#sgsgshsh sorry i just ranted in the tags

[honeyboyfelix]

Spiraling at 2am over this dnd character I'm making

#i have never in my life put so much thought into what is technically an oc #i have details of personality and future bits im going to try to add #when i made kai i basically just said trans sneaky elf who sneaks bread into pockets and is scared of fire #im getting like way too into eira agsgdgdhfh #its fun too cause one of the other party members is playing eiras twin #and both of us are spiraling #its kinda like #ive had months to think about this cause i knew id play her since like.... the begining of the year i think #so thats a whole like mayhaps 8 months of coming up with tiny throw away details that line up with the bg of the character #bevause we were making her bg as we were playing #and its rlly interesting #but also difficult #cause im not making her bg now #im planning her future???? #before weve even started playing #which never goes welll in dnd #i also need a life goal for her #ill probs make that layer since that actually is important #sgsgshsh sorry i just ranted in the tags #i have a lot of feeling about eira #jas.. #whyd you have to have such interesting kids.....