#rimbaud's speech was so moving and literally a version of oda's speech reskinned to fit chuuya; i'm in TEARS

[dazais-guardian-angel]

Can someone please draw this...

...to look just like this.... :' )

are you a "you might not see a great difference between good and evil, but saving others will make your world a little more beautiful"

or a

"even if you are nothing more than a pattern on the surface of raw power, you are you; because all humans, all lives, and the bodies and brains comprising them, are nothing more than patterns; beautiful patterns, etched into this physical world"

type of wise older male figure who realizes everything they should have said long ago only on their deathbed, and encourages the lost boy protagonist who questions their humanity to live, with words that will be the most uniquely validating and comforting to them?

#bungou stray dogs #bsd fifteen #I WILL PAY ANY AMOUNT FOR A CHUUYA AND RIMBAUD REDRAW OF THE ICONIC ODAZAI FRAME #hoshikawa knew what we needed im not okayyyyyy 😭😭😭 #unbelievable that bones is what gave us oda holding dazai's face but they couldn't connect back to it in fifteen #an absolute crime in hindsight now that i know what we could have had #rimbaud's speech was so moving and literally a version of oda's speech reskinned to fit chuuya; i'm in TEARS #but of course it clearly affected dazai too for similar reasons and that makes it even more emotional........ #rimbaud recognizing verlaine's humanity yet not being able to say the words to him and instead saying them to chuuya upon his death #who he saw verlaine in #just like oda not being able to say what dazai needed to hear until his death DONT TOUCH MEEEE #also: in the light novel oda holds dazai's bloodied hand. see chuuya holding rimbaud's bloodied hand upon his death #this is okay im fine :'''''')))))) (im not) #i will be thinking about this scene Forever. thank you hoshikawa i will be sending you the invoice for my therapy bills