#pauljulian

[cupofearlgreytea]

nothing can come in between a girl and her obsession for complex complicated fucked up toxic deliriously in love relationships

#datvd #julian fromme #paul fleischer #pauljulian #evervale #eli ever #victor vale #thoschei #spydoc #thirteenth doctor #dhawan!master #idk if i need to say it but ​in literature/media guys #NOT in real life #cultivate healthy and wholesome relationships pls #loustat #interview with the vampire

[starlesswdz]

autumn disaster boys

#digital art #dark academia these violent delights #datvd #pauljulian #julian fromme #paul fleischer #these violent delights #micah nemerever #dark academia

[operakings]

it's january 17th happy pauljulian day

#pauljulian #paul fleischer #julian fromme #datvd #these violent delights #my art #operakings

[archerofunspeakablelove]

If he's not at least trying to drag you off a cliff with him because it's the only way he can process his love for you what's really even the point

#chaotic ramblings #Hannibal #nbc hannibal #datvd #these violent delights #hannigram #murder husbands #pauljulian #hannibal lecter #will graham #paul fleischer #julian fromme #I'm sure there are more examples tbh #where would homoerotic toxic couples be without cliffs

[henrysmilla]

All they were-all they ever had been-was a pair of sunflowers who each believed the other was the sun.

#pauljulian #datvd #these violent delights #micah nemerever #dark academia #paul fleischer #julian fromme

[celeste-hawthorne]

Reading These Violent Delights by Micah Nemerever is such an interesting experience,because in the beginning you're so doubtful of Julian and whether he loves Paul. Because of Paul's unreliable narration you also question everything that Julian says and if it's true or not. But then you slowly start to realise that Julian is so madly in love with Paul that he's ready to sacrifice himself just so Paul can stop questioning his loyalty.

#pauljulian #these violent delights #micah nemerever #dark academia

[evenstarfalls]

#had a good idea for mashing up meme templates #need to make this for all of my evil fav books <3 #these violent delights #datvd #micah nemerever #paul fleischer #julian fromme #pauljulian

[moonys-bf]

me when the trope is the only way they could’ve had a happy ending was if they never met.

#julian fromme #paul fleischer #pauljulian #these violent delights #micah nemerever #GOD

[fuckvictorvale]

desperately need micah nemerever to write another book because idk if i can read these violent delights again yet but I NEED to experience his writing again

#like please #you’re so talented #please write more #datvd #these violent delights (gay) #pauljulian #micah nemerever #books #fuckvictorvale

[bluesargent201]

THESE VIOLENT DELIGHTS - Julian and Paul

I think Julian understood Paul very well. He could see through him, what he wanted, what he felt, his innate lust to kill just so he could feel something, he even understood what Paul wanted to do at the end.

But Paul only saw in Julian what he wanted to see. This fiesty and assertive male, who was smart, beautiful and rich. But Julian was a lot more, he was sensitive, he wanted to take care of Paul. He was just a boy craving for love. That's probably why he always hung out at Paul's...to feel the familial love

And since it's from Paul's POV, we'll never really know what Julian felt, or how he was as a person. We see him through Paul's lens, which is very smudgy.

Paul's insecurities made him blind to Julian's feelings and wants. He could never believe in Julian's love and even if he did, he didn't think he deserved it.

#paul these violent delights #pauljulian #julian fromme #paul fleischer #these violent delights #micah nemerever

[starlesswdz]

more of them

#pauljulian brainworms #i'm never getting them out of my head #pauljulian #datvd #dark academia these violent delights #these violent delights #julian fromme #paul fleischer #traditional art #pencil sketches

[mysticllamaturtleauthor]

REAL

#these violent delights #paul fleischer #pauljulian #julian fromme #julian literally has my heart #i would die for julian #how to get over them #These violent delights have violent ends #they're so toxic it's killing me #i want what they have

[luvr1723]

#this is soooo ADHD coded to me #like ok hyper fixation king #datvd #these violent delights the gay one #these violent delights by micah nemerever #micah nemerever #pauljulian #julian fromme i love you so much i could cry #julian fromme

[legallyobtuse]

this is Paul Fleischer core

#these violent delights #micah nemerever #pauljulian #these violent delights micah nemerever #queer books #book recommendations

[kercovah]

you ever love something so much it hurts?

#pauljulian #these violent delights #paul fleischer #julian fromme #datvd #micah nemerever #when the delights are violent idk im 3 chapters in #art #kercovah

[evenstarfalls]

Did some spot rereading of These Violent Delights and now I'm tearing up it's just. Reading it the first time I was so deep in the unreliable narrator mess of Paul's head but looking at it like this I'm just. It's so much more obvious how much Julian really loves him, no matter how deeply Paul convinces himself that that couldn't possibly be true. He spends so long trying to convince him of it, but Paul's so completely wrapped up in his self-loathing that it breeds the resentment he so fears. I just. What they had. What they could've had if they'd both had access to therapy.

#this book fucks me up so much #datvd #these violent delights #pauljulian #paul fleischer #julian fromme #micah nemerever