep those he loves safe #it’s why he was pissed in loffinlot when gillion endangered himself n the crew trying to ‘help’ #it’s why he refused Lizzie’s offer at first #HE took in responsibility for every person on that boat. HE is the reason they’re there. #and he’s terrified of that action being the reason for their death #so. tldr denial turned anger and self destructive + self sacrificial behavior ^_^ #also maybe a revenge arc but like. he’s not Quite the type? it would only work if it was as a way for him to distract himself #but in the long run he’s too emotionally driven and impulse to have a whole Grudge Arc #jrwi #chip #og post #answered #aroacegilliontidestrider #give me a second I’m gonna rb w the tags added I just needed the lone ratio first for Jokes HDKEB