#oh shit. i gotta decide.

[ricky-mortis]

A portrait of Sir John Herschel because I‘m normal about Pulp Musicals

#yall don’t understand this took so long- amongst the five different versions this went through it took a total of 22 hours #and it’s finally done #god I love sir John Herschel #truly THE guy ever #it’s crazy because I started this way back in the beginning of April and finally picked it back up on Wednesday right before they announced #pulp 4 which I’m so fuckin excited about by the way #oh my god it’s going to wreck me I’m so pumped #and now I gotta get ready for pulp fortnight #but yeah I really wanted to draw him and I wanted to try something more elaborate that some of my typical stuff #I was going to do the shit where artists do the shading in greyscale and then overlay the flat colors but I decided fuck that #because I like to enjoy drawing and as I found out I DO NOT enjoy that #also for some reason doing realism and drawing curt is SO much harder than what I typically do #it took sooooooo long to get him down and make it actually look like him #oh hey fun fact about this drawing before I do my fun fact- I used a screenshot of Duke as a reference for this #ok now for a real fun fact #fun fact: Asteroids can sometimes have moons and rings of their own #alright now I’ve got a billion other drawings to go work on because the grind never stops yall #sir john herschel #john herschel #pulp musicals #the great moon hoax #the brick satellite #the ghost of the antikythera #Curt mega #my art #god yall I love pulp musicals #I’m so insanely pumped for pulp 4 it’s going to be the raddest thing ever #EVERYONE WHO IS READING THIS NEEDS TO GO LISTEN TO PULP MUSICALS PRONTO /nf #PLEASE (its on Apple Music and Spotify)

[thehappiestgolucky]

Hont design for keychain. I just think she’s neat and would be a great test run

#hollow knight #doodles #hk hornet #if the samples come back really good i can sell them! which i hope is the case because then i have a good place to order more #also gonna make a sticker design too #still have to decide what i would put for a sticker. keychain charm thingy can at least be cool looking. going silly for sticker #honestly i’d love to sell custom made figurines but man i gotta learn how to 3d print and that shit is EXPENSIVE #oh to have to earn a living 😔

[dcviline]

h.otd is really the only fandom where you'll have people calling characters "narcissists" for making choices with their bodily autonomy that don't entirely align with what society demands of them

#᯽ ooc. ⊱ ── ❝ 𝘖𝘩 𝘯𝘰 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘪. ❞ #the amount of insane shit I have seen today besties #I need to scream in the tags for a minute so look away if you don't wanna see fandom negativity #(not about the rpc but about a particular fandom on a broader scale) #I gotta be careful liking art or anything from this fandom bc one minute I'll like a piece of art about characters from the show #and then suddenly I have the most batshit misogynistic insane bullshit takes I have ever seen in my fyp #this is part of why I side eye the whole team vs team approach because while it can be fun #as long as we are all in collective agreement to be mature and not fucking weird about shit #this fandom as a whole cannot fucking behave when it comes to women and I say that with my full chest #and you will see people justifying misogyny and homophobia and femicide and all kinds of vile things #to woobify their favorite Bad Boys or project onto the person the fandom has decided is suddenly the most tragic lesbian in the world #bc people are obsessed with proving their favs are objectively right somehow (especially when they're NOT) #you don't . . . have to justify every single thing a character does?? to validate the fact that you like them????? #if you don't have the mental maturity to accept that characters in this fandom often do some pretty fucked up things with no justification #you . . . don't need to engage with this fandom. at all. #if you can't admit 'oh this thing my fav did was super fucked. they were wrong for that but I still like them' #this is not the fandom for you #bc you will blink and suddenly you are spewing violent misogyny YOURSELF to defend A FICTIONAL FUCKING CHARACTER #defending r*pe culture. defending misogyny. defending homophobia. #saying women in the story should kiss up to the patriarchy and uphold it because 'it's the right thing to do as a woman' #fuck outta here #also saying 'it's right because that's just how things are in this world' is missing the point entirely #YOU are not a fictional character living in this world. YOU are the reader who is supposed to judge this BY YOUR OWN MORALS #also the amount of people verbally attacking a black actress for speaking out for her character?? defending her character???? #to the point where the show had to issue a fucking statement on it???? #lot of people suddenly so comfortable being racist pieces of shit all over some fictional white boys #this is why I try not to engage with h.otd side of the fandom (rpc excluded) as a whole #bc the amount of nasty behavior is truly disproportionate #I'll probably delete this soon I just saw someone pull the 'narcissist' card #and saw another person say some racist shit about b.ethany a.ntonia again and I'm pissed about it

[iceeericeee]

I wonder how many tags i can add on to this

#there must be SOME kind of a limit otherwise posts would get suuuuuuper duper long like is it just 30? #idk but i'm going to find out by simply maxxing out the character limit for each tag and finding out the limit of tags for each post lololo #this is gonna be great. i just have to remember to type without ever using the comma. it shouldn't be too hard right? fuck i almost typed #the comma i'm already bad at this smh my head. also if your still here i commend you. you have a better attention span than i do. #i'm already starting to get bored holy shit this is not happening. i gotta power through this. FOR SCIENCEEEEEEEEEE. or somethinggggggggggg #but fr idk what else to say. maybe just saying that i don't know what to say will be good enough? but does that even count? #I don't even know anymore. ffffffffuck. this is gonna be a while huh? also holy shit if you're still here omg u deserve like. a prize or #something because u definitely didn't have to stay and read all of this bull shit. lololol i typed out bs but decided to just spell the who #thing out just to make it go by faster. i'm so lazy. this is only the nineth tag HOW will i make it to 30. i am sobbing the adhd is adhding #very hard rn. are you still here? bruh this is insane. i have somehow managed to keep ur attention this long and it's just me spouting #absolute balderdash. wait do you know what balderdash even means? i don't care if you do already i'm gonna tell you anyway. balderdash is #basically just another word for nonsense. boom. you learned something new today. balderdash equals nonsense equals this damn post. #why did i decide to do this in the first place. it was a dumb idea. i don't know if i can even keep going. this is only the *counts tags* #it's the 14th tag. we've got a long way to go boys. men. soldiers. comrads. friends. besties peeps. marshmallows. #where was i going with this? oh yeah. trying to max out the limit for tags. dang i almost typed a comma there. i haven't done that since #i think the third or fourth tag. dang that feels like such a long time ago. not for you guys probably. it feels longer because i have to li #type it all out and stuff. so it's definitely gonna feel longer for me. are you still here? good lord don't you have better things to #be doing than reading all of this? we're already on tag number 18. it feels like i should be on the thirtyeth by now. or however it's spell #'toast' you might be wondering 'why are you typing out the names of the numbers instead of say '9' or '5'?' well you see. young one. #this is a strategy i'm using to make each tag slightly longer. even if i don't know how to spell it. it'll make it just a little bit longer #anyway. i got off topic. not that there was ever a topic to begin with. unless it's about making this as long as i can. #which i am apparently good at doing. i guess. are you STILL here? do you seriously have nothing to do? i guess i'm flattered you stayed thi #whole time. instead of reading something else you stayed here. with me. listening to me talk. on the twenty-third tag. oh yeah its tag 23 #except now it's tag twenty-four. how crazy is that. this little talk is almost over. only 6 tags away if memory serves right. this's strang #i kind of don't want this to end. but i know it should. after all there is a limit. but all things must come to and end at some point i gue #i'm running out of things to say. it's probably a good thing it's almost over. hahahahah............... but i don't want to go. i don't wan #to leave this post. i've worked so hard on it. and for what. just for it to end. are you still here? yes? good. i'd hate to end this alone. #thank you for indulging me and my craziness. the end is only 2 tags away now. you can go ahead and leave. i'll be okay on my own. really... #...you're still here? i- i don't know what to say. i suppose a toast is in order. perhaps. for this journey. this stupid dumb post i though #would be fun. i'll make it short. it's the last tag after all. this was fun. but i will never do it again. so long as a i live. i'll miss y

[toomuchdickfort]

Things I need in bg3:

let me pet Us at the camp with Scratch and Cub

Let me kick ulder’s ass. Just a little bit

Please let me come back to camp and gossip with withers. PLEASE let me rock up and talk shit. Like he a million percent already knows all this but I want SO BAD to show up for the night and go oh my GOD kahga gets on my NERVES-

Also um. The same with astarion. I think he’d also be funny to talk shit with :3

Oh also lemme see how dyes r gonna look before I use em so I don’t have to save and then test everything out reload and start all over again

But mostly petting Us and throwing punches and gossiping :P

#this is a very fun game I like sometimes sitting down and going hm I’m deciding events r happening :3 #I need to do another sillies run tbh #take t’ev’s vibes and run with em a bit but like. no replaying for better results allowed. gotta take what I get the first time #do y’all even KNOW they were asking withers to braid their hair (he said no) (they went SIGH FINE and go gossip to astarion while HE braids #their hair. and then gets Sippies about it. and then t’ev turns around and gossips to withers over breakfast anyways #like YES this is like talking to a brick wall sometimes. but I like to imagine he’s at least a little amused by all the dramatics u see #OH ALSO I WANNA GLASSES THEYD B SO FUN #I’m sure there’s a mod for this shit but um. I’m scarwed of mods for no reason lol

[helianskies]

ugly maths.

i hate maths, right. i don't usually like numbers, and if i do like numbers it's gotta be an 8 or a 48 and nothing else.

thing is, i've recently caught myself doing maths again. ugly maths. the kind of maths that, really, i've been trying to avoid as much as possible because, well, it's ugly!

you... wanna see?

okay, fine... but don't say i didn't warn you!

ugly, see? look at all those numbers! not a 48 in sight!

huh? what's that? you don't see what i'm on about? oh... oh! hang on, lemme just—

better? yes? no? no? okay, what if i—

mmh, yes. ugly numbers. see it now? can you see why they're ugly?

here, i can make it worse.

these numbers are ugly. the maths they make me do is ugly.

now i'll level with you: the worst ones by far are the yellow numbers. the maths they make me do it the ugliest.

why ugly?

because it makes me ugly.

those numbers turn me into not only a suddenly number-obsessed fool, but a fool who also cannot understand these numbers and what they mean and why i feel like they reflect on me and my ability.

87, 75.

the thoughts are as follows:

• the orange numbers are big, so why are you being ugly about the yellow ones? you should be happy with what you have. so many nice big numbers! not everyone receives that.

• is it that there are two different audiences for these two different fics? perhaps. they are quite different works, with different appeals, and different themes. maybe you are reading too much into it.

• why are you obsessing over numbers anyway? you don't like maths! you left maths behind when you were 16, put it down!

okay, okay, fine! i'll put the maths down. right here, in fact!:

that 87 was an 83 at the start of the year. the 6161 it is attached to was a 5453.

4, 708.

ugly maths.

the 75 is a nice number. in fact, compared to 87, it is beautiful, radiant, enchanting. at the start of the year, 75 was 48. wow. now that is one sexy number!

27.

mmmm.

6161, 1061.

5100.

87, 75.

12.

mmmm.

you know, my most favourite comment left recently on a fic of mine was 2 characters long: :(

it made me :)

well, actually, it made me >:) because it was left in response, presumably, to one of the key scenes in a new chapter which left the exact impression on someone that i hoped it would.

they must be the only one who reacted like that, though.

1.

have i mentioned that that 87 and 75 include author responses?

i won't try to do more maths, there. it might not end well for me. the maths is making me tired enough as it is, and i have an early start tomorrow.

oh! but, that being said, i have another set of ugly numbers to show you, so keep 87 and 75 in mind.

ready?

838, 245.

(want a hint? the green numbers!)

838, 87. 245, 75.

9.6, 3.3.

ugly maths. it's ugly again, see? i don't like it. i'm seeing numbers within numbers within numbers, and i can't seem to stop!

the numbers make me ask new questions:

• why is it not good enough?

• people seem to engage more with one fic over the other, so shouldn't you prioritise?

• is all this maths this really good for you?

no, it isn't.

i want to avoid ugly maths. ugly maths makes me want to tear my hair out. it makes me want to start from scratch. it makes me want to grab someone and scream. it makes me want to cry and press a button that has tempted me many times before when the numbers become too ugly to bear.

ugly maths turn me into an ugly person.

ugly maths make me obsessive, paranoid, anxious, regretful, vindictive, spiteful, alone.

i hate maths. i hate numbers, just like, it feels, the numbers hate me.

#helia rants #cw vent #i'm okay but i'm not #this has been playing on my mind over the last couple of weeks #it's aimed at the sky rather than anyone here #i know i'm not the best myself as commenting. i justify it to myself by affirming i don't read much. which i don't. #since the start of the year i have tried to comment on everything i have read #bearing in mind i may also dm someone rather than comment because i want to scream and ramble about their fic more personally #that being said. i know i'm not the only one who finds themselves doing ugly maths #and in turn starting to feel uglier too #i don't like looking at the numbers #i was doing well at the start of the year #but as i open my drafts and look to a new chapter and at the notes i wrote #i can't stop myself from opening the fic. from seeing where it's at. from seeing if it's changed. from checking my inbox to see if... #if only... #what it's meant is that i've come to a point where a fic i loved has become exactly that: a fic i loved. past tense #the other fic is still a fic i love. but i know deep down that that is tied to the numbers too #i hate that this is what i've become #because i have tiny fics. fics with 50 hits and maybe 1 comment. and i love them. i still love them #but when it comes to the big ones. the multi-chapters. the hefty fics. after a point all i see are numbers #and those numbers have come to determine both my happiness and fulfilment as a writer #and so i am ugly. i am sad. i am pathetic. #and i don't know how to stop. #helia's stuff #this was meant to save back into my drafts. i was editing tags. tumblr decided it should post. so... so be it. #also this is not an attention thing if anyone dares go 'oh but you're a good writer uwu' i might do something we'll all regret #this is also not a 'ffs comment on my fics will you 😒' hell no #it's just about me. and my issue. and my unhealthy relationship with these fucking numbers. #gotta get this shit out of my head somehow :)

[sukugo]

i drew r2ani :D - uncensored over here

#i just think that!!!!!!!!!!! #actually.....i think nothing #all u need to know about this is that i have never felt more alive than i did while drawing this #it was honestly very very fun to draw :D #also that really is a very pretty anakin getting fucked i love him #sw #r2ani #anakin #anakin skywalker #r2d2 #girl why is it everytime u draw prn it gotta be some weird shit why can't u just draw obikin and get it over with what the hell is this #and it's SOO bc i was like 'oh this weekend im free im decided!!! i'm gonna finish writing my fic!!!!!' *ends up drawing r2 fucking anakin* #f.stuff #f.art #ns4w

[definitelynotshouting]

To clarify, this would be me writing one of my scarian aus through the use of polls, sort of like a "choose your own adventure" type situation, except there would be options in the fic that all of scarianblr would get to vote on to determine which direction it goes!! This would be done in weekly intervals so the maximum number of people can weigh in.

I've already done a few mockups of what this might look like, and i already know which au i want to do it with. So really the question is whether or not yall would rather have this project be its own separate sideblog, or just posted directly to this blog instead :]

#scarian #goodtimeswithscar #grian #hermitcraft #3rd life #trafficshipping #hermitshipping #mcyt #mcyt polls #polls #there are pros and cons to both so i figured i would test my new polling ability and let yall decide SKDNSKDKS #im literally buzzing abt this. thinking once its done i'll upload the whole thing with all its choices into a choose your own adventure #to ao3 #setting this poll to a week bc i gotta plot this shit out anyway SJDNSJSJS #oh yeah for anyone curious its the beauty & the beast timeloop au #yeah. that one. >:] #shouting speaks #txt

[cicadaknight]

i nearly lost my honor mode run by being honest with minthara during her first romance scene. what a way to go after all that pain and suffering.

#BROOOO #i have made so many mistakes this run #and i’m still on my dark urge time loop shit where i’m committed to being a bastard #i’m an idiot #first mistake was talking to priestess gut as a half elf so she couldn’t drug me #and everyone went agro so i couldn’t go talk to halsin #and i had to murder all the zhents because i failed a check #but mainly the minthara dialogue! oh my god. i just wanted to be honest with her and all the other options were shady #she did not appreciate my candor nor did she like me telling her i wasn’t afraid of her #and i slaughtered the grove so i have no allies #i almost gave up on the run and teleported into the goblin camp to end it all #but with 3 party members dead and my monk at 7hp i last minute decided to gtfo of there and try to make it a little further #if i die this run i’m done being evil in the next attempt #i’ll be a little naughty and i’ll encourage everyone to be their worst selves #but i gotta stop making dumb choices #also… alaughtering the grove was a miserable affair. not for me dawg #bg3 #durge timeloop #hadrin

[skyllion-uwu]

The cat cafe we adopted Milkshake and Sundae from has canonized one of their resident cats as a he/they transmasc icon

#this sounds like a shit post but no they have #they found out a year after adding him to the cafe that their paper work for him all says spayed female #so instead of being like 'oh we gotta rename him' theyve decided theyre trans #which fair. sundaes paperwork from the shelter mistakingly says neutered male so veronica and i decided shes transfem

[whoisnotmyname]

started playing kestrel in skyrim (as i do) and here’s her “i survived Helgen and one of the guys who was gonna execute me has a nice aunt who gave me an old dress” lvl 1 Look, next to her current “Everything on my body is enchanted pls start smthn” lvl 15 Look

#my art #kestrel #kestrel hawke #art #skyrim #sigrid took one look at the small woman swimming in nord-sized armor she salvaged in helgen and was like #oh we gotta fix this she gonna fall over #harris and cooper are also here but i haven't decided on armor for them yet #coop is gonna join the companions #and harris joins the dawnguard #they're all dragonborn but kestrel is the one that slurps up that first dragon and is called by the greybeards #the boys find out the hard way when they're off doin their own shit lol

[thirstyvampyr]

told him to not use my measuring tape for construction work because it'll break, it's not made for it

he broke it not even an hour later. so now i dont have a tape for my knitting

#motherfucker #._. #so now i gotta order some shitty ass tape from aliexpress and wait for like a month for it to come here #oh yes he's still working on that window #he decided the bottom wasnt level so he broke a hole into concrete to remake it #then decided to buy those sliding doors steps? things you walk out on? and cut them up to make a slope for when it rains? #ofc all of this is not allowed as per the building's rules but try and tell him that #he got himself fired from his work and im living in hell because he wont stop fucking fixing shit that dont need fixing #and then yelling at me when it doesnt go his way #this is why nobody like men #go find a hobby or something bitch

[ssreeder]

I HATE U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (im in love with your work and i go a bit insaner everytime I read liab)

AND OMGSHSGSGSGSGSG YESSSSSS NEXT CHAPTER ZUKKA REUNION OMGSGSGDGD!!#!#(#(#((#(€ I'm so fucking excited its unreal?!!!!! ITS SO CLOSE HEHHEJSUS!!!!!!!!!

idc what anyone says I'm a iroh/hakoda/katara/ literally-anyone-that-everyone-hates-for-no-good-reason apologist, THEY DID NOTHING WRONG!! (i mean they did but none is perfect!!)

oh and i love sokka swearing a lot because I swear a lot and im a Sokka kinnie so i find it hilarious,

hehehe sorry for not sending asks or being active on disc, but you better prepare yourself for some fanart for next chapter bc ive been FANTASIZING about drawing that god-damned reunion for so fucking long and also because it's been a year since I started liab so yey!!! anniversary gift ig

as i say every single time, your writing is amazing, you work is amazing, you're amazing and ily, thanks!!!!!!! (sorry if this is all over the place it's like really late and I'm really really really excited about this!!!!!)

I got a bit insane every time I write liab it’s cool….

YES!! No perfection here!! All the fan faves are fucking up in LIAB! Sorry folks!

F f f f f f f fanart???? You know that’s my weakness, I’m WEAK for fanart haha. I’ll let you pick if you wanna do pt1 or 2 they are both dramatic & emotional haha.

LOVE YOU MILKY MY LOVE!!!

#i love how I taunt you with reunion #you taunt me with fan art haha #it’s a healthy friendship #& yeah NEXT CHAPTER #ITLL BE ANOTHER DOOZY #but I decided I’m done stressing about word count #I’m not going to rush anything #or leave out stupid long annoying details about characters emotions and thoughts #SO #SOOOOO #get ready for another 20k #UGHHHHH #HAHAHA whatever #it’s fine #love you Garfieldsmilk #<- oh shit it’s Garfieldsart now #how long has it been like that?! #I’m still mentally calling you milky #huh #guess I gotta stop doing that lol #<3 <3 I love your ask thank you #liab #ITF #ask #garfieldsart

[fregget-frou]

RaaaaAAAAA trying to do a thingy to combine my artstyle with other ppl so I tried @loafbud ‘s because AAAAAAAA/pos they have such amazing art and I’ve been following them for a few years and arthhhhjgk

I love it SO I DREW SOME CHARACTERS FROM MY OBEY ME AU specially the vexin which is basically a wizard family but like. You gatekeep each other. Idk.

Here’s the first 4/13!

Hen is the head of the family and he is so o tired and specialized in dark arts and eldritchical magiks. Eden is the second born and mainly focuses on doing nothing because she doesn’t care!! She is good at fireball tho

Versai will remind you of Dionysus and follows the house of Asmodeus, specializing in mind magic and such. He also does not do much. Mozieus has devoted herself to the house of Bielzebub and she is currently the accounting manager, she lives in the devildom mostly :>

Link to the rest

Here’s the full sketch :p for a preview of characters

#fun fact Hen was originally MC until I decided nah. he’s way too focused on his fam for that bull #the old man deserves to chill in the dark realm in peace #yes this is part of the obey me universe in a weird AU #more realms BABEYYYY #also yeah hen looks like Lucifer ALOT bc he acts like him #same shit they gotta deal with #I love pushing shapes OH MY FUCKING GOD RAAAAA #ARTHRJF #I really wanna explain the lore I have about these dudes #listen I love obey me but I’m a Christianity nerd #I want some more fun stuff #like more nephilims and shit man #freggzocs #freggzartz #obey me au #freggrambles #freggterra

[musimoni]

made a bsky !!

#ill mke a better post later #like that pinned post thingy #other social media sucks cause ican't hide scream in the tags #want to change my art name but genuinely cannot think of anything and ik i should do it sooner than later but the head b empty haha #then geting stressed abt it for ages like oh i gota set up a new email and other shit but idk what to call them bla bla #decide it's fine again then oh it's one letter away from a digimon unintentionally #also keep being like oh my fkn god where's my art to post and pretending like i didnt have a 4 year dearth and hoping it'll just spawn and #i gotta fkn learn to draw yesterday ago

[roxiusagi]

Seven Seas stop getting licenses for books I'd like to buy challenge. I kinda wanna keep some of my money

#roxiu rambles #stop i already preordered the scumbag villain special ed i cantt #for context this is about todays announcement from seven seas publisher about getting license for thousand autumns #(alongside guardian and sha po lang) #i mean i wil decide once the art for it drops but ykno its about the principle #speaking of art #we were checking the announcement out with Mayhem and literally seconds after opening it I went #'oh they used the back cover art from svsss volume 1 as a background for this' #GIRL IM NEVER LIVING THAT DOWN WHAT THE HELL 😭😭 IM ALREADY BEING LAUGHED AT FOR BEING A MASSIVE SVSSS ENG ILLUSTRATIONS COVER SIMP #CUZ I MOSTLY BOUGHT THEM JUST FOR THAT REASON ALONE #i mean we all know velinxi art sublime but #HEAD IN HANDS #it was instant straight up whipped out said volume cuz I keep em on my desk to show it to mayhem and like the JUDGEMENT I GOT #I AM NEVER RECOVERING FROM THIS #anyway hasjdhk #i doubt anyone is reading up to this point but hey if u are sorry for being dead #i will prolly be mostly dead even longer cuz its autumn now n shit BUT #new animation vid soonish eyo #already finished all the frames just gotta throw it together and edit #so between 5 business days and month LMAO #ok roxiu out cheers #ok also i read thru this an djust to clarify it is not like immediately obvious that its the back cover ok hsajkdh #the opacity is lowered and its in greyscale instead of green plus its 'generic' landscape and its behind text and other pictures OK #NOW ROXIU OUT GOODNIGHT