#sitting in the backseat of his car; drunken chaos and new adventures

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i really have met the most incredible person. no one has ever made me feel this way. to feel so cared about and loved and listened to, every single day… for somebody to go out of their way, every single day, just for you, just because they care, just because they want you to feel better… to have so much faith in me, endlessly… i feel so lucky. i feel so honoured that i got to have him. anyone would be so, SO lucky to have him… but i got him. he chose me.

#he took me on a long drive today because i was very sad #he had a really tiring day at work; he has a very tough manual labour job and isn’t treated very kindly there #but i asked him to come over and he did #we sat in my room and i didn’t say much; i felt a little emotionally comatose; he came in and i’d been crying all day #he said i looked cute with the mascara under my eyes and he kissed my face and said silly stupid things to try and make me laugh #he asked if i wanted to spend the night at his and i would’ve if i didn’t have my cat to take care of #so we went on a drive and he let me play my favourite album; he always lets me pick the music #and we drove to the lookout and he pulled down the seats and we sat in the boot and talked #he listened to me talk about why i was so sad… it was really really deep heavy things #and then we just talked about everything and nothing for a long while. then he took me home #he’s so beautiful #he’s like a real life teddy bear. he’s so smart and so kind. hes so strong and beautifully protective of me… i feel so safe #he messaged me afterwards and told me how excited he is to see where our relationship goes… for more silly conversations and deep talks #sitting in the backseat of his car; drunken chaos and new adventures #he told me he wants me to meet his parents and he’s so excited for me to go to the taylor swift concert and he’ll watch every single video #i feel so happy and so lucky #anybody would be so lucky to have him #but i got him #he’s MY boyfriend. he picked me. over all the beautiful women he picked me #i couldn’t ask for a better partner. he’s so beautiful. he’s not perfect but at the same time he is #maybe he’s just perfect for me #puppietalk