#road to purgatory

[mishapen-dear]

something about qbad mentioning how much horror he put red team thru every time purgatory gets brought up... something about how proud dapper was of him.

like this is just my late-night read but- it feels like guilt qbad is trying to twist into pride. he keeps needling away at it. “i killed them all, over and over and over again.” “they were hunted by a monster.”

it’s like- reassurance. like a nail he’s trying o beat into his head. he’s had SO much trouble with legitimately hurting his friends, despite making that vow all the way back when the eggs first went missing, despite all the tree talk and the promises to save the kids no matter what. He never faltered with elq, and that protected them. He keeps faltering now. Sometimes he doesnt remember the code, or cucurucho, or skeppy. But that doesnt matter, right? Because he’ll protect the eggs. He’ll be the monster. he is the monster. he can and he will protect them even as his seams start ripping and he keeps breaking further and further apart. even at his worst, he’ll do whatever he needs to protect the eggs.

he’ll be the monster. wont he?

#qsmp #he loves his friends and he wants to hurt them #he loves his friends and he doesnt want to hurt them #qsmp badboyhalo #ita like. He was torturing himself with the soul vultures because he kidnapped ron and threw down some scary magma mobs #and then forever changwd rhe whole fuckin narrative with that appreciation room and bad remembered the joy of community #and then cellbit. Where bad was like ‘i see him destroying himself to get the eggs back and i know where that road goes’ #’his loved ones dont want that to happen to him. i dont want that to happen to him’ #and then purgatory gave him the first actal legitimate lead for finding their kids and he just had to get worse #and so he fucking swandived into self destructive violence (and the cc was purposefully playing qbad more recklessly violent) #(bbgirl couldve been lured into a trap so so easily) #ive lost my point somewhere now im just rotating qbbh in my brain and all the parallels #ah yes. But now theyre out of purgatory. And he refuses to regret what he did because he *had* to do what he could to save dapper #and the other eggs #because he has a huge complex about being the ‘only one who can protect the eggs’ because of a thousand little cuts and his mental health #issues. Like he’s Wrong bur its such a fascinating little direction for his character. Yes king burn thyself on the pure of protection #and then burn in a nuclear blast too because your self sufficiency left you to care for your egg alone #you can take care of the eggs. you can hurt your friends. look at how much you hurt your friends #look st the monster you are . your teeth are sharp and your claws are large #never mind that time you sent tina into a panic attack because you tried to recreate safety #never mind that your friends and family are worried about you #you are falling apart. but so many monsters survive the killing blow

[sunforgrace]

dean “reacts in new, interesting, fucked up ways to losing cas” winchester and they’re telling me that has nothing to do with nothing in the finale after cas literally confessed his romantic love the act of which was his moment of true happiness and subsequent sacrificial death. haha okay

#did anyone try the consciously choosing to pull that trenchcoat out of the water fold it up and transfer it between each new car #putting it in the trunk from car to car just keeping it until the moment he puts it back in cas’ hands i thought the transferring the #trenchcoat between each non impala car was lovely #orrrr the time his brain literally rewrote his memory. because the reality of cas choosing to stay behind in purgatory rather than #going with dean was more painful than a memory where dean failed to save him and cas was reaching out to him desperately. and he couldn’t #save him. that he NEEDED to remember it that way to cope. #and then seeing cas on the road and at the window (I’m so cold I’ve come home) and fully believed he was seeing visions of him. #FROM DEEP MOURNING ENTIRE ARC TO COWBOY TIMES. and this time it’s pretty much fine you guys don’t worry about it. #after a love confession which. is literally the death of him. the act of loving dean in that moment and doing so openly both his true #happiness and his cause of death. which he chose. okay! #surely dean ‘very capable of being normalcore about castiel the angel’ will experience no rammys from this #(also by fucked up I don’t mean wrong I mean he does not do well it is not a good experience for him)

[greaterspawnislands]

big fan of the way qsmpblr has decided on a bus as our form of transport despite the way that a train make infinitely more sense logistically and thematically

#qsmp purgatory road trip

[victoriapedroza]

North Bound, 2020

purgatorie

#purgatorie #35 mm film #35mm #35 mm #film photo #35mm camera #35mm color film #35mm photography #film #winter #snow #motel #road trip #christmas #winter wonderland #snow trip #snow flake #snow fall #snowboarding #mountains #2020 #analog #analog photography #geometric #architecture

[luminouslotuses]

tubbo and pac collaborated on a fucking purgatory playlist on spotify HOW DID I NOT KNOW ABOUT THISS

#actually it’s probably because i don’t follow the blue team as much sadge #but still that’s so cool dudee #hidden in the sand & hit the road jack are on the playlist. btw. im incredibly normal about it #qsmp #qsmp purgatory

[dessertbird]

Daily Destiel 💙💚

Three’s a crowd… 😎😠❤️

#Destiel #deancas #destiel is canon #their love is real #three’s a crowd #purgatory #benny #road trip #crowley

[froggymagician]

THE BUS IS NOW CLOSING , IF YOU GET LEFT BEHIND GET A TAXI OR SOMETHING

I REPEAT THE BUS IS NOW CLOSING

#qsmp #purgatory field trip #qsmp liveblog #road to purgatory rp

[arsonwizard]

if there are no ups haters then i am no longer on this earth

#‘incorrect address’ LIAR #why does ups not have a problems: other (describe) option for their drivers #cuz i have no idea if its because this address is in google maps purgatory or if its because theres road work #😭 i want pakidge #acorn speaks

[sunglassesmish]

my eyebags are so bad i haven’t slept in 24 hours but my hair makes me look like jensen so

#thank you baby hair finally serving a purpose #but anyways i’ve been sitting on the floor for 3 hours #and i still have another 2 till i can even go through security to get to the good food #so i had a pasta which was basically all feta and spinach #i’ve been looking up hotels for when i go to comic con and purgatory but i can’t do anything yet #oh and trains for comic con and cross roads #and flights to germany #fuck i have so much i need to do but i CAN’T

[plant-cell-park]

my ass got stranded in the city because the rain fucking flooded the streets baby

#compost bin contemplations #standing under a roof or so and so witnessing the road in front of you get so fucking flooded from a storm is literally like purgatory

[puppys-rhythm-heaven]

hyperfixations are funny cuz sometimes i remember that most people probably can't like. name every rhythm heaven game in order. i can just casually do it. actually most rhythm heaven fans probably could do that we're all kind of unhinged about funni moosic gayme-

#puppy rambles #rhythm hell #here let me do it real quick #karate man rhythm tweezers marching orders spaceball clappy trio sneaky spirits samurai slice origins rat race sick beats bon odori #wizard's waltz showtime bunny hop tram & pauline space dance quiz show (regrettably) night walk power calligraphy polyrhythm rap men #bouncy road ninja bodyguard toss boys fireworks tap trial snappy trio bon dance cosmic dance rap women turbo tap trial #karate man 2 rhythm tweezers 2 ninja reincarnate night walk 2 marcher 2 #bouncy road 2 toss boys 2 polyrhythm 2 (purgatory) spaceball 2 sneaky spirits 2 #built to scale glee club fillbots fan club rhythm rally shoot-'em-up blue birds moai doo-wop #love lizards crop stomp freeze frame the dazzles munchy monk dj school (<3) drummer duel love lab #splashdown big rock finish dog ninja frog hop space soccer lockstep rockers karate man airboarder #built to scale 2 the dazzles 2 frog hop 2 fan club 2 rhythm rally 2 fillbots 2 blue birds 2 lockstep 2 #moai doo-wop 2 glee club 2 karate man 2 space soccer 2 shoot-'em-up 2 splashdown 2 munchy monk 2 rockers 2 #hole in one screwbot factory see-saw double date fork lifter tambourine board meeting monkey watch #working dough built to scale air rally figure fighter ringside packing pests micro-row samurai slice #catch of the day flipper-flop exhibition match flock step launch party donk-donk bossa nova love rap #tap troupe shrimp shuffle cheer readers karate man night walk #samurai slice 2 working dough 2 built to scale 2 double date 2 love rap 2 cheer readers 2 hole in one 2 screwbot factory 2 #figure fighter 2 micro-row 2 packing pests 2 karate man 2 #(hhhhhh prequels time) #karate man fillbots air rally catchy tune rhythm tweezers glee club figure fighter fruit basket #clappy trio shoot-'em-up micro-row first contact tongue lashing sneaky spirits rhythm rally flipper-flop lumbearjack super samurai slice #sumo brothers catchy tune 2 fruit basket 2 second contact animal acrobat lumbearjack 2 tangotronic #pajama party blue bear kitties! jungle gymnast super samurai slice 2 karate man senior #i prooooobably mixed up a couple tengoku games. can never remember if samurai slice origins or rat race is first #should be everything though. unless tumblr does something dumb

[udaberriwrites]

Internment Camp 371, but make it wholesome:

Julian: You really put aside everything and came all this way for me? How did you even get here so fast?

O'Brien: Several traffic violations.

Garak: Three counts of resisting arrest.

Dax: Roughly thirteen cans of energy drinks.

Worf: Also, that’s not our ship.

#ds9 #julian bashir #incorrect quotes #in purgatory's shadow #the road trip we deserved #martok is watching like whamst in the ever-loving gre-thor

[tsukana]

everyone say happy birthday to kristin mumza minecraft!

#kristins bday >>>>>>>>>>>> purgatory road trip #qsmp lb #tsu talks

[victoriapedroza]

Trip’n. 2019

purgatorie

#purgatorie #35 mm film #35mm #los angeles #35 mm #film photo #35mm camera #35mm color film #35mm photography #film #2019 #analog #analog photography #van #van life #hippie van #americana #road trip #palm springs #canon film camera #canon photography #canon #35mm film #film photography #california

[misterradio]

bit sad event today, went walkin which was nice but i lost a little creature i had in my pocket.... a while ago i thrifted these plastic monsters that i thought were bookmarks but turned out to be a thing you have peek out of ur pocket. i call them pocket peepers bc it sounds silly. well today i had one in my pocket and totally forgot bout it... fell out somewhere along my walk and never found it again.... even asked a store employee if they had a lost n found but nope... hopefully someone picked it up and will enjoy its whimsy. 👽

#this feels a bif karmic bc i am always picking up random stuff off the road but i havent ever really lost anything #in a long time so i never thought about how down it feels to lose something. it was such a charming beast too. #it is in object purgatory with my toy puppy i lost at the beach named dojo ...... #in other news i got to chat with an old friend who works at a local store YAY ! #and i did pkmn go's community event for a bit but i got kind of distracted what with losing my pocket peeper. #original nonsense #personal

[dessertbird]

Daily Destiel 💙💚

Purgatory and the aftermath. 😊❤️😳😔

#Destiel #deancas #destiel is canon #their love is real #purgatory reunion #aftermath #seeing cas on the road