#sinking my claws into this song bc it pleases the adhd this morning and is somehow lessening the

[happywitch416]

#sinking my claws into this song bc it pleases the adhd this morning and is somehow lessening the #oh gods I've got so much to do in like 2 hours before someone gets to the house Total Fucking Shutdown #true story knowing why you do something does not make it better #i know its my adhd. i know its also jet fueling my anxiety bc having a perfect house is a Mask of Sane for me #this is what we mean when we say masking is exhausting. its the not sleeping. its the speed run to make everything perfect #ONCE YOU CAN YANK YOUR DAMN BODY INTO MOTION LIKE AN ILLBEHAVED PUPPET #horrible part is i know this gal knows that im like this and i still cant give myself permission to have a little dust #its all fine and dandy to know why you do a thing. but that doesnt help not do it. you are still trapped in the aquarium #wishing you werent doing this #i can handle so much but the moment my adhd starts getting out of hand i cant do fuck about it other then be angry #the witch speaks #gonna find my happy place and hammer it to the floor #Spotify