#she doesn't care. shes judgmental. she always has something rude to say. she's supposedly supportive

[mainfaggot]

little sisters are a test from god actually

#i think I've made this exact post before ... #shes just so MEAN to me #like I'll say good morning or good night and she just glares at me and tells me to get out of her room #I'll ask her where xyz kitchen appliance is and she'll tell me to use my eyes and stop annoying her #I'll sit on her bed to pet the cat and she'll yell at me #I'll wear something cute and ask her if she likes it or ill ask for her opinion #and she'll tell me that she doesn't care and that it doesn't even matter what she thinks so i should stop seeking validation #like???? i just want a little compliment every once in a while... is that a crime #she'll openly compliment my older sister constantly but when it comes to me she suddenly thinks she's some life coach or something and that #im an idiot for wanting to get a compliment when i feel a bit more confident in my appearance #she'll talk my ear off when she's in a good mood but if i talk the same amount she gets irritated and zones out or just starts being rude #i cant tell her things most of the time because she's always being mean to me. #i cant tell my parents things half the time because they dont get it and because it's so hard to be vulnerable #also because im gay and closeted #im out to my little sister but i cant even tell her anything about my life because shes so. #she doesn't care. shes judgmental. she always has something rude to say. she's supposedly supportive #bc she won't out me. but she makes me feel like a bad person for being a lesbian sometimes #it's so weird. i cant be sisters with my sisters because my older sister is so different and so homophobic #and my younger sister has become so prickly and cold over time #we used to be close before. #z.post