#shamshuu

[yarrayora]

Someone sees either Shuhie or shamrock buy a collar a chain, and assume it's for pet play and are 'horrified' when they learn the truth lol

PUBLIC FORUM DISCUSSION, OPEN FOR ALL VAMPIRES:

IS A SERVAMP/EVE ROLEPLAY A DESECRATION TOWARDS THE SANCTITY OF SERVAMP CONTRACT?!

#servamp #shamshuu #mikunis voice WHAT ARE YOU A CATHOLIC #eveplay discourse

[katzkinder]

Wipe It Down

It starts with a handkerchief. Small, necessary, easily personalized. They all have one.

Higan’s is somewhat permanently grimy, the carmine, curling petals of his namesake ground through will dust that simply won’t come out no matter what Sham does to the poor thing, and it’s the one item Higan has never lost.

Otogiri is the opposite. The soft white and stark yellow are as bright as the day he gifted it to her, sage green decorative swirls lending an air of femininity to the border. Once, while half drunk, she admitted to him she could never bring herself to use it for what it was meant for. Instead she rubs the fabric between her fingers, admires the tight weave of the cloth and the little personal touches he thought to ask for.

Belkia, of course, uses his for tricks. It’s part of every act, the fabric a washed out baby pink that only makes the square of color carefully placed in the corner more eye catching. Tsubaki thinks he ended up making it gaudy, Belkia tells him it’s perfect. Absolutely perfect.

Shamrock, as expected, keeps his in a box. Unexpectedly, he takes it out. For luck, he sheepishly explained when Tsubaki commented on the little patch of clovers peeking out of his breast pocket. For when he needs a reminder. Without being told, he knows it was there on his very first date with the son of the man he murdered.

Sakuya… Tsubaki actually isn’t quite sure what he does with his. He’s not sure he even still has it. Still, it was for a teenage boy who will never stop being a teenage boy, so Tsubaki had chosen accordingly. Just a petal in a single corner, no fanfare or anything fancy. He’d thought about ordering a special color for the cloth but decided against it. At the time, Sakuya had still been very meek. Anything to lavish would have frightened him. Tsubaki will never forget the look on his face, blinking and unsure, when Sakuya had carefully unfolded it, this item that was his and his alone.

Sakuya would deny it, but he uses it every day. Or near everyday, anyway. It’s convenient! At least that’s what he’d tell anyone who caught him wiping down the fetboard and strings of his guitar after use.

Neither of them talk about the dainty, barely there outline of another flower besides that single petal. She’s always with him, and Tsubaki knows it.

#servamp #kat’s katerwauling #pawprints #oh boy here we go #servamp Tsubaki #servamp Higan #servamp Belkia #servamp Otogiri #servamp shamrock #shamshuu #sakuya watanuki

[greengremlingreen]

i think they should have gay sex, maybe it would fix them :)))

#servamp #shamshuu #i should reread their chapters lol #shamrock servamp #tsuyuki shuuhei #servamp shamrock #shuuhei tsuyuki #i have so many feelings about them

[yarrayora]

filling a prompt from the kinkmeme

summary: Shamrock asked his lover if he was allowed to visit his best friend's grave

Who was it who made the poem that said 'do not stand by my grave and weep'? When Grey died his utmost desire was for Yoshimasa to mourn for him, to regret his death, for him to be the ghost that haunted the man for life. When Shamrock was born, though...

There he was in a grassy field alone with his supposed enemy, and then he woke in bed that wasn't his, mourned by the man who wasn't as much as a monster as he hoped.

The need to be grieved was gone, replaced by the desire to hurt.

So he happily embraced his newfound monstrosity. Seeking for the man who betrayed him.

And yet.

And yet!

And yet, Yoshimasa was still the same man as he remembered. He didn't abandon the child who was accompanying him. He offered himself for the sake of Kamiya Tsurugi's safety.

So what did that make Grey?

Was he not good enough for Yoshimasa to save?

Did he want Yoshimasa to sacrifice himself for him?

Shamrock thought he had killed the last of his human heart, but turned out it was still beating somewhere inside.

When he saw Yoshimasa's son all grown up—with a face just like the dead man but soured by a nasty frown— Shamrock couldn't help it. Surely, surely, this was the answer. Surely, all he needed to do was kill Shuuhei so he could kill the last of his humanity.

The boy was all rage and fire, the thing Shamrock couldn't get out of Yoshimasa the last time around.

Maybe hellfire really did feel like penitence.

As his own darkness swallowed him, a thought crossed Shamrock's mind: Isn't this why Yoshimasa abandoned me?

He wasn't a good man. He sought retribution from Shuuhei because he couldn't betray Tsubaki who saved him by killing himself. But even then, the young master saw through him. He couldn't become a monster capable of standing by Tsubaki's side, so Tsubaki let him go.

Shamrock's human heart was coaxed out of hiding, bit by bit, as Yoshimasa's family welcomed him back. He would always second-guess himself, wondering whether or not he deserved this seat at the dining table that should have been Yoshimasa's.

He thought of Shuuhei's hand reaching out to hold his under the table.

Maybe not quite Yoshimasa's.

"Shuuhei...?" Shamrock's voice was small, unbefitting of a Tsubaki's elite. "It's almost Obon, isn't it?"

Shamrock didn't pursue the conversation. He was trying so hard to sound casual. But Shuuhei caught on anyway. He mentioned Obon—well known for its grave visits— it wasn't exactly subtle.

"Do you want to come visit Dad together with us?" Shuuhei's pinky hooked itself around Shamrock's and tugged. It was a gentle invitation for a man as awkward as Shuuhei.

Shamrock's 'yes' died in his throat. "If your mother and sister are fine with me..."

There was a lot of thing for Shamrock to apologize for. Not only for the misery he brought Yoshimasa's family, but also for his shameless desire to keep Yoshimasa's son for himself.

But even if Yoshimasa didn't forgive him, that was alright too.

#servamp #shamshuu #servamp shamrock #tsuyuki shuuhei #shuuhei tsuyuki #shamrock servamp #yarra writes stuff #servamp kinkmeme

[yarrayora]

Shamshuu aka the most vanilla couple in Servamp/j

that's because they keep their eve/servamp roleplay a secret from everyone else

can you imagine what would happen if the subclass community find out about it?

"GOD can't they just be normal and do pet plays?! this is disgusting! even the mass murderer Kamiya Tsurugi is less of a degenerate than they are!"

#servamp #shamshuu

[katzkinder]

Headcanon for Tsubaki and the melancholies?

You're in luck I was just talking about a VERY specific one not too long ago in relation to @yarrayora's children's war series! (which you should read on ao3 and give him lots of comments and kudos)

It starts with a handkerchief. Small, necessary, easily personalized. They all have one.

Higan’s is somewhat permanently grimy, the carmine, curling petals of his namesake ground through with charcoal and pastel dust that simply won’t come out no matter what Sham does to the poor thing, and it’s the one item Higan has never lost.

Otogiri is the opposite. The soft white and stark yellow are as bright as the day he gifted it to her, sage green decorative swirls lending an air of femininity to the border. Once, while half drunk, she admitted to him she could never bring herself to use it for what it was meant for. Instead she rubs the fabric between her fingers, admires the tight weave of the cloth and the little personal touches Tsubaki thought to ask for. Belkia, of course, uses his for tricks. It’s part of every act, the fabric a washed out baby pink that only makes the square of color carefully placed in the corner more eye catching. Tsubaki thinks he ended up making it gaudy, Belkia tells him it’s perfect. Absolutely perfect. Shamrock, as expected, keeps his in a box. Unexpectedly, he takes it out. For luck, he sheepishly explained when Tsubaki commented on the little patch of clovers peeking out of his breast pocket. For when he needs a reminder. Without being told, he knows it was there on his very first date with the son of the man he murdered. Sakuya… Tsubaki actually isn’t quite sure what he does with his. He’s not sure he even still has it. Still, it was for a teenage boy who will never stop being a teenage boy, so Tsubaki had chosen accordingly. Just a petal in a single corner, no fanfare or anything fancy. He’d thought about ordering a special color for the cloth but decided against it. At the time, Sakuya had still been very meek. Anything too lavish would have frightened him. Tsubaki will never forget the look on his face, blinking and unsure, when Sakuya had carefully unfolded it, this item that was his and his alone. Sakuya would deny it, but he uses it every day. Or near everyday, anyway. It’s convenient! At least that’s what he’d tell anyone who caught him wiping down the fetboard and strings of his guitar after use. Neither of them talk about the dainty, barely there outline of a violet, done in a purple so pale it's almost white, beside that single petal. She’s always with him, and Tsubaki knows it.

#Anonymous #asks #servamp #servamp tsubaki #pawprints #kat's katerwauling #shamshuu #it's just a little throwaway line but tagging it anyway #for the people who don't want to see it

[yarrayora]

(Shamrock/Shuhie) Shamrock asks if he can visit the grave of Shuhie's father

Note: this ask is part of the kinkmeme prompt, where everyone who see it is encouraged to write their own version of it even if there are already others who filled it read more about it here

#servamp #shamshuu #servamp shamrock #shamrock servamp #tsuyuki shuuhei #shuuhei tsuyuki #servamp kinkmeme #WHAT IF SHAMROCK PROMISES THE BESTIE HE KILLED HE WILL TAKE GOOD CARE OF BESTIE'S SON #AND HE MEANS IT MATRIMONIALLY #what if the best friend who killed you is in a romantic relationship with your son #that's so sexy #like it's killing yoshimasa the second time but im alive and living

[yarrayora]

They should fuck on his grave/j

in response to this ask about shamshuu visiting tsuyoshi's grave

literally so sick of shamshuu that theyre not weird enough to pull that off what is WRONG with them theyre servamp characters

#shamshuu #yarra speaks

[yarrayora]

What your Servamp ship says about you

kuromahi: everytime the story shifts its focus to another pair you ask "but where is kuro?"

sakumahi: you want mahiru to fix the guy he hasn't talked to since the first arc

lawlicht: you either think lawless has done nothing wrong and everybody is mean to him for no reason or you embrace bullying lawless

niccolicht: youre excited to know that licht DID get traumatized

jekuni: you have priest kink and corruption fetish

lisono: you love butler and princess trope and dont get what's the big deal with sebaciel is

tsurukuni: you either like soukoku from bungou stray dogs or you are about to

niccokuni: you think their hatesex would be nastier than tsurukuni's

tetsono: all your fics on ao3 are actually just a bunch of kuromahi/lawlicht fics

freyduna: you're a victim of misogyny

lawphelia: you're the og victim of misogyny

tetsugh: you think it's unfair tetsu is the only one not shipped with his servamp

mahilicht: you think people are underutilizing the whole angel apprentice thing. and you're right

mahisono: you want alicein family drama and shirota family drama to kiss each other and explode like a hydrogen bomb being pitted against an atomic bomb

tsubabel: you love clowns being silly with each other

shuuheiduna: you love their shared tragic backstory

shamshuu: you love their shared tragic backstory and daddy issues

mahikuni: you want mahiru to fix the guy he has only talked to four times in canon. with elpis.

yumitsuru: you want good things for tsurugi

tsurumahi: you want good things for tsurugi but also mommy kink

#servamp #what your servamp ship says about you

[yarrayora]

list of unfilled servamp kinkmeme's prompts:

lawlicht halloween candy (nsfw) FILLED!

gearkuro knotting

higanlicht karaoke night

tsubaki's family meeting with good big brother kuro (gen)

belkia taking care of tsubaki after a long day

touma noncon+bondage tsubaki in prison

shamshuu where shamrock wants to visit yoshimasa's grave FILLED

servamp gakuen au where teacher touma taunts mahiru for his grades (gen)

tsurugi pays mahiru back for his baked goods with kisses and more FILLED

sakumahi knife kink

toumatsuru dub/noncon with tongue

sakumahi or saku&tsuba where sakuya visits his sister's grave

tsubakigermaine dubcon

everyone is encouraged to write! or draw! if you dont feel confident posting it on your own, go ahead and submit it to my blog, i'll post it anonymously for you!

#servamp #servamp kinkmeme