#ok imma shut up im actually getting teary eyed thinking about it

[ghostighostly]

School is just torture made specifically for autistics by the government im convinced

#ghosti talks #the only conspiracy theory ever #also holy shit guess who has anxiety #like i thought i might have it b4 but coming back to school is making me realise #unless being in a small crowd or hearing someone saying your dead name gives every autistic crazy anxiety attacks #i mean its literally in the name #anyway im broken and am never showing up to lessons ever again /j i need to pass #although i might kill a tutor or two on the way #ALSO i swear to god this is so random but NEEDLES #The worst anxiety in the world #literally if i hear the word needles or see someone with one i will cry #cause like i have the weirdest phantom pain and AAAA im crying just talking about it #please someone kill me #i might have to take a blood test soon i will faint b4 they even put it near me #ok imma shut up im actually getting teary eyed thinking about it #good thing no one sees these posts aha i love just typing random shit no ones gonna ever read #maybe i should make a sideblog for that #would be fun although i need validation so badly #oh my god every time my art gets like one note i literally die inside #ok ghosti out for real #please no one read this <3