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fl3shm4id3n ยท 2 years
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๐•ญ๐–Š๐–Ž๐–“๐–Œ ๐–™๐–๐–Š ๐–˜๐–Š๐–ˆ๐–”๐–“๐–‰ ๐–‰๐–†๐–š๐–Œ๐–๐–™๐–Š๐–— ๐–”๐–‹ ๐•ฌ๐–‘๐–Ž๐–ˆ๐–Š๐–“๐–™ ๐•ณ๐–Ž๐–Œ๐–๐–™๐–”๐–œ๐–Š๐–— ๐–๐–Š๐–†๐–‰๐–ˆ๐–†๐–“๐–”๐–“ย ๐•ธ๐–”๐–‰๐–Š๐–—๐–“!
Tw: child neglect, under age drinking, smoking weed, platonic, reader is a goth and has tattoos, talks of purity culture, angst, Rhaenyra being readerโ€™s mom.
Authorโ€™s note: I wanted to do another one, but this time its in a modern setting.
You came from a wealthy family, which means you come from old money.
You have two older brothers and two older sisters, who played at important role, meanwhile you were just their, it was the Heirs and the spares trope.
Your mother didnโ€™t pay attention to you when you a child, you were basically given money to stay out of her sight or out of way.
Since she wasnโ€™t going to pay you any attention, you might as well go somewhere else.
You would run away a lot, you also disappeared for almost weeks but always returned. Sometimes youโ€™d go to your older sisterโ€™s Rhaenyraโ€™s house and spend the night there.ย 
She didnโ€™t mind you staying, she preferred you stay at her house then to be out there exposed to any kind of danger.
Once you got older, you began to rebel more, first thing you did to piss of your mother, you got a tattoo
ย A big tattoo on your arm which was a red dragon. She was not happy, sheโ€™s said that you probably hung out around people who were bad influence on you.
Later on you got even more tattoos, at some point your body was just covered in them. When it came to important evens, your mother demanded you cover them, but instead you wore attires that showed them off.
Even if that was the case, you didnโ€™t care. You also began to wear dark colors, mainly blacks, greys, and reds. Also wearing wild makeup and you had cut your hair along with dying it.
Your mother was furious, she wanted you to dress like your sister Helaena like a proper lady and not a delinquent but you didnโ€™t care.
Then their was your brother Aegon, who had gotten you into drinking and smoking weed. It was like a tradition between the two of you.
During the week, you both would sneak out late at night, go buy some wine at a liquor store and smoke weed at a 7/11 parking lot.
It was fun, then your brother Aemond began to join the two of you, he was more of the driver since he didnโ€™t trusts you both driving while intoxicated.ย 
When it came to school, you went to a fancy private school with your siblings. Everyone knew you guys since you were Targaryen's and had the white hair.ย 
They knew Aegon for his party animal ways, Helaena for being that weird nice girl, Aemond for his looks and brains. You? They knew you for always getting in a fight.
Of course, you got in trouble and your mother would get calls from the principal. She was not happy, everyone she tells you how you are practically embarrassing the family name, but again you didnโ€™t care.
Otto and Alicent have put you in a boarding school for girls to straighten you out but of course, you got kicked out of them all. So they just stopped.
When it came to mandatory family dinnerโ€™s, you only attended because your sister Rhaenyra along with her nephews would come. If they didnโ€™t go, youโ€™d never show up until dinner was over.
Youโ€™re not a hug fan of fancy foods, you prefer to eat junk food or fast food with Aegon when you guys go out. But Aemond also makes sure you both eat healthy and not live off Monster Energy Drinks.
Your relationship with Helaena was chill, although your mother often compared you to her, it wasnโ€™t her fault that your mother was demanding. Helaena loves you for you, she doesnโ€™t really care about appearances, once she considered getting a matching bug tattoo with you.
Your mother says sheย โ€˜lovesโ€™ you but you know she has a strange way of showing it. When you got older she tried to be a part of your life but you always ignored her like she ignored you.ย 
She began to try and get you married, getting you suiters for you to choose. You always rejected them left and right. Once she had accused you of having sexual affairs like Aegon since you didnโ€™t want to get married, you may be a trouble kid but you had never laid with anyone.ย 
You actually wished on getting married by love and not appearances but since you were a rich girl, itโ€™ll never happen.
Sometimes they would be magazines or news articles of you coming out of clubs, bars, etc. Sometimes with Aegon, of course your mother has told you that youโ€™re putting the family to shame but you didnโ€™t care about the family name or whatever she has to say.
After having issues with your mother, you left to live with your older sister for a while. Her home didnโ€™t feel like you had be someone you arenโ€™t, it felt comforting really, it felt nice and warm.
Rhaenyra sees you as a daughter, and you see her as a mother. She was their for you when you needed someone. She was there the day of your ballet recital, she was at your schoolโ€™s play, she was always there.
When it came to motherโ€™s day, instead of making a card for Alicent, you always made Rhaenyra a card, even as you got older you still made her a card.
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๐•ญ๐–Š๐–Ž๐–“๐–Œ ๐–™๐–๐–Š ๐–˜๐–Š๐–ˆ๐–”๐–“๐–‰ ๐–‰๐–†๐–š๐–Œ๐–๐–™๐–Š๐–— ๐–”๐–‹ ๐•ฌ๐–‘๐–Ž๐–ˆ๐–Š๐–“๐–™ ๐•ณ๐–Ž๐–Œ๐–๐–™๐–”๐–œ๐–Š๐–— ๐–๐–Š๐–†๐–‰๐–ˆ๐–†๐–“๐–”๐–“
Tw: child neglect, second child syndrome? underage drinking, medieval shit, mentions of brothels, taverns, drunk reader and Aegon, poor Aemond getting traumatized mentioned. Aegon bonding with reader. Some angst. Platonic
Authorโ€™s note: I wanted to do a headcanon of the stuff before the evens of the story. Some stuff may be repeated.ย 
Your mother had no use of you, plain and simple, he had never had any kind of affection towards you like she did Helaena and Aemond. You were born a year after Aemond, making you a year younger than him, but as soon as you were out of the womb, you were taken care of by the maids.ย 
One time that your mother had tried to care for you, you cried, and cried until you were in the arms of a nanny. You had no love for your mother due to her neglect.
When you grew older, you were never comfortable being near your mother, when she was in the room everything would just feel odd. Though she never paid no mind to you. You always hung around the Velaryon boys.
They actually were nice and kind to you, Alicent had told you to stay away from them but you didnโ€™t listen, you never listened. Then you began to cause trouble, always playing pranks with your nephews along with your older brother Aegon sometimes.
You and Aegon had grown a bond, you both were disliked by your mother, you were both often together playing games of some kind.ย 
Then when he has grown of age he began to drink wine, he had grown addicted to the bitter liquid, he decided to share this with you.
He took you to a Tavern on one of your names day, you were young and had no clue of what was happening at the time. Then you gave you ale, you didnโ€™t want to try it at first but got convinced by his please, then you drank it. It was strong and bitter but you loved it.
You both began to drink loads of ale that night, then you popped the question on why he drinks so much, then he admitted that he drinks to forget as well as to be happy. Since you had craved on feeling happy, you also began to drank like he did.
It was some kind of pass time you both did together, drink wine all day long and get shit faced. Of course you both got in trouble for being drunk during one family dinner, but did you care? nope
You both got older, one night Aegon had invited Aemond to one of your nightly strolls to the tavern. You both drank while your other brother looked displeased.ย 
While you were in the Inn you had bought for the night, Aegon took Aemond to the Street of Silk to make him aย โ€œrealโ€ man. When you got back to the castle, your mother was mad, you a princess left the castle late at night, and came back with a hangover.ย 
She scolded you but you did not listen to one word she said.
You spent most of your time with Jace, you developed a crush on him, you also wished that you could one day get betrothed to him, but since your mother basically drew your sister and children away, it never happened.
You began to drink even more than your body should handle, then the day of the funeral happen, you saw them again along with your cousins, you gave them your condolences for the loss of their mother. You may have your mother but she wasnโ€™t motherly towards you.
The thing that envied you was that your nephews mother, you older sister Rhaenyra, actually showed that she loved and cared for her children.
Meanwhile Alicent basically used your siblings as game pieces, while you were just a spare piece to use later.
When Aemond lost his eye, you werenโ€™t present, you had got drunk to the point of passing out in your bed chamber.
The next morn that you had found out about his eye, you just likeย โ€œoops, oh wellโ€ you didnโ€™t put too much care into it since he already had motherโ€™s attention.ย 
The older you got, the more you hung out with Aegon, you both would sneak out and go to the tavern to drink until the next morn, he also tried to get you to lay with someone to loose your maidenhead to but you refused.
You had some kind of hope into getting married by love and giving your husband your maidenhead.
When Aegon began to cut his hair, you would too, but yours was much more shorter than his, almost like a boyโ€™s. You also began to show a bit more skin then you should, you began to wear dresses that showed your chest and shoulders.
Your mother hated it but you continued to dress that way. You also only wore red and black since you were a Targaryen and not a Hightower.
You continued being reckless and not caring about what others say about you. Some had spread a rumor that you were actually Daemonโ€™s child and were given to Alicent or whatever.ย 
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