#phieltatos

[eglcntine-archived]

𝕎ℍ𝔸𝕋  ℂ𝕆𝕃𝕆ℝ  𝔻𝕆𝔼𝕊  𝕐𝕆𝕌ℝ  𝕃𝕆𝕍𝔼  𝔽𝔼𝔼𝕃  𝕃𝕀𝕂𝔼 ?

deep staining red

Ripped out confessions, warm velvety whispers and a heart like an open wound. Your love flows out like dripping blood, beautiful, flawed and twisted. It's gut wrenching, the type of painfully dramatic feeling that makes you clutch your chest, picturing dramatic monologues about love and loving and big screen over the top scenes of sobbing into your pillow until you fall asleep. It rips out of you, clawing it's way up your throat more so than tumbling out. Sticky words that just need to be let out, feelings so big they don't fit inside you. Your love isn't easy, it's a true bloody mess, dripping and staining everything it touches in a desperate attempt to be seen, to be felt, to be loved back. And you, you love so hard, so deeply, so much for someone who carries all that pain. Atlas holding up the world, how are you? Is your love still flowing? Is your heart still open? Still pumping and bleeding and dripping with blood and tears? Still painting your beautiful pictures and writing your love letters in deeply personal red ink? Because I see them, I read them, I love them and you, you, you, you. Clench your chest, scream your love, cry it out. Spill your words of loving, keep your heart beating, keep your love coming and paint the entire world red with it. Make it in your image, keep going, it's okay. Maybe one day the whole world can be red and loved and beautiful just like you.

stolen from @lamenthope

tagging : @hcmlock ( you know the drill ) , @phieltatos , @faultyconscience  and you !

#[ yes ; just all of this ; yes ] #ˏˋ°•⁀➷ SEVERUS SNAPE * HEADCANONS ‚ prince with a thousand enemies . #[ sev @ albus : why won't you love meeeeeee ] #ˏˋ°•⁀➷ EGLCNTINE * DASH GAMES ‚ darling ; i can play your games too .

[gryffinwolf]

the way both of my blogs right now are just lyddy and i taking turns writing sirius and remus 

#i. [ . . . 𝚆𝚁𝙸𝚃𝙴𝚁 . . . ] / OUT OF CHARACTER #IT'S NOT AN EASY SWITCH EITHER LIKE LKSJFHG #i love us #phieltatos #wulfmade

[krvla]

@phieltatos​ / LUNA LOVEGOOD

‘ Your father must be a real nutter , to be brave enough to publish all that nonsense in that little paper of his. Do people actually believe that crap ?? A real scam , if you ask me. ’

#phieltatos #draco said *cracks knuckles* time to bully

[iinmortales]

         ‘ are you ever going to give me an actual sentence to write, or is it just going to be you praising yourself forever? ‘ today had been another litany of his own praises. his looks, his charm, his talent as a lover. she was honestly going to scream if she had to write his name one more time. 

@phieltatos​ feyre for rhys

#phieltatos #( story ) feyre archeron #.ok but i'm still in the third book and i honestly just desired more of their weeks together before she ran from spring #.also this is my first thing with her!

[bloodpures-a]

@phieltatos​ asked: ❛  you don’t have to pretend to be fine with me.  ❜ // pandora

-----   𝕳𝖊   𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞   𝖓𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖑𝖞   𝖑𝖆𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖘   𝖔𝖚𝖙.   if   his   arm   wasn’t   still   burning   from   receiving   the   mark,   he   could   have   thrown   the   table   they   are   sat   at   across   the   room.   he   feels   as   if   he   is   constantly   screaming   into   a   void,   desperate   for   someone   to   listen   to   him.   and   yet,   she   is   the   only   one   who   listens.   𝚜𝚘,   𝚠𝚑𝚢   𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜   𝚑𝚎   𝚔𝚎𝚎𝚙   𝚙𝚞𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐   𝚑𝚎𝚛   𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢   ??   it   is   not   that   he   is   blind.   he   knows   she   cares   but   dare   he   open   up   to   her,   he   risks   losing   yet   another   person.   especially   now   as   the   skull   and   snake   begin   to   form   on   his   arm,   he   risks   losing   much   more   than   just   her.   he’s   risking   everything.   the   grip   on   his   fork   tightens   before   he   pushes   bits   of   roasted   chicken   across   his   plate.   silver   eyes   flicker   up   dangerously,   meeting   hers   before   retreating   back   to   his   food.   “   i   haven’t   a   clue   what   you’re   talking   about.   “   he   says,   words   biting.   “   eat   your   supper.   “

comforting sentence starters.

#:') asshole is in denial #tell him to get it together #first war verse tbt #𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝. #phieltatos #q.

[folklured]

❔

send ❔ and i’ll list a couple muses that i’d like to throw at yours !

feyre archeron

nesta archeron

elain archeron

bryce quinlan

penellaphe balfour

natasha romanova

padmé naberrie

#phieltatos #answered. #dangles them like a cat toy

[nightsprince]

🍒 + NYKTOUS 👀

SEND ME A URL FOR POSIVITY feat. @nyktous

HANA. H A N A. oh how i love her. the other half of our little squad. she and i literally started our friendship off with dick jokes so that's how you know it's a keeper. she's so talented, kind, funny, generous, compassionate, i could go on and on about how much i love hana !!! nyx is captain of the feyre fan club #1 mama's boy and it's all because of her feyre and i love it everyone go send hana love for being amazing

#phieltatos #nyktous #❛ ☾ ｡ * ☆ * ｡ / meme answers.

[askabound]

wait is it love ly time. fndkdkdkd. honestly I feel like I bore you with the number of times a day I tell you I love you, but it holds none the less true. shortly after I met you I realized how important you were already to me. and since then it's just been me loving u endlessly. your dedication to Sirius is something that I love. your ability and Meta on your other muses is something I'm always inspired by. you're attention to detail and the beautiful way you put your words together. I love you and your writing so much and I cannot even properly put it into words.

wait i 😭 this means so much to me cause you have nooo idea how important you are to me. my day just doesn't feel right if i'm not talking to you or writing with you (which admittedly is my fault sometimes). you're the first person i go to with an idea and i love that you always have something to add to everything i say. it just makes me feel validated and understood like i never have to overexplain myself you just get me. to that effect, i love when i don't even have to tell you something and you've inferred it from my writing or my other ideas like that one time i asked you to describe my sirius to me and you were SPOT ON about things i never even told you or wrote about on my blog?? you're amazing and we literally vibe on every single level and all my muses have a very speak place for your muses in their hearts 🥺

#phieltatos #it's not rlly love ly time i just reblogged a meme about my portrayal BUT ITS OK ILYSM lskjfhg #❛ inbox › did you like question ten‚ moony?

[princguard-a]

THE HIGHLORD AND HIS STEWARD. 

Lark x Tamlin // @phieltatos

#. THE TEMPERANCE ( acotar ) #. lark x tamlin ( to love the beast ) #my edit #phieltatos

[illyriamade]

💕drops dorian from phieltatos for ith

Send 💕 (or “hearts!” if the symbol doesn’t show up) and I’ll fill out the following for our muses: — @phieltatos

Have we discussed shipping before?: yes || no

My interest level overall: I’ve wanted this for so long || can’t wait || I think it’ll be fun || kinda feeling it || maybe with a lot of plotting || I need to think about it || not interested, sorry

How we should do this: jump right in || slow burn || pre-established || build up to it in a thread || anything goes

Dynamics I want to try out with our ship: friends to lovers || rivals to lovers || enemies to lovers || mutual pining || battle couple || childhood friends || high school sweethearts || star crossed lovers || long time lovers || old married couple || newlyweds || sickeningly sweet couple || secret lovers || fake dating/marriage || best friends hiding their feelings || arranged marriage || soulmates || other

#⠀「⠀. ❀ ུ˚. muse⠀」… ithaca #phieltatos #⠀「⠀. ❀ ུ˚. misc⠀」… answered #lyddy tag

[silverflamcs]

@phieltatos​  “ you don't mean that “

     the curtains were still open, giving way to the snow falling outside. illyria could be beautiful, she realized, when they weren’t smack dab in the middle of a war camp. it was quiet where cassian’s cabin is, nesta prefers it this way, large crowds of people and the noise they carry make her tense these days. the house of wind has been a blessing in that regard. a few weeks after their mating ceremony nesta had asked, or more so demanded, her and cassian get away together. her other request was that it wasn’t anything big or extravagant, just a place for her and her mate to be together. with azriel living with them she feels guilty subjecting him to hearing her and cassian’s sex life. there was also the fact that training was still every single day, which is to be expected when you have a general for a mate, but she just wanted him to herself completely for a while. cassian’s cabin, though she supposes it’s her’s now too, in illyria is the perfect place to do just that.

     they laid upon heavy, fluffy blankets and pillows that were spread out before the fire that roared in the hearth. being able to stand a fire still felt like a miracle to her, cassian’s presence helped. he always made her feel calm and safe, made her feel as if she’s capable of anything. her hair was unbound and tousled, the only thing she wore now was cassian’s shirt that she seemed to swim in. she was nestled into cassian’s side, his warmth seeping into her, that along with his scent was beginning to lure her to sleep. even though she was spent and on the verge of falling into a blissful slumber she could go for another round with him. she would never tire of him, would always want him. nesta idly strokes his stomach, savoring the muscles beneath her hand and the sound of his heart beneath her head. perfect. this moment was so utterly perfect and much like a romance scene out of one of her novels she couldn’t wrap her mind around how she got so lucky, how she was deserving of any of this, of him.

     “i don’t deserve someone like you.” she voiced her thoughts out loud, regretting it soon after, for she was sure it would ruin this moment because she knew cassian would not agree.

     “you don’t mean that,” came his reply. and nesta couldn’t help the ghost of a smile that appeared because it was so wholly cassian that it didn’t come as a surprise to her.

     she lifts her head from his chest to meet his stare. “i mean it entirely. i’m not the only one who thinks so either.” her hair slid over a shoulder, the glow from the fire illuminating the gold within the strands. “they don’t think i’m good enough for you..that i’m not worthy to be your mate.” her eyes leave his as she sits up completely. “i think they’re right.” she shakes her and sighs as if it can clear out the thoughts currently filling her mind. reluctantly she stands from the floor and walks toward the window, pressing her temple to the glass as she stares out.

     “there’s a question i want to ask you and i need you to answer truthfully.” turning away from the window she looks at him, uncertainty lining her features. “if we weren’t mates would you have still tried so hard with me? would you have still wanted to help me out of that deep hole i dug myself into?” a lump had formed in her throat, but she forces herself to swallow and ask the question that has haunted her since first realizing her and cassian are mates. “would you still want to be with me? i would hate it if you’re only reasoning for being with me, for fighting for me so hard was solely because i’m your mate and you feel obligated to.”

#i told you this way going to be fantastic rgjnrjgn #my heart soars whenever we write these two #☾ ‘ death herself ‘ ( answered ) #☾ ‘ how the winds moan her name. can you hear it too? nesta. nesta. nesta. ‘ ( thread ) #phieltatos

[betraeyer]

always the better of us // sirius

*  CAN YOU BREAK HIM?

DON’TCRYDON’TCRYDON’TCRY / 10.    the don’t cry’s are for me :) this is a BIG ONE because if sirius said this to him, it feels like a slap in the face because regulus both in canon and in a survival au setting knows he isn’t, he knows he’s changed for the better but it doesn’t erase the things he did, the things he believed in and what he chose and was proud to do. so this would be a huge stinger right in the heart, because sirius is the better one, and that’s a known fact.

#* 𝟎𝟎𝟏 . 𝐆𝐄𝐍 ﹕ answered. ❞ #phieltatos #oh im crying now

[gryffinwolf]

❛   wh   -   ❜    so james really hadn’t been able to keep sirius away from the willow.    remus reckoned he could hardly blame his friend.    james,    that was,    not sirius.    in fact,    remus was fairly certain that he didn’t need to wait another hour for the crushing and crippling pain to overtake his body in order to snap sirius in two.    he could do it now,    where sirius stood,    if the other dared to get any closer.     from where he sat on the cold hard floor of the shack bedroom,    he ducked his head down,     the soft heels of his palms pressing hard against his eyes,    elbows resting on his knees.    

❛   for the last time,    go away.   ❜     a futile attempt.     now especially,     when he was unlikely to keep fighting,     when even the little pillars of light sifting in through the cracks in the wooden planks sealing the windows was too strong,    when even his own voice though he didn’t raise it much more beyond a hushed murmur was too loud.     he changed his mind.    remus was going to kill james tomorrow,     after moony had had his fun spatchcocking sirius. 

@phieltatos​   liked    🌕

#phieltatos #ii. [ . . . 𝚁𝙴𝙼𝚄𝚂 . . . ] / IN CHARACTER #oh bb

[iolahitchens]

☣: Have they ever been severely ill? If so, did it leave an effect on their overall health in the long run?

headcanon meme

there were definitely some concerns before she was born, though cygnus had been quarantined quickly after he first developed symptoms no one knew if ella had caught something and passed it onto her unborn baby. luckily, iola was healthy when she was born, with the loud crying to prove it.

not an illness but the splinching she suffered at thirteen was infected for a little while, after all it was treated by a fifteen year old at first, and caused some minor nerve damage in her left arm. she never gained the full feeling back but she did recover her full range of movement, even if it took time and movement exercises.

#phieltatos #character ( headcanon ) #inbox ( answered ) #illness tw #injury tw

[firehcart-archived]

@phieltatos​​ asked :  I look at you and it is like my throat being cut. // rowan — deathless sentence meme / accepting.

𝐒𝐇𝐄'𝐒 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐓 𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 ; avoids it where she can because it’s easier not to feel at all – has dealt her entire life in apathy and the kind of bliss that comes with being numb. Until him. New barriers have been crossed since the other night, so it seems ; rejection that burns her in a way she’s not thought might ever ache so harshly, unreadable at the best of times. Still, the brush of his hands pushing her back, the harshness to his tone, it all rings in her thoughts in the silence between them.

She has no one to blame but herself for that.

They share a bed despite the distance between them, and for all she refuses to let that emotion settle, there’s a heaviness that lingers in the very pit of her stomach ; reminds her that he has lived what seem like an infinite amount of years, and that she might very well be a child in his eyes. Bloodbonded, perhaps, but therein where the bond seemed to end – or so he vehemently had implied with his haste the other night.

“If that’s all it took to cut throats, I might wear nightgowns more often.”

Remark falls dry on red lips, and Ashryver hues flicker in his direction for the briefest of moments as her hands comb through once golden locks, still wearing the remnants of copper undertones from dye that has lasted a little longer than she hoped. Once long, now cropped from battle, from sharp claws that still seem to find her in the dead of night, and in dreams she can harshly call any kind of rest when her eyes are closed.

It’s silent now, that her frame slips in beside him – and Aelin is careful to ensure not a part of her touches him. Where he lays beside her, she’s never felt so far from him, the inferno within her veins yet dimmed to embers with how cold she feels. She’s pushed him too far, too fast ; hadn’t expected to lose him so quickly.

“We should get some sleep. Tomorrow is another day.”

On her side does she shift, cheek finding the pillow – and she almost feels him watching her from where he rests, the sheets drawn up over her frame lightly. Another moment of silence, and her tone softens, murmurs.

“Goodnight, Rowan.”

#ii. asks. » so you want to start a war? « #phieltatos #v. canon oo4. » she bowed for no one and nothing « #set in qos - hope that's okay

[askabound]

MURDER ME WITH OUR QUOTE ITS FIne

YOU'RE THE ONE WHO MURDERED ME FIRST WHEN YOU SAID THAT??

#phieltatos #you literally said #ly wrote a crack-y post about sirius's fear of thunderstorms let's pULVERISE HER HEART TO DUST #❛ inbox › did you like question ten‚ moony?