#so this morning is crochet squares. this afternoon is serious stuff.

[drawnecromancy]

feels like i've been very active and posting bits but to be entirely honest i feel like i've been slogging through cheese, it's just that i NEEDED to be distracted from 1) end of the year exam stuff 2) important papers for moving out 3) dumb fucking drama happening to my friends this week

and i don't know how much my posting is actually managing to be creative or just gritting my teeth and blurting something out before i pass out from exhaustion. might be both

#anyway. i'm sewing up some crocheted squares right now #but i should be sewing lining on my end of the year project #haha #i'll be all right! once i get on it i just know i'll get it done in One afternoon #and i just have to iron + sew on the sleeves after that #which means i'm bringing the costume to class #lol #we're almost there #it's then the written bit. writing and making it look good and printing. #i know i can do that reasonably fast but it's just #basically i want to do my best with the costume this weekend and next week ? just to avoid having the #the usual ADHD panic. #but i also would like to Fucking Rest #this brain that's full of bees all the time #so this morning is crochet squares. this afternoon is serious stuff. #idk what i'll do this evening maybe i'll get drunk or something #(i won't because that costs money!) #(and also because it's not a habit i want to form !) #(and i don't want to worry my partner by randomly doing that sometimes.)