#piethinks

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If I was a villager from wherever the puss in boots was in I would also worship the ground he walks on.

He's literally a cute cat with boots and a belt and he's also a hero. Who is literally a little cat

#piethinks #puss in boots

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Reading aftg fics is always like noooo theyre not assholes enought not like theyre ooc (even thought they are ) but more like I love reading asshole characters so much its therapeutic to me It feels like I am getting robbed off from reading my assholes

Also they make them more fun as well but cant really say much about them lmao esp kevin an neil are so fucking boring in the books it would not be fun to read about them doing mundane stuff at all

#they esp soften kevin #I thing some antics of kevin paint an overall pic of a nicer person #so we get nicer kevins #aaron sometimes has the opposite thing happen to him actually #people tent to forget how normal(?) he is in someways #aftg #tfc #piethinks #also with neil they make him a cutie #It feels more subtle with these three but if you nicefy andrew even a bit it shoooowwss #its the most glaring fır me too

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I am considering not looking at the lights while crossing the street

#piethinks #tw

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Making friends.....finding new people.....how do you do that...... Does everyone have casual friends that they don't always like? I don't want to be made uncomfortable about things they might believe and say....I want everyone to be at least like my best friends when it comes to our compatiblility.. What if they believe in very fucjed up shit but at that point it's too late to ghost them?? I don't want it to be high school again :((((

#what if they actually have good believes but are still soo much like ppl in my hs #I talked to my cousin yesterday she was....well.......not best about some issues. #I don't want to even meet with 'bad' people bc I don't know how to call people on their bullshit #they say the worst thing youve ever heard and I be like hahaha yea(uncomfy) #piethinks

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Heartstopper is confusing bc nick looks exactly like charlie and charlie looks like a nick

#I am not kidding I was so confused about this #I still am #heartstopper #piethinks

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I am surrounded by old people who for reasons, have been trapped in weird and sucky situations because of kinda shitty people around them and it makes me feel depressed and weirdly defeated. Like they have a way of living pretty set in stone. They dont even seem to wanna change it. They just accept it as their life. No one leaves their awful spouse and no one cuts or lessens contact with awful parents. And I guess I already know if somethings in my life don’t change drastically at some point, thats also gonna be my fate too. Because I dont think there is gonna be a moment in my life I can be honest with my parent but I also cant just cut or significantly lessen contact. I dont even know how I can ask to have my own place without marrying someone.

#piethinks #Imagine having an kind of awful mother but not even having tumblr post beautifullr written about its pain #you just continue loving her fully not leaving her side #we talked about different relatives with awful personalities over dinner today so #depressing thoughts occured

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You watch a movie made in 2000s and immediately are like ten times more insecure even the movie wad hardly about that

#all the model bodies… #piethinks

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Celebs are just people. Most of them are really fucking stupid. I get it some of you are so addicted to this culture you cant stop talking about them for a second but like… kanye west isn’t suddenly a light in darkness just bc he supports palestine. Half of the world does. Most celebs silence or flat out refusal of genocide is not bc it has ANY merit. They’re just that fucking stupid.

#we should retire celebrity culture immediately #piethinks

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Im kinda frustrated that some entertainment youtubers and creators arent talking about gaza rn. Its everywhere. Does the word genocide doesn’t mean anything???? Amount of shit I see everywhere and not even one post ??? I am deleting youtube

#piethinks #same with celebs

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Someone here also has a tablet and a pen for it idk if they're also drawing but it's cool

#piethinks

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I just got so angry all of the sudden bc I remembered that if I just had money %90 of my problems would cease to exist. And its not even real. Society should have been built on supporting each other wtf is this.

#piethinks

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Being incredibly mediocre in that one thing that you do is insanely embarrassing like there's nothing else about me but even that one thing is like whatever

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Undiagnosing myself from love İ am not in love İ am fine

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That stupid feeling of needing to archive every single thing that ever happened to you

#yea #piethinks

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Never ever asking for peoples opinions ever

#I am doubting myself now #NOT EVEN ONE PERSON #LIKED THEM #just doing what you like is very nice on the surface #but idk at least one person liking them would be really nice you know #now if I buy and wear them it will feel like everyone is judging me and it won't feel good #piethinks

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What do you do with those people who are genuinely good people and good friends but being with them is insanely tiring and unfulfilling. Mostly because you are like nothing matters 🪅🎀🎈✨🎁💗😋🍓🐈🎂🤘 but they're like everything sucks 💀😐😒🙄😮‍💨😤😡🤨💩☠️👎🖕🤦

#shes sooo negative #Also shes not the best listener and convo maker #it is kind of like unfortunate circumstances of hers are the problem #I feel like most of the time spent with her was just her telling me one or the other bad thing that happened that day #piethinks