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#out i did smth wrong) and i remember all the tomes someone told me i hurt them and i owned up to it and apologized and then i go
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I didnt know the tags woulr be so much i shouldve just wrote a long vent πππ rip
#lol. there are still times where my brain goes omg what if youβre really a narc
#and then i go out of my way to make sure my friends are as comfortable as possible and thati meet all their needs and i apologize every few
#minutes for something silly or for maybe hurting them unintentionally and then i remember of
#every fallout w people in my life where i was always taking responsibility for my actions n for my role to what led to the fallouts no
#matter how toxic the person was and i remember all the times i geniunely apologized to my siblings for my mistakes (without them pointing
#out i did smth wrong) and i remember all the tomes someone told me i hurt them and i owned up to it and apologized and then i go
#oh ywa. maybe not ?
#bonus: all the times i helped someone out in secret to bring some ease in their life without ever telling them or bragging eith it or
#using it against them or reminding them that i did x y z for them
#and then all the times where my guilt ate me up at nights and i cried and the times where i brought out the best of people because my love
#is Nuturing. yea
#AND I GUESS THE FACT THAT MY EX BEST FRIEND TOLD ME IM A NARC AND I STRAIGHT UP WENT OMG YEA! PROBABLY! BECAUSE I WOULDVE BELIEVED HER
#ANYTHING ππππ BECAUSE INWAS SO SURE SHE KNEW ME BETTER THAN I KNEW MYSELF! πππ
#BECAUSE I HAD LOST MYSELF COMPLETELY IN THE FRIENDSHIP ππππ NOT VERY NARC OF ME ππππππ
#but yea. i guess abandonment issues apathy and lack of communication skills (which leads to passive aggressivness) will make you look like a
#narc i get where she came from! but still. if i ever see someone diagnose other people i will simply tell them to shut up
#especially based on sentences taken out of context. not very sexy
#and also very stupid.
#rationally seen i shouldve kicked out the thought that im probably not one when my therapist told me theres no chance i am but. when you get
#treated like a freaking mondter from the people youβve trusted deeply. it does something to you >.>
#also when my therapist said that she has No rights to make Any diagnosis or statements about other people because whatever i tell her its
#going to tell her more about me than them. i shouldve just dtopped believing it honestly. like freaking sideeye to those therapists thst
#told my ex friends im a narc. and a big fat kiss to my therapist for being such a beautiful empathstic underztanding patient beautiful and
#kind person
#alhamdulillah ^-^
#kicked out the thought thst i am one *
#and also a big fat sorry for being hsving no empathy. my communication skills are getting brtter and im working on my abandonment issues
#(sfter being abandoned by my closest friends and family hello this is so sexy of me) and im soooo much more st peace w myself n i like and
#care aboyt myself ^-^ even just writing a list of positive things ahout me is smth i wouldve never done two years ago
#(also my family took me back alhamdulillah eheh)
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