#realized i was holding myself to unrealstic standards

[teathattast]

Full rest day ✅

Try new fall drinks from Starbies ✅

Buy new jeans for work ✅

Grab a few grocery items I forgot ✅

Interact with my favorite artist ✅

Flex my creative skills ✅

Be graceful with myself as I acclimate to my new healthy routine ✅

Realize I don't have to be so hard on myself all the time ✅

Set realistic goals and expectations ✅

Protect my energy ✅

#tea's redemption arc #today started out really rough #realized i was holding myself to unrealstic standards #they gave me free dairy free pumpkin cold brew so i went back later to get the iced apple crisp machiatto #it tasted like apple pie 🥺 #theyre all so sweet to me at the Starbies i love them sm #got weird looks for buying women's jeans as usual but a bitch must look and feel good #also men's jeans dont look cool and stylish nor do they fit me well #was excited to see my favorite artist replied to my comment again after ignoring everyone's comments for almost a week! #was genuinely concerned for their mental health #realized i really needed a 2nd full rest day #it's only my 3rd full rest day since i started working out regularly again #feeling way better #also way less bloated bc exercise can cause bloating #feeling much better about my body image today especially after having my little treats and not being bloated #good day overall #swag #🧿