#playing on guitar while helping my stepda in the garden. and yet at the same time i cant do any of them individually

[steeleyespan]

I should rewatch les mis 2012 for a laugh but it's long and im not like. fixated on the dilfs anymore and my taste in movies has improved somewhat so it's just a bad musical now. Also ive seen it so many times i could probably just visualise it in its entirety in my head like i used to do with the simpsons movie when i was 11 . and also in truth i dont think anything has made me as insane save for like the og m*rrissey and jmarr phases valvert would be too much to handle emotionally atm

#I miss having jusy like one interest now am like #fixated on Chinese history + cooking . and irish myth/legend and yeats . and scottish / irish trad music and folk music. and gardening #and still always guitar and drawing my beloved but it's like how do i fit this all in . Why is my brain no longer satisfied with like #looking at russel crowe or scowering google for rare pics of jmarr -_- OR even give me the maddness of the Joel era . #Now its like ugh why cant listen to the bothy band while reading romance of the 3 kingdoms and watching a stir fry tutorial on youtube and #playing on guitar while helping my stepda in the garden. and yet at the same time i cant do any of them individually #and learning like gaelic too. abd still try to knit and feel guilty about not doing it #Yes its the adhd and yes i do need to be going tae bed xx