#smfwtwd

[avemstella]

You don't understand the Enjou white day art fundamentally changed my brain chemistry. Enjou please return I need you best boy.

#fic stuff #smfwtwd #my art #genshin impact enjou #i love him your honor #so fun fact i posted smfwtwd on inazuma launch day #so enjou did not exist until like 6 months after #but he slipped very nicely into a role I already had planned for (which is a spoiler lol) #but it took an embarrassing amount of time later for me to realize that my version of Pierro had very similar energy to him #(also fire ) #(and a different spoiler) #so i decided to make them cousins #but yes if it isn't clear enjou (unmarried) is giving Loge love advice pfft

[avemstella]

A little late to the trend but this meme going around had me thinking about my two main characters (excluding Venti) of my fics and how it's a perfect encapsulation of their theoretical dynamic pfft.

#fic stuff #smfwtwd #my art #dedil stuff #furina #tartaglia #i do promise I'm actually working on my fics but I got a bit distracted haha #I found the hilarity of the assumption that they should be swapped very funny #childe is constantly complaining in smfwtwd about people assuming he enjoys killing #(he likes fighting there's a difference) #and my Furina is plotting murderous revenge my entire fic lol

[avemstella]

This Undertale quote still fucks with me, so when I saw the art meme I couldn't help myself. I love drawing things that only I have full context for, it's very fun pfft. Maybe one day this will all make sense, but for the moment you can speculate wildly haha.

(honestly I should have waited to post this after she shows up in United in Distaste (she's actually supposed to show up really soon in the Venti fic lol), but with new Remuria stuff coming out soon I couldn't help myself.)

#genshin impact #Erinnyes #egeria #fic stuff #smfwtwd #my art #dedil stuff #ever since i read the bit about Erinnyes having sea colored eyes and being a prophetess #i looked over at my poor decanonized egeria with sea colored eyes and who can see the future #and went holy shit #i love my unholy fic and canon fusions #if it isn't clear (which valid lol) the first pic is the “canon” timeline (as much as anything can be before actual canon comes in pfft) #2nd is dedil furina fic #and 3rd is united in distaste/smfwtwd #the wonders of seeing the future #and thats all I'll say hahahaahahaha #they were all fun to draw but smfwtwd had the advantage of me being able to go crazy on the foreshadowing pfft #i got to draw claude #and baby faced Cap #also it should be noted I'm still reeling from the arle video #but I had already been working on this for a hot minute #so u are getting it now

[avemstella]

Skirk Skirk Skirk my beloved

Her mention in the latest Archon quest has me by a choke hold

#smfwtwd #fic stuff #my art #genshin impact #genshin impact skirk #will canon skirk be anything like my fic version? #whose to say #but still god I'm so flattered when people say they think of my skirk when she gets brought up #like seriously thats insane to me thanks yall #thank u for liking this disaster woman #side not the archon quests have spawned several ideas so there might be some more art in the near future #im already working on one inspired by the whale bit #mostly because i can't believe i almost got that right #i mean i still might basically get it right #but mystery whale was probably not one of albedos bros but I can hope pfft

[avemstella]

So, uh little late on this, but thank you everyone for 2000 kudos on smfwtwd (it's technically 2007 now lol)! Like holy shit, how has that happened??? I still don't understand how my silly self-indulgent Harbinger fanfic that's wildly off canon in almost every way for ages now still gets new people engaging with it. I've been incredibly lucky with my readers and just, thank you all so much. I'm incredibly grateful every day for it, and just know it brings me endless joy that people enjoy my work. I can never thank everyone enough.

I don't have anything particularly related to my fic to give in celebration, however here's pictures of my new dog who might or might not be the reason the next chapter will be later than it should be haha (okay that's being written at a good rate I'm being dramatic)

Look at my adorable baby boy (he's not a baby he's two pfft).

#fic stuff #smfwtwd #avem rambling #I guess I can do one other thing #tiny tease for next chap #another character comes into the ring to decimate Ajax with their tragic family situation #and oooooh boy I've been waiting to reveal this one haha

[avemstella]

This is a terrible thing to post on Scara's birthday (happy birthday my son!), but I finished it today and the irony was too funny pfft. The Dottore Alice wedding was a miserable time for all but maybe the bride and groom and sort of the Tsaritsa. Ajax elsewhere still has the light in his eyes and has no idea what's coming haha.

(what is their ship name... Dottolice... Alottore...Alik...Zandice... I think I like the last one the best but there's other combos too)

(also if it isn't clear, Alice is a couple months pregnant with Klee here haha)

#smfwtwd #fic stuff #my art #alice and dottore will never not be funny to me #its just so fucking fascinating they are truly the dynamic I want to look at under a microscope #like do I truly ship them? #maybe depends on your definition #but damn I find the idea of them as klee's parents an idea above all others #ppffft if the two of them ever actually interact and people ship them and find this post #god what an illegible mess it would be hahahaa #tbh for the people who just followed me because of the furina fic its also a confusing mess for them too lol

[avemstella]

"A heart. His heart. His terrible broken out of sync heart. Which of those two gave it to him? Did it even matter in the end?" -SMFWTWD Chapter 26

Me swanks in very late to Scara's b-day with this piece of art I've had in my brain for months that I finally got around to finishing. Whoooooo haha.

Something, something, Dottore and Bina's parallels in his life (and in general), something, delusions and heart symbolism and scara's lack of agency (sometimes of his own volition), something, scara's terrible self-destructive habits that the good people in his life are themselves too messed up to handle (ex bina/nella/sandy) or the shitty ones take advantage (Dottore), something, something, every one here's an absolute mess and I love them pfft.

Also I made a gif of it that I have mixed feelings on, so it's below the cut. And just because of flashing and the like (so do be mindful).

#smfwtwd #fic stuff #my art #as with all art its not exactly what I wanted #but its good enough haha #eyestrain #just to be safe

[avemstella]

I've been meaning to do a redraw of the trailer shot with my version Skirk for ages, but I only just got around to it haha.

#fic stuff #smfwtwd #my art #I have mixed feelings about this #she looks a bit off and I can't figure out what it is lol #its fine haha #my beloved disaster girl #I'll miss the days when I could pretend u were canon #I'll mourn u while I write more of u in my fic pfft

[avemstella]

Lyngbakr

The never ending saga of me getting things almost right in my fic, but just a bit off pfft. Though whose to say maybe mystery whale is one of Albedo's brothers, a girl can dream.

#smfwtwd #fic stuff #my art #genshin impact childe #tartaglia #let it be known i did in fact write about ajax meeting a whale like creature in the abyss that inspired him long before fontaine #before even sumeru #it was chap 9 from dec 2021 pfft #but yes I want mystery whale to be an albedo bro entirely for a “I WAS RIGHT” moment #and because I always love another member of this disaster fam #but tbh I think it has something to do with the primordial water #to explain why that judgement happened

[avemstella]

Happy Birthday my beloved Ajax Childe Tartaglia! Anya hasn't shown up in my fic in a while so I was inspired.

Also new smfwtwd chapter will be out shortly, just posting this first haha!

#smfwtwd #fic stuff #my art #ok fic posting time

[avemstella]

Playing Fontaine has given me many thoughts, here are a few of them. Now I must return to writing pfft.

#smfwtwd #fic stuff #my art #this is a mix of my fic stuff making it so confusing to people who havent read it #but its fine pfft

[avemstella]

Happy Birthday Klee!!! I've actually had this as a random thing I was working on a bit back, then I went a couple days ago 'wait its Klee's bday soon I must finish it' haha so here it is

This is also another piece where I saw a painting and was like I must redraw with characters. In this case its Alice in Wonderland by George Dunlop Leslie, which is below the cut.

#my art #fic stuff #smfwtwd #genshin impact #genshin impact Klee #Genshin Impact Alice #the painting is literally an alice and wonderland reference and has a mother daughter #I had to draw them in it #alice my disaster lady I love u #I'm so excited to write the next bit of my fic with u in it u do not understand #there is something in that scene I've been setting up for so long and god its going to be so fun

[avemstella]

You will always be your mother's daughter...

Happy Birthday Bina!!!!

So I had already been drawing this because, you know, chapter 37. But then I saw a Kurapika hxh birthday art last night and went "oh fuck it's Bina's bday tomorrow" before going, wait, I'm literally already basically done with something for her. We love some perfect timing haha.

#fic stuff #smfwtwd #my art #read into the symbolism of this piece as u will #I had way too much fun with it #hopefully I'll remember my boy Sandy's bday this year #but we shall see pfft #though whatever I theoretically do for him will probably not be as horrifically angsty as this thing #and maybe some of the other harbs will get bdays haha

[avemstella]

Teaser for Zhongli's eventual appearance!???!!?!?!

No, it's April Fools haha.

#fic stuff #smfwtwd #my art #I almost forgot to do this ahhhhh #hey zhongli #this is the most chili yall are getting for a long as time pfft #one day one day

[avemstella]

Chapter 37 of SMFWTWD is out and ooooh booooooy it's a dozy. Uh, make sure u read the trigger warnings hahahaha (okay don't worry its nothing too bad but its a sensitive subject matter)

#fic stuff #smfwtwd #avem rambling #despite that concerning comment #i've been very excited to get to this chapter! #the characters might or might not have been having a good time but i did lol

[avemstella]

MY SON MY CHILDE MY BOY!!!! I'm so excited u don't understand whooooooo!!! I'm so ready for him to cause the fake french maybe also british (or even spanish, honestly vaguely 'western' european) people so many issues.

I can imagine in my heart of hearts off screen he is causing one totally canon Lieutenant Claude Anouilh of the Fontaine Armed Forces endless issues. I can believe.

But in all seriousness I'm super interested in this because of the potential for some more Harbinger interaction. Other than Siggy and him (and some implied mostly off screen interactions) we really don't have any and Arlecchino in particular is also there. She and Childe have some honestly super fascinating contradictory beliefs in child raising (childe does anything to keep their innocence while she seemingly raises them so they would be prepared for anything regardless of what they have to go through). Other than Pulcinella and Columbina (though all 3 for very different reasons), Arlecchino is definitely the one I'm most interested in seeing interact with Childe.

#avem rambling #genshin impact #fic stuff #smfwtwd #kind of lol #I'm talking of claude pfft i can justify it #ahhh I can't wait to write this silly side character who was supposed to only show u for 5 minutes again #his arc and the fontaine stuff I have planned over all is very exciting to me #i've hinted at it a bit with the pirate stuff from last chapter but ahhahaah #canon don't destroy my plans too much pls #also if not clear I want Pulcinella interactions with childe because he is morally questionable grandpa #and columbina because shes the only one childe doesn't want to fight #and I'm so curious about what she feels about him in turn #I just really want her to be the only harbinger who genuinely likes him (other than nella) #but childe just gets such rancid vibes from her he doesn't get it #a comedy errors of colombina going 'omg cute sort of human baby boy' #and childe 'ahhh why is scary angel lady following me' #ok ive gone off topic ill stop now pfft