#so I just get obsessed with their drama and try to snoop on lawsuit stuff

[funeralgreys]

does anyone else still have really complex feelings about atl

#I need to preface this huge rant by saying I know I’m not the victim in this scenario #but this is my blog and I need to talk about my feelings Or Else #I built my whole personality around them #I don’t wear their merch outside the house ever. #I listened to them in formative times #whenever dear Maria comes up in conversation I need to tell everyone the entire story #I still open incognito tabs to listen to them #they’re inevitably on my wrapped every year even tho I set them to do not play p much monthly #they were like my parasocial besties when I had like no one #and felt so lonely #I hate them I hate them I hate them #I miss them #idk how to stop feeling like I’m obsessed with them #so I just get obsessed with their drama and try to snoop on lawsuit stuff #because even still I’m in denial like I don’t want to believe it #but I have no real reason not to I know I’m just being dumb #I don’t know how to carry on when they are such a huge part of my childhood and who I am #it’s been two years. and there is no closure #idk does anyone else still feel like this??? please #lol #< in pain #delete later // #shutuproxie