#on thursday he told me he hasnt picked a major but he considered art

[yo9urt]

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#mine #been talking to my crush more and more at work lately #getting to know each other a little bit #on thursday he told me he hasnt picked a major but he considered art #today i asked him a little more about it and he said hes good at it and i wanted to be like wow tell me more but we were at work #so i didnt rly get a chance #but he also said he was thinking about english major which is so cute to me i love eng majors they are my best friends forever #he said he writes too which is like. I Want To Know More. #also the english major thing is a good sign because it could mean 1. he reads & 2. he MIGHT be capable of critical thinking #and media literacy #i could not date someone who did not have those things. #i think hes been coming out of his shell on our shift and around me in general lately which is really nice #i am trying to do the same im trying to say hi and bye more often and hold conversations with him #BECAUSE I REALLY LIKE HIM!!!!!!! and i want us to bond #i kind of had a feeling that he had a silly guy side under the surface and i was right he has some silliness to him #also me and my other coworker chatted for a bit and we talked ABOUT him at one point (2nd week in a row) #and i just RURRRUGGHGHHGHGHHGHG. i want him #he lives rent free in my mind. #having a crush is so dumb. i saw him on my first shift today and when i came back for my 2nd shift (he doesnt work that one) #i was stressed cause its a busy shift and we had a fuckload of people coming ina nd eating all our fucking food #and then in my head there was that part of my brain that was like. think about him smiling #and i literally calmed down and smiled a little to myself just from thinking that. COME ON #AM I 14? COME ON. #so embarrassing. #i like him so much though #i wish he was my boyfriend im going to jump into the lake