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[deep-sea-horror]

Incredible how people get to 40 and still don't know how or when to apologize

#lmao! #my mother and i are no longer on speaking terms #all because she cant understand that she needs to say sorry for trying to throw away a gift i didn't give to her???? #s fd fsfsdsfs #i was kinda feeling bad for ignoring her #but she's being so damn agressive about ignoring me back until i learn to speak to her with respect #like ive ever been excessively disrespectful ever #liks all ive done is be respectful towards her #and listen to her and act as personal therapist #but i cant even act rightfully upset towards her without her losing her goddamn mind sfddsfsdaf #love being denied even the barest illusion of personhood by a person who expects complete obedience and empathy from me #anyways! #any regret i was feeling is gone now #she's leaving my life soon anyways so *shrug emoji* #and good riddance cuz i really dont need to deal with this #she always finds a way to make herself the victim and its so irritating #when i tell you she raised her hand at me once a couple years ago for disagreeing with her #and i caught her arm and she started crying because i had raised my hand at her supposedly #im so fucking tired #i should have just moved to my college's dorms instead of choosing to stay here AHSFDFDHGHDFZ