#now that's the easiest thing possible

[demi-pixellated]

Freij

Freije Known for their fringed ears, thick dark hair, and natural resistance the frigid temperatures of the north. Freije seals take on a white or pale-blue hue, contrasting against their dark skin. Typically asymmetrical and unique to each individual, they have been widely (and fittingly) remarked as resembling snowflakes and frost, consisting of radial pattern of crystal-like markings.

Matriar The military and naval prowess of Freij is recognized across Elothia, and its Matriar reflects that. As Leader and Admiral, She dons the military vestments of the region, although ornamented and embroidered to indicated Her regal station. She also carries on Her person, just as the officers under Her, a dagger and sabre. Typically these would be highly decorated commissioned works, much like Her chokha and kalpak. However the current Matriar has forgone the tradition, preferring to don and wield the standard arms of her men. As Impero recently saw a Patris leave the throne, Freij is likely to see one on theirs in the coming centuries as the current Matriar has only one son and seemingly no interest in bearing another child.

Czars State officials and Generals to Her Majesty. Much like the Matriar, Czars are outfitted in military garb and keep a dagger and sabre on their person. While still decorated to denote them as officers of import, it is not to the level of the Matriar.

Citizens Despite the high tolerance to the northern climate that they have become known for, Freije are born incredibly susceptible to the cold. Newborns are heavily swaddled in thick furs and kept indoors for the most of their first year. Even when younglings are finally able to be brought outdoors, they do so thoroughly bundled up, almost comically, in several layers of thick clothing and furs.

It's not until adolescense that the Freije's cold tolerance truly begin to build up. They begin to strip away their heavy coats, scarves and furs, and many, many, layers as the years proceed, and by their first century the typical Freije can brush off the low temperatures with far lighter apparel. To the outsider experiencing the bite of Freij's Spring chill for the first time, they may even look underdressed.

In opposition to this are the region's wealthier merchants, barons, and city officials. Setting themselves up at higher altitudes, far above the crowded docks and fish markets, even their natural resistance isn't quite enough to keep out the colder mountain winds. As a result, upper class Draken remain relatively bundled up well after maturing - a fact that's earned the ridicule of many common folk, thinking it make them look childish.

#Chronicles of Cassendenia #Matriar Lynorre Tark Freij #Johann Tark Freij #Baerg #Guardian Drake #Freije Drake #Elothian Drake #OC #CoC ref #MSPaint Draw #Next stop the Frost draken or as they shall now be known: the Freije #I lost the loving feeling i had with the gen naval officer look because it left me hung up on how to handle the citizenry #so this time around i took insp from Cossack uniforms and Ukrainian folk costumes and now we're cooking with gas #also real shit: not to sip to deeply of mine own cool-aid but #the Freije drake maybe the sickest thing i've ever designed and possibly ever will design #if it never gets better than this fucking Unit than i'll be AbSoLutely fine with that #it's like: humpback whale+walrus+galapagos iguana and i think i love it to death #the imperian i think is the easiest to draw for me but the freije - ughhh 😩💕 #i always knew it had the potential to be cool as shit and i am finally a strong enough artist to make it a reality

[steevejr]

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#it’s absolutely fucking outrageous to me that in the year 2024 (‘modern’ society) you can just. start and continue a genocide #and the worst that will happen is like a bunch of people sitting in a circle and debating is it REALLY a genocide? while it continues…… #like…. it’s shocking that the first answer wasn’t ‘use all powers available to stop genocide’ or ‘lets just kill em’. but rather. debate ?? #and the debate is like …. applause worthy for being the lowest and easiest possible thing that could’ve been done. one step above inaction. #and then they want everyone to contribute EVIDENCE of the GENOCIDE??? like it hasn’t been very thoroughly documented by now ?? #girl…. what more do you want ……….. #like I’m glad that at least *something* is being done and props to everyone actually trying to do something #but it’s so terrifying how on a global scale the people in power were just… *shrugs* and did they absolute bare minimum #there is no hope for any solution to homelessness or food insecurity when GENOCIDE gets barely a response. harrowing. #joe Biden should be put down like a rabid dog <-directly quoting what he said about himself. Im not saying this he said this. Himself. #like what kind of world has it come to that the answer to ‘is genocide ok’ is ‘well let’s hear them out’ ????????????????????? #a day in the life of steeve

[majorshatterandhare]

I started a piece of art today which is based on some plant species* that I think would be good to colonize Tim in @gunpowder-tim’s headcanon of the Persephone Tim headcanon; so it’s art based on a headcanon of a headcanon of a headcanon 😅 [sweat simle emoji].

It’s gonna take a long time I think, but I am planning on posting it here even though it’s just gonna be plants and no Tim (because I am much better at drawing these little doodle plants than drawing people).

*so the art is basically of real species we have on Earth, but I maintain that they wouldn’t have the same plants on the City, so in my brain his plants are just similar to these ones.

#i don’t know if i should main tag this. thats always hard for me to tell #persephone tim #i am taking a break now because for some reason it took me almost 4 hours to paint some ghost pipe. #i am researching more species too. im looking at a lot of liverworts. but they are ‘obscure’ enougb thats its not always easy to find if- #they are parasitic or not. i know *some* species of liverwort are. and depending on how im able to draw them i might include non-parasitic- #species because i need the space filled a particular way #im also tired because i stayed up until after 6 am and then didn’t take my sleep meds (because it was 6 am) #oh there’s also gonns be some mushrooms included #ive explained it before but basically the fungus being an intermediary is a thing we see in real life (although not between plants and- #animals afaik) and it makes sense because fungi are closer related to animals than to plants. #now i suppose thats not necessarily true on the City. because we dont know if they are homo sapiens or not (this would make possible- #implications for the other life on the plant). however for now I have no hcs regarding that. its easiest to go with their life works the- #same as ours. but their species are different if for no other reason because of evolution (over time) #well thats whats easiest and most interesting and fun *to me* which i realize is because i am a biologist and happen to also crave as much- #scientific accuracy as possible. but thats not everyones cup of tea. not everyone wants to spend hours searching about different parasitic- #plants to choose one for this and learn about how they interact and what not. probably *most* people wouldnt think this hard about it. #and that’s okay too. if you like to make up your own plants whole cloth and not worry about it aligning with realy world biology. thats- #okay too. do what you like. #(unless you are a tv/movie/book/etc which is supposed to be set in our world on our earth. YOU CANT MAKE APE/WORM HYBRIDS! for crissakes) #hope its okay i tagged you gunpowder-tim #also sorry to everyone for how much i ramble in the tags. i have adhd and keeping 1 try of though is nigh on impossible #like this: nigh means near. so nigh on impossible is nearly impossible. but one way of defining nigh is approaching. then its approaching- #impossible. which makes me think of math. ‘as x approaches infinity;’ ‘as y approaches impossible’ #there have a little language and math too with your dose of spec bio explanation #(the ape/worm thing is a reference to an early x-files episode that i have complained about in tags before)

[painofhumanity]

Hi friends! I've been getting some new followers lately, which is awesome, and I just wanted to take a moment to really encourage everyone to fill out my interest tracker. I have a ton of muses, and I know most people don't want to write with all of them, so just-- tell me who you want to write with.

#a very cute moose. make all the boy moose go hwaaah (ooc) #//i try to keep it as up-to-date as possible #and this isn't a locked in kinda thing #like if you're only interested in two of my muses now and later on wanna write with five more? #we can do that #but if we're just getting started this is the easiest way for me to start throwing things at you

[extreme-technicality]

Unstoppable urge to be visibly queer vs. immovable fear of losing my kid

#technical talks #like I have a pronoun pin right #and I got an apron to use at work and I was gonna decorate it with all my pins #including my they/them pin #unfortunately I work in a church daycare in a southern red state #one of the ones that equates transness with drag with a sex crime against children #which is a felony now :)))) #my coworkers seem nice enough. the parents seem nice enough. i would fucking LOVE to be able to casually wear my pin and be quietly out #at work #unfortunately if the wrong person saw they could call the cops and I could lose my job; my kid #be put on the SOR and be banned from the general vicinity of Any Kid for Life; possibly have my kid pulled from her daycare; and even withou #the legal or official repercussions I could still just :))) be hatecrimed :))))) #possibly in front of my kid #that itself is probably the thing I could deal with the easiest #my personal safety is whatever yk #and I could explain it to her later and that would be fine #i would not be able to handle losing her

[not-krys]

WIP Wednesday: Fictober 2022 Previews

Back again for my fourth year of Fictober!

The prompts came out a little late this year, so I've decided to not use betas this year as I don't have the time to work on these and then send them off to my usual preview readers, so this year's fictober is gonna look a little rough.

Down below are previews of what I've written on at least two of my fics this year, the first being my yearly Mitsuhide fic. The second is gonna be my return to Comte angst after having a bit of burnout at the end of fictober last year.

Regular warnings apply, raw text, not edited. CW for pregnancy mentions in both sections and implied complications in Comte's section.

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You turned further away, feeling your ears burn. Mitsuhide poked you again.

"Come now, Little Mouse, these oranges I worked so hard to pick for you will rot at this rate."

You tense, feeling the craving for the sweet tanginess of oranges come over you so suddenly. True, you had told him you liked oranges before, but the craving coming over you was intense.

"[Name]," Mitsuhide said more firmly, the sound of a round fruit rolling on a plate catching your attention.

He had his thumb placed at the top of the orange, the rind giving easily to quick, gentle pressure. He put half a piece to his mouth, bit down and the juice dribbled down his chin. You swallowed, hard.

"But… you can't taste anything-"

"It's wet," he said simply, licking his lips sensually. "Cool on the tongue. Little sticky if I had to give it one flaw."

He finished off his little piece, licking the remaining juice from his fingers, making sure to look you in the eye while doing so.

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"You know that I would anything for her… for them…" Comte brushed her damp bangs out of her eyes, closed in an uneasy sleep.

"Even risking turning her?" Leonardo said pointedly, glaring at his old friend.

"Blanc and Rouge aren't doing as well as we had hoped. It has to be a pureblood's essence."

"And what happens if you lose both of them? What then?"

"We have to try something, Leonardo. I can't stand to see her in pain, not for a minute longer."

Leonardo glared, staring down the other vampire, his teeth grinding together.

"Fine… but we're using a sterilized knife. No need to get your teeth involved."

Comte smiled, tired, but relieved.

"Thank you, mon ami."

"I'll go ask Sebas for a sharp one." Leonardo turned with the speed only a pureblood could manage, his coat tails trailing behind him.

Comte turned his attention back to his cherie on the bed, pale but still breathing. His kissed her fevered forehead, brushing back more of her sweat-dampened hair. His other hand trailed down her side, to her swelled abdomen covered by the thin sheet. He pressed his hand into her, feeling a tiny heart beneath his hand against what he could only assume was his child's back.

"So strong." Comte said tenderly, his smile soft despite his fatigue. "The union of a human and a pureblood."

His eyes turned back to his love, his smile turning to a frown.

"I'm sorry, ma cherie." he said, sadly, "this… all of this… none of us knew that this was even possible. For purebloods and humans to be able to reproduce together… and now you're suffering because of it…"

His hand trembled in her hair.

"If I could take away your suffering, all of it… you know that I would. But it's becoming harder and harder to find viable options. I thought that the Rouge would help as it's the closest to the real thing, but even that is starting to fail."

His breath shuddered, struggling to keep his voice even as he spoke to her.

"If nothing else works… if my blood isn't enough…

#krys's adventure's in fanfiction #wip wednesday #briefly back in time for fictober #ikemen sengoku #ikemen vampire #mitsuhide akechi #comte de saint germain (ikevamp) #cw: pregnancy #there's... a bit of theme going with all my wips for fictober this year #I have no idea why preg is such an easy thing for me to write #like including these two #there's four drafts thus far with that as a theme #don't even want kids and yet #this is the easiest thing I can spit out quickly #come to think of it each year for fictober there's usually at least one #now I got four drafts #possibly a fifth one that involves nursing but still unsure about that one #I know that I should kill the part of me that cringes at the theme #because there's nothing wrong with writing or exploring the topic #I just don't want peeps to think I'm weird #>> #oh well #if it gets me writing #I guess

[zemnarihah]

much to think about.

#i had lunch w my sister today and she was talking abt our dad and abt how him being like emotionally abusive made her a huge people pleaser #and she was like yeah i think you didnt get that as much #you were always the one who stuck to your guns or just didnt talk to him #and at first i was like what bc i literally dont think anything i ever did could be rlly described as actually sticking to ones guns i alwa #felt like i was so avoidant of any conflict w him bc yk i was like. terrified of him. but i was thinking abt it and compared to her i think #like yeah actually shes right? bc i would avoid conflict w him but i did that by like fully cutting off our relationship as much as #possible and she did it by trying to please him all the time. which probably neither were that healthy obviously they were jsut like. our #instincts for how to protect ourselves yk. but the thing is for the past few months i thought i had been learning how to not be so scared #of making ppl mad and to be more assertive and stuff. but i think actually i probably have always had that strength maybe it was just. #kinda beaten down for a while since standing up for myself always made things worse. so the other option to not allow him to treat me like #that was to cut myself off from him. But i still did that yk? idk. #like i was thinking more abt it and #i was the one who left the church at 18. after i moved out but i did. and i didnt hide it after that. my sister has apparently been mentall #out for years now and nobody in our family knows but me. bc she is so scared to disappoint him. and like idk. i always was like why couldnt #i get out earlier bc i know so many ppl who just said fuck you im not going anymore at like 14 or smth and i was like why couldnt i do that #but i guess looking at it from my sisters pov our situation was just really fucking hard. and i guess im realizing i was honestly a lot #stronger and braver than i thought i was that whole time. idk. #lol its like bittersweet. bc it makes it so much more real that it was actually super fucked up. the way we grew up. like i think sometimes #the easiest thing is for me to go haha yeah my dad was kind of a dick and whooaaahhh so crazy i grew up mormon hahah! but its like no that #was fucked up. but look at how i made it through that yk. its kind of making me. idk. develop some more respect for myself i guess #idk idk #ignore me i am just journal posting . lol #exmo tag

[4giorno]

yall need to demanifest this right fucking now. if teen dottore is the segment that will be playable you will see me on the news

#ppl were pointing out that the young one was the one screaming abt getting revenge on omega......... #and i have to admit bc of hoyos bs rules a kid would be the easiest to redeem.......... #we cannot be speaking this into existence yall #then again who tf even expected the w*nderer thing 💀💀💀💀 im gonna cry new fear unlocked #i was obv already thinking that our playable doctor is a segment that by some means gets a scara esque dumb redemption #but i never even considered this possibility 💀💀💀 #the hoyo way of redemption for men turn the doctor back into an actual child and make scara a grown ass man #be mothered by a toddler. for women uhhh get no effort like raiden or just dont get one at all and die like signora #HFKSJDJKFKDD im doomposting i know but wow we have to demanifest this now

[nataliekabra]

it's so weird and funny to me looking back that in my suicidal/middle school phase divergent of all fucking books was the thing i decided to base my entire belief system and lifestyle around all while completely missing whatever the point of that book was

#suicide mention #I'm sorry about the chem lesbianism post this is the most embarrassing thing about me ever #i was like OMG A BOOK THAT FINALLY GETS ME I AM NOW GOING TO DO EVERYTHING TO BE AS ABNEGATION AS POSSIBLE #i owned five pairs of clothes and they were all grey 💀 #if anyone who knew me then ever finds out i will. die of mortification #to be fair it was sort of an effective coping mechanism for the suicidal thoughts #divergent #maybe it was also the easiest thing to get myself to believe but afurutifir #i mean i still have a lot of that belief system but thank god I'm over (most of) the toxic parts #took me the most excruciating friendship breakup of my life but oh well

[orcelito]

Puttin a lil check mark in my back problem like Dealt With ✅

Now I just have my shoulder pains (which I've had for like 7 years now lol), the rib pains (which I've had for like 2 and a half years, give or take), and the possible fibromyalgia

Lmfao

One win is still progress

#speculation nation #like it's not 100% gone but it no longer hurts for general range of motion #and i can manage general upkeep on my own from now on #i realized that my shoulders problem could probably be solved with physical therapy. or at least made better #in which case i'd want to go back to this place. theyve been very nice to me #but i think my ribs thing is a bit more pressing lol. i used up all my old meds for it in the past few months to manage it #so for a time it wasnt as bad. but ive run out of the meds and it's definitely flaring again #doesnt hurt for general existence (most of the time) but basically my whole sternum hurts to touch lol #& the rib popping is always disconcerting. even if it makes my ribs feel better in the moment. #this at least is smth that should be solvable with inflammation drugs. much lower effort. #i just need to set up the appointment. #and also apply for medicare... im aging out of my dad's insurance next year (not this year as i'd previously feared lol) #so we'll see for the shoulders. ribs should be easier. i just need to set up the appointment. #should be easiest to go thru the school's medical stuff. much less wait time. #i just need to call lol bc the online portal Uhhh doesnt actually have an option for this lol #siiiince this is apparently an uncommon issue. gotta love it. #the possible fibro is probably later on my list just bc . idk it's just not a priority. #it's speculation to explain the general fatigue sensitivity to temperature and frequent aches #+ this rib problem is apparently common within fibro lol #also the fact that my mom has it and it's definitely hereditary 🤔🤔🤔🤔 #lmao hope u guys love hearing about my medical problems bc i sure am sharing #honestly as someone who was essentially on mental illness tumblr in my teens it's kinda wild that the physical is much more of a problem #spent so long trying to deal with the hellhole of my mind. and ive healed i guess #so NOW it's dealing with the bullshit of the body. which is certainly not fun to deal with either lmao #definitely glad to have graduated pt for my back tho. AND i got out early enough i can go home and eat #very glad.... i wasnt looking forward to 6 hours of work without eating after pt........

[per-the-jellicle-magician]

I wanna draw so bad but in the grand competition for my energy drawing keeps losing to the long reigning champion: crocheting

#I've got so many ideas and my brain's itching to draw #but i just dont know how to prioritise it over crochet when the latter is easier to do when im tired #and im tired a lot since it started getting warmer #plus drawing just takes a ton of my mental energy #probably something about me being amateur‚ not used to it and getting quickly tired cuz all the decision making and stuff #i know it'll probably improve with practice but rn i get tired just looking at my pencils #wanted to start learning digital but yeah nah #is it autistic burnout? is it seasonal affective disorder in summer? is it some possible fatigue problems? who knows not me #im just frustrated with it #also also market season is starting and last year i only did fall ones and after 3rd i was scrambling to make stuff and it was a lot #i wanted to build up a stash of stuff now so i dont have to scramble and wreck my hands with crocheting later #I have a bunch of plans for what i want to crochet to sell but so far ive only had the energy for making the easiest thing i over and over #lucky for me its a quick pattern and i like it a lot‚ it sells and i dont even have to undercharge myself for it #but still #dont have probelms with energy guys it sucks so much #just venting #personal

[payasitas]

took 30pts of psychic damage today in visiting my old online stomping grounds

#escritos #i've held onto this vague memory of what i was like when i was younger but i didn't know just how relevant the parallels would be #it's been *looks at scrawled ink smudges on my arm* 14yrs??? #it feels like it's easiest to project the more memorable and defining moments into the past 5yrs though...as if they're a lot more recent #rinse and repeat #possibly because i go through these periods where it's reaaally hard to feel like a person and i wind up back at act 1 scene 1 #in the familiarity of going through something big in my life and needing to figure out how to come back from it (stronger + insightful etc) #despite how much more refined and evolved i know i am now #it's a little embarrassing albeit endearing to actually read back on all of my younger unfiltered thoughts though #bittersweet in knowing where i was and where i've gone #i can't really do much about what's happened inbetween the years of thinking i was suffering #in contrast with the realized distinction of *knowing* i really have suffered since then #but even now i can make up for it by viewing that person as an extension of myself and taking care of them #even if i can't go back in time and make things right for whatever moments of the past were too unbearable to them #i'm just so willing to offer myself a patience i didn't even know i could extend inwards while shedding remnants of shame #i guess it's some like...ouroboros of self-love? lol

[piplupod]

of course the day i find a large yellow crate beside a dumpster that I decide to grab and bring home is the day the bus is full of ppl and i have to sit beside another person with my crate that comes up to my knees while on its short end fjdkdl

#i felt bad for the person sitting next to me but i was very good at squishing myself as small as possible fjdldl #also ppl in this town have TERRIBLE bus etiquette omfg #ppl refuse to move seats for ppl who need priority seating #and they never move their bags that they have on the seats next to them when theres no other seats available #so actually i dont feel all that bad for my seatmate bc they should've moved their bag without me asking them to fjfkdl #like. sorry but u are sitting at the front of the bus !! thats the easiest spot to sit down when u have another object to hold !! #whenever other ppl get on the bus that are carrying things or using a mobility aid I'll move seats #towards the back of the bus so they can have priority seating #and if someones getting on and theres no double seats available then i will move my bag onto my lap!!! #i feel like that's basic courtesy but fnfjsl idk maybe thats not a well known thing. or maybe ppl here are just rude as hell DBHDSKL #anyways i have obtained a large yellow crate and im amazed that nobody gave me a hard time for it #i got some weird looks as i walked thru the hospital w it but fjdkdl that was it #and im surprised the bus driver didnt say anything fjdksl i wasnt sure if it would be allowed on #and now i have a crate to store yarn in :] #and also a dumpster find which is ALWAYS a very good day bc it happens so rarely #i almost took a few bouquets home that were strewn across the sidewalk beside the dumpster but i thought that might be too weird #and also i was worried they'd be gross or dirty somehow so i had to leave those ;-; #but the crate at least can be cleaned and used !! #one hand is broken but that's okay bc i wont be using it for carrying! just prop it up sideways for stacking yarn inside! #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[asuiru]

cw-ex-8 skadeknights 7-op

#ak #ak clear #i love doing low-op nicheknights but lazy (as few redeploys as possible) #anyways i got this clear 15 tries ago but this is the version with less passenger skill rng #before it was just hoping it would hit the cars and not the other mobs but now even if it only hits the cars a couple times itll be fine #my cm version of this is a full 13 man squad!! haha!! it isnt even the guard/defender dp up that trips me up its just the increased stats #easiest cut is probably phantom? he stalled kirsten for a few secs (the most important thing he did) chip damaged her twice #and caught an avoidable leak #maybe nightingale cages down to give her targets to attack and slow her down 🤔 #anyways i havent actually watched other peoples clears so if im missing something obvious ignore it

[audiovisualrecall]

Me: my mom is being irritating rn and I'm pissed off. I'm not going to reply tp her text abt going to the botanical gardens tomorrow bc it's a transparent motion

Also me, 5 mins later: maybe I will answer no bc I do have other stuff I want to do tomorrow and the rest of my week is going to be flowers and maybe itd be good to have a day where i am not around plants and flowers. On fhe other hand i dont want her to think I'm upset with her, even tho i am. bc im weak. Also i do like going to the botanical garden...ok: 'Sure'

#sigh #look i actually did want to work on organizing so i have room to put my ikea kallax together finally #and i have like 3 art things going: steph's book. my cinderell comic. and the unicorn painting #also i havent worked on anything bookbinding related in a while and also i need to continue working on my recipe book pages #and i still need to schedule driving lessons and i cant start this week anyway but #and also i need to schedule a dentist appointment #and i got checks so now i need to pay a couple bills that the easiest way seems to be to write a check... #and i could sit snd read and even reread some favorite fanfics as well as the white dragon hmmmm #and id love to bake Something #maybe muffins would be nice. have to figure out how to Not have them end up dense and moist on the outside and dry inside :( #but they make very good filling snacks at work #or a quick breakfast on a day where even lactaid milk would upset my stomach #but id have to choose only one or two of those anyway #also: laundry we probably have enough again #and i need to order cat food #and possibly more pads tbh #also my shower needs to be deep cleaned eventually #and i still want to try to make my hair pink with overtone which means leaving it on for like an hour #also possibly using the baking soda+hydrogen peroxide pasye method to lighten my hair again 1st idk #and plan out work related stuff ...

[uwooyoungs]

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#i think having a cat snuggle up w/ you is a v valid replacement for therapy #like i have my lowkey playlist going nd im warm and in bed and then #my beloved cat comes and cuddles up right on my shoulder/chest just like he did when he was a kitten #and tho this was the longest most draining week possibly ever #i feel so content now #like so so settled #tho i am abt to start crying just a tiny bit bc i thought abt how precious this cat is to me #im literally like 97% certain he imprinted on me #bc the moment i met him in the shelter as a little kitten he's been attached to me #adopting him was the easiest decision ever bc the whole time we were there he just chilled in my arms #he started like grooming me at one point n i was just like #!! ive never met this cat before how is he so comfy w/ me!! #and from that point on hes been my shadow #hes only affectionate with me and #less so now but he used to Scream when i didnt let him in the same room as me #when i first moved to my apt the first time i showered here i had to rush bc he was literally scream/crying The Whole time #i rly would do anything for this cat #OH ALSO #one thing i'll never forget is how i once had a rly bad dream that literally sent me into a panic attack upon waking up and he came over nd #sat on me until i settled #important to note bc he was a baby at the time