#pini kay

[hkwoodstradingllc]

Briquettes Pini Kay

Place of Shipment: Baltic port of Gdansk Info: Wooden briquettes Pini Kay type have the form of a tetrahedron, hexagon or octagon. In the middle of the briquette technology made ​​the hole. Because of this combustion is improved removal of smoke. Ash content 0,8% Moisture 3,1 % Sulfur 0,02% Density 1,1 kg/m3 Net calorific value 17,53 MJ/kg Gross calorific value 20,08 MJ/kg

#Briquettes Pini Kay

[forsungie]

GETAWAY CAR

pairings. park jisung x female reader x ex-boyfriend jaemin

genre. mature content, angst | requested!

content. fast paced, implied cheating (sa exam!), best friend haechan, very short car sex part

playlist. migraine by moonstar88, kisapmata by rivermaya, beer by itchyworms, hayaan by cup of joe, rebound by silent sanctuary, getaway car by taylor swift, sana by i belong to the zoo

author’s note. not proofread, pag pasensyahan niyo na if may typos and grammatical errors dahil tinamad na ko :') enjoy reading and feel free to send me feedbacks! 🩷

“badtrip, monday na monday nagpasurprise long quiz prof namin,” rant sayo ni haechan habang kumakain ng inorder nitong tapsilog.

nasa katabing cafeteria ng campus niyo kayo ngayon ng kaibigan mo dahil kakatapos lang ng klase mo at sakto namang nag aya si haechan kumain sa labas ng campus dahil free cut naman daw niya. ayaw daw niyang kumain sa canteen ng university niyo dahil bukod sa hindi na masarap ay mahal pa. wala ka ng next class, pero napag usapan niyo ni jisung na kakain kayo sa labas bilang bayad niya sayo sa pagtulong mo sa kaniya mag review last week kaya hindi ka pa umuuwi.

“hulaan mo kung nakailan ako,” natatawa pa nitong sabi sayo.

“half?” hula mo naman.

umiling si haechan, “twenty two over fifty.”

“gago kasi ni jeno, nag usap kaming mag kokopyahan kami tapos nung magsasagot na tinakpan papel niya, tarantado,” dagdag nito, napapailing pa.

“speaking of the devil, ayan oh,” turo mo sa parating na si jeno.

tumayo naman si haechan para hampasin ito, “pakyu, boi, taksil ka.”

“nakailan ka, jen?” baling mo sa isa.

“thirty nine over fifty,” nakangisi nitong sagot sayo, “nakikinig kasi ako, hindi kagaya ng iba dyan,” parinig nito kay haechan.

“madapa ka sana,” bulong ni haechan.

“uy, gago, nakalimutan ko tuloy yung sasabihin ko,” kalabit nito kay haechan, “nagpunta ko dito para sunduin ka, nasa room na si sir!”

“akala ko ba free cut?!”

“hindi daw! tara na,” hinila ni jeno si haechan palabas ng cafeteria, “una na kami, y/n!”

napailing ka na lang sa kagaguhan ng dalawa at saka akmang aalis na rin sana ng cafeteria nang tumunog ang cellphone mo. it was jisung who texted, tinatanong kung tapos na ang klase mo. imbis na mag reply ay pinindot mo na lang ang call button.

“hi,” halata sa tono ng boses ng binata na nakangiti ito sa likod ng telepono.

“nandito ako sa cafeteria sa tabi ng campus, kakatapos lang ng class ko, sinamahan ko lang si hyuck kumain,” sagot mo.

“patapos na rin klase ko,” aniya, “nag paalam lang ako mag cr saglit para masagot tawag mo.”

natawa ka naman, “sorry, akala ko tapos na klase mo. sige na, bumalik ka na muna, itext mo na lang ako pagkatapos, intayin kita.”

mukhang pinaglalaruan ka ng tadhana dahil nang palabas ka na ng cafeteria ay nakasalubong mo si jaemin kasama ang mga kaibigan niyang sila yangyang. nag dalawang isip ka pa nung una kung babatiin mo ang mga ito, pero naunahan ka ni yangyang, “y/n! bakit mag isa ka? nasaan sila hyuck?” tanong nito at saka ka niyakap.

“kakaalis lang, sinundo ni jen— bigla daw dumating prof nila,” sagot mo.

tipid na ngiti at tango lamang ang ibinigay sayo ni jaemin, mukhang na a-awkwardan rin sa sitwasyon, though madalas naman kayong magkita around the campus ay awkward at mahirap pa rin para sayo. mahirap naman kasi talagang mag kunwari na parang wala lang nangyari sainyong dalawa dahil ilang taon rin yon. mahirap kalimutan yon nang ganun-ganun lang.

bigla kang nanghina pagkatapos ng interaction na yon, sa tuwing makikita mo siya pakiramdam mo bumagsak ang langit at lupa sayo. imbis na bumalik sa campus para intayin si jisung ay napag desisyunan mong umuwi na lang. you feel like crying and so you did.

“it’s okay to cry, angel, crying doesn’t mean you’re weak,” palaging paalala sayo ni jaemin noon.

naalala mo pa ay sinabi niya sayo iyon noong namatay ang alaga mong aso na siya ang nagbigay. sobrang lungkot mo that time kaya niyakap ka niya, at doon pa lang tumulo ang mga luha mong kanina mo pa pinipigilan.

“i will cry with you.”

but not anymore.

after hours of crying in your room, saka mo lang naalala si jisung. nawala na sa isip mong kailangan mo siyang imessage para sabihing nauna ka nang umuwi at mag sorry.

ji, sorry umuwi na ko, bigla kasing sumama pakiramdam ko :(

sent at 6:02pm

it took three minutes for jisung before texting back.

no, it’s okay, kumusta na pakiramdam mo? uminom ka na ba ng gamot? dalhan ba kita? you should’ve told me na masama pakiramdam mo para hindi na kita pinag intay

you’re very glad to have someone like jisung that’s why you treasure him so much. sobrang swerte mo magkaroon ng kaibigang kagaya niya sa tabi mo every time na kailangan mo siya and you’re very aware of that. hinding hindi mo gugustuhing mawala siya sayo.

i’m good na! i took a nap as soon as i got home, so medyo okay na rin ako. thank you, ji! bawi ako sayo :')

sent at 6:08pm

days has passed quickly. december na at isang linggo na lang ay christmas eve na. you and your friends decided to go to tagaytay for a three day vacation bago mag pasko since you and your friends will be spending christmas with your family and relatives.

sa kabilang banda, napag desisyunan na ni jisung na umamin sayo sa huling araw ng bakasyon niyo sa tagaytay. it took him years bago nabuo ang desisyon niya and this time he’s very sure of it. he’s willing to take the risk if it’s you.

you have no idea na alam ng mga kaibigan mo na gusto ka ni jisung, not until the confession happened. to be honest, you didn’t know what to feel. you’re happy to know that he likes you, but half of you knows na hindi ka pa fully moved on from jaemin. and haechan knows it, he’s your best friend after all.

“please lang, y/n... matalino ka, gamitin mo ang utak mo,” haechan was very frustrated because of the news, “masasaktan mo lang si jisung, magkakasakitan lang kayong dalawa,” napahilamos na lang ito ng mukha sa stress.

after months of you and jisung’s set up, naisipan mo nang ikwento ito kay haechan. nalaman nito na may nangyayari sa inyong dalawa ni jisung as friends kahit alam ni jisung na hindi ka pa nakakamove on ay pumayag ito sa set up. well... you both enjoyed each other’s company.

“haah... malapit na ko, ji...” ungol mo habang hingal na hingal sa pagbaba at taas sa ibabaw ni jisung.

nasa kotse kayo ni jisung ngayon, ihahatid ka lang sana niya pauwi sa inyo galing sa campus. hindi mo rin alam kung paano kayo nauwi sa ganitong sitwasyon. one second, you were sitting on the passenger seat and the next, you were bouncing on top of him.

“fuck, you feel so good, angel... so tight around me...” he groaned while holding your hip to help you bounce on his cock.

“matulog ka na muna at pag isipan mo yung mga sinabi ko sayo,” paalam sayo ni haechan.

you did. pinag isipan mo ang mga payo sayo ni haechan. ang totoo niyan ay alam mo naman sa sarili mong mali ang ginagawa mo, pero hindi mo alam ang gagawin. siguro nga ay dahil sa ginawa mo ng distraction si jisung para lang masabing nakamove on ka na kay jaemin.

sa dalawang linggong nakalipas ay hindi mo nireplyan ang mga messages sayo ni jisung. hindi mo alam ang gagawin kaya naisipan mong mas mabuti kung iwasan mo na lang muna si jisung habang nag iisip ka. today is jisung’s birthday at ni-bati sa text o call ay hindi mo ginawa. in fact, may birthday party na magaganap si jisung ngayong gabi at pilit kang inaaya nila jeno na pumunta.

nang dumalaw ang hating gabi ay may nangyaring hindi mo inaasahan. kumakatok lang naman si jaemin sa bahay niyo, at lasing na lasing. tawag ito nang tawag sa pangalan mo kaya ginising ka ng mama mo para pagbuksan ng pinto ang binata.

“j-jaemin... anong ginagawa mo dito?” gulat na tanong mo sa binata.

“y/n... miss na miss na kita... alam mo ba yon?” jaemin murmured, lasing na lasing na ito at hindi na makatayo nang diretso kaya inalalayan mo.

nangilid ang mga luha sa mata mo nang marinig ang mga salitang iyon galing sa bibig ni jaemin, “lasing ka lang, umuwi ka na sa inyo, jaemin.”

mapait na tumawa si jaemin, “jaemin? you used to call me ‘love’...” he whispered.

tumango ka, “yes, used to...” you whispered back.

kahinaan mo si jaemin at alam mo yon. simula nang maghiwalay kayo marinig mo lang ang ngalan niya nanghihina ka na. pakiramdam mo tuwing mababanggit si jaemin naririnig mong nababasag ang puso mo.

“hindi ako makatulog nang hindi ka iniisip... naaalala kita sa lahat ng bagay...” panimula nito, “sorry kung... sorry kung sumuko ako, nasaktan lang rin naman ako. nagkakasakitan lang tayo.”

“you were the best thing that ever happened to me and i hope you know that. alam kong wala na tayong pagasa... alam kong hindi na natin kayang buuin pa nang paulit ulit ang matagal nang nasira. sinubukan naman natin,” dagdag nito habang pilit pinipigilang umiyak sa harap ng dalaga, “nandito ako dahil gusto ko lang na marinig mula sayo. para rin makausad na tayo peraho kahit paano. kasi hindi ko kayang nakikita na nahihirapan ka nang dahil sa akin...”

nakayuko ka lang at patuloy sa paghikbi habang pinakikinggan si jaemin.

muli kang tumango, “tama na, jaemin.”

mas lalo lamang lumakas ang hikbi mo nang sabihin mo ang mga salitang yon. biglang nag flashback sa utak mo yung limang taon na kasama mo siya.

“pwede ba kitang yakapin? kahit sa huling pagkakataon.” tanong ng binata.

imbis na sumagot ay tumakbo ka palapit kay jaemin at saka ito niyakap nang mahigpit. agad ka namang niyakap pabalik ni jaemin. mas lalo kang nanghina nang marinig itong umiyak sa balikat mo. naging triple ang sakit na nararamdaman mo... dahil ang unang beses na umiyak si jaemin sayo ay noong sinagot mo siya. ibang iba ang dahilan ng pagtangis niya ngayon. damang dama mo ang sakit sa hikbi ng binata.

habang si jisung, ibang ideya ang nakuha. nakaupo ito sa loob ng sasakyan niya sa malayo habang pinapanood kayong dalawa. simula pa lang naman ng laban alam na ni jisung na si jaemin pa rin.

dahil si jaemin naman talaga. it was him even from the very start at wala siyang laban.

habang pinapanood kayo ni jisung, ang hindi niya alam ay may nanonood rin sa kaniyang umiyak.

haechan is crying with him.

click here for bonus part!

#park jisung fic #nct dream fic #park jisung imagine #nct dream imagine #park jisung angst #nct dream angst #park jisung smut #nct dream smut #na jaemin fic #na jaemin angst #na jaemin imagine

[jaysunakestor]

English to Furbish to toki pona ““dictionary””

today, i learned that Furbish is actually kinda a language?? after reading this post by @favoriteanimal and skimming this wiki page, i naturally decided to try to translate all the Furbish words and phrases into my beloved toki pona. oh boy was it a journey!

overall, i feel like toki pona is a much more flexible + efficient little language in comparison to Furbish. the main issue that irked me was the amount of unnecessary variations of the same concept, but made into 3 or more words! (i think this may just be the toki ponist in me.) i’m also not certain, but it seems like Furbish may be a relex?? someone please let me know, if ya know!

however, Furbish still succeeds in what (i believe) it sets out to do: to be a very cute, baby-sounding language that can be used to express many interactions between pet + owner / baby + guardian.

please note:

i was quite tired + made this in the span of about 3 hours!

i am not a toki pona expert and have little experience with Furbies

toki pona is best expressed in context and sometimes requires multiple sentences to convey an idea, so many of these don’t work well to be translated as abstract concepts.

i used some non-standard words (both non-pu and non-ku suli)

if i’ve made any mistakes, please kindly correct me! if you think a phrase could be better expressed a different way, feel free to share!

(above/up/high) oo = sewi / lon sewi

(affirmative) ee = lon

(again/another/more) koh-koh = kin

(and) koh = en

(ask) oh-too-mah = [toki pi wile] seme

(baby) bay-bee = kili mama / jan lili mama

(bad) boo-dah = ike

(be/to be) boh = lon / li (kind of, it’s complicated lol)

(beautiful/pretty) ee-kah = suwi lukin / pona lukin

(best) dee-mak = nanpa wan

(best fun/radical) dee-doo-ay = epiku

(big) dah = suli

(no!/big no) dah-boo = ala a

(big yes) dah-ee-tah = pona a / lon a

(birth/birthday) tee-toh = tenpo pi kama lon

(birthday) toh-toh = sike suno

(boring) koo-dah-way-loh = musi ala

(bottle) bah-bah = poki telo

(change) boo-tay = ante

(cloud) ay-loh-may-lah = ijo kon sewi

(come/coming) bye-bye-oo-bah = kama

(complete) toh = pini

(cute) doh-dee = suwi [lukin]

(dance) noh-lah = tawa musi

(delicious/tastes good) yumm-wah = pilin pi moku pona / moku li pona

(diamond) ay-koo = kiwen mani

(dizzy) ay-way = pilin nasa

(do) doo-dah = pali (i’m not sure of the context of this one, so it’s tricky)

(dog) bar-bar = soweli pona? / soweli jan pi nanpa wan? (i’ve always been bad at translating animal names)

(done) toh-dye = pini

(down) nah-bye = anpa

(dream) way-loo = sitelen lape

(dude) dee-doh = mije / jan o (not sure if this is referring to just “a guy” / or is meant to be like “bro”)

(face) kay-tay = sinpin

(feed/food) ah-tah = moku

(finally) oo-tah-toh-toh = tenpo li lon ni a (this one is tricky)

(friend/buddy) noo-lah = jan pona

(full) oo-loo = pilin pi moku mute

(fun) doo-ay = musi

(funny) doo-loo = musi

(game) doo-ay-loo-lah = musi

(game over) kah boo koo-dah = pini musi / musi li pini

(genius) dah-way = wawa lawa

(give) tah = pana

(go/bye/get out) bye-bye = o tawa pona / o tawa a (not sure if this is supposed to be aggressive or what 😅)

(good/okay) ee-day = pona

(good morning) dah-ay-loh-oo-tye = suno pona

(good night) dah-ay-loh-nah-bah = [o] lape pona

(happy) noo-loo = pilin pona

(have) ah-mah = jo

(health/healthy) koo-doh = sijelo pona / lawa pona (physical health / mental health)

(help) ah-noo = o pona! / o pona e mi! / pana e pona

(hey) hey = toki

(hide) woo-bye = weka lili

(high) oo-tah = sewi

(hmm?/huh?/when?/where?/yeah?/what?) doo? = seme

(home) lay-lah = tomo / tomo mi

(hug) may-lah = pilin pona suli kepeken luka (not sure on this one)

(humor/play/joke) loo = musi

(hungry/eat) ay-tay = pilin moku / moku

(interrogative) doo = seme / anu seme

(island) koo-wah = ma lili / ma lili lon telo suli

(joke) loo-loo = musi

(just kidding/not) kah-loo-loo = mi toki lon ala! / mi toki musi taso / lon ala!

(kiss) may-tah = pilin suwi kepeken uta

(life/nature/living things) tee = lon / ijo lon

(light) ay-loh/a-loh = suli ala (i believe this is supposed to refer to weight? if it’s referring to like a lightbulb, then “suno”)

(lightness) ay = suli ala

(like) toh-loo = ni li pona tawa mi / sina pona tawa mi / mi pona tawa sina anu seme? (this one really only works in a sentence)

(like/similar to/comparative) tay = sama

(listen) ay-ay-lee-koo = kute / o kute

(little/smallness) dee = lili

(live) boh-dah = lon

(log) tee-loh = palisa kasi

(look) ay-ay = lukin / o lukin

(love) may-may = olin

(love it) dah-may-may = ni li pona a tawa mi / ona li pona a tawa mi / ona li pona a tawa sina anu seme? (again only really works in a sentence)

(maybe) may-bee = ken la

(me/mine/myself/I) kah = mi

(money) moo-lah = mani

(monster) moh-moh = monsuta

(mountain) koh-dah = nena

(move) noh-bah = tawa

(music) ee-kah-lee-koo = kalama musi

(negative/no/stop) boo = ala / o pini

(no way/big no) dah-boo = ala a!

(noise) bah-boo = kalama

(now) nee-way = tenpo ni

(oh) oh = a

(oh my gosh/OMG) oh-kah-tee = wawa a! / a! / seme a?!

(ok) oh-kay = oke

(over) oo-bah = lon sewi

(party/party time) dah-no-lah = ma musi / tenpo musi

(path) bye-way = nasin

(pet) ah-may = luka suwi / mi luka suwi e sina

(play) loo-lay = musi

(please) doo-mah = sina pona e mi la mi pilin pona (idk if there’s really a good way to say “please” in tok, but here’s a sentence “if you help me, i’ll feel good”)

(pull) ah-loo = luka / pakala lili (depends on context)

(rain) wah-wee-tee = telo sewi

(receive) tah-tah = kama jo

(really?/seriously?) loo-loo-doo? = seme? / ni li lon anu seme?!

(rock - music) boo-koo = kalama musi kiwen (not meant to be literally— i’m describing rock music as kiwen/“hard”)

(rock - nature) koo = kiwen

(sad) boo-noo-loo = pilin ike / pilin laso

(scared) dah-boh-boh = pilin monsuta / monsuta

(sea) ee-wah = telo suli

(shake) koo-bah = tawa suli

(sing) wee-tee = kalama musi uta

(sleep) way-loh = lape

(so) doh = tan

(song) wah-tee = kalama musi

(sound) lee-koo = kalama

(stand) oo-boh = awen noka

(story) wee-loo = lipu musi

(sun) dah-ay-loh = suno

(sweet) nee-may = suwi

(tail) dee-tee-tah = linja monsi sijelo

(talk) noo-noo = toki

(tell) wee-tah = toki

(thank) dah-kah = toki lon te sina pona to

(thank you) dah-kah-oo-nye = sina pona / pona tawa sina

(that’s right) boh-ee-tay = ni li lon / lon

(thinking/mind) way = pilin / isipin / lawa

(tickle) nee-tye = pana e pilin musi

(time) toh-toh = tenpo

(touching/holding) ah = pilin / luka

(touch) tay-boo-koo = pilin / luka

(tree) tee-tah = kasi suli

(twinkle) tee-wee-lah = suno

(uh-huh) uh-huh = lon

(uh-oh) uh-oh = a ike

(uh-uh) uh-uh = ala

(uncle) oo-kah = jan sama mama / jan sama pi mama mi (not sure on this one)

(very) mee-mee = mute

(wassup?) doo-oo-tye? = sina pali seme? / seme li lon ni?

(water/rain) wah = telo

(where are you?) oo-nye-doo? = sina lon seme?

(whoa) whoa = a!

(wise/wisely) wah-lah = sona suli / kepeken sona suli

(wonder) way-nah = isipin / pilin

(worried) boh-bay = pilin monsuta lili

(yay) yay = pona a!

(yea!) wah! = lon a!

(yes) ee-tay = lon

(yippee) yippee = a! / musi a! / pona a!

(you) oo-nye / u-nye = sina

#toki pona #furbish #conlang #furbies #long post #longpost

[alternian-relationship-advice]

<o>kay s<o> <o> (eight sweep nb teal) have had this friend (eight sweep f indig<o>) f<o>r ab<o>ut f<o>ur sweeps, thr<o>ugh<o>ut sch<o><o>lfeeding and such

in that way grubs d<o> when y<o>u d<o>n't kn<o>w a l<o>t ab<o>ut the w<o>rld we'd call <o>urselves rivals since we met even th<o>ugh we definitely weren't ready f<o>r quadrants back then, but the em<o>ti<o>nal rush felt really g<o><o>d

fast f<o>rward t<o> six and a half sweeps, we're very cl<o>se and while we've st<o>pped playing hatemarriage we still get int<o> arguments and scuffles while spending m<o>re and m<o>re time t<o>gether

then <o>ne day i tell her i have feelings f<o>r her, and we eventually settle... in the red at her request

this surprises me but i h<o>nestly wasn't that against the idea! so i agree t<o> it and we bec<o>me incredibly clingy matesprits

...until ab<o>ut a sweep ag<o>, where during my <o>wn relati<o>nship drama in trying f<o>r <o>ther quadrants i realize i've been drifting wayyy further apart fr<o>m her (she's rarely active <o>n tr<o>llian, and getting t<o> her hive is a pain) and rarely see her anym<o>re

she has a m<o>irail wh<o> i haven't met and a hatefling that's being auspisticized because she d<o>esn't want t<o> "jump headfirst int<o> pitch" but she talks ab<o>ut them ALL the time even th<o>ugh she d<o>esn't make time f<o>r me

in sh<o>rt, here we are n<o>w, i'm m<o>re detached fr<o>m her than ever, and i <o>nly see <o>ne way <o>ut, which is t<o> declare hate f<o>r her and vacilate t<o> try and bring <o>ur <o>ld spark back int<o> it, despite her reservati<o>ns against pitch

still i th<o>ught it'd be a g<o><o>d idea t<o> <o>uts<o>urce <o>pini<o>ns ab<o>ut this, s<o> i'd l<o>ve to hear pe<o>ple's takes! <o>u<o>

#sordie's advice #polls

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LITERARY: Dear Tita Chacha

November 5, 2022

Dear Tita Chacha,

Ako po si Alex. Isang troubled teenager sa pag-ibig.

Marahil dahil ngayon lang ulit ako papasok sa ganito pero grabe Tita Cha, I can't believe na ganito pala ang mangyayari sa akin. Hindi ko na po papahabain pa ang aking intro at sisimulan ko na po ang kwento para sa inyo.

Isa po akong iska. Habang naglalakad po ako around UP, may isang cute na lalaki akong nakita. Siya nga po pala si Christian. Nilapitan ko siya at tinanong kung anong ginagawa niya kahit halata naman na may hawak siyang camera, pang picture picture niya. Kinibo naman niya ako at sinabing pini-picturan niya nga ang mga magagandang tanawin sa campus. Siyempre ako, tinake ko na yung opportunity na kausapin pa siya. And guess what Tita Cha, we went out together pa nga!

Naging maganda ang sumunod naming mga dates. Marami akong nalaman tungkol sa kanya, gaya ng kung paano siya nahilig sa pagkuha ng mga larawan at kung anu-ano ang hobbies niya. Akalain mo Tita, ang dami pala naming similarities! Feeling ko nga siya na yung matagal kong hinihingi kay Lord. Yung cute, mas matangkad sa akin, kapareho ko na mahilig sa kape at sa K-Pop, tas Tita marunong din siyang sumayaw! Hindi ko talaga kinaya, pakiramdam ko siya na talaga ang aking end game!

Siguro nagtatanong kayo kung paano ako naging troubled sa aking lovelife kung sure na ako na siya na nga ang aking love of my life. Ito na, Tita.

Habang naglalakad kami sa may Betaway, nag-uusap kami about sa mga pangarap namin and kung ano ang gusto naming ma-achieve by the end of this year. Ang sabi niya, gusto niya raw na mas umunlad ang kanyang career as a photographer. Siyempre naman ako, supportive! Tapos shinare ko sa kanya na gusto ko matapos lahat ng backlogs ko before Christmas. Kinumusta ko ang kanyang pag-aaral, pero sabi niya ay matagal na siyang tumigil sa eskwela. Kinabahan ako, legit! Akala ko drop out siya o something. Pero medyo mas malala pa pala…

Tita, graduate na siya. And mas matanda pa siya sa bias ko na si Wonwoo! Eh 8 years pagitan namin huhu. TITA, CAN YOU BELIEVE NA MAS MATANDA PA SIYA SA 8 YEARS!!! Grabeng age gap naman po non, hindi kinaya ng bangs ko!!! Please help me, I don’t know kung ano po ba ang dapat kong gawin. Baka mapunta pa ako sa naughty list ni Santa Claus this year, ayoko naman non.

Sana po matulungan niyo po ako huhu.

Nagmamahal, Alex

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December 6, 2022

Dear Tita Chacha,

Nandito na naman po si Alex para magbigay ng update sa kanyang troubled love life.

Naalala niyo po ba si Christian? Hindi po kami nag work out.

Hindi naging maganda ang pagwawakas ng aming "relasyon", Tita Cha. Sa ilang araw na pagde-date namin, marami kaming pagkakaiba. Magkaiba na ang aming priorities, goals, at siyempre, iba na ang landas namin sa buhay. Ako po magsisimula pa lang ng kolehiyo tapos siya, pwede na po magkapamilya. Nahirapan din po akong tanggapin na noong nasa elementarya ako ay 18 years old na siya! Na-realize ko pong malaking balakid pala talaga ang age gap, Tita. Matapos ang ilang araw ng pagde-date, natanto kong gusto ko siya dahil sa mukha niya. And that's it!

Ako na rin po ang nag desisyon na itigil na ang kung ano mang meron kami sa mga panahon na iyon. Ayaw ko man aminin pero mas naging masaya ako noong nawala na siya sa isipan ko. Naalala ko tuloy 'yong nabasa kong quote minsan: 'Fall in love with the soul'. Ito na siguro ang pinakamahalagang natutunan ko ngayong taon.

Tama ba ang naging desisyon ko, Tita? Kailangan ko po ang payo ninyo.

Nagmamahal, Alex

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December 8, 2022

Dear Alex,

Kumusta naman ang iyong kalagayan ngayon? Sana ay nasa mabuting lagay ka.

Uumpisahan ko ang aking pagpayo mula sa isang kasabihan: “We meet people for a reason.” Ngunit ‘di ibig sabihin nito ay umasa ka. Ang sinasabi ko lang ay baka dumating kayo sa buhay ng isa’t isa upang matuto at mapalago ang inyong kaisipan.

Tama ka sa pag-iisip muli dahil sa kanyang edad. Marami ka pang mahahanap dyan na mas angkop para sa’yo. Maghintay ka lang muna, iha. Darating din ang taong hinahanap mo.

At ako ay may isang katanungan pala para sa iyo. ‘Yan ba ay alam ng nanay mo? Baka mamaya madamay pa ako sa away ninyo, sabihin kinu-kunsinte kitang bata ka. Baka mamaya maski ako malagay sa naughty list ni Santa Claus ha. Ayoko no’n, kailangan ko rin mabasbasan ang aking love life.

Dito ko na tatapusin ang aking liham. Lagi kang mag-iingat ha? Magpakabait ka.

Nagmamahal, Tita ChaCha

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December 13, 2022

Dear Tita ChaCha,

Magandang araw, tita!

Palagay ko ay tama nga po kayo. We meet people for a reason and some of them really do come and go. Siguro po ay curious na kayo kung bakit noh? Simple lang po ‘yan, tita. May nakilala akong bago, si Martin.

Hindi po siya tulad ni Christian. Type ko naman si Martin pero ‘di ko ipagkakaila, mas type ko si Christian. Hindi rin po siya gaya ni Christian na kapareho ko agad ang gusto. Dati, kay Christian, parang kailangan kong i-keep ang imahe ko na mabait para po ma-impress ko siya. Pero kay Martin, hindi. Hindi siya gaano nakikinig sa K-Pop, hindi siya mahilig sa kape, at hindi rin siya sumasayaw. Pero kuhang-kuha niya po yung loob ko. Dahil may mga pareho pa rin po kami na interes tulad ng mga mythology, supernatural, at ang cookies and cream na flavor ng ice cream!

Ang pinagkaiba lang po nila mas ramdam ko ang pagiging sarili ko kay Martin. Kahit po sungitan ko siya, awayin, pagtripan, parang walang epekto sa kanya. Ramdam ko po ang pagiging komportable ko sa kanya. Kaya ayun, nabihag niya ako, tita. At in fairness, isang year lang ang agwat namin ni Martin.

Baka nga po meant to meet lang kami nung nakilala ko sa campus pero sana naman po ito hindi. Magdadabog na po ako kay Lord niyan kung gano’n.

AT TITA ALAM MO BANG NILILIGAWAN NA NIYA AKO?! OMG TITA PAPAKILALA KO SIYA SA’YO PAG MAY ORAS KA PO!

At bilang sagot po sa huli ninyong katanungan, siyempre po hindi AHAHAHA pero ito pong bago, ipapakilala ko na po! Hindi naman na po siguro ako malilista sa naughty list ni Santa Claus noh? Pero kayo po, baka naman po dumating na rin ang hinahanap niyo. Onting tiis na lang tita, sabay po tayong magpa-pasko na may kasama hihi.

Maraming salamat po sa pagsagot at sa pagtulong sa akin, tita! Lagi po kayong mag-iingat!

Nagmamahal, Alex

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 Nakakatuwa kung paano ko unti-unting nakikita yung bunga ng matagal ko na ipinapanalangin kay Lord. I’ve waited years pero ngayon na natutupad na, parang napaka-ikli lang ng panahon ng paghihintay ko. Looking back, I could really say na God was preparing me for this blessing, far greater than I have ever thought of or imagined. 

Siguro yung waiting period ko, nahati sa two parts - yung first part is yung super bitter part ko at yung sobrang atat na atat ako at ayoko na maghintay and yung second part is yung naging completely dependent na ako kay Lord. 

Yung first part ng waiting period ko kasi was very tough. Sobrang hirap, sobrang sakit, to the point na nag-self pity na ako. Yung iniisip ko na lang na lagi na lang ako nasasaktan, lagi na lang ganito yung nangyayari sa akin, kelan ba matatapos ‘to? Yung tipong uupo na lang ako sa isang sulok, pipikit, hinahampas ko ng makapal na libro yung ulo ko sabay sinasabi ko sa sarili ko “Ang tanga tanga tanga mo kasi!” - “Ayoko na ng ganito!” - “Gusto ko na ‘to tapusin!” “Kunin mo na ko Lord pleaseeee!” 

I HATE IT. I HATED MYSELF. I HATED MY ATTITUDE.  Alam ko naman na mali ako, pero dahil sa “kawawa” nga ako, hindi ko pinansin yung mga faults ko and I just kept blaming everyone, including God. Lagi ko sinasabi na “Lord kailangan ko ba ‘to paulit-ulit na pagdaanan?” Lord, kelan ba yung happy ending ko?” “Lord, patawarin Mo ako, alam ko na mali ako at yung mga decision ko. Lord can I just be happy?” 

Laging ganun yung questions, laging ganun yung prayer ko. Laging “ako, ako, ako, AKO! Laging ako yung kawawa, laging ako yung malungkot, laging ako yung iniiwan, lagi akong ipinagpapalit. What’s wrong with me? Am I not cut out for this? (Maybe, if talagang nagbabasa ka ng mga blogs ko or nadadaanan mo lang, siguro nababasa mo yung mga ka-dramahan ko sa blogs ko! hehehehe)  May mga pa-last love letter ek ek pa ko ... ang drama talaga! HAHAHHAA, pero I never regretted writing those, kasi that’s how I felt at the moment ... and sa totoo lang I wanted to remember those moments, to remind myself always of how far God has taken me. 

Pero paano nga ba ako naka move on sa 2nd part ng waiting period?  Paano ko ba tinanggap? How did I learn to let go and just let God do His thing? 

Sa totoo lang? Hindi naging madali .... HINDI MADALI. Lalo na pag dadating yung mga times na masasaktan ako . . . matagal ako maka move on! Pero paano nga ba nawala yung victim mentality? Paano nga ba nawala yung self-pity? Paano ba ko nakawala sa part 1? 

I started moving on and feeling a lot better about myself when I focused on other’s needs rather than myself. When I focused more on God’s heart and His plans for my life rather than my personal plans. I focused on God. Alam nyo yung Love God, Love People? Magkapartner pala talaga yun ... hindi naman sinabi ni Lord na Love God, Yourself and Other People ... He just said, Love God and Love People. "Love your neighbor as you love yourself.” - Matthew 22:39 Do you know why He said that? Kasi yang self-love? Hindi naman talaga yan nawawala sa atin, it’s innate, it’s our nature that we love ourselves. Kahit na malungkot ka, kahit na depressed ka . . . hindi nawawala yung pagmamahal sa sarili. I remember nung nasa depressive state ako and I was always suicidal . . . naalala ko yung mga reasons ko kung bakit gusto ko na mawala ... kasi naawa na ako sa mga magulang ko, hindi KO kaya na makita sila na nahihirapan DAHIL SA AKIN. AYAW KO na maramdaman yung ganitong sakit, ayaw KO na malungkot. I wanted to end it because I didn’t want to feel. I wasn’t really concerned about them . . . I was concerned about myself. I didn’t want to feel pain, I wanted to cheat the troubled times and end it all ... pero napakabuti ni Lord kasi hindi Niya ako pinabayaan regardless of how selfish I was. I remember yung preaching ng ate ako a few years back, and I would never forget what she said; “The more we focus on our pain, the more we focus on our problems and our wants, the more we lose our focus on God.” 

OUCH! SO TRUE! Mas namamagnify yung problems kesa si Lord. 

When I started to actually pray for others who hurt me, when I started praying for my dad and my kids, when I started praying for the church, when I started to pray for our ministry, when I started to pray for others . . . that’s when I lost focus on myself and truly focused on God’s heart. Unti-unti ko ng hindi naiisip yung problema ko, kasi mas focused ako kung paano ko matutulungan si Daddy, kung paano ako mas magiging mabuting ina sa mga anak ko, kung paano ako magiging mabuting kaibigan sa mga taong kakakilala ko lang, kung paano ako makakatulong sa church, kung paano ako makakatulong sa mga outreaches. Nung nawala yung selfishness ko, nawala din yung pagka bitter ng puso ko, nawala din yung pagsself-pity ko . . . and for the first time in my life I was actually free. I was actually happy. Masaya ako kahit na nasaktan ako nung taong mahal ko. Ayoko na sana ikwento e, pero it’s an essential part of the story. Eto yung part 2. I was also so focused on him. Masyadong mataas yung expectation ko sa kanya and I forgot na tao lang pala siya. He is capable of mistakes. Hindi siya perfect. Only God is perfect. I was always so scared of losing him kaya hindi ko siya hinahayaan, hindi ko siya pakawalan, kasi madami ng beses na muntik na siya mawala sa akin. Always “fear.” Fear of losing him, fear of having to tell my children again na, “hindi nagwork out” fear or being single for the rest of my life . . . 

but then . . . I remembered why I fell in love with him in the first place *flashback* to the day after ng 3-day encounter nila. He was the first to go through the process kasi I just had Gab and I wasn’t sure if makaka-daan pa ko sa process . . . so sabi ko siya na mauna. He texted me right away and he was testifying about how He was revived and how he truly encountered God. And I was so happy for him kasi talagang na-revive siya. Then before we ended our conversation he asked me “Mahal mo ba ako?” so ako naman, sumagot ... “Oo” then he said, “Ako din, mahal kita, pero gusto ko malaman mo na mas mahal ko si Lord kesa sayo. At dapat ikaw din, mahal mo ako pero dapat mas mahal mo si Lord kesa sa akin.” (I could prove this, I saved his messages, hehe) pfftttt *MINDBLOWN* ... I mean, si Eymard nasabi yun? Siya ba talaga yun? Yung gangster ng daang bakal biglang ganun na magsalita? Totoo ba??? But then, after he said that I was happy, and that’s how I knew that he was the man that I wanted to marry. I just wanted someone who loves God just as much as I do. I want someone who loves serving God as much as I do, who doesn’t mind if I stay in church or go to the mountains to preach the Word of God because he loves doing it as much as I do. That’s when I knew, that’s when I started praying for marriage. (Siya lang yung pinagpray ko out of all my relationships at sa kaniya lang ako nagkadesire magpakasal)  *movingforward* isang malaking revelation sa akin yung sinabi nya na yun, na dapat mas mahal ko si Lord. kasi mahirap man aminin, dumating yung time na naging super focused ako sa kanya kesa kay Lord. I was so wrapped up on this marriage thing that I forgot na si Lord pala dapat yung pini-please, hindi siya. Kaya pala ako lagi nasasaktan, kaya hindi ako makamove on because of that stupid expectation na never ever sya magkakamali, at never ever nya tatangkain na saktan ako. Tama pala siya, what he said was prophetic “Dapat mas mahal natin si Lord kaysa sa isa’t-isa.”

And that’s why sa pinakahuling pagkakataon na nagkamali ulit siya ... I said, what hec, it’s ok. I forgive you pero it’s over. It’s over for me, it’s over for us .. I’m done fighting and I’m just gonna let God and focus on Him. I lost my focus again when that happened pero, I didn’t lose myself. I didn’t lose my joy. Unlike before that I would completely lose it. (as in back to zero - walwal, iyak, depressed) But when it happened again, there was a change in me. I felt it. (Ang daming again diba? Ayaw ko na i-detail, basta yun na yun! hahaha) 

I forgave him. I prayed for him. I sincerely prayed for him. Asking God to bless him whatever his choice may be. I prayed that God would give him direction, I prayed that God would bless him and give him favor in his work or chosen career.  I promised God that I would only speak blessings to him and about him. I sincerely prayed for his happiness, even if I wasn’t his choice. Then, I told God na “it’s okay Lord if we don’t end up together, I will still serve you. Like I said before in my youth, I will serve you no matter what the cost. Maging single man ako for life, hindi man maging kami forever, it’s ok. You are more than enough.”

 Then I moved on and hinayaan ko na si Lord. Then I continued being a daughter, a mom, a school admin, an outreach program director, an adviser to the youth . . . I continued . . . Hinayaan ko na, I said my peace, I said goodbye. 

And you know what ... after months ... he found his way back to me. And after a year, he proposed. And next year, we’re getting married. Ang galing ni Lord no? All the glory belongs to Him alone!

Parang ang layo na ata nung kwento ko ah! hahahahaha ... pero if you’re like me, and you’re praying for something and God is making you wait, just be patient and enjoy the journey. Get the most out of it. Grow through what you go through. And remember, if God’s making you wait, be prepared to receive more than what you asked for. 

‘til my next blog! :) 

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