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#so I’m upset and I go outside to where a massive white heron is
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I feel like I should get to not question reality every single day at least for lesbian visibility week. Let me have this plz
#just let me be a lesbian in peace and not always spiral into whether any of this is real
#I had the worst fucking dream and it completely ruined my day genuinely
#I was not me. some girl with black hair that was a lot young and I was going on the bus with my older sister
#it was normal. we step on the bus then it cuts back to like another day
#and as I’m getting up from the porch to go to the bus my mom in this persons life stabs my
#dad and I just watch
#and I call the police bc WTF JUST HAPPENED
#and as I’m calling the lady on the phone is asking me again and again if I need someone
#and suddenly my hands aren’t so small their larger. I’m not a little girl I’m all grown up
#and I’ve just called 911 in a fit of remember a past trauam
#the lady starts shaming me and saying crazy ladies need to stop calling
#so I’m upset and I go outside to where a massive white heron is
#and we talk. I feed him I fill up the fountain in our yard
#but I keep questioning if he’s real
#bc randomly he just switches to a boy that looks like me
#we walk up the road and are called crazy by these kids playing hopscotch who don’t let him join in
#ofc I’m angry bc their being mean to my son who is also a heron but maybe not?
#and as I’m walking back home with my heron/son beside me he disappears and I wake up
#just gasping trying to know if my son was real if he was a heron or if he was even a boy
#and mind you I am not me. I’m a whole new person the ‘parents’ are not my own look nothing like my own family
#I’ve also never had a porch that leads to the road or had my
#mom kill my dad obv. or a son obv
#it’s just plagued my day. it felt so real. not knowing if any of it was real felt so vivid and strong
#it almost hurt. like I feel
#like I can’t breathe now
#it’s just confusing
#my dreams
#vent tag
#kinda is I mean it wasn’t a fun experience
#ruse rambles
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