Survey #423
“i won’t think about you when i’m older / ‘cuz we never really had our closure”
Are you better at cooking dinners or making cakes/biscuits/sweets? Neither.
Have you ever cut someone else’s hair? No.
Who was the last guest in your house and what were they staying for? My late grandmother's husband stayed overnight when he was driving from New York to Florida or the other way around, idr.
How many long term relationships have you been in? Two.
Do you sleep with all the lights out, or do you leave a lamp or even the television on? My snake's heat lamp stays on.
Who is one person you have forgiven, but still have not “forgotten” what they have done? My dad.
Are you a fan of Lana Del Rey? I don't think I've even heard one of her songs.
Do you know your blood type? A-.
Do you know your mother’s birthday? Yes.
Have you got your period at the moment? I haven't had my period since I started TMS. It's honestly so fucking frustrating that it obviously had an effect on my body, but not my depression. I've officially finished TMS as of a few days ago and now I just feel so void of hope.
Have you ever been pregnant? No.
How old were you when you first went on a plane? Idr, I was a little kid.
Have you ever had to take out a loan for anything? Not me personally, but my parents have for my education that I threw away.
Are both of your blood parents still in your life? Yes. I don't see my dad a lot, but he's still in my life regardless.
When was the last time you went apple picking? I’ve never been.
Someone asked you what you wanted, what would you say? Happiness.
Have you ever been drunk at school or work? I have not.
How many bedrooms are in your house? Three.
Are you smart about computers? Not really, no.
Have you ever played Just Dance for Wii? Yes. My sister loved them, so we have a few.
Do you own a Xbox 360? No. I'm a PlayStation girl.
Would you ever do a sex tape for a million dollars? No. I'd be mortified.
So, do you need a nap? I really should take one. I slept like... maybe three hours last night. I was up most of the night having a fucking life crisis.
What would you rather be doing? Something fun.
What sport are you the best at? I haven't touched any sort of sport since I was a teenager.
Do you have a little sister? What’s her name? Yeah, Nicole.
Do you complain a lot? Kind of, but I generally try to keep it in surveys nowadays. I'm just tired of shit.
Would you rather go to an authentic haunted house or an ancient temple? Ohhh, tough pick, but I've gotta say the ancient temple.
Do you like fruity or minty gum? Both, really.
Are you looking forward to any day of this month? Well July is practically over, so I'll answer for August. I'm looking forward to my nephew's birthday.
Have you ever gotten detention? A few times for getting too many morning tardies in high school.
Is there a traumatic event that you’ve experienced that’s changed your life? Definitely.
Do you buy a majority of your clothes from a certain store, or do you just pick out items of clothing you could see yourself wearing, not caring about the store it came from? The latter.
Have any of the artists you’re fond of released new albums recently? Powerwolf did recently.
Would you ever keep your favorite animal as a pet? I could write a college-length essay on why meerkats do not make good pets whatsoever. Do fucking not get one. I can barely fathom how it's legal in some countries.
Ever cried so much you threw up? No, but I've gagged.
Who is your best guy friend? Girt.
What do you two do when you hang out? Mostly just watch TV and play board games.
What is a movie that you thought you would hate but you ended up loving? I dunno, really.
Do you even like horror movies? I love horror movies.
Do you live in the country? I wish I still did. :/ Me and Mom hate hate hate living in these suburbs.
What is your favorite accent? British.
Have you ever had a boyfriend your parents didn’t like? No.
Do you drink Pepsi or Coke? Coke. Pepsi is gross.
What do you plan to do on your 21st birthday? I was literally in the psych hospital for my 21st birthday lmao. It's kind of a painful memory, but I also won't forget the love and kindness people showed me. I especially remember the friend I made there getting the lunch lady to literally go and buy me a slice of cake. Everyone also sang happy birthday to me and gaaaah I'm getting emotional.
Do you have any person in your family with an addiction to beer? That was my dad's drink of choice when he drank.
Do you take a lot of pictures? Unless I have my camera and am somewhere pretty, no.
What kind of face wash do you use? Water, lol.
Does drama always seem to follow you? Nah.
Does anybody in your family race? No.
Are you closer to your mom or dad? My mom.
How much money did you used to get from the ”tooth fairy?” Uhhh... I want to say $2 or something? I might be way off, idr.
How long do you want to live with your parents? I WISH I could have moved out with an s/o already, but that's just not how life's worked out.
Do you have a laptop or desktop? I have a laptop.
Do you like your parents? I love them.
Do you secretly like someone? It's not a secret, no.
Would you ever date your best male friend? Tried that once and it didn't work out. I liked him more as like a brother.
What are you currently listening to? "Better Than Me" by Hinder. I really need to turn it off, but I can't make myself.
Do you want to be single? I really wish I had a partner to love and motivate me to strive to do better, but I know it's better I'm single right now. I'd just relive the Jason situation, I'm sure. I'd just drag the person down and lose them.
Did you go out or stay in last night? I'm almost always at my fucking house not doing shit, so.
Have you pretended to like someone? No, that sounds pretty stupid...
How is your heart lately? Hurting. A lot.
Are you wearing socks? I hate wearing socks and I'm in bed anyway, so no.
What do people call you? Britt, mostly.
Do you get stressed out easily? VERY.
Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance? No.
What is wrong with you right now? Where the hell to begin.
Do you own something from Hot Topic? A lot.
Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? With someone, so long as the bed is big enough to comfortably fit two of us.
Do you still talk to the person you last made out with? No. I'm certain he wants nothing to do with me.
Have you ever seen your best friend cry? Sadly.
Did you get any compliments today? Definitely not. I look and feel like a wreck right about now. There's nothing to praise me about.
Have you ever gone to a beach? Many times.
What would you say if someone asked you to get high right now? Unless it was an edible, no. I'd do almost anything to try and make me feel better right now, even if just for a little while, but I'm unwilling to smoke anything.
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? HELL no.
Have you ever done volunteer work just because you wanted to? Honestly, no.
Do you have long nails? No; I never do because I have an awful habit of picking at them.
Do you like the gender you are? I don't like or dislike it, honestly. I'm just neutral.
Do you generally look nice in photos? HA.
Have you ever had a stick insect as a pet? No.
What colour are your father’s eyes? They're dark brown.
If I handed you a concert ticket right now, who would you want to be the performer? Ozzy, duh.
Name three facts about your family? We're very, very spread out geographically, some of us (in other words, me) are emotionally distant, and uh... idk.
Would you ever get into a long distance relationship? Only if it was a certain person, our lives were more on track, and we were making plans for either of us to move soon.
What’s the most thoughtful present you’ve ever received? Probably this really long letter my mom wrote for me on my bday a couple years ago.
What’s your favorite hot beverage? Hot chocolate.
Did you ever play an instrument? If so what? I played the flute for many years, all through middle school and through much of high school.
Would you rather carve pumpkins or wrap presents? Carve pumpkins, for sure.
Do you think you’re important? I don't fucking know. Probably not.
What’s the best compliment you’ve ever received? Idk.
Have you been diagnosed with any mental disorders? *hands over thick book*
Have you ever moved to another state or country? If so, how did it feel to be new? No.
Do you know how to properly eat food with chopsticks? No. My hands are way, way too shaky to ever accomplish that.
Are you more of a leader or a follower? Definitely a follower, but I can step up in certain situations.
What was the first thing you ate today? Well, I was seriously depression-eating last night, way past midnight, and had a peanut butter sandwich.
If you could spend the day, doing absolutely anything, with anyone, anywhere, what would it be like? LET'S NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT RIGHT NOW.
If I were to ask you how you are doing, and you were only able to answer completely honestly, what would come out? "Falling apart." I've lost direction, motivation, strength, hope, just everything.
What is the one thing that you have been avoiding that you should do? I need a fucking shower so bad that it's embarrassing. I just can't move. I have no energy, emotionally or physically. I just can't make myself do it.
Is there anything that you wish you could take back? So, so badly.
What, in your mind, could make you truly happy? Actually reaching goals. Losing weight. Healing my legs. Knowing with certainty that I wasn't emotionally abusive to Jason. Moving out of this town and back into the country. Financial stability. A job I thoroughly enjoy. I could go on, but let's not.
If you could change one conversation in your life, what would you say differently? Would it have REALLY made any difference? God, let me take back shit I said in that fucking letter to you-know-who. It's so hard to believe I once thought it perfectly justified and realistic.
When is the next time you’ll change your hairstyle? Will you color it? I don't have any plans of changing the style in the foreseeable future. I want to color it BADLY. To just SOMETHING.
Do people normally say you’re a fast typist, or are you rather slow? I'm like, a lightning-fast typist.
Have you ever been considered the ‘smartest person in school?’ No; my best friend in HS was, though. Her GPA was fucking insane. I was in the top percentile, though, so I was up there. What the hell happened to that girl.
How many drugs are in your system? If we're including prescriptions, a whole hell of a lot.
What’s on your schedule for tomorrow? Jack shit. Like usual.
Do you currently have any bite marks/hickeys on your body? No.
Do you call anyone baby? Excluding my pets, no.
What’s your current mood? lol if you've gotten this far reading, you can make an educated guess.
Do you think you are a good person? Bro I just don't know.
What were you doing before filling out this survey? I was playing WoW.
How late did you stay up last night? Like, 4:30 or so.
When was the last time you cried really hard? I wanna say like a week ago?
Is your hair longer than your shoulders? No. It still badly needs a trim, though.
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Who is your hero? Jesus
If you could live anywhere, where would it be? Cali
What is your biggest fear? My parents or sisters passing away
What is your favorite family vacation? Florida when we stayed over for 2 weeks in Orlando.
What would you change about yourself if you could? My temper/ impatience
What really makes you angry? Ignorance, stupidity and questioning me
What motivates you to work hard? My family and my future family (husband, kids etc)
What is your favorite thing about your career? The friendships I have built
What is your biggest complaint about your job? The clients are rude.
What is your proudest accomplishment? My position at work.
What is your child's proudest accomplishment? winning spelling bee first place in school
What is your favorite book to read? The Bible.
What makes you laugh the most? Jokes and funny stories
What was the last movie you went to? What did you think? Shang-Chi and the legend of the ten rings. It was an amazing movie!
What did you want to be when you were small? A veterinarian
What does your child want to be when he/she grows up? I don’t have a child yet.
If you could choose to do anything for a day, what would it be? To be at home playing guitar and singing and watching Netflix
What is your favorite game or sport to watch and play? Soccer and volleyball
Would you rather ride a bike, ride a horse, or drive a car? Ride a bike
What would you sing at Karaoke night? Bohemian rhapsody
What two radio stations do you listen to in the car the most? 103.5 and 99.1
Which would you rather do: wash dishes, mow the lawn, clean the bathroom, or vacuum the house? Vacuum the house
If you could hire someone to help you, would it be with cleaning, cooking, or yard work? Cleaning
If you could only eat one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be? Rice, beans, tomatoes and breaded chicken clutet
Who is your favorite author? I don’t have one
26. Have you ever had a nickname? What is it? Jen, jeje, deda etc
27. Do you like or dislike surprises? Why or why not? I like surprises. It makes me feel special.
28. In the evening, would you rather play a game, visit a relative, watch a movie, or read? Watch a movie
29. Would you rather vacation in Hawaii or Alaska, and why? Hawaii. I don’t like the cold.
30. Would you rather win the lottery or work at the perfect job? And why? Win the lottery. So I would be able to do the things I want to do quicker
31. Who would you want to be stranded with on a deserted island? My bf
32. If money was no object, what would you do all day? I would sing and learn instruments
33. If you could go back in time, what year would you travel to? 2008
34. How would your friends describe you? Funny, loving, sarcastic
35. What are your hobbies? Singing, playing guitar, drawing
36. What is the best gift you have been given? The gift of another chance after suffering twice.
37. What is the worst gift you have received? Black adidas sneakers with a heel
38. Aside from necessities, what one thing could you not go a day without? My phone
39. List two pet peeves. Liars, cheaters
40. Where do you see yourself in five years? Married, with two kids and a house
41. How many pairs of shoes do you own? I don’t know I never counted lol
42. If you were a super-hero, what powers would you have? The power of absorbing powers
43. What would you do if you won the lottery? I would buy my parents a house, buy a house for myself, buy a few houses to rent, buy a car and save the rest to invest.
44. What form of public transportation do you prefer? (air, boat, train, bus, car, etc.) car
45. What's your favorite zoo animal? Gorilla and monkeys
46. If you could go back in time to change one thing, what would it be? Getting married
47. If you could share a meal with any 4 individuals, living or dead, who would they be? Jesus, Michael Jackson, Sam heughan, Leonardo da vinci.
48. How many pillows do you sleep with? 4
49. What's the longest you've gone without sleep (and why)? 1 day. Because of an event for church
50. What's the tallest building you've been to the top in? I don’t remember
51. Would you rather trade intelligence for looks or looks for intelligence? Looks for intelligence
52. How often do you buy clothes? Often lol
53. Have you ever had a secret admirer? Yes
54. What's your favorite holiday? Christmas
55. What's the most daring thing you've ever done? Have sex in the living room while my bfs mom was in the room next to it
56. What was the last thing you recorded on TV? I never recorded anything on TV
57. What was the last book you read? This Christian book I don’t remember the name.
58. What's your favorite type of foreign food? Chinese
59. Are you a clean or messy person? In the middle
60. Who would you want to play you in a movie of your life? Blake lively
61. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? About 10-15 min
62. What kitchen appliance do you use every day? Plates
63. What's your favorite fast food chain?
Chick a fill a
64. What's your favorite family recipe? Feijoada
65. Do you love or hate rollercoasters? Love it but scared of it at the same time
66. What's your favorite family tradition? Waiting for it to be midnight to have a group hug and sing happy bday for each of our bdays
67. What is your favorite childhood memory? Climbing the magi trees and eating mango from all the way at the top.
68. What's your favorite movie? The white chicks
69. How old were you when you learned Santa wasn't real? How did you find out? Since I was a toddlers lol my parents never taught us that. We are Christians.
70. Is your glass half full or half empty? Half full
71. What's the craziest thing you’ve done in the name of love? Get married
72. What three items would you take with you on a deserted island? A knife, a pot, sleeping bag.
73. What was your favorite subject in school? Arts
74. What's the most unusual thing you've ever eaten? Frog legs
75. Do you collect anything? Super Mario figures
76. Is there anything you wished would come back into fashion? Not really
77. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? I’m in the middle.
78. Which of the five senses would you say is your strongest? Smell def
79. Have you ever had a surprise party? (that was an actual surprise) yes I have
80. Are you related or distantly related to anyone famous? Not that I know of
81. What do you do to keep fit? I try to eat somewhat well
82. Does your family have a “motto” – spoken or unspoken? We are each others bestfriends
83. If you were ruler of your own country what would be the first law you would introduce? No racism
84. Who was your favorite teacher in school and why? Mrs Amaral in middle school. She was very funny and playful. Mrs Barros in high school. She was loving and kind.
85. What three things do you think of the most each day? Getting a divorce, being free of my ex and being in a normal relationship with my current bf
86. If you had a warning label, what would yours say? I’m very sarcastic
87. What song would you say best sums you up? I can’t think of one
88. What celebrity would you like to meet at Starbucks for a cup of coffee? Blake lively
89. Who was your first crush? This boy from my county names Joubert
90. What's the most interesting thing you can see out of your office or kitchen window? The sky
91. On a scale of 1-10 how funny would you say you are? 10 lol I’m a clown
92. Where do you see yourself in 10 years? Same as the one from 5 years + with a carrer.
93. What was your first job? Babysitter
94. If you could join any past or current music group which would you want to join? Hillsong United or Elevation worship
95. How many languages do you speak? 2 and a half
96. What is your favorite family holiday tradition? Dancing and playing bingo
97. Who is the most intelligent person you know? My friend Kamyla
98. If you had to describe yourself as an animal, which one would it be? A tiger
99. What is one thing you will never do again? Accept to be treated like garbage
100. Who knows you the best? My friend bianca
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hello there thanks for noticing me and asking me questions :)))
12. Your favorite live performance?
omg… i dont’ even know. i’ve watched so many live perfs over the years i just- i just enjoy every single one of them. omg their mama 2016 one was fucking iconic. like blindfolded jimin blowing us all away with his amazing dancing (HE WAS FUCKING BLINDFOLDED) and then tae and jin feeling each other on stage and then bts having a million backup dancers for their ‘fire’ perf. like everything about it was so amazing. i’m a proud mother
14) Your favorite ships/interactions?
…. this is pretty obvious but JIKOOK MY BABIES. that’s my fav otp in bts. that’s my #1 otp. i just want them two to be happy with each other and to get married and to invite me to their wedding when it happens (if it already didn’t happen). fun fact: i was the creator of the jikook otp thread on bts’s international fansite forum (remember when those were a thing?? lol) when it first opened and was running back then. back then the ship wasn’t too popular (bts in general wasn’t too popular) so i termed their ship name ‘jungmin’ but now their ship has grown and sailed. i am a proud mother
i’m also v weak for sugamon but that’s b/c they were the first 2 bts members and have gone thru hella shit together so it makes me emo and proud when i see them interact with each other
21) Name the feature you like the most about each member!
oh boy this one gonna take a long time b/c i love so many things about each member. let’s see..
namjoon - idk how to put this in one word or phrase but his wisdom, his intelligence, his words of encouragement. as i mentioned in an earlier ask, he’s so inspirational and whenever i’m feeling down or stressed or nervous about something, i remind myself of his words and his messages to make me feel better. (fun fact: my desktop bg is actually his message in the v chat that he posted not too long ago where he said that we army’s are his inspiration and he thanked us for all the love and support. that just really got to me and hit me so hard so i put it as my desktop lol).
suga - HE IS SO SOFT. SO SOFT. people think that yoongi is so cold and reserved and aloof but he the total opposite. he’s so caring and soft towards the members and he doesn’t always show it but it’s obvious that he cares for the members so much and i love it when he calls them ‘my kids’ or does things for them or gives them bday presents and gifts. ELAN;FKDNF;KD I LOVE YOONGI SM.
hoseok - his optimism. im thankful that he’s the moodmaker of the team and brings such fun and positive vibes to the team b/c sometimes u just need someone like that and i think hoseok does a really great job in providing laughter, support, and happiness to the members. sometimes i get sad b/c it must be tiring for him to always maintain this image of looking ‘hopeful’ and ‘happy’ and ‘energetic’ all the time but i appreciate his hard work and his energetic vibes and positivity.
jin - his reliability as the eldest in the group b/c for jin we often see the childish side of him where he makes weird dad jokes and bickers all the time with the maknae and the members often joke around that he could be the youngest in the group but i think when you look past all of that, he’s such a reliable hyung to the other members b/c he wants to make them feel comfortable and he probably feels the pressure from being the oldest in the group. whether it was driving jungkook to high school or having real honest conversations with namjoon (as seen in bv2) or cooking for the members, those things and so much more prove how caring and reliable jin is as the oldest. he’s so nice and kind-hearted inside.
tae - his carefree personality. he doesn’t really give a damn about anything (he wore pajamas to their recent rehearsals y’all). and i love this attitude from v b/c it’s so refreshing to see him just be like ‘idgaf’ what u say about me. he buys clothes that he likes even if fans don’t necessarily agree with him (then gets mad when fans say it doesn’t suit him lolol). now in this time and age it’s hard for people to not care about what others have to say about u but v is just like ‘ima do me’ and i like that. OMG. Also, his social skills b/C BOI BE MAKING FRIENDS WHILE IN THE RESTROOM AND I’M LIKE HOW U DO THAT V TEACH ME PLS. tae actually motivates me to become more social and to talk to people more and learn how to do small talk or make friends. that’s something i find so admirable about him that i wish i can do and learn.
jungkook - i wanna cry every time i think about jungkook b/c i saw him as a fetus during debut and now he’s grown up to be a baby. i think for jungkook my fav feature of him is that.. he’s so hard-working. he’s always aspiring to be the best in whatever area he chooses to focus on. whether that’s playing video games, learning japanese, learning the drums, making music, doing covers, or trying something new he’s never done before, he puts his 110% in it and him being the type to not lose or want to give up, he’s gonna obviously put his all in everything he does. that’s what i find most attractive and cute from jungkook. also his kindness b/c we all know that he can be a lil shit 99% of the time but he’s really kind and a kid at heart.
jimin - saving my bias for last b/c he’s the best. i think i love how warm jimin is. jimin is so kind and warm to everyone he knows. you understand why the members open up to him, why they term him the ‘king of chemistry’, why jimin has so many celebrity friends and other idols who look up to him as their role model. he’s just full of warmth and kindness and he opens his arms wide to everyone. this is why jungkook follows him around everywhere b/c jimin makes him feel comfortable or this is why in one of their live perfs back in 2016 jin walked over to jimin (out of all members) for comfort and words of encouragement. jimin is just that one person who makes you feel comfortable to be yourself around him and that’s why so many people (including me) are attracted to him. you can rely on him b/c he’s just so warm and full of kindness and acceptance.
25) What immediately comes to your mind when you think of Namjoon?
wisdom. boi knows a lot and has a lot to offer. he’s so inspiring and i love watching his v lives and his bangtan logs b/c they’re always so raw and real and motivating and it’s like having a conversation with him where he just opens up to you about what he’s feeling or what he’s thinking and offers any advice and tips he has about life. he’s so young but he already knows so much and is continuing to learn and improve to be better. i’m a proud mother
ANYWAYS, I WROTE ANOTHER ESSAY. WHAT’S NEW. keep on asking me more questions if ya want :D
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