#now theyre damaged and my legs are apparently all but useless

[andragoras-in-vanity]

i really wish i had a sweetheart but i also really wish that sweetheart listened to classical music too, doesnt have to know anything about it but at least appreciate this one song with me that feels like spring rain and my heart in his hands

#genuinely have no idea what this song is called but its the third one on this playlist #the playlist which is titles you are free but your heart is not #which SENDS ME #this channel has great playlists and all the other songs on this one are so good but that is just mwah #it always has been but i have no idea who the composer is its title i just know everyt time i hear it i feel faint #i just want a sweetheart that would appreciate it with me only because i like it and as much as i love #my loud metal and punk #and some obnoxious dancy stuff #classical is part of what i am #i miss playing my piano so much and i really cant play my drums anymore which absolutely kills me #but i could try my hand drum again and hope it goes better #but damn i miss my drums so badly they were such a big part of my identity then we moved and didnt have room to srt them up #now theyre damaged and my legs are apparently all but useless #which is frightening in its own right #and anyway ill stop rambling no one cares anyway #i just wish i had a breathtakingly blue eyes sweetheart so wrap his arms around me in bed with some nice classical piano on