#so today i was having a nice snuggly cuddly morning in bed with my bf and i started sucking his dick n stuff you know like a good gf

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#i did a very bad thing today. #I'm in the waiting room of the salon waiting to get my hair cut and i need to talk about it! #so today i was having a nice snuggly cuddly morning in bed with my bf and i started sucking his dick n stuff you know like a good gf #but he #although responsive and clearly enjoying it #is totally silent and doesn't really acknowledge me? and idk why but the silence just made my mind start stewing #my issues with ruminating are getting a little out of control mind you #so I'm just sitting there jacking him off giving it my all and just thinking.... what if he's laying there thinking about someone else. #what if the reason he isn't engaged is because he wishes it was someone else #also mind you my insecurity is absolutely out of control idk what to do anymore lol. #so i kinda start to put it away since I'm not getting any feedback from my pov and he's all 'oh what's up I'm waiting for you to climb on up