#smth smth greif and moving on

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Happy birthday to!! my own oc!!

(May 8th is Haru's birthday)

He gets to have some introspection. This references a whole bunch of character arcs he's gone through that uh. I haven't, posted, anywhere.

But its mostly coming to terms with loss and lingering attachments, and learning you are loved, in the end.

#kn8 oc #haru eizaki (oc) #anyways #theres a buncha other people there but #if you can identify them good for you is what im stickin with i think ghjhgjgh #you can maybe tell i was loosing steam at th last page or so #its FIVE FULL BODIES #i dont know how legs work man #also its the tags i can go wild so #basic rundown #for me #future me #and also you. if youd like it #but haru has had issues with kind of. resenting his parents #and also missing them #for a very long time #and its just #this whole thing of #hey they werent perfect but they also are not nearly as bad as you remeber them being #(you convinced yourself they were terrible because how else could you handle the loss?) #and also he has. been loved. had friends. had a kind of family #but he never quite realized it bcs uh. caught up in his own greif and also #the 'ideal' relationship betwen himself and others #and also his own failures #yknow how it goes #and also smth smth acknowledging your own greif and the fact that you miss people who were not perfect #letting them go (and being let go in return) #smth smth greif and moving on #anyways its like 2am i gotta go bed