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pw00kkat · 2 years

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OMG BRO so i kinda like um maybe have a chance with my crush of a year JFJFDJFJ ok ok so like my friends were talking about something and it was like about their bfs and football and like the football players gfs get to go with them to like diner after the last game and so i was like i wanna go but like i don’t got a bf lol and so my friend was all like i can hook u up yknow for like just one day right and i was like oop ok sure whatever and then she was listing off the guys she knew and then she said my crushes name and i was like ur ex cuz her ex has the same name and she’s like no the other one tall one yknow and i was like 😳 secretly blushing and then i was like hmm idk yknow acting and then we went to our next period which we don’t have together but then in third me and her share class and she was all like i got his number do you want it? i was like gurl howd u get it so fast wtf 😯 and i was like but wouldn’t that be weird and then we didn’t talk much about it and then lunch came around and my other friend that was with us in the morning told me she also got his number cuz friend a gave it to her and then i was like oml jdjdjfjf and then she said do you want it and i literally saw him and made eye contact with him and i was like oh ima show him to her cuz she doesn’t know him and then i was like trying to show her but she don’t know which one until i literally turned her head all the way just so she could look at him lolll anyways and so then she was like he’s kinda alright yknow and i was like yeah loll and like she doesn’t know i like him right and so then we were walking around we went downstairs cuz we always on the second floor and then we were walking and playing around and friend b aka the one that also got his number left cuz we were like teasing her ig? i apologized lol i felt bad but like it wasn’t bad it was like playing around but ig she got a little mad and left us alone and then we met back up on the second floor and she was with friend a from third right and they were literally walking her her bf (friend a’s bf) and he was with them dhdhdhrh and i was so awkward cuz like i was just standing there and then like friend b was like hella looking at him and like nodding her head towards him while me and her were talking and i sent her a text cuz like she was being so obvious bro 😭😭 and like friend c aka my other friend was there and she like knew i liked him but i lied and told her i got over him which never happened lolll anyways and so then i told friend b i had a crush on him before yknow and she was surprised to say the least this was literally her face 😲 jdjdjd anyways so then after that the bell ringed and we were walking around cuz ain’t no one want to go to class lol and so then me and friend c and friend d were walking together and then we see friend a and literally she screamed “DO YOU WANT HIS NUMBER” BRO I RAN SO FAST CUZ LIKE FIDKD anyways so also friend b told friend a to like hook me up with him or something idk and then yeah and so now it’s the end of the day i get home and friend b and c come to my house for a bit and friend b tells friend c about the plan lol and i was like blushing or whatever and friend c was all like omg him yeah she used to have a crush on him lolll and also after friend a screamed asking if i wanted her number friend c was like who’s and i was like telling her and she was like omg yes that would be so good bro and i was like fjdjdjfj lord i wrote alot i’m sorry lollll anyways i don’t have anyone else to tell this lolll so yeah have a beomgyu picture

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omg-imatotalmess · 2 years

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Ok so I have a family friend who's around a year older than me, we basically grew up together (I've known him since I was 10). I never really spoke to him or thought about him for the 8 years that we've known each other. I saw him at parties but never really spoke to him idk why. I'm really close to his older brother though (he's two years older than me), and his older brother liked me for a long time but I friendzoned him a long long time ago, and he has a long term girlfriend who I'm also (1)

really good friends with. Howeverrrrr, one of my sister's friends is friends with him, and she told my sister that he's liked me for a long long time. I don't really know how I feel about him, but everyone has shipped us together for a while, and I don't really know. The time that he started allegedly liking me was when he had a girlfriend which is giving me an ick. Honestly I'm not going to talk to him first, if he wants he can approach me. But I feel like I'm in the middle of a badlywritten(2)

Wattpad novel, with two brothers liking me. I mean he's cute and all, and a lot of girls ik really like him, but I'm just going to go with the flow. I always thought he didn't like me at all since he never spoke to me but apparently that's because he was too nervous to ever talk to me. But yes the drama really isn't going to go anywhere, but I thought it was funny that I thought he hated me when in reality he had been, in the words of his friend "obsessing over me". But yes I can't really tell(3

anyone about this from my real life friends because I don't want to embarrass him or make them think I want to date him when I don't. Hoped you enjoyed my Wattpad saga lollll -Love, Sunny ;)

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First of all, this is the epitome of badly written Wattpad fanfiction, and I live for the drama of it all. Secondly, you didn't ask, but I'm gonna put my two cents in on the situation because I'm nosy and can't help myself.

I would say that him starting to like you and actively liking you while in a relationship is a valid ick. It's pretty normal to have passing crushes even when you're in a relationship but holding onto them is an entirely different thing. Being "obsessed" with someone that isn't your significant other isn't a good sign. Staying away from all that junk will probably make your life easier in the long run. The go with the flow approach is good for now. Sit back see what happens. If it's nothing, then it's nothing and if it becomes something, stay away from it as much as possible. Anyway, don't mind my rambling lol. Thanks for sharing, Sunny! I live for the drama!

#asks #sun anon

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inkykeiji · 3 years

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Hmmmmmmm drive in movies w the twins..

Well first of all I genuinely love the little pesky we got and it gave me a few ✨ideas✨

Like hands wandering and being swatting away

“Save the treats for later”

Touya I think would put in the effort to make a little picnic for y’all(he knows y’all probably are going to go for sweets instead tho it’s the thought that counts) but I think he would really enjoy making chocolate strawberries and making them look super pretty for all of y’all

Dabi is probably going to to stock up on some extra pillows and blankets of the car, he would want it to be comfortable and pretty, he would probably have a set of led lights on hand to string along the top of the massive car. Comfort would come first but aesthetics are just as important in his eyes.

I think the cuddles would be so immaculate

Your back Laying on touyas chest, dabi face first in yours, play w his hair and he will probably fall asleep, let him rest, touya occasionally kissing the top of your head but he probably end up resting his chin on your shoulders and watching you play w dabi’s hair

I think touya would be the first to get bored tho and he’s got a few ways to make you writhe

Dabi would hear your small gasps and he immediately knows what is going down, of coarse he wants to join the movie had been awful. It needed a good sex scene.

🥴✨ ok hope you enjoyed its literally just me elaborating on what you wrote

Anyways ily and remember take care of yourself or your toes will become my hostages 👁👄👁

hahaha thank you for sharing this, sweet emma!! <3 i’ve already begun writing a small piece in response to your ask! idk when it’ll be done waaah lollll hopefully soon tho!!! <33

#we have a deadline to meet this week #so everyone's just scrambling like chickens LMAO #but i'll get the lil drive-in piece finished eventually!!!!#it's so cute :(#my brain is FRIED today emma i'm so sorry #i hope your monday went well and that your tuesday goes even better <33 #please promise me you'll stay safe n keep drinking ur water!!!!!#>:( u better!!#ehehehehe lots of love bb <3 #clari gets mail

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smutty-ki113r · 3 years

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I will definitely share my experience with you if it makes you feel motivated!!!!!

Now, first of all, it took me a WHILE to finally shift. AND LMFAO THE FIRST TIME I SHIFTED I GOT SCARED AND WENT BACK TO MY CR AND I WAS SO PISSED, but like after a couple more tries I finally was able to shift again and omfg it gave me euphoriaaa I almost didn't want to leave but I love my friends and family in my CR too much.

When I went back to my CR though I was EXHAUSTED, so that's why I recommend taking care of your body and nourishing it correctly before you shift because there's a 99% chance that when you wake up your body will feel like crap if you don't.

The process of shifting was so aggravating, everytime I would try shifting my body would give me the signs that it was working and I would get too excited and just jump up only to be disappointed smhsmh.

Also I have this dumb thing where I always feel like there's tiny things crawling all over me and it always fucks with me when I shift. Even when I'm trying to sleep normally it pisses me off because I'm always feeling likes there's ants on me or some shit.

I honestly don't shift very often, only when I really feel like I want to, because it's really mentally exhausting and when I used to do it often I would end up getting realllyyy depressed when I wasn't in my DR and that's dangerous because I don't want to be obsessed with it and end up damaging myself. So if you do end up shifting, don't do it too often.

Anyway, when I first got into shifting and tried it out, these are things I was doing wrong:

- I wasn't taking care of my body

- I was doubting my abilities in shifting

- I wasn't meditating often

- I wasn't listening to subliminals throughout the day

Listening to subliminals often is importantttt, it helps to really engrave the shifting concept into your mind and meditating is extra important because if you want to shift healthily you're going to have to really give yourself that brain power/strength and clear away all the anxiety you have, the more you doubt your ability the shift the more your brain is going to pass on it.

Also I remember a time I was at a fucking sleepover and I decided to attempt to reality shift AND RIGHT WHEN I WAS ABOUT TO MY FRIEND WOKE UP AND SLAPPED ME BECAUSE SHE THOUGHT I DIED I-

It was frustrating.

The process is frustrating, but shifting is possible, and if you really really want to do it then you can. Keep encouraging yourself and keep researching and taking care of your body and your brain will finally get there.

Also, while you're in the process, it's also so important to NOT get distracting while you're shifting or get too excited. It will 100% mess you up. Shifting requires intense concentration and you need your body to be completely relaxed, only think about your DR and ONLY think about what will happen when you get there, will you smell or hear something, or will you open your eyes to something, it all depends on how you script it.

Also do whatever method works for you and try all kinds of methods, me personally I used a combination of the raven method, staircase method, and counting method while using a heartbeat subliminal. It may seem like a lot but it's what worked best for me personally.

Anyways, I hope this helped! ^^

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OK I finally have time to respond to this in DETAIL YAY! Btw, thank you so sososoosososs much for taking the time to write this out. Also you don’t have to read any of this, it’s just me talking about it lollll.

First off, UPDATE: bro I wasn’t trying to shift last night and then I was tired (3am) so I tried to sleep but couldnt so I listened to (DO NOT LAUGH ISTG) the song of unhealing cause its calming. And I started hearing this sort of muffled noise, I tried paying attention but couldnt make it out so I think it was voices. And then- holy lord I almost lost- wait no I LOST MY SHIT. I heard knocking, a fucking ACTUAL knock, I fucking. My whole body got so hot and I had to stop cause I was so excited I cried. Then I was exhausted so I went to sleep.

SECONDLY. I’ve never heard of your body being exhausted after so thank you for the tip. I used to be convinced I was there and then I wasn’t. FUCKING ME TOO! I think there’s a fucking dust particle on my arm and then an itch on my neck or something.

I have been scared of that too, because I have had (and I feel horrible saying this but it’s the internet and you dunno who I am) a very rough childhood. Maladaptive daydreaming and just pretending I somewhere else gave me a lot of trauma, especially in really bad situations. I think a huge part of why I haven’t shifted yet is because of the existential crisis I will most definitely have. I already obsess enough over this world, and now I’m trying to go? It’s hard, but I can’t NOT do it. If I stop then I won’t have a goal, and if I’m constantly going for something do I have a purpose? SEE? I can’t help it.

Ok so I’ve been trying for a while too, and I AM COMPLETLY CONFIDENT that I can do it, also that I do meditate every day! Taking care of my body is sort of a lost cause, I refuse to eat fruits and vegetivles (stupid I know) but I used to associate “healthy” foods with my *TW* an*rexia. Now I feed off pasta, also cause it’s cheaper. I sleep at 1 or 2am because why. Because I am 1. Writing and I need to post on schedule 2. Listening to music and imagining that I’m already in my dr. Or doing other unholy things. I can’t stop exercising, so Im constantly tired and heavy, I feel bad if I don’t/ do less. I have tried taking care of myself for years, it’s very, very hard.

You’re so right, I need to get the idea in my head and establish it. HOW DO YOU FEEL WHEN YOURE DOING IT? Do you detach from your body? Or do you melt through your skin?

Hehehe I do tend to get excited, but my good voice tries so hard to hold me down. I have been trying to keep myself concentrated in creative ways, just focusing on the sound of the knocking, or the sound of the fan, or the person I’m trying to get to. The person I will fucking push myself to the edge for because I want him to have someone to love him. I want him to be ok.

I know I can do it, I know it’s possible, I know I will do it. THANK YOU SO SO MUCH <3

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rika-kihira · 5 years

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Rika Kihira x Gutto sports

A while ago Rika appeared in a Japanese tv program. The program was pretty long and unfortunately a full video of it isn’t available at the moment. However the program, cut in 6 parts, was uploaded on drive and translated by @juronom on twitter.

Parts: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6

Translation of the most interesting parts, done by Juro, please do not repost without credit. Part 1: Gutto Sport presenters commented that Rika is smaller in height than what her aura gives off. They ask Takeshi Honda and Akiko Suzuki about their shared skating experience with Rika.

T: We skated together at Kandai rink, so I meet her almost every day. I just met her yesterday too.

R: I lost count how many times I greet you already *laugh*

TH: She’s like *comes up to me* “Konnichiwa” (Hello), then skate away, then come back and “Konnichiwa” again.

A questionnaire with Rika on what she thought was her best weapon?

Upper left: Maintain positivity Lower left: No edge error Right: 3A (no 1)

The secret of her 3A:

- “The type that hasn’t been seen until now”-Takeshi Honda

- Comparison with legendary 3A by Japanese ladies:

o Midori Ito: height that can be comparable to men’s 3A

o Mao Asada: beautiful air position (vertical jumping posture)

o Rika Kihira: quick rotation, clear-cut (neat, sharp) 3A => allows her landing to be relaxed&free

On what she used as reference for her jumps:

“In the past, I used to refer to male skaters’ method of jumping quads, etc, carefully observe them. Then I always looked at Mao-chan’s amazing 3A as well. Recently, I rely on observation of) my own best condition, how much of the intensity of (practice) it can handle. Something like “When my muscles are at this condition, I should practice increase the intensity of my practice (practice many times).” On the other hand, if on that day, my jumps are off, I’d stop and let my body return (to its good condition) properly.”

Physical check: the secret why Rika can rotate so fast?

According to Prof Sakurai Tomono- researching on the mechanism of athletes’ muscles: her hip and thigh muscles can contract quickly.

Experiment for Rika: measuring the distance of one’s bunny hop from a kneeling position.

Average for boys: 41cm; girls: 20cm

Rika’s distance was 65cm

Part 2

Another secret: Rika is very “obsessed” with her skates (including blades)

She brought the pair she was using at the moment to the set.

Each of Her skating boots, (like other skaters’), is meticulously customized. When the skates first arrived, she had to adjust the blades’ position and angle, how much they lean forward or backward, towards one side or another etc, by herself carefully. She couldn’t say she could adjust them to their perfect condition, but she tried her best to tune them to as convenient a position as possible for her skating, millimeter by millimeter. Not only the position, but the gap between boots and blades are also controlled. Even if the gap is one 1mm wider or narrower, her skating can be affected greatly, to the extent that she could either do 30 3As in one day or none with the boots.

It takes more than 2 weeks to get used to a new pair.

Presenter asked why she couldn’t keep using the same pair.

It’s because the leather will soften, especially at the area around laces. Rika said when there’re some leather materials coming off around that area, she can’t jump at all. She changed boots around every 3 months, and since the boots take 3 weeks to be produced, she couldn’t change to a new pair immediately, and must notice when the pair in use shows some signs of softening.

The presenters need to stop Rika before she talks forever about her skating boots-her obsession.

Rika: “And then, recently, this part…” Everyone laughs: “She honestly can stop”

Questionnaire with Rika:

What does Rika have on her mind: 100% figure skating.

Takeshi Honda’s question: “Rika, is that really ok?”

It’s about her socks.

Skaters generally stick certain types of specially made socks produced by 1 brand when competing, but Rika is ok with any types of socks and doesn’t mind if her socks are ankle-length or longer. She just grabbed a random pair if she forgot her socks. (t/n: she’s actually using the kind of cute socks sold at tutu-ana (1000yen for 3 pairs) or gift shops lollll)

Akiko Suzuki’s question:

Akiko noticed that at ice shows, before eating, Rika always quickly takes photo before eating, but not in the manner suitable for posting food photos on SNS. Akiko thinks she did it to calculate nutrition value.

Rika: “After a day, I calculate my total calories intake. Combini food has calories value on them, but I don’t know the values for every separate item, so I took photos of everything, then calculate the amount later”.

Presenter: Is it hard to maintain (athletic) body form?

Rika: “Yes, I try as hard as I can. Even if I lose weight (or gain weight). If I lose too much weight, I can’t jump.”

Presenter: As a 17-year-old girl, you may want to eat things like sweets, drink tapioca tea etc…?

Rika: “Well technically I can, but when I eat things like cake or tapioca, which still adds to the amount of calories intake, meat, or such is still important, so I need to eat food that can be converted into energy correctly. If I eat cake or tapioca, my diet’s efficiency will be tampered with.”

Presenter: You can’t even after winning?

Rika: “But still, I still eat the food that can be converted to energy…”

Presenter: “Pizza and cola?”

Rika: *shake her head vigorously*

“If I sleep with an unfilled stomach, I feel like my muscles aren’t there. There are times when I was thinking about whether to get dinner or not, or just only eat the meat properly (not carbs), and then I felt like my muscles decrease, so I concluded that I must properly eat dinner anyways.”

Part 3

Coach Hamada rating Rika:

“She is very disciplined. Her practice ability is very good, and she always has the drive to improve herself. Not in a reckless but proper way.” Scoring (from upper left going right)

- Comprehensiveness (4)

- Linguistic ability (2): “I wish she could handle English questions in interview sessions or press-conferences. Since she is competing internationally, it’d be nice if her linguistic ability could be improved. Also, she may have more and more international friends, and international fans.”

- Performing ability (4)

- Decisiveness (4)

- Athleticism (5)

- Narcissist power(3) (t/n: lol what =)) but sorry it wasn’t mentioned at all)

- Talkativeness (2): “She doesn’t talk much. I’ve never heard her jokes”

- Humor (2)

- Girliness(4): “She has good sense of fashion, how to coordinate clothes.”

- Considerateness (4): “At ice shows, she always immediately wears and takes photos with all the presents from fans. She wants to send her gratitude to fans, and tell everyone she is really happy with the gifts, which she can’t do often.”

Rika: “Yes, I’m bad (at English). There are many times I want to tell (international fans) “I’m very happy that you support me”, but I don’t know how to. So I just *raise both hands and wave nervously while saying “hai (yes)” and nodding*”

Figure skating’s This and That – presented by Satoko Miyahara.

Top 3 Figure skating truths by Satoko

1. I’m very embarrassed when messing up the stsq.

2. I fight time difference (jet lag) every day.

3. I only forget important things. (Satoko’s story about losing her Olympics ID)

On practicing with Satoko:

Rika: “I practice with her almost every day.”

Presenter: So do you talk?

Rika: “Yes, but for things irrelevant to skating. Satoko normally said things like “I forgot my CD >_<”. Satoko-chan is really interesting”

Figure skating truths by Rika

1. What does she think throughout a 4-min performance?

“There’re many things I think about. For instance: “The axel is coming up next”; “It’s bad if I overdo this part”; “I can’t miss this axel”; “If I made mistake on this jump, all the jumps I landed until now will become meaningless”.

Asked about whether she had entered a “zone”, where she wasn’t thinking anything but everything went well.

“In the past, that happened to me a lot too, but recently, sometimes I don’t think when performing, and there’s excitement too. However, when looking at and understand the real event happening, and thinking that “I don’t want to repeat the mistakes I’ve made until now” …then (that thought) appears in front of me, and in my head, then I’d think that “I don’t want to this (repeat the mistake)” and reconfirm the jumps. When I jump, it’s unconscious reflex, but I think about my surrounding, my own conditions or even my nervousness.”

Presenter: It’s the positive feelings of being able to see everything.

Rika: “Yes, it’s like that”.

Part 4

Choreography challenge with Ryouga Haruhi (t/n: Ryouga is known for playing male role in Takarazuka Revenue, a Japanese all-female musical theater troupe)

The program discussed the role of expression.

Presenter asked Rika what she does as supplement to her expression in figure skating.

Rika: “I do classical ballet around 2-3 hours/week, and I also go to dance school”

Presenter: Dance school? Like rock dance and hiphop?

Rika: “Yes, things like hiphop.”

*show vid of her practicing dance in the US *

Rika: “This is the dance lesson I had in the US, but normally, I have dance lessons that use more hip-hop-like music and more strong movements.”

Everyone complimented on her (and Satoko’s) beautiful movement.

Rika wanted to ask Ryoga about the way she and Takarazuka actresses use their expression, how they pose, and the angle of their faces.

Ryoga explained that expressions showed of male and female roles are opposite: soft and flexible vs cool, then she proceeded to give “posing” lesson. She showed the movement patterns of: female role, lower-class male role and upper-class male role.

Rika was asked to do the movement of “lower-class man” then “upper-class man” (the one with hand on her face) and she managed very well, receiving compliments from the presenters. Part 5

About the Nobeyama Kougen training camp, known as the place where “Golden-eggs” of Japan figure skating are assembled. Notable alumni: Mao Asada, Yuzuru Hanyu, Takeshi Honda, Shizuka Arakawa, Rika Kihira.

The training camp is 4 days long, with various training sessions from 8am-9.30pm. The camp’s purpose is to evaluate and search for skaters with potential and to check their living attitude as well, like how they conform to curfews, etc. Rika went to the camp 3 years ago, and she said it was very tough.

Rika: “(Being there), you have to worry about whether you will be seeded or if you will be assigned to any competition, and then there’ll be new comers…so in every aspect, you have no way but show you are the best one. Even off-ice physical checking is so tough, squatting/ running around etc, that on the next day, I can’t even move my legs or climb the stairs, but still have to perform programs.”

Presenter: Do you want to go back?

Rika: “Maybe”

Akiko said being there makes you realize she was hand-picked from among all skating children in Japan. That really changes her working attitude and elevates her determination.

Video about legendary 3A by Midori Ito, done 1 minute before the end of her program at 1992 Olympics. The 3A has become the trail-blazer for future generations.

Rika: “I don’t think I can do 3A in the latter half at all. It’s already so tough to have it as the 2nd or 3rd jump but I don’t think I’ve ever tried jumping it 1 minute before the end of the program.”

Part 6

Rika’s impression of Midori Ito: “I experienced challenging 3A but failing in competitions. The first time I met her, she comforted me: “Ahh 3A is very difficult. Though it’s difficult, I really support you”, such kind actions.”

Presenter: But you haven’t got any chance to talk to her leisurely

Rika: “No, I haven’t”

Presenter: Let’s do it now ^^

Rika: “Heeehhh”

Midori Ito appeared: “You’ve worked hard” (to Rika)

“I’m so happy. You even remember the 1st time we met. That makes me so happy.”

Rika: “I do remember”

Midori: “Really?”

“It’s amazing. You can jump it (3A) stably now” to Rika.

Midori said she contemplated whether to do 3Lz or 3A when she was spinning in that program, then decided to do 3A. She asked Rika: “If you made mistake on the 1st 3A, do you think about the 2nd time?”

Rika: ”Well, but I’ve not thought about it in the latter half, really, (3A) in the latter half it’s sugoii…”

Midori’s secret for her super high 3A is to “skate with all her power at top speed”. Because she entered 3A at a very high speed, she can get to that height. She described that method of jumping 3A is like: “Doing long jump (a athletic sport) but rotating at the same time” (t/n: Rika’s face loll)

Rika said she didn’t jump 3A at top speed because she can’t control her axis.

Midori: “However, in my generation, we just focus on doing our jumps at high speed, but in Kihira-san’s generation, the programs have to be beautiful as whole, and in such programs, there is 3A. It’s a generation that (3A) isn’t effective if the programs aren’t beautiful itself. It’s amazing that there are beautiful programs but at the same time allow to do 3A efficiently.” *looks at Rika* Rika is very happy to receive advice from Midori. Rika: “With this experience, I will try harder and harder every day in order to create a sense of stability. Then, I must perform quads cleanly too.”

Midori’s advice to Rika: “She’s very serious. She is already going forward while staying fixated to her goal. So, *looks at Rika* try to keep yourself in good health. You can’t suddenly jump triples or quads. You can’t say you’ll be free of injury at all, but you have to make compromises with injury and your body conditions. When you’re injured, there’re things you can’t do, so..but then, it’s vital to harmonize things you haven’t done and your techniques. It’ll be nice if you can try to balance those things. I hope that you’ll try your best.”

Rika’s aims: “This season, my first goal is to aim for the podium at the World championship, which I couldn’t do last season. Then, I will make my best effort every day towards my biggest dream of winning the Beijing Olympics.”

#rika kihira #midori ito #Akiko Suzuki #translations #Interviews #interview #gutto sports

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pekorosu · 6 years

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btw i just read a light slice of life manga called metamorphose no engawa, which is about a 75yo lady and a 17yo kinda-socially-awkward girl and their budding friendship thru a shared interest in bl lol. it’s cute. i think that feeling of wanting one (1) friend who shares the same level of enthusiasm for ur fave thing is p relatable in general.

also there’s a moment when the old lady realises that the series she likes only releases a new volume once every 1.5 yrs, so she starts calculating how many more vols she will get to read if she dies at 85. eventually she goes like “...ok i guess i’ll do my best to live up to 90″ lollll

(YEA I KNOW I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING.... I DID..... i was just.... taking a break....................... rolls away in shame. anyway it only has about 20+ short chapters so far, so it didn’t take up that much time :x)

#sotong txt

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wildevvitch · 6 years

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{para. rubble or sin}

Who: Kitty, and her bloodline friends, Zoe Argo, Dakota Starr, and Sariah Vye. When: Thursday, July 5th, 2018 Where: Notos Towers, NYADA What: Kitty catches up with her friends low on the bloodline rung and gets a hold of some nasty rumors about the higher ups... Warnings: Kitty and her friends warning lollll. Slurs, homophobia, racism.

“Is Hunter Clarington gay or what.” Zoe Argo said over her milkshake. The three bloodline girls stopped reaching for the one bowl of fries on the table before two of them burst into laughter. Kitty had been hanging out with her friends, witches from bloodlines which were up and coming. They were hungry for fame like Kitty was. All of them had a sizable fortune and a large ego, and if trying to get in good graces with the big named bloodlines was a hobby, their favorite pastime was shitalking the very people they wanted to be.

Dakota Starr shook her blonde hair out of her face as she laughed at Argo’s random statement. “He is so sucking down, if you girls know what I mean. Did you or did you not see Lineage.” As Starr was talking, she was eyeing Kitty. Typical Starr. The bitch was sizing Kitty up again.

“No, like did you hear the rumors? Anderson and Clarington had a lover’s spat on tumblr. My sources say they were dating and broke up. How else are you going to account for Anderson’s gay tears.” Argo twirled her straw, plainly happy to be getting the attention from the girls as she said, “Did you see that video about this club called the Tops he was in with some newwie? Sorry, Kitty, I think you were barking up the wrong tree. Clarington was always a little...you know... queer?”

Argo and Starr giggled. Kitty put a cool smile on. It was plum like her lip stick.

“That’s not juicy gossip, it’s baseless rumor. So Clarington denounced his affiliation with the Tops. It was run by some new age nobody anyway, good for him.” Kitty replied, checking her nails. “Puh-lease, Argo. Anderson is just some poor, tasteless, and perverted Catholic priest’s wet dream. It’s fact the choirboy gets strictly dickly with a filthy lusus. Clarington isn’t like that.” Kitty was trying to steer the conversation over to the gay, unattainable bloodline over the actually attainable trophy one. Kitty thought on her feet in her sexy heels and showed them Anderson’s disgustingly sappy blog.

The girls all laughed meanly as they went through the blogs, mocking Anderson and his lame changeling boyfriend. Kitty drank her cold water, the sweat on the back of her neck cooling down. She avoided a disaster. Clarington was salvageable. ‘He had the baptism, he’ll come to his senses. Sister Quinn won’t be made fun of.’

Vye finally spoke after watching all of them curiously. Her hair was done in two braids. Kitty liked her a little. She was soft-spoken, dressed cute. “I’m worried about the missing posters than anything. Her family topped Lineage and now she’s missing? Do you think she got kidnapped?” She was twisting her braid in nervousness. Kitty’s mask felt like it was crumbling at the edges. ‘Bitch. Keep it together. Sister Quinn’s fine. Anderson is a dramatic bitch.’

“Kidnapped? What is this, another Motta story?” Starr laughed. Kitty laughed along but her eyes were narrowing, knowing Starr had more to say. “She head for the hills because rumor has it Clarington fucks Shedim.”

“Oh my--Starr, you didn’t just say that!!” Argo shrieked. Vye blushed and covered her mouth. Kitty’s nails clacked against her glass.

Starr, the haughty blonde, was on a roll. “Bitch, someone told me they have evidence of Clarington trying to get a Shedim to fuck him. If this is true, then the famous Fabgay rumor has got to be true too.”

Kitty inhaled harshly and slammed her hands on the table. “Shut the hell up, Starr! You act like you’re such a boss bitch. When actually in front of Quinn Fabray, you shrink like an old man’s dick. Sister Quinn is not a freaking lesbian, you’re the one who keeps bringing it up, so what? You flick the bean to her?”

Starr rose to her feet too, face close to Kitty’s as she bitch-glared back. “You’re getting too big for your grandma britches, Wilde. Did Fabgay let you suck on her tit? Why are you a raging dyke?”

Vye and Argo shared a look, and Kitty saw it. The girls thought Kitty was a lesbian too, they didn’t have the courage to say it. Screw them all.

“You should be careful who you’re talking to, Starr. Your bloodline is nothing. Say crap about the Fabrays or the Wildes again and I’ll show you your place.” Kitty was getting out of the booth, eager to shut Starr up. The bloodline witches could say anything they wanted about Kitty, but not Quinn. Not Sister Quinn.

Argo grabbed Starr’s arm to try to stop her, but the blonde yanked it away. Starr smirked at Kitty, laughing, “You are a lesbo, aren’t you? You and Quinn Fabrayaahhh!” Starr screamed when Kitty pushed her to the ground. Security pulled them off of each other.

Kitty got up, a side of her hair pulled off, and a bruise forming on her cheek. Starr fought like a rat. However Kitty was satisfied because Starr looked worse.

“You freaking bitch! Duel me at Undique!” Starr threatened, limping off with Argo. Vye stayed behind and helped Kitty up.

“Any time! Put your magic where your mouth is, Starr! On some lowtier’s wang!” Kitty yelled back. Vye had an arm around Kitty’s waist, helping her back to Boreas. Kitty tried not to think how it felt nice.

“Are you ok?” Vye asked.

Kitty shrugged, looking away from Vye. She was too close. Kitty pouted. “Starr’s wrong, don’t listen to her. Quinn Fabray isn’t a lesbian.”

“That’s not what I asked.”

“...You don’t think I’m a dyke, do you?”

“No, Kitty. I don’t. Starr’s a bitch and says things she doesn’t mean when she’s mad. You know we love you, girl... I’m sorry for bringing up Quinn, it’s just these posters...” They passed another one. Missing. Quinn Fabray. Kitty gritted her teeth and wiped at her lips, smearing her purple lipstick on her hand. It looked like a bruise. She ran over to the poster and ripped the poster off.

“Anderson. He’s ruining her. He’s making these dumb rumors and ruining everything she has worked for!” Kitty shouted hysterically. “He doesn’t have to live like her, or me! He doesn’t know the pain like us, and does this crap to show he cares? If he cared so damn much, he would stop butting in!” Kitty froze the poster in her hand. Vye held another hand to her mouth.

“...There’s a lot more. It’s all over campus. Anderson is dedicated.” Vye shuffled her feet. “Do you want to take them down?” She asked Kitty.

Kitty stared at the poster with hatred. “We’ll take all of them down. Then I’ll get rid of the s o u r c e .”

#{para. all}#{para. me}#cw: slurs #cw: homophobia #cw: racism #cw: missing people #cw: kidnapping

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heya! <3

yes! despite everything bkdk understand each other very well which usually only happens by being around each other for so long and growing up together. not to go back to that ep again but what bakugou is basically saying throughout the episode is that he now sees midoriya as a threat (someone equal). aaah man i really miss that ep now. and that makes sense! todobaku is such a force to be reckoned with shsjsjsj. at the end of the day all those ships are great on their own. and yeah! i’d say kiribaku has been my main from the get go. i just Love their dynamic yk? how bakugou acts around kirishima just ahh.... <3

literally bruh... we have to wait a couple days for that like come on... give us the floating babies man. that sounds so cool?? he’s like towering over us? also why did that give me villain vibes? like corrupted chongyun.. yes please.. DON’T SAY THAT I’LL CRY. PLEASE DON’T SAY THAT I’LL LITERALLY CRY. ilysm just the thought ahh...

your barbara is like: ready for battle! and you’re like sweetie just gimme your bandaids please.. thank you now go back home... <3 i respect that. DILUC IS SO HOT. he’s so confident and cocky like ugrhrh 🥴 if not sexy why red themed? 🥴

no males here! feminist rights! bennett is our little special boy whom we love... <3 now that you put their names next to each other, i feel like xiangling would be such a good sidekick to the boy scouts don’t you agree? like you know how some friend groups have that one person that clicks with their dynamic well? that could be her! sjsjdksj can’t believe we’re making up whole ass headcanons about this game on tumblr asks.

that elements ranking is super legit. i agree with it mostly tbh!! maybe pryo higher though because everything burns and it’s pretty useful. i’d switch it with cryo tbh! otherwise we’d have the same ranking i believe... <3 and the diluc comment!! same!! this is based of the little characters i have and what i’ve seen on youtube tbh shskshdk so that might change when i get more characters.

oh no!! 😭 i’m actually super sad for you aaah you were so excited. hopefully you get him anyway and the gacha gods back you up hehe. honestly these 4 star characters seem so weird though? like noelle and xiangling...? that’s so odd. and no i need to save for venti i only have like 1k primogems rn so even i wanted i couldn’t haha.. i do like xingqiu but nah.

172 is super average here that’s even like... a bit on the smaller size KSKSSJSK (at least the white people ofc it’s different depending on the ethnicity) i’m not that ^ tall but i’m close! 167 cm! and god you’re so tiny holy shit my little pocket sized cluna...... you’re adorable my word 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 btw when’s your bday? just wondering 😏

notes app like the proper gay i am! i just think it’s gay culture to write everything down in the notes app tbh. (i don’t wanna say us bc i don’t know your sexuality but if you relate then change the i am to we’re hskshdskdh)

interesting. how long does your writing sessions last? do you write, write, write or do you have more of a set schedule?

i just listened to control and GOD???...... literally clone shiro tbh? can you find the edit perhaps? i’d love to see it. ok i took a break from writing this response to listen to show & tell and ooooh??? i LOVE this song instantly going to my playlist kshdjdksms. melanie has such dark pastel vibes how eerie. thank you for the recs!

yes ya books!!! i don’t think there is a series i haven’t read of those popular ones. dude i still only read ya books tbh shskdhdkdb. i find it harder to visit a library though so i can’t read as much anymore but i still love them. have you read carry on? simon and kaz has that relationship dynamic we oh so love.

xiao x venti has such a large fan base on twitter it’s so Insane. not complaining tho they look perfect together. idk if you’ve seen but look 🥺 https://twitter.com/bambzart/status/1346115096045441024?s=21 can’t believe we went from not knowing about ships to sharing daily fanart of ships shskjdjdk help

love u xx m.a.

hi hi~~

AHAH honestly talking about it makes me want to rewatch it too idk that i’ve ever done that in full.. yeah I get you! well deserved kiribaku is a good ship 😤 if not canon why so many good moments? lolol

omg wait villain vibes... corrupted chongyun.. YOUR BRAIN??????? FHDSKJFHSDKJ i legit wanna try!!! need to offer something anyway and surely changing the colour from white to black won’t be that difficult... that being said i’m still just playing the game rather than doing literally anything else lollll

LMAOOOOO yeah i really am sorry barbara.... but I really do appreciate being able to heal! since I don’t have a healder on my normal team it’s like wow? I don’t need to eat food or always visit the statues? LMFAO. HFDJFHKS IF NOT SEXY WHY RED THEMED!!!!!!!!!!! you’re so correct and you should say it .

yes!! xiangling would get along so well with them... the boys would probably love guoba too 😩😩 ugh that reminds me I saw someone say xiao’s banner should have had xiao + xingqiu + xiangling + xinyan.... could you imagine 😭😭. FSKFHDSJ look. we’re having fun and that’s all that matters!

everything burns but so do you!! hfkdsjfkhsfd. but nice nice nice you 🤝 me having the same rankings.. I’m just Attached to cryo bc of chongyun and also bc i went around with both him and kaeya in the same team for so long hfskdfjs.

yeahhh not sure LOL but people are saying they rotate the 4 star rate ups and it’s just their turn now.. hm. AHAH yes save for venti!! and then by the time he returns youll have like 200k primogems 🤪🤪

FSHDKSKJF yeah i was gonna say... i feel like people from sweden are probably pretty tall..... bc white people... HFKDSJFHDSFJKSDHFKSD. god that’s a solid 10cm+ compared to me..... wow story of my life........... hfsdkhfkdsjfhsdfks. and my birthday is october 20!! spring babie 🍃 when’s yours!!

(hfkjdshksdh it’s kinda complicated.... LOLOL but i appreciate the effort/offer hfsdkjfhsdkfjsdfhks)

hmm that kinda depends? if i have the time i’ll continue writing until it’s the AM hours and i force myself to go to sleep fhskjfds. but sometimes if i’m not particularly feeling it i’ll just stop and go to something else instead AHAHHA. (actually i do that even when i’m motivated lmfao) but yeah no actual schedule! if i’m writing a fic in response to something (a trailer, a new chapter, a new ep etc) I’ll just drop everything and write until I’m done with it. hbu?

IT IS LITERALLY!! CLONE SHIRO!!!!!!!!!!! i wish i could but i’m pretty sure it got deleted :(((( i had it saved back in the day but could never find it again so :(((((( fdhskfjs she does!! like it’s definitely a different mood for sure.. and no problem! it makes me happy you liked them 🤗

FJSFLJDKS i mean they’re good tho so makes sense 🤪 oooo do you always borrow your books? and no i haven’t!! but i’ve heard so many good things about it....... (have you read the legend series? i don’t think it’s as popular as the other YA novels out there but it’s definitely one of if not the top favourite of mine)

AHAHAH that’s what we call growth and character development! hfdskfs. and yeah i’ve seen that one!!! i remember twt going crazy that day over xiao and his flute.... also look at this https://twitter.com/yilong0416/status/1348383649050324992 <33333 (if you ever want ship arts of a ship - mostly xiaoven lol lmk i have some bookmarked!!)

loveee u 2 <33 c.r.

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