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rkxrm · 5 years

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Drama OSTs Evaluation || September 2019 Eval

Kill Me Heal Me OST - Auditory Hallucination by Jang JaeIn feat NaShow

Not only was this evaluation one of the more challenging in terms of style, but also emotionally. He had no idea what his official feelings were towards minhee, but all he knew that he liked her. he could however hide this emotional turmoil until later. it would be easier to go through the evaluation without emotions, or at least just enough so that he could rap without any issues.

During rehearsals, he was constantly watching her, entranced by how she sang and even more reassuring that he had made the right choice in asking her to be his partner this eval. minhyuk is still trying to understand wholly as to his full feelings towards her but also he can't forget that he's dating her friend and as much as he wants to be selfish, he can't. he can't drive a wedge between friends. in the back of his mind, the entire month, is just that vision of gray constantly telling him that they would be a great match since they are workaholics, and minhyuk can see that in how she approaches things. a part of him envies that, but also a part of him admires that.

he knows that he's not the leading man in this drama, he's the second lead and the second lead rarely ever gets the girl. minhee is incredible, minhyuk knows that she's probably got so many guys chasing her. what shots does he actually have at being with someone so legitimately far out of his league?

the performance kicked off with his passionate rap. he was the hidden rapper of kt with his good looks and his quick rap style that almost took over every time he rapped. his flow was good and he then paused and listened as she sang. her voice was almost like a healing contrast to his quick rapping technique and much like the drama, they almost were like killing and healing the audience (the coaches), with one song.

the song resurfaced a lot of emotions and memories, especially that rainy night when he had rescued her, like a wizard of weather, with a magical umbrella. the small move of her biting her lip didn't escape and minhyuk wondered how everything would have unfolded for them, had he not accepted hwayoung's date offer, had they not pranked gray,....would he be feeling these things like thiis? or would he be stuck on the sidelines?

he reached out as he rapped his whole 'you embraced my lost feelings' verse, since it was so close to his heart. even that little intermission with her singing and him rapping at the same time was almost painful. minhyuk felt so many regrets but would that mean that he was actually falling or maybe it was the song?

minhyuk had no idea but seeing the smile on her face, made him smile widely as well. this was a good performance. it may have been an emotional month but they did welll and that was all they could count on and maybe, just maybe, this was the exact push minhyuk needed.

#rksep19eval #sammi made such a nice graphic! <3 #rkxminhee

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ghostsnfhouls · 5 years

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Heyyo I made this account just so I could talk about my feelings in a safe place so here we goooo!!!

Ok so sense about the beginning of the year I’ve identified as panromantic asexual cuz I’ve noticed I’ve been attracted to to all people not just girl but never in a sexual way.(just so you know)

But where this whole thing of me liking a guy in a way started around the beginning of school this year when I got technical theater as my 4th period. It’s a fun class that I really like and a lot of my friends are in it, I ended up liking it enough to join the actual Drama Club at school for 2 reasons 1)I just like musicals and theatre & 2) i know most of the lgbtq+ at school are in drama so I wanted to have a safe place to be me.

So I join drama as a lightning boi and also end up becoming the head of lights because the senior that usually does that couldn’t be drama during the semester so I automatically became the lead cuz I also take the tech class, but that’s no the point. During my first day in drama we had to stay from 9-4 so we had our first lunch break of the semester. And this is when I the guy I like appears.

After lunch we have to do a trash run where we pick up all the food trash and other stuff and throw it away in the school dumbster in the back of the building. And sense I was new to drama and so was my now crush(we’ll call him AC) we had to do it with the senior in charge of the trash “R” well I’ve met AC before this was the first time I really talked to him, it was anything really special tbh just talked about how annoying some people in drama are. But then when we got outside to throw the trash away we found out a tradition the seniors have.

When me and AC were outside we noticed R wasn’t there and we turned around to see I had locked us out of the school. We tried to force the door open for a bit but nothing worked so we just decided we could walk around to the front after a whole bunch of putting our minds together. But then R just let us in again. So that’s our first real encounter.

A while later the day of Homecoming we had another drama meeting and another trash run everything went normally until we noticed there was one of those things were you put your face through holes and take a picture like couples do at fairs in the movies. We decided to take a picture together in that and it was really nice feeling to do that.

Also I thing I should mention during the first half of the semester he was dating my friend that’s the sister to my my brother’s girlfriend so that was weird but then they broke up and he started dating literally the most handsome guy in drama maybe even the school and they were adorable together and I hoped they stay together.

after that semesters show ended I never really saw him because I only saw him in drama and drama didn’t start again till the next semester.Though I didn’t really care cuz we were casual friends so it didn’t really matter to me.

But when this semester started we both ended up getting Technical Theater together, and drama club , AND lasso(a period we have in between classes to work on things) so I get to see him all the time.

For a bit during this semester my best friend in the Tech class was gone for reasons so I started talking to him even more then I already was and I think that’s when I started developing a crush.

I knew he and the handsome guy broke up for some reason I never found so there’s that. But also now that’s I’ve been talking to him more I’ve found out he’s into a lot of stuff I’m into like 80s retro stuff, HELLA anime, old cartoon, some sorta clothes and we’re both into wearing pink and other traditionaly feminine colours. And also he’s just very cute

So at this point I know I like him but don’t want to think about it much cuz he would be my first real MLM crush. But what really got me even more in my feels was when this happened.

On our last drama rehearsal before the break we’re in someone got in trouble so we had a meeting. I was sitting with my friend J and she and R were talking and then he came up to her and whispered something in her ear while pointing to me. And then anytime I joked around and got pissy at him he would say to J “looks like he needs to be held my you know who😏” and stuff like that but I just ignored it cuz I don’t care if people say shit behind my back but it did hurt cuz I thought R was my friend. But then J told me what he said a day or two later.

J-Oh yeah I just remembered!

Me-what?

J-what R whispered to me, I wanted to tell you but I forgot.

Me-oh what is it?

J-he was just saying the he thought you and AC would look really cute together and I kinda see tbh

So yeah she said that as I was staring at AC and I started blushing but luckily we were working with the lights so it just looked like I was getting hot. And all I said as a reply is “aww that’s nice compliment “ or something like that cuz I have no how to respond to that.

But gdtjdtjfhdtdjtgdjdjjgd I felt so...uwu and I hate it cuz I’ve never really liked another guy before and then he gayest guy in drama just said that me and my crush would look cute together I CANT HANDLE thiis😰😰😰😰

And then yesterday night I was so in my feels because he said we should “totally play apex sometime” because he noticed I had a ps4. Then I started watching Love, Simon to fuel my gay feelings and THEN I made this account and saw a whole bunch of wholesome cute MLM things and it’s making me feel so many feels!!!!!!

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