#skjfdh anyway yeah

[rivilu]

I have scientifically created the most mutually uncomfortable dynamic in my fucked up little lab that the world has ever seen. I'm being arrested for unsound character keeping practices

#shut up river #so. it does get better by the end dfjhgk #but in astarionmance timeline the whole start of the relationship was. um #well you already know the fucked up reasons why astarion pursues tav #but add on to that Alfhart's side of things. where for backstory reasons he's already rejected the entire camp because something something- #doomed by the narrative something something wouldn't be a baldurs gate oc if there wasnt a looming time bomb right. #And he doesnt want to fall in love with someone and subject them to (gestures vaguely at backstory thing) but by the time Astarion asks.. #he's uh. worn down. And though he sees through the act -contrary to popular belief he was in fact not born yesterday- in his mind he's like #'well i guess better he does this to me and not someone else whose feelings actually matter lmao. and HE's not going to get hurt- #when the inevitable happens so win-win; kind of' #neither of those bitches are happy about the arrangement in act one djkgdh #things kinda get better from there because they get attached to eachother against their will and by the end there's genuine love there #confetti noises #now good luck explaining to him at the last moment that you have maybe 1-2 years max left until you're mysteriously dissapeared dipshit!! #skjfdh anyway yeah #[oc] Alfhart #i realise for some mutuals this is not extreme in the slightest but LOOK- LET ME LIVE FNGDSJKG

[faireatoi]

3. 14. 17. 23. 43. 45. 46.

3. Have you gone out in public wearing an anal plug or vibrator device?

s: No, sadly;;; it’s one of those thing that i would conceptually love, but the risk of being like… caught in a Bad way… :s idk if i’d ever rlly try it w/o a lot of prompting.

b: n o id like the idea of it but i literally cannot even wear a tampon ???? sfjkdh theyre too big for me? even one finger - n my fingers are tiny - can’t even fit so....no sdjkfh

14. Has someone ever written a  love letter, song or poem for you?

s: Mmm, yeah. I try to forget it exists.

b: my first gf writes poems n sdhfkj i still have the little poems she wrote after we first kissed ;; n the thing she made me for valentines. im ?? rlly soft i fsdkjh even though we dont really talk i still just like looking back at it and remembering. she’s super talented n i love her writing ;;;

17. State 8 facts about your body:

s: Uhm… idk, rlly? I mean… I’m rlly tall? Nd just like… generally big? I have broad shoulders nd wide hips nd just… yeah. It’s not ever been super great for my self-esteem, so I don’t tend to talk about it a lot. Uhm… I’m really pale too? Like the lightest shade of make-up doesn’t work for me depending on the brand, and I can use baby-powder as make-up without affecting anything. But! Plus side, I bruise really easily, which… as you all know…. /coughs. I’m also generally very sensitive? Like in random places – my neck, my upper back, the tops of my thighs? It’s weird. I think that’s 8??? Ye.

b: im really tiny like..im 5′1 n barely 100 lbs n my pinky is sfkdjhj 2 inches? im just..Tiny like sarah freaked out when she found out i can fit size 0 sfdkjh. my shoulders slope at different angles too n its not Noticeable but its skjfdh god. also i may have a cyst in my wrist. im still able to fit shirts from middle school and shirts that were big on me in elementary can fit now. im also like..not sensitive at All sexually but to everything else like little sounds and things in the corners of my eyes im hypersensitive to. speaking of sensitive i also get turned on rlly easily which sarah thinks is adorable but i think is just annoying sfjdkh..i did fencing in high school so my thighs are still rlly muscled n Also i have a tiny beauty mark like jongs blingspot which i :’) heckin lov 

23. Random thing that turns you on?

s: People’s voices. Like… people with a specific tone of voice, I’m… wow, yeah, Pls.

b: petnames......baby boy...daddys baby boy..........................................um also when people are dommy but even just subtly? like im kind of rlly a brat n if someone said like ‘tell me anyway’ when i said not telling i just...guh

43. What one piece of advice about sex would you offer the virgin you?

s: Lmao, don’t lose it to the person you lost it to? Uhm… generally just… it’s okay to wait? And to enjoy yourself. You don’t have to rush.

b: based on what ive already done..dont just do it bc you can, esp since youve only known her for like 3 days. also don’t..get so emotionally involved but dont worry bc just bc she doesnt like you like you like her doesnt mean you cant be friends

45. During sex, what instantly turns you off?

s: Uhm… idk…. I mean, it depends on the moment? But generally like… I don’t do well with anything that reminds me of my ex, so like… the last time I had to literally safeword out of a scene was because of a guro-esque comment that my dom at the time made jokingly and I immediately went ‘Nope. Sorry, I know you didn’t mean it but literally Nope.”

b: being bitten. just...no

46. If you could change anything about the way you were raised, what would it be?

s: I mean…. they could have chilled on the Good Southern Baptist Christian Values like….. a lot. Nd that one time they tried to put my in a psych ward for having a gf….. coulda done w/o that one, lmao.

b: maybe Not having a mom that snoops through everything or that is every types of phobic there can be..just a more supportive n nice mom in general damb

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