#saying ‘you could’ve lived for her’ is literally the cruelest thing ms muir could have written

[spending-life-pretending]

constantly thinking about the implications of you could’ve lived for her…but you didn’t know how

#me #the locked tomb #the locked tomb spoilers #gideon the ninth spoilers #nona the ninth #gideon the ninth #griddlehark #gideon nav #harrowhark nonagesimus #I’m not joking I genuinely think this is the most important line any character in these series speaks to me #it makes me so unwell #‘the only goddamn good you’ll ever do her’ gIDEON #‘all any of you ever knew how to give her’ BABY GIRL #this is the most important kiriona moment to me it just feels hrrrrrrgg like everything hinges around this #there’s so much emotion behind these three sentences and it devastates me every time #the girl who died for harrow and who begged to do it again ONE PAGE AGO #saying ‘you could’ve lived for her’ is literally the cruelest thing ms muir could have written