#sige gyud !!!1

[tfshouldidohere]

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sorry kay mahal gihapon tka, sorry kay maskig unsaon ni nko akoang dughan mingawon gihapon ko nimo, sorry kay inani akoang kibati para nimo maski kahibaw ko lud-on ka sah concept na kita, sorry kay miss nko katong mga times nga wla ka kahibaw namakak ko, sorry kay kimingaw ko sah mga times nah love pa gihapon ko nmo nah dli ra as a friend, sorry kay magselos og ma suya ko kada isturya og post og maski reblog nmo sah post sah uban tao kay dli ko ganahan makakita sah atoang duha inig tan-aw nako ninyo, sorry kay mura kog buang2, sorry kay ki ampuan pah gihapon nako na magbalik tah og ki ampuan pd nako na dli ka makapangita og la-in tao na ma-love nimo pariha sa way na ki love ko nmo, sorry kay inani akoang batasan, sorry kay selfish pah gihapon ko hantud karon, sorry kay mahal gihapon tka

#sige gyud !!!1 #ang mu translate ani kay barangon nako #wla mo kakita ani #guys mabuang njd ko #basin kay kidugo ko noh #hormones rah tingali ni mga bai #tfshouldirambles

[heypoksy4]

My speech after gimisahan si nanay 🕊 (epilogue)

“Una sa tanan, gusto lang ko magpasalamat sa mga nitambong, nag extend sa ilang hands and nag exert ug effort gikan sa pagkasakit ni nanay up until sa gibawian nasiyag buhay… ug salamat sa tanang tao nga nisuporta since day 1 sa haya ni nanay up until sa last lamay. Kabalo namo ug kinsa mo, gatan-aw ang Ginoo perminti ug unta ibless pamog taman-taman tanan. Ug karung adlawa, sa mga naa diri… salamat kaayo sa inyong tanan. Ginoo nay mubalos sa inyong kamaayo. Thankful kaayo mi (Ladaran ug Guiritan Family) sa tanan-tanan tabang, effort ug suporta nnyong tanan. So karun, naa rakoy mga ishare ug gusto ipaabot. January 26, after nako nibisita sa fatima nagpadamgo si nanay sako, sa damgo… niabot daw kos fatima tapos tingala ko halos naa mi tanan magpipinsan, naa mi halos tanan magpamilya… tas niatubang ko kay nanay, iyang itsura is katong baskog pagyud kaayo sya. Nashock ko ug nangutana, “nay? nakalakaw nman lagi ka? okay na imong tiil?” ana sya, “okay man gyud ko” tas tingala ko nag paspas syag lakaw padulong sa tindahan dapit. Ana ko “naunsa ka nay?” Ana sya, “sirad-i ang purtahan sa likod kay nay gusto mukuha sa akoa”. Tas nahilom ming tanan tapos nag start namig hilak, tas gidali2 pud ug sirado ang purtahan. Tas ana si nanay “hay salamat, maghulat ta makompleto ta kay para makapahulay ug sayo.” Mao rato akong damgo. Pero pag mata nako, nakahilak ko. Sakit akong dughan. Some of us, gahilak ug makahilak kay tungod sa pagkawala ni nanay but I know some of us too labaw na sa akong mga pinsan nga mga apo nya ug labaw na sa mga anak ni nanay ug tatay, naay part gyud sa atoa nga makahilak ta sa part nga disappointed kaayo ta sa atong kaugalingon kay wala nato natupad ato mga promises kang nanay. Sauna, mag tapok mi mag pipinsan, mag hunahuna mi. Unta mahuman namig skwela tanan, pag human namog skwela ang unahon gyud namog spoil si nanay ug tatay kaso Nay, sorry kaayo nay. Kung naa man ka diri kabalo nagyud kos imong ingnon “sige lang gud lang, padayun lang”. Isa ka sa mga tao nga wala nahurot ang bilib sa akoa ug samoa. Ikaw ang tao nay nga grabe ka appreciative maski sa mga gagmay na butang. Everytime mubisita ko ddto or kami, unsa amo mahatag maski pan ra or pang merienda imong pasalamat kay sobra sobra. Muingon dayun kag “Haaaay salamatttt, thank you lang”. Salamat kaayog dako sa inyo ni tatay, kay ug unsay naa mo di gyud mo gaduha-duha ug hatag inig mangayo mi. Labaw na sa mga kauban nnyo sa fatima. Salamat sa inyong sakripisyo, salamat sa tanan-tanan pag antos nnyo sa amoa. Grateful gyud kaayo ming tanan nga kamo among nanay ug tatay. Nay, sige lang. Padayun lang. Kabalo ko, naa naka run sa maayong kamot ug sa paradise nga gusto nmo lantawon inig mata nmo sa kabuntagon. Naremember pa nako mao gyud na imo gusto unta, mamuyo mog malinawon ni tatay usab sa bohol. Pero nay, ayaw nag kabalaka karun kay mas nindot nga paraiso imong lantawon. Salamat sa tanan-tanan-tanan nay ug tay. We love you so much nay ug padayun namong palanggaon si tatay. Daghang salamat sa inyong tanan.” 🤍

Nay, happy birthday! Kabalo ko nia raka gatan-aw permi namo. Hinaot nay iguide mi nmong tanan. Kabalo sab ko nga naa naka sa maayong kamot ron ug sa imong gina asam-asam nga paraiso. Nay, palangga ka namong tanan 🥹🕊🎈

[munkybrand]

Ang AMAHAN ang pinaka da best nga TEACHER 🤓 sa tibuok kalibutan kay ginatudlo-an ta nila ug:

1. ANATOMY: "Mata gamita pagpangita, DILI BÀBÀ!!"

2. SANITATION: "Unsay pagtoo nimu, GAPUNITON ANG KWARTA?!!"

3. HISTORY: "Kami sa una, singko ray balon pero eskwela gihapon!" ug "Katong bata pa ka, ako bya nag-ilo nimo!"

4. SOCIAL AWARENESS: "Ayaw na pamili ug sud-an, daghan bata karon waay makaon!"

5. RELIGION: "Hutda nà ang pagkaon, GABAAN GYUD KA NI LORD!"

6. ECONOMICS: "Ayaw pag usik-usik, punita na ang mumho sa lamesa ug KAN-A!"

7. MATH: "Kita ka aning KUMO? PILA MA NI?!" ug "PAG DALI BA! Ihap ko taman lima ha, isa.. duha.. !!"

8. ELECTRONICS: "Ga-sige ra ka'g laaglaag ha, GROUNDED KA KARON!!"

9. PSYCHOLOGIST: "Unsa man imong hunahuna sa imung kaugalingon, MILYONARYO?!! PAGPUYO BEH!!"

10. MEDICINE: "Itulog lang na imong sakit sa ngipon, mawala ra lagi na ugma!"

11. WIZARDRY: "Buhaton gani nimo na, ngitngit pa sa alkitran imong kaugmaon!"

12. LOGIC: "Ang nakadaot ninyo, maoy naka maayo namo."

13. REVERSE PSYCHOLOGY: "Sige, ayaw gyud paminaw sa ako! Wa ko'y labot maunsa ka!!"

Happy Fathers Day, mga paps!! ;)

#fathersday #babysummerdiaries

[rielrnl]

Dear FutureMe,

Hi self! Kamusta na man ka? 22 na ka pagsuwat nimo ani pero wa gihapon kay uyab hahaha charot sagdi lang nana bitaw kay work. Anyways, kamusta na man ka? 2021 na besh, happy new year!

Kamusta ang work? I hope you are happy and you still continue to grow and learn everyday in the career path that you chose. I hope na follow na nimo imong mga plans and schedules. Puro ra baya ka plans, no actions. Joke! I know you are great at everything you set your heart into. I hope you never lose that kind of attitude. Take niya balik sa board exam ha, kaya lagi na nimo, ikaw pa! Or maybe there’s another path you wanna take? Just keep walking and never stop learning.

Naa pa ba gihapon ka sa Golden Prince nag work? Char general accountant baya ka sa Golden Valley. Considering your lack of experience, I am a bit worried but at the same time excited for you right now while writing this letter. I am very proud of you. I hope you still feel valued and appreciated like how I feel right on my very first few days of work. Pero akong mantra, “work to learn, not to earn” lang sa. I hope enough or pwede na imong experiences and learnings karon para sa new mantra nga “work to learn & earn”. Kung naay mas better nga opportunities moabot, why not? If you choose to go with something better, be forever grateful.

How’s your relationship with your family? Have you fulfilled your promise to spend more time with them? You know they’re not getting any younger. I’m so happy na fulfill na nimo. If wala gani, please do. It’s never too late. I doubt nga dili ni nimo ma fulfill coz you have a big heart and your family is what you consider as your greatest treasure. Please stay being a good ate despite being super duper maldita and be a good daughter. Hardheaded baya ka but I know you are so thankful for your parents. You don’t always say and show it but you are always proud of them for raising you the way they did. It wasn’t perfect but it was warm and cozy. I know your papa and mama will always be proud of who you have become. And let’s be forever grateful to them especially to papa for being strong and for refusing to give up when the going gets rough. Ka swerte ba nimo girl! Pagtinarong sa imong life ha!

Please tawn ayaw na sigeg palit sa mga butang nga dili nimo kinahanglan. Gastador raba kayka dzae. Hopefully, changed woman na ka karon. SAVE SAVE SAVE PLS! Help but please save a little for yourself. That’s the only way you can continue helping others. You cannot give what you do not have baya. Don’t get tired and don’t get angry with people abusing your kindness. Learn to accept the fact that some people just couldn’t get enough with the help they are receiving until they take everything they can get from you. Impatient raba kayka girl. Mokalit lang ug ka gamay imo utok. Also, learn to ask for help. I know you think kaya ra nimo tanan, feeling independent baya ka! Mao na wa kay uyab charot hahahah. Some people are actually ready to help, all you need to do is ask and never forget to thank them afterwards.

Okay, usapang lovelife. Naa ba tay improvements diring dapita? Di jud ko motuo nga nana kay uyab run. I know you too well. This aspect of your life seems impossible. Ayaw na lagi pag minaldita! Tagda na imong mga admirers. Pag glasses pirmi aron makakita ka kay poor eyesight raba ka. Take risks pud girl! Maayo kayka mag pretend raba na wa kay pake though you’re quite interested. But that’s okay though. Never make the first move! That’s our number one rule in flirting no matter how outdated that might be for most people. Find someone whose love is greater than yours. Ma compensate ra na nimo and ma equal ra na in time. Most separated couples started off with the girl whose love is greater than the guy. But what if nana kay uyab run? Really? Weh? Kinsa man na ba? Sure na jud na? Naa na jud? Whoever that guy may be, I wonder how he was able to get into your heart. Omg girl, pila sad kaha ka layer na imong security. Your walls are so high nobody would ever dare to climb it. Feeling gwapa sad kayka sa? Sige nalang. Gwapa na lang gud ka. Self love. Magdugay kaha mo? Makaya kaha niya imong kamaldita? Pungkle raba kag utok hahaha joke ra bitaw. I know he will have a hard time figuring you out especially what goes on in your head at first but I know he is and he will be so lucky to have you. I hope he knows that and he will never ever do something to lose your trust coz you really don’t hesitate to cut ties with people raba when hurt, with a great emphasis on cheating issues. “No second chances! But you can try. Just make sure you are prepared to lose me. ;)” Girl, remember this line! Hopefully, he won’t be stupid enough to test your resolution. Pero murag single pa man gyud gihapon ka run girl oy. Di sa ta magstoryag heartbreak. In a span of 1 year murag wala jud lagi gihapon pero hopefully naa na. Nothing is impossible bisan pa feel nako impossible kung ihatag na ni Lord. Di lang nato dalion si Lord ha kay basin wa pa na ready ang perfect match nimo.

Taasa na oy. Kapoyon gyud kag basa ani ba. I just hope that as you read this message, you will be reminded of how you feel while writing this. The excitement, the uncertainty...

I love you self! Take care of yourself and your family always. To more adventures and life lessons!

Love,

Elle of 2020

[please--just-let-me-be]

🥀

You shouldn’t have embraced me with open arms when it happened if you are just going to subject me to years of gaslighting and guilt-tripping. All I ever did was make up for my mistake and follow all your plans but still, you have never forgiven me. You never gave me the chance to experience adulthood normally because of that one thing that I did. I couldn’t even feel proud of my achievements like making it through college right on time despite the pregnancy, passing my board exam in my first take, or getting very high grades in my MS course, because for a long time I’ve always felt that whatever I do I will always be a failure in your eyes. It’s like I’m not allowed to be happy with my relationships and even my motherhood without feeling shame and guilt. You’ve never failed to make me doubt my worth because for you I’m a selfish, ungrateful brat who get through everything because of your help. In your words, maghimo ug sayop nya kamo ang papas-anon. “Remorseless.” How could that be? For years I’ve felt nothing but guilt and did nothing but make it all up to you. Wala gyud diay mo kakita ana? What more do you want? Oftentimes when you poke the hole too hard and push me to my limits, I’d have emotional outbursts but still, the same thing happens. You tell me that I’m a selfish, ungrateful brat who feels entitled to even feel pain or say that things are unfair. Kay kamo ang mas naay katungod para ana. Sa una pa gyud, I’ve alwas been grateful for your support and I worked hard to make up for that mistake. Dili ko ka storya ninyo ana pero gibawi nako sa ako pagskwela ug pag achieve sa mga dapat kab-uton. Ug magpost man ko, as it is the easiest way to express ourselves without having to do it in person, tanan pasidungog inyoha gyud na. Bisan ako classmates nga ingnaun ko nila na proud sila nako kay nakaya nakos university nya ato pang panahona nga lisod kaayo amo subjects naapas nako unya maayo ko sa klase, di gyud ko maka agree nila kay mauwaw ko maghinambug. Or when someone tells me maayo daw ko moatiman ug mo tudlo sa bata kay healthy and smart ang bata, dili gyud ko mo acknowledge ana without telling them that it was all because of you. Inyo ra gyud. Wala mana nako gikasakit kay thankful man gyud ko ninyo. Dili lang ko confident gyud na akuon ang credit sa tanan. Everytime you throw hurtful words at me I’d just forgive you over and over and over again. But when will you ever forgive me? Gikapoy nako.

There were countless times that you shamed or discredit me in front of people as if I had no dignity to keep or reputation to uphold. All you ever thought about was your reputation. At first I thought it’s only right I had to endure all of that because I committed a mistake, and I could not surpass everything if it weren’t for you. Tinuod bitaw. Even so, never did I ever feel confident to credit myself, too, for all that. Everywhere, what people know is always your version of the truth. Not mine.

Parte sa akong kinabuhi, I could not even connect with you. You do not know me. Parte sa among relasyon, I couldn’t even talk about him in front of you, couldn’t even ask for advice because I know what you’re going to say. Even when I didn’t ask for any, naa man gyud moy ika storya. Everytime my child mentions him in front of you, ma tense ko unsa nya inyo isulti. Normal pa ni? Just recently, she always talks about wanting her dad to come to her birthday. Masuko mo ug ayo nako and you tell me hurtful things like keeping my feet on the ground because I’m dreaming too high, nag illusion na kog ayo nya wala gani koy ikabuga pa, ug kanang ako ipamugos sa bata ang iyang amahan o ipamugos nako sa iya among anak. Dili pwede gusto rako magkauban mi 3 bisan panagsa ra? Once, twice or thrice a year ra baya. Di pwede gusto lang niya magkauban mi bisan maulaw siya ninyo kay wala pa siya nahuman? Hapit na baya. Di pwede gusto lang sa bata na ma kumpleto mi panagsa kay mao iya makita sa tv, sa youtube, movies…? Nakasabot nalang gani ang bata na skwela pami mao dili mi pareha sa iya makit-an na ang family is supposed to be under one roof. Sobra na bitaw, napuno nako sa inyo mga storya. And this isn’t something I could just talk about to anybody. Kung naa lang koy kwarta dugay rako nag seek ug professional help. Kapoy nakos akong kinabuhi. Kana bang inyo gyud ipanawng nako na wala jud koy naabot. Bantog kay dili pako successful di nalang jud diay nako deserve nga malipay kos mga gagmay nga butang like the thought of having quality time with my own little family? Wala man gyud ko naghinambog sa una pa pero nganong ingana man inyo tan-aw nako. Dili malikyan masuya ko sa uban nga pareho nako nabuntis ug sayo bisan niundang silag skwela they were given the chance to be with their partner nya ang bata complete iya family. Ug buot hunahunaon wala pa gani nangahuman unya nangundang pa jud, pero malipayon ra gihapon. Wala man ko ni reklamo sa among set up ug wala ko nag demand na dapat pareho mi ana unta. Kuntento naman ko na ingun ani lang anay, samtang wala pami na successful, mirespeto raman mis inyo mga plano ug desisyon para namo. Pero nganong ingani man? Ngano iguilt-trip man ko o ingnaun nga bagag nawng, ilusyonada? Ana nalang gyud diay ko kadautan tungod sa ako nabuhat? Wala gani ko ni work pa kay nisunod kos inyo plano na mag masteral anay unya mag teach sa private school ug 1 year for experience before moapply sa university or sa gawas. I’m following the “right” path, aren’t I? It seems like di pa diay ko ninyo patrabahuon aron ma tomboy2 rako ninyo o mastoryahan sa tanan ninyong gusto? I have always loved and respected you, understood your anger and “pain” mao bisag sakit na inyo mga storya magtimpi rako. But now I realized I am more in pain than you and that I do not deserve to be treated like this. You are so selfish and toxic. Toxic gyud. My mental health has been deteriorating because of you. Or feel ra guro nako, sige ra baya kog daydream diba? Wala nag tan-aw sa kamatuoran. I have always understood that pain lingers for a long time and it is difficult to forget that pain. But forgetting is different from forgiving. You can forgive but still feel hurt when you remember that pain. You have not forgotten, you have certainly NOT forgiven me and you have no intention to. I thought love isn’t supposed to hate or hold grudges.

Ma insulto kog ayo ingnaun ko ninyo mag apply sa DSWD as a single mother. Sumpayan pa, aw nagpaka mother ba gyud diay ka? Or makadungog ko muingon mo sa uban tawo na pina-angkan rako. Mibarog baya unta sya pero di mo gusto iya apilyedo dalhun. Ok raman na. Wala pod sya sa birth certificate ni Klei bisan ngalan man lang. Nisabot ra gihapon ko. Ni tuman rako. Unsay naa papel raman na. Pero mahiubos ko sige huna2 sa ikasulti sa uban. Daghan mangutana nako ngano ingana daw amo sitwasyon nga kami paman, ngano ani ngano ana ngano ngano ngano? Daghang storya i-explain ra nako inyo side and defend you, kay mismo ako nisabot jud kog ayo, wala ko nalain anang inyo desisyon. Naa gyud na sa ako huna2 sa una pa nga pila raba tawn na, compared sa ako nabuhat na sayop diba? I have always believed that you had every right to feel angry and decide kay inyo gud ko gidawat pa. Karon murag nasobrahan ra gyud. Sa inyong atubangan mura rakog wala pero di na nako kaya jud.

Forgive me for venting out. I could not take it anymore. Just let me be. I could not even cry bisan ganahan ko mohilak. Sakit na sa dughan. Kapila nako nakatubag sa una, mao ra gihapon ang mahitabo. They would hate me even more and label me childish, ungrateful, disrespectful, entitled, selfish. Mao dili nalang ko mo storya bisan pag tan-aw nako naay point akong gusto istorya kay motaas na pod, mobalik napod sa sugod. Gipinasagdan na tamo na mangstorya nakog lain. Kapoy. Mura rag ligid mag balik2 mag balik2 bisan unsaon pa nakog hilak dira walay mausab. Hilom nalang dai oi nya pagpaka manhid kay si kinsa ka ba. Ay pag hilas hilas.

“Nganong kapoy kaman? Naa raman kas balay weekdays bantay bata nya skwela weekend, magkauban pamos imong uyab.” Bitaw. Naa rakos balay pero nagtika dunot na akong utok ug paminaw. Malipay ko mag weekend maka eskapo na sad ko. Selfish no? Well, what if I die tomorrow? Is it a sin for enjoying the little things in life and giving my self what I deserve? Dapat gyud magpaka miserable nalang ko? I deserve to be happy even when I’m hurting. I deserve to live my life the way I want to. I just have to hide because I’m not allowed to, not when I’m still paying for the price. Basta nagsunod ko sa tanan nilang gusto ug nag binawi ra kog hinay2. Wala nakoy mahimo sa ilang huna2 nako na di na gyud mausab.

Again, just let me be. You don’t know what it feels like to be in my shoes. And don’t worry, I’ve always been resilient.

[yesmynameiscarl]

ONE SIDED LOVE AND HOW TO DEAL WITH IT

By Carl Dave Black Ang

(WARNING: LONG AND PAINFUL)

Tinuod gyud diay nga usahay kailangan ka mag move on bisan wala nagka kamo. Kailangan nimo buhian bisan wala pa nimo nakuptan. Kailangan nimo humanon bisan wala pa moy nasugdan. Unrequited feelings. One Sided Love. Lain-lain og tawag but same pain, same struggles, same dilemma.

I'm sure we've all been in a position in our lives where we've had feelings or been in love with someone who simply does not share the same view of you.

Kanang mangluod ka kung eseenzoned.

Magselos kung naay laing kuyog or kaestorya.

Hatagan og sweet meaning tanan bisan wala ra to niya.

Masuko kung dugay moreply.

Mangitag importansya, nya, dili diay mo uyab.

This can be a tough thing to deal with. It is tough, very tough. Ang paghimo palang daan og decision is already a struggle, how much more dealing with its pain and rejection. Maabot ka sa point wherein kailangan ka mo pili, Do you have to let go? Fight for it? Try to change their mind? Play the waiting game? Or possible maabot naka sa point nga ethreaten nimo sya nga maghikog ka kung dili sya ma imoha.

For me, normally, once I felt like my feelings are unrequited, I will slowly let them go. Fighting for it is a TV/movie misconception, blame it sa sige nato’g tan-aw og teleserye and mga hopeless-romantic films. If you’ll come to think of it, the time you spend wasting your emotions towards that person is the perfect time you could be spending looking for someone else, someone “better”, someone who might feel the same way too or would reciprocate our feelings.

Now, I would like to share with you 5 ways on how to deal with unrequited feelings.

1. Be brave. Be brave enough to tell the person how you feel. Kay kung di na nimo ipagawas, motubo na ug mahimong dakong bugas sa imong nawng. Bitaw, walay mawala nimo kung mo tog-an ka, dako ang chance nga rejection imong madawat from the person, however, basin diay the feeling is mutual. Ayaw lang og asa pag ayo.

2. Be busy. Avoid the object of affection. Instead of spending long hours talking to that person, be more productive. The more you get in contact with the person, the deeper the feelings will become. Avoid being stagnant, or wala kay buhaton kay for sure mag hunahuna napod ka niya, ma tintal kag message niya. I know the feeling of acting like you’re busy, but in reality you’re lonely, but you have to do it.

3. Don’t take it personally. Di nato mapugos or masugo atong self kung kinsa atong elove, it’s not for us to decide. Ingon pa’s Jolu B Diago (akong friend), it’s a chemical reaction sa body (endorphin), so it’s a chemistry thing. If dili ka love sa person it doesn't mean that you're unworthy of love, or not good enough, the person may like you, but the feeling of LOVE isn't there. So DON’T blame yourself and the other person.

4. Be realistic. Accept acceptance. Sa 5 steps of grieving apil na sya, acceptance is always the key. Denial man ka pirme, mag sige kag asa nga basin diay pwede mo, basin machange iyang heart magka gusto pod sya nimo. You will just prolong your agony. So better just face the truth and the fact nga wala jud.

5. Know your worth. True love, by definition, needs to be mutual, because it is a shared emotion—a give and take. If you think ikaw ra pirme ang ga sigeg give, and you know for yourself that you deserve to be loved too and be appreciated, then stop what you’re doing. Self-worth is very important para makabalo ka kung asa ka kutob, unsa ra imong dapat buhaton, and what you truly deserve.

Dealing with unrequited feelings can be VERY difficult, so for your own sake, you have to pull yourself together and try to move on.

This was my goodby message to him.

"To be fair, I won't leave you hanging. So I’m giving you our closure. Hopefully this would me my last chat and our last convo. I'm tired and hurt. Everything I do would just remind you of your ex and your ex best friend whom you fell in love with. I no longer have my identity kay sila pirme imong mahinumduman. Cant you see, they left you. And the person who's here for you and would do everything for you is hurting, you’re hurting. Your eyes are clouded. You don’t see me at all. You see them instead. I don’t feel my presence being appreciated while you mean everything to me. Bisan unsa ko ka busy. I will drop everything just to entertain you. You're the first thing and the last person I talk to everyday. But never was there a time nga ikaw ang ni message og una. I know almost everything about you but never did you ask anything deep about me. Asking is a sign of interest. And I guess you are not interested. Never ko nmo gipangita. Feel nako mura’g samokan ka every time mo chat ko. Now, I ran out of reasons to stay because you never want me to. Guess I should never be a part of your life. Ako ra gipugos akong self. I wish wala nalang tka gi add. I wish wala nlng ta nagkaila. I was helping you then find yourself, but I end up losing myself. Salamat sa time. God bless ____. This is my closure. This is our closure."

Thank James Enrique Walson for letting me use your photo nga one-sided pod 😂

[simplegilmarie-blog]

Friend

Should I call you a friend? You don't like me! I hate you! I don't want to be near you! So kabalo mo sa nahitabo this past few weeks? Nadepress na pud ko wala ko kabalo kung nganong muhilak lang ko'g kalit pag naa koy makita na magpost sa fb ug nakadefend na sa thesis. Unya naa pa ko'y friend na nag ingon na OK lang sa iya na mawala or masuko si Kate sa amo dili man pud siya parehas kay Gladys! Murag si Gladys lang iyang friend! Kung makasugo sa ako mura bayag si kinsa baga kaayug nawng unya si Gladys lang iyahang ivalue! Wow nimo uy naa pa kay mga ginaingon na misking ingnon ka na ginaturing naka nila na bff dili gihapon nimo sila bff kay si gladys lang imong bff! Naglagot ko sa imo Kay nafeel nako na dili gyud ko nimo makita as a friend ayyy! Kay bugo imong tan-aw sa ako kay imoha lang kong sugosugoon ug ingnan ug abnormal ko! OK sige let's say na yagayaga lang ng imoha, pero ginapafeel nimo sa ako na bugo ko kay sugo sugoon lang ko nimo misking kaya na nimo buhaton like ang pagsaka sa stairs, misking duol na kaayu sa imo ang catsup ako pa gihapon imong pakuhaon, misking nagkalisod ko kay basin dili ko kaexam sugoon gihapon ko nimo naglagot ko sa imong pagkasenyorita! Ug naay 1 time na nagbreakdown ko nafeel gyud nako imong pagka insincere na friend imoha lang gibilin akong bag didto na you could have opted to take it with you! And I felt your in fakeness when you say things to me! Fuck you for talking shit behind my back! I hate you !

[whythenwhatnow]

April 30, received a call gikan kay ate shampoo. Uli daw ko kay gioalayas nami sa pulis sa among flat. Gihatagan mig 24 hours para hakot. Kaning among landlord kay wala naman diay bayad2 sa tag iya, mao nang nireklamo sa court. Niuli ko dayon, half day lang ko anang adlawa. Maayo gani kay sugot tong balhinan namu na itransfer na mga gamit adtong bag o balhinan. Gamay lang kog gamit, dali ko nahuman og hipos and hakot if ako lang gamit, but ofcourse, tabangan ang uban pra mahuman. Hahah wala miy tulog. Lagpas 24 hrs mi mata except shantelle and ate shampoo, ni sleep gyud na.

May 1, magbayad na sa adcp kaso pag dung adto, dili pa daw vacant among balhinan unta na room. So sa pikas room na lng daw mi kay mao ang vacant. Mag hakot na pod ani. Plus dili pa gyud mi makaluto kay wala miy lutuanan na. So puro ra mi fast food. Huhuhu absent ko pero nakatulog naman sa sleep i deserve.

May 2, back to work na ko, then pabalhinon na pod ko pwesto na pod hahahahahahha unsa naman ni, pirmi nako pabalhinon, tanan na lang. nice one May, hope nindot ilingkod adto. Hope dili kaayo daghan magsamok hihihi Pagkagabi, nahuman na gyud og hakot sa final na gyud na puy an.

May 3 still fast food gihapon ginakaon. Louya. Pero atleast mejo nahiluna na.

Ka roomate nako sila micmic, kuya dan og ate madonna. Ga sige gihapon arrange2 diri.

03/05/2019

1:53pm

[losterthanlost]

February 6, 2022

Hello.

Naa ko regla karon while typing. 3rd day na. Bago lang ko nahuman ug hugas ug plato.

Wala pa gihapon nagreply sa akoa ang OCS. Wala ko kabalo kung giapprove ko nila or wala. Ambot lang kung pwede ba magfollow-up or dili. Basi man gud ug magfollow up ko tapos makasab-an na hinuon.

So underload ko karon na sem. In case dili ko maapprove so basi wala na jud koy mahimo kundi mutuloy na lang gyud sa sem maski ug dili jud unta ko ganahan.

Gusto nako matulog ug tama for 7 days. Kaso kada-adlaw naa jud mga balakid. Pareho anang kada mumata ko sa alas 5 sa buntag kay naa pa sa balay sila mama ug papa. Dili ko ganahan jud. Ambot. Murag mahayan jud nako ni puhon ning batasan nako na dili ganahan mugawas ug kwarto kung naa sa balay sila mama ug papa. Pero dili lang jud ko ganahan jud. Samokan lang jud ko.

Naa sad ni akoang manghod na ambot basi nasobraan ra nako ni ug labanan kila mama ba na abusado naman hinuon. Or basi kay sa amoang duha siya ang pinakaginakunsinti sa iyahang mga lingaw lingaw. Pareho anang maguba lang iyahang dula kay suguon ug pag-andam sa iyahang higdaanan, muhilak. Gusto nako siya badlungon tapos i-train na magka disiplina sa sarili kaso ako man gani sa akoang sarili naa man sad gani ko problema sa cellphone ug sa disiplina. Sa isip ko gani, matarong ra jud nako ning tanan na bwiset sa akong immediate environment basta ma sigurado na akoang LOA. Naghulat na lang gyud ko sa approval sa university. Pisti kadugay ba uy.

Samokan na ko cgeg kpop kpop uy. Malingaw gihapon ko pero samokan na ko sa mahitabo sa akoa basa mag cge ko ug kpop. Toxic ug unhealthy kaayoa ng fandom culture. Maski fan culture mismo weird na sad. Dapat magsarili na lang ko ug fangirl uy. As in lala na jud siya kay pati pagkafan nako kay Taylor Swift naimpluwensyahan na sa mindset na nakuha nako sa kpop fandoms. Gusto sa jud nako magundang mag-isip ug maski unsa na kpop related. Pero sa halos tanan nako na social media naay kpop related contents. Tapos kada mag "limpyo" ko kay nagahesitate ko himuon na 100% kpop free akoang mga social media accounts. Ambot uy nabwiset ko sa akoang sarili.

Dapat dili nako makarecieve ug maski unsa na updates gikan sa maski kinsa na kpop group. Especially sa NCT ug Red Velvet. Aw wala man nagign hindrance sa akoang focu ang Red Velvet. Pero connected ra man gud na sila gud so dali ra kaayo ko maexpose sa NCT contents maski ug Red Velvet ra akoang gitan-aw. Pwede sad nako limpyuhon ang youtube playlists nako. Pero dili man cguro necessary uy. Didtua lang 'to. Kailangan lang jud nako ichange na akoang mindset sa daghan na bagay bagay.

Ang akoang kagaga naghimo na sad ug bago na twitter account gahapon. Kay para lang daw kuno i-gatekeep ang username na renyangsgirl. Murag wala man jud cguro makaisip maggamit ana na username uy kay corny man kaayo ahahaha. Pero wala lang. Basi lang man gud ug gamiton. Hehehe. Weirdo jud ko. SO yeah. Nakahimo na ko tapos wala pa ko kabalo kung unsa akong himuon ato. Kung unsa akong ipost or itweet. Kay pwede naman gud tanan na lang sa akoang sologosolo na lang na twitter account. Pero mao lagi nagsugod na akoa ng break ato na account like mga 10 days ago. Actually balak nako ni himuon na break for 10 months.

Speaking of 10 months na twitter break. Naa na sad ning murag maski ug layo pa gud to akong isip kay murag mga 2 weeks lang muabot na to. Ingana na kalutaw akoang utok. Grabe na jud ni. Unsa jud kaha na mindset ang nakaon nako or nahagilap nako maong naabot ko aning kahimtanga sa pangutok? Dili jud ni maayo na mindset ba. Matignala na lang ko in the span of what feels like 1 year, kay 45 years old na ko. Ambot uy. Daghan kaayog mga kabalaka sa life. Naa pa ni si mama medyo nega kaayo maka bwiset. Kung dili lang siya negative kaayo about sa pag UP nako. Dili unta maapektuhan akoang pagiskwela. Awa mas paspas na hinuon ko nawalaan ug gana. Dali ra kaayo ko magbreakdown kung lisod sabton ang ginabasa nako. Naa pa nang mag sige ug sulod sulod sa akoang kwarto. Tarungon ug isturya dili magtimaan, unya kung awayon na kay sige lagi ug sulod maski kapia na ingnan na dili magderecho sulod maski ug lamok ra na iyahang tuyo, ako na hinuon ang maldita. Makabwiset jud.

Tapos karon ang samokan na sad nako, kay kanang wala man nadayun tung pagpa-Manila niya noh kay alanganin jud sa edad niya ug sa covid situation ug sa iyaha jud lawas. Biklunon man diay na siya ug lawas. Well, para sa akoa mas okay man sad na dil jud siya muhawa uy. Tapos, dili man sad jud ako nagsuggest anang biyahe biyahe niya. Siya ra man na nagpanic-asking. Tungod anang apply apply niya sa Manila, naukay ang batasan sa akoang papa ug pati ni mama mismo. Ug sa tanan mga kabwisetan aning balaya ni. While gatype ko nagabundak na ko ba kay makabwiset jud sila jud.

As in tungod sa kabwiset nila noh dili ko kaingon na palangga nako sila or mahal nako sila. Kuan lang, grateful lang cguro. Kay somehow pareho man sila willing magprovide. Giprovide man nila ang mga kailangan nako na materyal. Dil kumpleto pero tung mga basic needs naa man yata tanan. Emotional lang cguro palpak sila. Which somehow understandable since sila mismo tung bata pa sila wala man sila kadawat ug tarong ng guidance sa ilahang mga ginikanan.

Ah tapos isa pa about aning murag UP UP lagi. Diba kay wala na nadayun ang pa-Manila ni mama. So ginaingnan na lang ko niya na magdavao na lang daw ko. Okay ra man na mag davao ko. Pero dili man gud kurso akoang problema. Ang environment man gud ug mindset nako ba. Bwiset jud sa balay. Tapos karon magcge ug pangutana sa akoa labi na tung naingnan na nako about sa plano nako na mag LOA. Siyempre ingnan na lang nako sila eh out of respect. Tapos cge na sila ug pangutana kung pwede na ba daw ko dayun makabalhin sa davao paghuman ana. Mura ra ba ug dali ra magtabok tabok ug university. Tapos ginafigure out pa gud nako. Ambot uy. Makbwiset jud. As in while ginatype nako ni nga paragraph nagakinumo ko ba sa kalagot. Like ginaimagine ko sad na if ever pangutan-on na sad ko niya about anang balhin balhin. Like basi malabay nako akoang ginagunitan ba. Pisti jud. Basta ingani akoang kasuko kung idescribe nako.

Pero of course dili man necessary and dili best response ang masuko. Pero wala makalagot lang gyud siya. No cap.

Hahays...

Katulogon na sad ko karon while typing this part. Wait post sa nako ni... Okay tapos na.

So mao to. Katulugon na ko. Pero sakit sad akoang likod. Labi na sa akoang liog banda karing likod sa akong liog karing obvious kaayo sa posture nako. Gusto na nako ni matarong please. Pero cge maputol putol akong mga attempts na maimprove akoang posture. Naa na ko ginastart dati tas naundang nako.

Dili sad diay ko ganahan ug mga bisita. Maski ug sila lola lang na. Dili ko ganahan. Like pwede sa sunod na? Karang sa time nga okay okay na ko ba. Like ready na ko muatbuang ug maski unsang mga problema sa buhay. Kana. Pero of course siyempre si lola man na so okay ra gihapon. Dili jud siya big deal basta para sa iyaha.

Well dili man nako maingon na palangga nako si lola. Kay habang nagatigulang ko, mas daghan na ko ug nabal-an about sa iyaha. Pero siyempre dili man to about sa akoa so oki ra. Palangga man ko niya cguro. Ambot lang jud haha.

By the way nagapaminaw ko ug the lakes ni Taylor Swift while gatype ani na paragraph tapos naa lang koy mgamaimagin na scenario of me and my future s/o na related ani nga kanta. Pero sa lain na ni na post ug blog nako ibutang. Ari ang link: the lakes imagines.

Okay good night na mga bhie.

:>

Gusto ko lang naman ng asawa na pangforever ahahah tapos growth and nurturing ang mafifeel ko. mag-aaway pero mas tatag ang relasyon namin. bibigay ko lahat ng akin. bigay mo rin sakin lahat ng iyo. ambot ah ka hopeless romantic ko naman.

cge na good night. love you in advance future mahal.

[heyimdanigirl]

I just remember last June 2019 when i came here in UAE kay lage manimpalad and that time naa pa akong kuya dria 1st 3 months sa akong visa wala ko kita ug work maski everyday ko ga tuyok2 ug abu dhabi para mag walk in kayahun ang ka init nga mo abut ug 50 degree di nako gaka feel ang ka init kay lage gusto kaayu ko maka kita ug work kay grabi kaayu kog pangandoy sa akong family so nag end akong visa ug need ko mag exit sa Oman to get new visa ug another gasto nsad by that time gaka problema kaayu ko kay gaka louy nako nila kuya kay hurot2 najud ila kwrta tungod sa ako 😞 peru laban japun so naa na sad koy another 3 months ug grabi najud paningkmot nako maka kita ug work bisan kinsa nalang akong na ila ug atu na time gusto nalang ko mag uli ug pinas kay feeling nako dili gyud para sa akoa sa si UAE kay wala gyud koy swerte but ni abut si "SUGAR BEAUTY LOUNGE" nag trabaho ko ddtu ug 1 month kay lage gi promisan ko na tgaan kog visa peri ga isa nalang ka bulan wala gyapun sige rajud kog ampo atu hagO pajud kaayu na work receptionist peru Arabic tanan clients lisod kaayu makig storia. Abi nakog ddtu nako peru naa paman diay gi gahin si GOD nako 🥰 ddtu nako na realize nga maong dugay ko gi visahan kay dili katu ang work ang iyang gi gahin sa akoa 😌 ug ni abut si TAFAWUQ nga akonh friend ang nag recommend sa akoa 💕 and yesss gi tagbo nako ang 2020 nga happy kay lage naa na nakoy visa ug ang sahud more than pajud sa akong gi expect THANK YOU LORD ❤️ and now 1 year and 4 months nako sa akong work, ❤️💚💙 thanks be to God 💛 dghan kaayu ko na realize by that time naka ingun ko GOD IS REALLY AMAZING LIKE UG MO TRUST LANG JUD KA SA IYAA? NAA JUD MA PA DULNGAN IMONG LIFE KABALO GYUD SI GOD SA AKONG INTENTION SA AKONG LIFE THAT'S WHY GI BLESSED KO NIYA PAG AYU 💛 THANK YOU FATHER GOD. UG SORRY KAAYU NGA USAHAY GAPANG HINA KO PERU I KNOW NAA RAKA ALWAYS I LOVEEEE YOU LORD 💙

#nothingisimpossimblewithGOD💙

#trusttheprocess

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[phgq]

Blind masseurs in Iligan City find alternative livelihood

#PHnews: Blind masseurs in Iligan City find alternative livelihood

ILIGAN CITY - Blind masseurs are finding themselves another alternative livelihood after the Covid-19 pandemic cost them their jobs.

When the pandemic started in March, non-essential businesses, including massage clinics, were shutdown.

They lost their jobs when the massage clinic in a mall they worked for almost a year was closed because of the crisis.

Jonathan Javier, Jury Bagcat, Alex and his wife Leonica were among the 28 blind masseurs in Iligan City who had to make ends meet at the start of the pandemic to continue living.

They were forced to look for another source of income even if it is hard for them because of their physical disability.

As masseurs, each of them used to earn PHP600 to PHP700 pesos a day.

The daily income before the pandemic was enough for Jonathan and Jury to buy their daily food supply, pay monthly rent and electric bills.

They still have enough for their daily fare because they live in Barangay Ditucalan, around 10 kilometers away from the city proper.

When the massage clinic they worked for was closed on March 18, they have nothing to do for a living but wait for barangay officials or their friends and relatives to give them food.

But because they are not used to dole outs, they had to look for ways to earn.

“Panan-aw lang man ang nawala namo. Kumpleto paman ang among mga tiil ug kamot. So kinahanglan gyud mi motrabaho kay naa may ubang mga panginahanglanon sa kinabuhi gawas sa pagkaon (We only lost our eyesight. Our hands and our legs are still complete so we need to work because we have other needs in life other than foods,)” 27-year-old Jonathan said.

“Mas maayo gyud nga nay panginabuhian kay naa kay makuhaan sa adlaw-adlaw nga panginahanglanon sama sa bayronon sa kuryente, tubig, mga gamit sa balay (It is better to have work or any livelihood so that we can have source for our daily needs like for electric bill, water and other needs in the house,)” Alex said.

He wanted to do home service but no one wants their service because of fear of the virus.

“It would have been great to do home service but they were afraid since many were being infected by Covid-19,” Alex added.

Alex and Leonica live with their senior citizen mother. They have an eight-month old baby.

Their cousins, who live a kilometer away, have to visit them three times a day to feed their baby.

Leonica, despite her physical disability, prepares and cooks their meals.

For six months of being jobless, they have to ask for their neighbors to give them a job just to continue having an income.

Back to previous work

Jonathan lost his eyesight when he was 15 years old because of getting overworked.

He was a Chavacano from Zamboanga City. At the age of six, his mother left him and his two siblings to her mother’s employer.

That was when he learned to remove coconuts husks. It was his job to sustain his daily needs like food. He was not able to go to school.

“Pasmo mani akoa. Magtrabaho ko sa adlawan, mamunot og lubi, pagka gabii, mag-sikad ko. Naghinay-hinay ra og kawala akong panan-aw (I got blind because I was overworked. During day time, I work as coconut husk remover, then in the evening, I have to drive trisikad,)” Jonathan said.

He is the second child and has to work for his own, like his other siblings, because they were maltreated by the person to whom they were left by their parents.

He was not able to see his father because he was still a baby when he left them and went back to his real family.

“Gibiyaan pud mi niya sa iyang amo wala nako kabalo asa na siya. Nagbulag bulag nami magsoon, iyahay pangitag paagi nga mabuhi (My mother left us to her employer and I do not know where she is now. My siblings and I were separated, looking for ways to live), Jonathan shared.

His eyesight, he said, slowly deteriorated until he was completely blind when he was 15 years old.

Because he could not see the things around him anymore, he stopped working in the farm as a coconut husk remover.

“Nabag-ohan ko kay dose ka tuig ko katapusan nakapamunot, makakita pa ko ato. Karon, kabalo paman gihapon ko pero hinay-hinay kay dili naman makakita (It felt strange because it was 12 years ago when I last did this, I could still see that time. I still know how to do it but have to do it slowly because I cannot anymore see what I am doing.)” Jonathan said.

Jonathan and Jury, who live in the same boarding house, had to help each other.

They are paid PHP250 in every one thousand pieces of coconut they peeled off. For the two who has a disability in eyesight, they would spend two days doing it.

The amount they would earn in two days is far from their income when they were doing the massage before the pandemic.

Like Jonathan, Jury also does not have a family. The only family he considers is Jonathan, who became his friend more than a year ago.

Powerless, voiceless

Alex said the income they earned as coconut husk removers is better than doing nothing.

His wife, Leonica, said they tried calling a radio program sponsored by the LGU to ask if they could be given food assistance but they only got promises and were told to do massage home service.

When the city was placed under enhanced community quarantine in March, Alex said they received rice from the local government unit (LGU) but when the city was placed under modified enhanced community quarantine (MECQ) from modified general community quarantine in Sept. 1, they have not yet received any food assistance.

“Sige raman sila (LGU) og saad-saad. Wala man gihapoy aksiyon. Wala man puy magpa-masahe kay mahadlok sa COVID (19). So tipid-tipid lang gyud. Maglugaw lang sa pamahaw ug sa paniudto, sa panihapon na mokaon og insakto (They kept making promises. There was no action. No one requested us for massage home service because they are afraid of Covid. To make our rice last, we cooked porridge for breakfast and lunch then we will eat proper meal in the evening),” Alex said.

In as much as Alex wanted to look for another job, he could not move easily because he could not find someone to guide him.

Like Jonathan and Jury, Alex would usually ask children in the neighborhood to guide them when they wanted to go out.

Those who are 21 years old and younger are not allowed to go out during MECQ.

Alex said he felt that a group of differently-abled persons like them are the least priority of the government.

“Wala man gud mi power, wala mi tingog nga makaadto gyud sa atong mga opisyal sa gobyerno para mangayo. Dili parehas sa uban nga grupo nga makasulat sila, makaduol dayun sila. Mao tingale nga kalimtan rami nila, ulahi mi permi (We are powerless, we are voiceless. We cannot go directly to the government officials to ask. Unlike other groups that they can write, they can approach. Maybe that is the reason they forget us, we are always the last,)” Alex said.

Good Samaritans to the rescue

It was a good thing, Alex said, when a group of private individuals called Dalangpanan saw them and extended help to them.

Dalangpanan (refuge in English) is a group of private individuals who pooled their resources to extend help to the group of Alex and Jonathan.

“Daku kaayo og gikatabang nila sa amoa kay kung wala pa sila, mas grabe ang kalisod nga among nasinati karon (They are big help to us. If not for them, life would be harder,)” Alex said.

Engineer Teod Gayo, founder of Dalangpanan, said he founded the group in April with the purpose of soliciting from friends who have extra resources to be shared with those who are in need during the pandemic.

He said they decided to organize because at that time, assistance from the government arrived very late.

“We discovered this group of blind people here in Ditucalan and our partners in mission decided to focus our help to them. We saw the need to establish the bayanihan system during this time,” Gayo said.

Donors are coming from overseas and others from business partners and clients.

“Before the pandemic, these blind people did not ask the government for help. They worked very hard. They did not depend for help from other people. But we saw them worked hard during the pandemic,” Gayo said.

“Our group, composed of fortunate individuals, wanted to connect and help the least, the lost and the last persons the government extended their help,” he said. (PNA)

  ***

References:

* Philippine News Agency. "Blind masseurs in Iligan City find alternative livelihood." Philippine News Agency. https://www.pna.gov.ph/articles/1116008 (accessed September 20, 2020 at 10:22PM UTC+14).

* Philippine News Agency. "Blind masseurs in Iligan City find alternative livelihood." Archive Today. https://archive.ph/?run=1&url=https://www.pna.gov.ph/articles/1116008 (archived).

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[untoldstoriesforthefuture]

051720

Day 64 of Q

The human mind is a universe. It's vast. It's endless. Uninteresting ideas & peculiar goals spiral in that mastermind . Even me, i've been in trouble grasping the ends of these wanderings......

So to start.. i'm here to take the load off and just wind down the details of how i am coping up with my plight

1. Me & my boyfriend. Now kay mura mig nag separate. It's not exactly buwag. Just giving each other space. But this entirely is my fault. I've been a little unsteady for the past weeks. Ambot bisag unsa nalang akong ma hunahunaan. And everytime, maka hunahuna ko nga i deserve better than unsa ang amog relationship. I deserve to be protected. I deserve more..... kanang sige kog ask for more bitaw? Yet he's being patient lang gyud. If mag yawyaw nakog sugod, mo keep silent lang gyud siya. Mo stay distant to keep the peace. RG has been really understanding 🥺 yo i love him so much yet daghan kaayo kog issues sa akong utok 😭 tbh he doesn't deserve to be treated like this 😭😭😭

2. Sometimes i feel alone in the journey of our relationship. Dili man gud open kaayo si RG. Kailangan pa nimo i extract jud para mo storya siya sa iyang tinuod na gibati. 🥺🥺🥺 mao na mag issue2x sad ko ana na everytime mag away mi i feel like i'm on my own ra.... 😔

3. Sige kog compare sa ahong previous relationship to my present. Mura gyud kog boang but yes yo i do that.... a lot.... it seems like Prev has been the standard sa inyong ante kahilas murag gwapa. Mao na im having a hard time gyud. I know this is my own doing pero i need to get rid of these thoughts.... Naa koy na realize after watching Prison Break.... kay there are some relationships nga dili siya "love of my life" type of relationship yet you have the respect, trust and love. That'a all that we need to keep the relationship. Maybe B was my first love but RG is my love now, my happiness... he's all that matters and thats what i should focus on.

4. RG is the man na gyud. Mapinanggaon sa pamilya, generous, kind to other people, funny, stands up to his own opinions... he's the man gyud. He's my TOw gyud. Yet he needs a little more flourishing sa part on how to be a partner to me. I think he knows na ana nga he needs to refine himself more. Kay wa paman na siya kasuway ug like real relationship if you know what im saying. Basta i love him so much.... huhu.

That would just be it for today. I hope you don't get sick of heeding on to my whining. Thanks

G.

[theunseensites]

WHAT IS UP, BREW?!! Coco Martea here! It has been a while since we have been active due to game vlogging activities and all those other stuff. *char lang*, but anyways, we are back and we have some updates on the MT’s. To give you the best quality MT’s, we at WUB decided to exclude the pearls and jelly in our daily production to keep the freshness of the MT’s. But don’t worry pearl and jelly peeps! We still have those available in order basis so we still got you, ayt? Flavs available in 350 ml or 1L: Classic [para sa mga tao na gusto mag move on pero dili kabalo or walay choice.] Wintermelon [trying hard to move on pero kabalo ta sa tinuod, besh..unsa gyud imohang gusto.] Matcha [loyal kahit pait-pait..] Taro [gusto ug lahi pero mao raman diay gihapon.] Salted Caramel [bisag sakit na sige lang gihapon ta.] Sa mga naka relate, order lang kay MT’s atong gistoryaan ha..K. PM for orders and pick up/delivery points. ₱60 (350ml) ₱160 (1 liter) *additional ₱10 for pearl or jelly. ** More flavours coming very soon. Please give us time. Busy with gaming. Lol #whatsupbrew #WUB https://www.instagram.com/p/B25gyDvAggr/?igshid=1v4zyw3qhbeb6

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[eniluap-aleachim]

#LisodBastaBogo

#SKLnumber1

share ko lang number 1 nga lisod mahimong bogo so ambot unsay content aning pinaka una nako nga ishare basta mag share lang ko. abi man gud nila mommy nga brayt ko bai yati abi sab gali nako. hoy tangina share ko lang valedictorian bya ko sauna pre school ko tangina hahahahaha pero karon maglisod jud kog sabot sa genchem og gen physics yawards mani oy. ana baya ang uban nga "grades doesn't define you" aw ambot mao ba na? basin wrong grammar ko bai pero sige ra oy hoy sa nagbasa (kung naay nibasa😂) sige ra i judge lang ko ana man jud na diba.

pero para sa ako man gud, kung gagmay akong grado or mas worse kay bagsak, feeling nako wala koy karapatan maglipay lipay. feeling nako wala koy karapatan magpapalit sa mga gamit nga akong gusto. feeling nako wala koy angay mag igat igat kay bulok na gani mag igat igat pagyud. feeling nako wala koy karapatan sa tanan like wtf putanginang grades na yan!!! grado ra man unta pero nganong ing ani ang epekto sa ako. grado ra man unta pero nganong murag mawalaan ko og paglaom sa tanan charot di gyud as in sa tanan oy kanang mawalaan lang kog hope sa akong mga putanginang taas kaayo nga pangandoy ba nga yati mani oy. maulaw ko mangayo og favor sa akong parents kay wala koy angay kay cutiepatotie akong grado.

so i guess that ends my share ko lang number 1. hoy sa nagbasa (kung naa pud lagey nibasa😂🤪) pwede basahon nimong share ko lang number 2? daghan pa man gyud kaayo koy ishare pero ako lang giputol dira kay basin di na mo ganahan mubasa kay sobra ra kataas so mao to akong gi skl#1, skl#2, skl#3 and so on and churva so basaha baya ha?! unta maka relate sab ka sa ako tanginang buhay to hahaha

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STAY OR LEAVE (kanus- angay mobiya)

By Carl Dave Black Ang

STAY or LEAVE? Stay kung kaya pa. Kung kahibalo ka nga love pa nimo sya, hangtod ma feel nimo nga kapoy na, hangtod mahutdan ka'g rason to stay, hangtod moingon ka's imong kaugalingon og "Sakto na!", "Dili na ko". That's the time nga mo LEAVE ka, when you already have done everything, para walay mahay.

Here are 10 signs nga angay nakang mobiya, so bess, stop na!

1. MA BORED NA KA KUNG MAG-UBAN MO. Dili na parihas sauna, nga excited kaayo ka makigkita, makiglaag, ug makigkuyog niya. Ug kung magkuyog gani mo, halos wala namo’y maestoryahaan (insert crickets sound).

2. IF YOU FEEL DISRESPECTED, UNDER-APPRECIATED, FRUSTRATED, HURT, LONELY AND UNVALUED MOST OF TIME. Kung mas daghan pa iyang “Sorry” kaysa “I love you” nimo, hustona oi! Stop na besh! Wala na nanginahanglan ang GOMBURZA og usa pa ka martyr kay completo na sila.

3. ANG IMONG PIRME MA BANTAYAN KAY ANG MGA SAYOP NIYA (or vice versa). Gamay’ng bikil kay padak-on. Dali naka/siya sapton, usahay unware sya/ka unsay sayop nga nabuhat.

4. DISTANSYA = IMPORTANSYA. Kon medyo ni distansya na sya gamay, gamay napod kag importansya niya. Dili na sya ing-ana ka attentive nimo, panagsa nalang magparamdam thru text/call and most of the time kay ikaw pa gyud ang mo initiate sa text/tawag, kung ikaw maghimo og plano kay pirme sya mobalibad or naay erason nga dili madayon.

5. ASA TA PADONG? Wala na syay klarong direction or plano sa inyong relasyon, no plans kung unsa inyong future. In other words, murag respetar nalang nga kamo pa kay nasugdan na, hulat nalang na syag ikay unang makig bulag niya.

6. YOU CRAVE FOR SPACE AND PRIVACY. Feel nimo nalook na ka, or lupig pa niya ang pulis sa grabe pag monitor to the point nga ma paranoid na ka sa imong mga nilihokan or imong ipang posts sa Facebook coz you know iyang ginabantayan tanan nimong lihok.

7. ANG “KAMO” MAHIMO NA’G “AKO”. Halos ikaw nalang tanan mo initiate ug mo buhat og una, while siya passive na kaayo. Kung naa pod syay lakaw, dili na pod ka niya hapit inviton or e-inform. Samot na pod kung mas malipay ka kung ecancel niya inyong lakaw, moingon dayon kas imong self “hay salamat di madayon kay kapoy’g lakaw!”.

8. BODY LANGUAGE SPEAKS. Ma feel nimo if ganahan ang usa katao nimo thru sa iyang mga linihukan, sa mata, sa kilay, sa kamot, ug the way sya mo approach nimo. Kung sauna sobra ninyo kasikit, halos walay hangin makalusot, pero karon halos dili namo mag abot. No more holding hands or dili na sya hapit mohikap nimo, dili pa sya patay pero nimo kay cold na sya.

9. MAYPA SI. MAYPA SILA. kung mag sige na kag compare niya sa ubang laki (Maypa si kuan kay nindot kaayo manamit, naa pay tarong trabaho), or imong ecompare inyong relationship sa uban. Kuyaw na na Dzae, aside inyong relasyon walay sure, ikaw pod kay insecure!

10. TRUST YOUR GUTS! For sure ma feel gyud na nimo nga something is really wrong or things are really not working well, not unless manhid na gyud kaayo kay gi-injectionan kag usa ka litrong anesthesia.

Kay kung mo derecho ra kag pili sa duha, STAY or LEAVE, maglibog ka, samot ka mag lisod kay kabalo ka sa imong kaugalingon nga di nimo makaya pilion ang biyaan sya, ug kung mobiya ka nga dili pa ready, basin mobalik ra ka's agi. So for now, STAY, and when you LEAVE, never look back. You've done your part, and you've given your all. it's then time to think about yourself!

#blog #bisaya #stay #leave #cebuano #gugma #hugot #relasyon

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LETTER TO MAMA & PAPA

Wala lagi koy masuwat. Mag-emo-emo unta ko pinaEnglish ba, kana gung pina-deep deep na message, sama sa mga pamessage sa akong mga amigo ug amiga sa Facebook pag Mother’s day ug Father’s day. Pero murag wa man koy angay. Tan-awa, English ang title, di ba? Title ra diay to taman. HAHAHA Gitry nako magEnglish, pero murag dili man ako. Murag dili man na kita. Di baya kaayo ta hilig ug pinatag-as tag-as nga mga messages ha, labi na kung English. Aw except diay sa mga pachar-char nga good morning and good night text messages ni mama nga usahay ngilngig ra kaayo ug PINA-ALL-CAPS pa gyud tanan, kay para daw with love. Si papa kay mureply man sad sa akong good night text. Pero tungod lagi tulog na sya alas 7 pa lang sa gabii, mutext alas 6 sa buntag ug “Good night, sweet dreams!” At least diba, nareplyan akong good night bahalag buntag na! HAHAHA

Sus ma, ngilngig man gyud ka madalas ug text no, pero mahappy baya tuod ko. Ganahan sad ko anang intro nimo nga “Sa akong gwapang anak…” Ipadayon na ha. Maayo pud kay natakdan na pud si Papa ana nga intro. Ma-train gyud diay mo nako ba. HAHAHA Daghan kaayo ka ug pa-char. Usahay pa gyud in straight English. HUWAW! Mawala gud akong katulgon. Si Papa mutext kay kung dili magpaibog sa inyong sud-an kay musumbong sa ako nga ginadiet daw ninyo sya sa balay kay ginapa-1 cup of rice lang daw ninyo sya. Labi na kadtong sige na lang daw sya ug saging kay naguba iyang pustiso, so nilabay ang pila ka adlaw namista gyud daw sya ug nikaon ug litson bahalag wala na kaabot ug lima ang ngipon. Asta gyud nakong himuota kay wala ko kasabot giunsa niya. HAHAHA Lahi-lahi mog style ba. Pero ganahan ko ana. Kinsa ba gud dili ganahan magsige ug uli?

Pa, patudlo kay Dodong unsaon ng pagBoomerang sa Instagram, aron dili na nimo sigeg ilad-ilaron si mama nga magsigeg lihok lihok sa picture. Salig ka no kay hawd na ka mukuha ug picture ug video. Kabalo na mu-focus, kabalo pa gyud muselfie—pero duha pa ka kamot ang gamit. Pwede ra sad para malukop sa camera ang nawng ninyong duha ni mama. Pero nawng ra sad ninyo ang malukop. HAHAHA

Ma, igna si Dodong magsend ug video sa mga kalingawan sa balay. Pa, kanang pag magsayaw-sayaw ka ug Quando-quando, naa kay video? O bahala nga sa bisan unsang kanta ba, kay imo man ng sayawan. Pakapinan pa gyud anang imong sinayawan nga murag ikaw ray nakahibalo, ikaw ra pa gyud makatiming. HAHAHA Tag-an pa ko sa imo ko naliwat sa pagkadancer. O di ba kaha Ma, kanang magduet mo ni Papa sa mga kanta ni Eddie Perigrina. Kanang kanta nga bahalag dili pangduet, basta kay gusto man gyud ka mukanta sad kay daw ibog-ibog lagi, gusto makigduet kay Papa, taas imong version. Bahalag galisod ug abot noh basta kay sweet. Char. Char gyud kaayo ka ba.

Ma, Pa, pag-amping intawon mo sa inyong lawas. Kaon lami, kaon ug tama, kaon sakto. Ingon ni Dodong giignan daw mo sa doktor nga cute mong duha. Paghuman daw ato kay nagdecide mo nga magdiet duha tapos pareho mo gibati ug kalipong. Wala ra pud daw sya nabalaka kay nagkinataw-anay ra man daw mong duha. Tapos nagsabot ra sad mo nga hinay-hinayon ninyo ang pagdiet. HAHAHA Maayo na kay nagkasinabot ra pud mo unsay sakto.

Lipay baya gyud mo pag magbakasyon. Ampingi ang lawas aron makalaag pa ta nga himsog ug abtik. Muexercise pud baya mo kada hapit na ta manlakaw. Ana gyud, exercise ug diet, aron daghan pa tag maadtuan. Maayo nalang sad no kay ma-bribe mo ana ba. Matrain ra gyud lagi mo. HAHAHA Pero unsa pa kahay laing bribe nga kanang dili kaayo gasto no? HAHAHA Sige lang, naa pa man sad panahon mag-ipon. Amo man sad ng gikalipay.

Ma, Pa, happy 29th wedding anniversary! 21 years nalang para mag50. Hapit na na! Pero daghan pa kaayo tang again. Ang importante, padayon lang gyud ta sa pagsalig, pagpasalamat, ug paghalad balik Kaniya ang tanang grasya nga atong nadawat. Love you! 😉